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OUT OF THE BLUE
Prologue
ÒYou donÕt have any circulation.Ó As she
spoke, Buffy paused in her rope-tying to lean around and peer into SpikeÕs
face. She would have sworn he was wearing a very undemon-like
pout when he muttered about the ropes pinching him as she went back to her job.
Finishing to her satisfaction, she stood up and put her hands on her hips. When
he couldnÕt or wouldnÕt give a useful answer to her questions about the
commandoes, only continuing to whine, she lightly cuffed the side of his head
and walked behind the chair to get back to her Thanksgiving dinner
preparations. She did feel a little
bad about tying him up and not feeding him when he was clearly starving. On the other hand, Spike = evil, soÉ
Too intent
on getting back to her meal and the argument about the Chumash spirit, she
didnÕt notice the frown on GilesÕs face when her half-hearted slap to SpikeÕs
head was followed up by a hand on his shoulder as she walked behind him. The vampire concerned just glowered, and
Giles and Buffy were soon too wrapped up in dodging arrows and fighting a
ghostly, but very solid, war party of Indians for anyone to pay much attention
to his complaints.
SpikeÕs
frightened ÒYou made a bear!Ó brought an apologetic ÒI didnÕt mean to!Ó from
Buffy before she could remember how much she hated Spike and didnÕt care if the
bear tore him apart. Although his
obvious belief in her ability to handle the situation, and that she may have
let him down by temporarily making things worse, bothered her more than she was
willing to admit. As did the
ridiculously warm feeling she got every time she thought about how heÕd chosen
her to come to when he needed help.
Stupid vampire – he could have just
bought blood somewhere. What would
make him think we—I would believe him and take him in? Not that heÕs ever lied to me about
anything important, or that we havenÕt worked together before, and he did look
more dead than usualÉ but stillÉ
To
everyoneÕs surprise when they finally sat down to eat, she pulled SpikeÕs chair
up to the table in front of an empty plate. She couldnÕt have said why she was
including their reluctant guest in the ÒfamilyÓ dinner – the expression
on his face told her that he was just as puzzled about it as everyone else
– although he behaved as if he had every right to be there, whining about
the lack of blood, being tied up, and generally reminding everyone why they
hated him.
~~~~~~~~~
A human would have missed it – the sudden intake of
breath, the accelerated heartbeat – although even a human might have
noticed the ashen face and white knuckles of the hand lying on the table. SpikeÕs face twisted in disgust. What
was it with his grandsire and women? It seemed like the purer and more innocent
they were, they more he had to have them.
Not that Spike had ever known Dru
when she was pure and unsullied – before Angelus had driven her insane
and made her his childe. But Angelus
had done enough bragging and Dru had done enough
babbling that he had a pretty good idea what sheÕd been like before she was
turned. Still a seer, but a sweet,
innocent, sane seer.
He drew his attention back to the Slayer, who
was now berating her watcher for not telling her about AngelÕs surprise visit
to ÒsaveÓ her. He shook his head.
Like sheÕd needed any help with the vengeful Chumash tribe. Even the bear
hadnÕt fazed her as much as it had him. SheÕd stepped right up to it. Of
course, sheÕd also been smacked down, but not for long. Spike reluctantly gave
the boy credit for courage – pelting the bear with dinner rolls to get
its attention off Buffy and her temporary disability. At least heÕd done something helpfulÉ
As Spike had known she would, the Slayer had immediately
bounced back to her feet and dispatched the bear so quickly it seemed almost
anti-climatic. He snorted at the thought that sheÕd needed any help from his
grandsire.
ÒDonÕt know what youÕre so surprised about,
Slayer,Ó he finally said. ÒBy now IÕd think youÕd know old grandpa thinks itÕs
his job to save the world. YouÕre just a little chit who helps out
occasionally.Ó
Her lethal glare brought a moment of blessed
silence before everyone started offering their own explanations for why Angel
would have come to Sunnydale but not wanted to see Buffy. Spike just shook his head in disgust. If I thought I was in love with the Slayer,
I wouldnÕt be proving it by doing things to make her unhappy. Typical of the
big ponceÉ He met the WatcherÕs
gaze for a second and realized they were both thinking the same thing. He gave
a sardonic sneer and quickly looked away.
~~~~~~~~
Willow emerged from the kitchen holding her
latest batch of cookies. She
hesitated briefly, her eyes going back and forth between Buffy and Spike. They
were gazing at each other, although without seeming to make eye contact, bemusement
clear on both their faces. They
werenÕt simpering and cooing the way they had while under her spell (so sheÕd
heard – having only witnessed for herself the frantic kissing as she was
ending it.), but there was no animosity in their exchange of looks, only a
mutually uncomfortable curiosity.
WillowÕs entrance
and subsequent offering a cookie to Buffy snapped them both out of whatever
theyÕd been thinking and they were soon glaring at each other in more familiar
ways. Willow ended up stuffing a cookie in SpikeÕs mouth just to shut him up
before his ability to rattle Buffy by talking about their plans while under the
spell could inspire another round of guilt-assuaging cookie baking.
ÒI would
like to use my own bathroom for a while.
Can I – and I find it hard to believe IÕm asking this –
trust you to stay out of trouble while I take a shower?Ó
Spike
shrugged, peering up at the frowning watcher. ÒDefine ÔtroubleÕ,Ó he said.
ÒItÕs not like IÕm going to go running out into the sunshine, is it?Ó
ÒThe sun
was shining when you showed up,Ó Giles pointed out. ÒHowever, I was thinking more about my
possessions, which would be at your mercy. I really donÕt want to have to ask
Buffy to come back to watch you while I bathe.Ó
ÒYou
could always tie me to the chair again.Ó Spike rattled the chains holding him
in the tub. ÒOr chain me up again. Slayer got all the fun of that last time.Ó
He curled his tongue at Giles. ÒStill waiting for that explanation about why
you keep chains in your bedroom.Ó
ÒYou
really do not want to know,Ó Giles said, his tone making it clear that part of
the conversation was over. ÒGive me your wrists.Ó When Spike obediently held up his hands,
Giles unlocked the manacles and handed Spike the key. ÒYou can undo your own
feet. And then please be so good as to remove yourself from my bathtub.Ó
Without
answering, Spike unshackled his ankle and stood up. At the last second, he
caught the falling metal and lifted the chains out onto the floor, preventing
them from scratching the porcelain any more than they already had. He stretched and stood, waiting for
Giles to tell him what to do. With
a sigh, Giles gestured for Spike to leave the room, following him into the
living room.
ÒThere is
blood in the refrigerator,Ó he said. ÒYou may help yourself to whatever is
yours.Ó He handed Spike the remote.
ÒAnd stay out of my things. I wonÕt be long.Ó
When
Giles emerged from the bathroom, clean-shaven and relaxed in pajamas and a
robe, he found Spike lounging on the couch and clicking through the channels.
ÒDid you
know youÕre out of Scotch?Ó
Giles
gave a credible growl. ÒI thought I told you to stay out of my things?Ó
Spike
just stared at him, waitingÉ ÒRight, evil vampire. My mistake.Ó
ÒBeing
unable to kill hasnÕt turned me into a goody two-shoes, Watcher,Ó Spike said
calmly as he turned back to the TV.
Giles
made no reply, but went upstairs and came back down with a brand new bottle of
Scotch. He ignored SpikeÕs raised
eyebrows, going to the kitchen for two glasses. When he returned he handed one to the
eager vampire and sat down across from him. They drank in companionable silence
for a few minutes, Spike eying Giles suspiciously from time to time. When he
could stand it no longer he blurted, ÒAre you trying to get me drunk?Ó
ÒWhy
would I want you drunk? IÕve seen you drunk. ItÕs not pretty.Ó
ÒPot
– kettle,Ó Spike replied, lifting his glass in a mock toast.
ÒTouchŽ,Ó
Giles replied. They sipped some
more, then he leaned forward and said, ÒAbout your current conditionÉ granted,
as you said, it does not make you anything but a harmless still-evil demon, but
what if there were more to it? What if there was a purpose behind it? What if
the Powers that Be had a hand in your being rendered harmless?Ó
ÒThen the
first thing IÕll do when I get this thing fixed is rip their bloody throats out
and dance on their dead bodies.Ó A
deep snarl accompanied SpikeÕs words, and Giles looked disappointed as he
leaned back and continued to stare at the vampire.
ÒWhat?Ó Spike looked uncomfortable as he chugged
the rest of his drink. He held the glass out for more, raising one
eyebrow. ÒWhere were you going with
that daft idea?Ó
Moving
slowly, Giles poured more of the amber fluid into SpikeÕs glass. He waited
until heÕd refreshed his own drink, then settled back into his chair.
ÒI guess,
what I was thinking is that your current situation might provide an opportunity
for you toÉ atone, so to speak, for your actions as a vampire. ToÉ to redeem yourself.
I would like to offer my assistance, should you want to pursue—Ó
ÒThatÕs
the great poofÕs bag, not mine,Ó Spike said with a growl. ÒGot no interest in
being good. I like what I am. Just forget it. Got no reason to want to be
different.Ó
ÒVery well.
I wonÕt mention it again. But I should like for you to give it some thought.Ó
ÒWhy?Ó
Spike asked bluntly. ÒWhatÕs in it for you? Brownie points with the Council of
Wankers?Ó
Giles
gazed at him over the rim of his glass.
ÒThe Council and I do not always have the same agenda. Theirs is to keep
an active Slayer on the Hellmouth. Mine is to see
that my slayer remains alive to continue to fill that position. It has occurred
to me that BuffyÕs job could be made quite a bit safer and easier had she
another powerful warrior at her side.Ó
ÒWilliam
the Bloody kills slayers. He doesnÕt follow orders from the little chits. Got
no reason to help her stay alive.Ó
Giles was
silent, sipping his drink and seeming to be done with the conversation. The
silence stretched out for some time until Spike said, ÒSo, what do you say to a
game?Ó He pointed at a chessboard on a high shelf. ÒOr is that just for show?Ó
Without
responding verbally, Giles rose to his feet and brought the already set-up
board down to rest on the coffee table.
Spike clicked the TV off and leaned forward. ÒGave me the black pieces, did you?Ó
ÒIt
seemed appropriate,Ó Giles replied dryly.
ÒYou may make the first move.Ó
ÒAlways
do.Ó
~~~~~~~~~
ÒWhatcha doing?Ó
Buffy
walked in before Giles had stored the chessboard away for the evening. Spike was carefully recording who was
ahead in what had become a nightly ritual for them. Although the two Brits were
from different eras, the longer they remained in each otherÕs company, the more
their somewhat similar backgrounds had become obvious. Had anyone pointed out that they were
becoming friends, they would have denied it vigorously, but the truth was, they
enjoyed their nightly chess matches and the conversations that went with them.
Giles had
never mentioned the idea of SpikeÕs helping Buffy again, but now that the
vampire knew he could fight and kill demons, he had fallen into the habit of
going on patrol with the Slayer sometimes, insisting it was the best way to get
the Òspot of violenceÓ that he required on a daily basis.
ÒJust making
sure I record how far ahead I am of the Watcher,Ó Spike said, smiling up at
her.
Buffy
snorted and shook her head. ÒI swear you two could be going steady, as much
time as you spend here.Ó
ÒCould
say the same about us, couldnÕt you?Ó He gestured back and forth between
himself and the laughing girl. ÒWeÕre out there often enough, killinÕ things and such.Ó
ÒUhÉ
pretty sure nobodyÕs going to say that about us,Ó Buffy said with a shudder.
ÒAnd if Riley even thought it for a secondÉ.Ó
ÒAh yes.
The giant hayseed. I expect he
wouldnÕt take it well – thinking his honey was seeing a vampire on the
side.Ó
ÒIÕm not seeing you! You justÉ follow me
sometimes.Ó
ÒBloody
good thing for you I do,Ó he muttered, clearly miffed at her dismissal of his
assessment of their occasional nighttime adventures. ÒIf I hadnÕtÕ been there
last night, that Fyral demon would have broken you in
half.Ó
ÒI had
it,Ó Buffy said with an indignant sniff. ÒI was just letting him think he was winning.Ó
Spike waited, head tilted, staring at her with eyes that didnÕt allow her to
look away. ÒOkay,Ó she admitted. ÒYou might have helpedÉ a little.Ó
ÒAndÉ?Ó
ÒAnd
nothing. I said thank you last night. DonÕt push it, Spike.Ó In spite of her words, the shove she
gave him was more affectionate than angry and they ended up smiling at each
other.
ÒSpike
helped you last night?Ó Giles looked back and forth between them, his eyes
challenging the vampire to deny what heÕd just been bragging about.
Spike shrugged
and cleared his throat. ÒWell, yeah. Dozy bint was tryinÕ to take on two Fyral demons
with a stake.Ó He gave Giles a sly smile. ÒWe all know how likely that is to
work, donÕt we?Ó
Buffy
shuddered again. ÒDonÕt remind me. ItÕs a good thing Giles glares at me so
often.Ó She looked at Spike. ÒDid
you know he glares exactly the same way when heÕs a demon?Ó
ÒDonÕt
doubt it. So, where are we off to tonight, Slayer?Ó
Buffy
looked uncomfortable for a second. ÒUhÉ Riley wants to patrol with me tonight, so
I donÕt thinkÉ.Ó
ÒGot it.
No problem, Slayer. Stay safe.Ó
Spike stood up and walked into the kitchen.
ÒWhat
flew up his ass?Ó Buffy asked.
Giles just shook his head and waved her off. Casting another puzzled look at the
vampireÕs back, Buffy nodded at GilesÕs instructions about which cemetery had
an extraordinary number of recent burials and left for the night. Telling Giles
sheÕd report in the next day, she left the apartment.
When
sheÕd gone, Giles went to his desk and brought out the Scotch. Without asking,
he filled two glasses and handed one to the vampire who had just emerged from
the kitchen.
ÒThink
youÕre smart, donÕt you?Ó Spike grumbled, taking a grateful swallow.
ÒI think
itÕs time to revisit the subject of why you might want to view your status as a
step toward a new life. Or have I
misinterpreted your mood?Ó
Spike
sighed and sank into the chair. ÒNo. SheÕs got me by the short hairs. DonÕt
need a chip in mÕhead to want to keep her safe.Ó He looked up at Giles. ÒGuess IÕve got
my reason now, Watcher.Ó
Xander walked in just as Spike was showing
Willow and Buffy where to find the quote they needed in the second act of
Hamlet. He shrugged at the
now-familiar sight of the chipped vampire.
Although Spike didnÕt live with Giles anymore, he seemed to be there
most evenings – even more often than the Scoobies.
Xander watched as all three bent over the large textbook, looking
down to where Spike was pointing at the line they needed. When Willow raised her head, thanking
Spike with a shy smile, and Buffy added her own casual thanks, Xander shook his
head as if to clear it. Somehow, since WillowÕs spell, Spike had wormed his way
into their happy little family. A family which now included not just the
Slayer, a witch, a former demon, and a reformed demon worshipper, but a vampire
who had been their mortal enemy what seemed like only a short time ago.
ÒYeah, thanks, Spike. Giles always thinks itÕs cheating when he
helps me with my homework.Ó Buffy gave Giles a triumphant grin and slammed the
book closed.
ÒWatcher probably just didnÕt know where to find that line,Ó Spike
said, adding his own smirk at the disgruntled-looking man. ÒNeeded a bit of help from a fellow countryman
who went to better schools.Ó
ÒSchools? Spike went to schools?Ó Xander was still trying to figure
out what heÕd missed. ÒSpike knows Shakespeare?Ó
Buffy shrugged. ÒWell, he was probably alive then, wasnÕt he? For
all we know, he ate Shakespeare.Ó
Identical appalled stares from the two Brits and Willow brought a
frown to her face.
ÒWhat?Ó she muttered. ÒItÕs not like he isnÕt older than dirtÉÓ
When they continued to stare at her, she stage whispered to Willow, ÒWhen was
Shakespeare around?Ó
ÒUmÉ about four hundred years ago?Ó
ÒOh.Ó
"Bloody Colonials," Spike said, sharing a short bonding
moment with Giles that didn't go unnoticed by Willow.
"Hey! I knew the right answer!"
"Quite right. Willow is an exceptional student who actually
learned things during her time at Sunnydale High School."
"The Slayer apparently didn't." Spike's smirk was too
much for Buffy.
"The Slayer was too busy running around cemeteries all night,
chasing bad guys and saving the world!"
She glared back and forth between Giles and Spike, breathing hard,
her fists clenched at her sides.
Giles immediately looked ashamed, dropping his head and muttering,
"Right you are, Buffy. I certainly didn't mean to imply—"
"Yes you did. You said Willow learned things, implying that I
didn't." She turned her glare on Spike, who had lost his smirk and seemed
almost as ashamed as Giles. "And
you! One of the bad guys I haveÉ had to spend my time chasing... You just had
to jump right on it and say it out loud, didn't you?"
"You do remember I'm evil, Slayer?" he blustered, trying
to hide his chagrin.
"Maybe you should remember you can't fight back anymore. You
know, when you're feeling the urge to be evil? Just in case I decide to make
you dusty for it."
"You wouldn't do that... would you?" He looked momentarily worried, then
smiled. "No. You wouldn't do it. Too much of a white hat for your own
good, you are. As long as I'm harmless, I'm safe from you."
Xander waved his hand.
"I don't think I'm too much of a white hat. Want me to stake him for you,
Buffy?" Spike's snarl did
nothing to change Xander's demeanor, only causing him
to narrow his eyes and pick up one of Buffy's stakes. ÒCan I, Buffy? Huh, can I?Ó
ÒOh, leave him alone, Xander.
HeÕs right. WeÕre the good guys. We donÕt slay innocent—okay, not
innocent, but currently harmless, creatures.Ó
Spike cocked his head at Buffy. ÒDo you ever wonder how many
harmless creatures youÕve slayed, Summers?Ó
ÒWhat? I—no, of course not. I donÕt— Do I, Giles?Ó A worried frown creased BuffyÕs brow,
and Giles glared at the grinning vampire.
ÒIÕm quite sure you do not. And it is certainly not in your best
interest to begin wondering if every vampire and demon you meet while on patrol
might be harmless. There is no such thing.Ó
Spike laughed incredulously, then shook his head. ÒIÕm disappointed in you, Watcher.
Thought youÕd got past all that Council of Wankers bollocks.Ó
ÒSpikeÉÓ Giles tone was low and dangerous, reminding Spike of the
man who had taken on Angelus with nothing but a torch and a stake. ÒI will not
have Buffy hesitating at the wrong time because some bloody idiot has put the
idea into her head that her opponent could be harmless.Ó He cringed realizing that he was giving a
vampire valuable information that could be used against Buffy, but to his
relief, Spike was immediately contrite.
He shrugged at Buffy in apology.
ÒHeÕs right, pet. WasnÕt thinkinÕ, was
I? You canÕt afford to be worrying
about—Ó He turned back to Giles.
ÒBest way for her not to worry about it, is to know how to identify the
harmless demons. Anything else
would be fair game. Which ones have you taught her?Ó
There was an uncomfortable silence for a full minute before Buffy
let out an explosive breath.
ÒI donÕt like research and studying, okay? Giles tried to teach me about different
kinds of demons, but IÉ I didnÕt pay much attention,Ó she finished in a barely
audible mumble.
ÒAh. Well, letÕs go then.Ó
Spike walked over and held the door open.
ÒGo?Ó
ÒYeah. Go. WeÕre going to hit all the demon bars in town until IÕm
sure you know which ones are and arenÕt dangerous.Ó
ÒDo I get to slay the ones that are?Ó
ÒMaybe. If I think we can take Ôem. Not gonna let
you start a bar fight if I donÕt think we can win it.Ó
ÒWe?Ó Buffy said as she ducked under his arm and went out the
door. ÒWhen did we get to be a
ÔweÕ?Ó
ÒWhen your boytoyÕs friends turned me into
something that canÕt fight anything but other demons. You donÕt want me going crackers with
boredom, do you?Ó
~~~~~~~~~
ÒAre you just going to let them go?Ó XanderÕs
eyes were bulging as he stared between the closing door and Giles.
Giles shrugged. ÒI donÕt
recall either one of them asking my permission. In any event, if Spike can
teach her to recognize a few different types of demons, more power to him. It is
information the slayer should have, it has just never been BuffyÕs forte.Ó
ÒButÉ this isnÕt patrol. SheÕs going to bars. With Spike! The vampire she thought she was going to
marry a couple of months ago. You
know, the one that wants to kill us?Ó
ÒIÕm aware of what Spike is, Xander,Ó Giles said, allowing a trace
of irritation to creep into his voice.
ÒWhat is your point, exactly?Ó
ÒMy point, is that going bar-hopping sounds way too datey to suit me.
She should be staking him, not going out drinking with him!Ó
ÒI believe the purpose of the expedition is for Buffy to learn the
difference between demons likely to be a danger to her or anyone else, and
those with which she need not trouble herself. This is good information for her to
have, and Spike should be an excellent guide. He is, after all, quite an old
vampire and one with an excellent education.Ó
ÒExcellent education? Spike thinks Weetabix is a food group! He
still dresses like it was 1970 – not that I remember anything about 1970,
but—Ó
ÒNeither his disgusting food preferences, nor his sense of fashion
have anything to do with the education I am fairly certain he received when he was
human. In fact, I have every
intention of delving more deeply into the CouncilÕs records and intoÉÓ Giles
shuddered theatrically and turned to look at Willow. ÒAnd asking Willow to look into internet
records of that time for more information about Spike as a human. In spite of
what I have gleaned over the past several weeks, I suspect there is a good deal
we still donÕt know about him.Ó
ÒWe know heÕs an evil, soulless demon who only hasnÕt killed us
because he canÕt. Why am I suddenly the only one who remembers that?Ó
Giles shrugged. ÒWe donÕt know if there may not be another purpose
at work here. The Powers may have
chosen to have Spike chipped as a way to permit him to earn his redemption.
Somewhat like they did with Angel. They cursed Angel with a soul he didnÕt
want; they may have cursed Spike with an electronic chip that prevents him from
killing.Ó
ÒThe Powers need to mind their own damn business,Ó Xander muttered,
settling down on the couch. ÒOr at
least, if theyÕre going to keep inflicting harmless vampires on us, why canÕt
they pick a good looking female vampire?Ó
ÒInstead of two good-looking men?Ó Willow asked, blinking her eyes
with mock innocence. XanderÕs incoherent sputtering brought a smile even to
GilesÕs face.
ÒSpike and Angel are good-looking vampires! And I cannot believe I just said thatÉÓ He subsided into
embarrassed muttering while Giles and Willow laughed openly.
ÒNice to know you agree with me,Ó Willow said, still giggling. ÒThat theyÕre good-looking, I mean.Ó
ÒIÕm not agreeing about anything,Ó Xander said. ÒIn fact IÕm not
talking at all until Anya gets hereÉ and maybe not even then.Ó
~~~~~~~~~~~
ÒSo, where are we going? WillyÕs?Ó
Spike shook his head. ÒNo, want you to learn which demons to leave
alone – that means we have to go to nicer places. The only harmless demon
youÕre likely to find at WillyÕs is Clem – and even you should be able to
figure out heÕs alright. Ó
ÒClem?Ó Buffy decided,
in light of her admission that she didnÕt know much about demon types, she
wouldnÕt punch Spike for his Òeven youÓ remark.
ÒNice guy. Not the brightest, but friendly. CanÕt miss him – he looks like
heÕs wearing the skin of somebody three times his size. And ears he borrowed
from a basset hound.Ó
ÒSounds like my kind of guy,Ó she snorted. ÒCanÕt wait to meet
him.Ó
ÒHeÕs a nice person, Slayer. DonÕt be so judgmental.Ó
ÒIÕm not judgmental! And when did you start using big words?Ó
His only reply to her first statement was a raised eyebrow, but he
grinned as he said, ÒJust trying to help you along with that college
education.Ó He winced but laughed
when she hit him on the arm, saying, ÒIÕll have you know my SAT scores were
high enough to make Giles look impressed.
At least, he was impressed until he heard what WillowÕs wereÉ but that
doesnÕt count. WillowÕs likeÉ inhumanly smart.Ó
ÒInhumanly, huh?Ó
ÒOkay, maybe not the best choice of words for somebody who was born
and raised in Sunnydale, but you know what I mean. Stop acting like you donÕt!Ó
ÒJust winding you up, Slayer,Ó he said mildly. ÒSometimes you just make it too easy for
me.Ó
ÒNote to self, stop making it easy for Spike to be an ass. Oh wait – too late!Ó
ÒHa, bloody, ha, luv. Here we are.Ó
ÒWhere we are?Ó Buffy stared at the nondescript-looking building in
front of them.
ÒOne of SunnydaleÕs nicer demon bars,Ó he replied, gesturing toward
the door. ÒLetÕs go in.Ó
ÒThere are ÔniceÕ demon bars?Ó Buffy hadnÕt moved, and he growled under
his breath.
ÒThereÕs a whole Ônother world of
Sunnydale than what you know, Slayer. Made up of demons that are harmless but
like living on a hellmouth. Lot of Ôem look human enough to pass. You probably deal with demons
everyday and donÕt know it because they donÕt do anything evil. There are even a few vamps that are
pretty harmless. Too afraid or lazy to hunt. They findÉ other waysÉ to get what they
need.Ó
ÒHarmless vamps? Other than you?Ó
Spike snarled. ÒIÕm this way because the biggest evil in this town
is that lab hiding underground where they think itÕs alright to indulge in
vivisection as long as theyÕre only using vamps and demons. The vampires IÕm talking about have chosen not to kill. Not on purpose, anywayÉÓ
ÒHow does a vampire kill ÔaccidentallyÕ? Give me a break, Spike.
YouÕre just full of it.Ó She tossed her head, but moved to the door Spike was
now holding open for her.
ÒIÕll explain about that later. Right now, I need for you to smile
and look like you wouldnÕt hurt a fly.Ó
ÒWhat if itÕs an evil fly?Ó she asked, ducking under his arm and
entering the room. It was hard to miss the crashing silence that greeted her
arrival. Everyone in the room – from the normal and not-so-normal looking
couples having dinner to the bartender and the ma”tre dÕ – was staring at
Buffy with wide, frightened eyes.
Spike leaned down and growled into her ear. ÒDonÕt care if itÕs the
bloody devil disguised as a fly, if you see it here, let it go. And smile!Ó
Following his own advice, he smiled at the glaring headwaiter and
gestured to an empty table.
ÒNobodyÕs looking for trouble here,Ó he said, resting his hand on
BuffyÕs shoulder. ÒWeÕre just going to have a drink or two and be on our way.Ó
The ma”tre dÕ nodded stiffly and led them to a booth. Buffy tried
to observe him without being so obvious she might make him nervous, but didnÕt
see anything unusual about him until she noticed the tail hanging below his
jacket. She gave him her best ÒIÕm
not planning to kill youÓ smile and slid into the booth. Spike sat down across from her and
ordered a beer for himself and when Buffy shook her head at his questioning
eyebrow, he ordered a Diet Coke for her.
ÒNo alcohol while youÕre working?Ó he said with a smile.
ÒAlcohol and Buffy – not mixy
things. Trust me.Ó She made a face
and shuddered, giving him a half-hearted glare when he laughed aloud.
ÒIÕll remember that,Ó he said. ÒNot a good idea to ply the Slayer
with alcohol.Ó
ÒIs that what you were planning to do? Ply me with alcohol?Ó
ÒMaybe. Thought about it.Ó He shrugged. ÒWhy not?Ó
ÒBecause we hate each other?Ó
ÒWellÉ yeah. ThereÕs that. Guess I missed my chance. Should have
done my plyinÕ when you thought you were in love with
me, not after we remembered we hate each other.Ó
ÒThatÕs right,Ó she said, smiling at the waitress who shoved their
drinks at them and quickly retreated to the safety of the bar. ÒWe hate each
otherÉ Ò She frowned as she picked up her glass. ÒI thinkÉ DonÕt we?Ó
ÒAre you askinÕ me or tellinÕ
me, pet?Ó
She gave herself a little shake. ÒOf course we do. YouÕre evil and
annoying andÉÓ
ÒAnd youÕre a self-righteous little bitch with a mean right
cross.Ó He tipped his bottle toward
her. ÒHereÕs to us.Ó
Buffy snorted her agreement and lightly touched his bottle with her
glass. She took another deep
swallow, then set the glass down and looked around the room at the other
customers, most of which had gone back to their meals – although not
without casting frequent glances at the out of place couple chatting in the
booth.
ÒAlright, Slayer. DonÕt stare at them, just listen. The ones that look human are all either
humans, part human, or from demon breeds that can hide their features. Chances are, theyÕre all harmless,
unless theyÕre regular evil, criminal types.Ó
ÒVamps can hide their demon features,Ó she said, pointing at his
own face. ÒTheyÕre not harmless.Ó
ÒTrue, but your slayer senses should tell you when the good-looking
bloke winking at you has a nasty secret,Ó he said, following his words with the
action.
Buffy flushed, annoyed at the warmth flooding her face. ÒIÕm
getting better at that than I used to be.Ó She glanced up at him. ÒI probably
shouldnÕt tell you this, but I didnÕt know what Angel was until the first time
he kissed me. He vamped out and I
screamed. Then he jumped out the window and fell off the roof.Ó She shook her
head with a sad smile. ÒShould have taken that embarrassing beginning as an
omen, shouldnÕt I?Ó
He choked on his beer and laughed loud enough to draw stares from
around the room. When Buffy glared at him, he reached across the table and
rested his hand on top of hers. ÒCould probably have saved yourself a lot of
pain,Ó he said. ÒBut if you can joke about it you must be getting better.Ó
Buffy frowned. ÒI kinda did make it sound
funny, didnÕt I? Huh! Go me. IÕm getting over him.Ó She gave him a sideways
glance. ÒIÕm not quite as over him as I was when I thought I was in love and
getting married, but IÕm better than I was a few months ago when I thought I
was going to die of misery. And,
hey, IÕve even got a nice, normalÉ or semi-normalÉ.Ó She frowned, remembering
RileyÕs no-longer-secret status as a demon-hunting commando. ÒAnyway, IÕve got
a new boyfriend – so take that, Angel.Ó
Spike snatched his hand back, draining his beer and beckoning for
another. ÒRight, I forgot. YouÕve
got a new boytoy to help you forget the poof.Ó
ÒYep. Buffy has a new boyfriend. Things are looking up.Ó There was an uncomfortable silence as
Buffy realized Spike didnÕt look particularly happy about the mention of Riley.
She sighed. ÒLook, Spike, I know you think youÕve got good reasons to hate
Riley – and maybe you do from a vampireÕs viewpoint – but the way I
see it, the Initiative made you safe to be around without making youÉ you know,
dusty.Ó
ÒBully for them. And I should be excited about that becauseÉ?Ó
She frowned. ÒWellÉ I donÕt know. I thought maybe weÉ never mind.
Forgot there for a minute. We hate each other. Of course youÕre not happy that
you can hang out with me—us. I donÕt know what I was thinkingÉÓ
ÒYou were thinking itÕs handy to have somebody besides the watcher
who can talk to you about demons and help you with your homework. Got it, pet. LetÕs get on with the lesson, yeah? Now see that couple in the corner? The
ones with the pale green skin? TheyÕreÉ.Ó
Three clubs later, Buffy was grumbling as she
followed Spike down an alley.
ÒI donÕt think itÕs fair that you can drink as
much as you do and never have to pee.
YouÕve had twice as much to drink as I have tonight, and IÕm the one
whoÕs always looking for the restroom.Ó
She heard his deep chuckle, something she
decided she was coming to like as long as she didnÕt let herself think about
who was making that warm sound. ÒEntrance is right down here, luv. The loo is
on your right when we go in. This
oneÕs more of a mixed bag, so be on your toes.Ó
ÒYou mean we might get a fight out of this
one?Ó Her eagerness was obvious and
he snorted with laughter.
ÒGettingÕ bored are you, Slayer? IÕll see if I
can rustle you up a little exercise while youÕre doing your business.Ó He opened the door and pointed to the
right where a door with a picture of what might have been a female Fyral demon beckoned.
ÒDonÕt start without me,Ó she warned, pushing
the door open. She ducked into a
stall and quickly relieved herself of the last four Diet Cokes. As she was
washing her hands – surprised at the relative cleanliness of the sink
– the door opened and a familiar voice floated in ahead of its owner.
ÒDonÕt try to pretend you donÕt know this is
where I hang out, Blondie Bear.
Stalking is not an attractive quality in a man. Just accept that weÕre finished and—Gah! Buffy!Ó
ÒHarmony.Ó
Buffy said, mentally assessing the entertainment value of fighting with
or staking Harmony vs whatever Spike was going to be
able to scare up.
ÒYou shouldnÕt be here,Ó Harmony sniffed. ÒThis
is a high-class demon bar. You know, for people who are evil?Ó
ÒUh huh. And you donÕt think the Vampire Slayer
should be interested in a place where there are vampires and evil demons? Where
do you think I should be hunting for them?Ó
ÒWell, not here! What if somebody thinks youÕre with me?Ó
ÒNot likely. SlayerÕs got taste.Ó SpikeÕs voice
came through the door that he was holding open with one hand while he tried to
fend off an angry demon with very large teeth and four arms. ÒLittle help, Slayer?Ó
ÒSlayer? Help? Oh thatÕs just pathetic, Spike. You
brought Buffy with you to try to make me jealous? Are you insane?Ó
ÒFeel free to take the time to stake her on
your way out,Ó Spike grunted as the demon punched him hard enough to drive him
into the small sink area. Buffy
ripped the towel holder off the wall and hit SpikeÕs attacker over the head as
he tried to follow up his punch.
ÒThis is the ladiesÕ room, you moron,Ó she
said, whacking him several times until he retreated to the larger area by the
door. Two burly demons that Buffy
didnÕt recognize approached as Spike jumped onto the bleeding demonÕs back
swearing in several languages.
ÒTake it outside, Spike,Ó the bouncers said,
shoving the snarling combatants toward the door. ÒAnd take your destructive girlfriend
with you,Ó one added as he saw Buffy holding the bloody towel dispenser. Ignoring the bouncerÕs outstretched
hand, Buffy stared around the bar, noting that many of the patrons were
disappearing out another exit in the back.
She shrugged and tossed the metal box at the bouncer.
ÒThink we got what we came for,Ó she said,
following the sounds of battle out into the alley. Behind her she could hear Harmony
saying, ÒGirlfriend? ThatÕs not his girlfriend. IÕm the girlfriend. ThatÕs just a fashion disaster he brought to
try to win me back.Ó
The door swung shut behind her and Buffy watched
as Spike tried to exchange punches with something that had two more arms and
fists than he did. Taking her time,
she strolled to the dumpster and picked up a sturdy-looking broom leaning
against it.
ÒSay when, Spike,Ó she said, holding the broom
in a loose grip as she sat on a trashcan to watch. She started to get up when the demon
pinned Spike to the ground and began to hit him in the face, but relaxed when
he vamped out and threw his opponent off with a roar. With his own fangs out
and calling upon the added strength his demon gave him, he soon had his
opponent trying harder to get away than to fight. With a final snarl, it pushed Spike away
long enough to take off running down the alley.
Shaking off his vampire mien, Spike strolled
back to where Buffy was twirling the broom, her disappointment plain. ÒI didnÕt get to slay him,Ó she
complained. ÒYou hogged the fight.Ó
ÒSorry, luv. Was having a good time. Forgot you
might want a piece of him.Ó
ÒOh well,Ó she said, tossing the broom away. ÒI
got to hit him on the head a bunch of times. I guess thatÕll have to do me.Ó
They began walking out of the alley, side by side. Spike bumped against her
arm. ÒYou know, Slayer, you are my kind of woman.Ó
ÒI am? But IÕmÉ you knowÉ sane?Ó
His face darkened. ÒI was trying to be nice, Summers. DidnÕt
need that reminder of what else IÕve lost.Ó
ÒSorry,Ó she said, almost as surprised as he
was when the word left her mouth. ÒI forgot we had that in common. That weÕve both been dumped,Ó she
explained when he glanced at her with a raised eyebrow.
He stared at her for a few seconds. ÒTheir
loss,Ó he said finally, throwing an arm over her shoulder. ÒWhat say we finish
up the evening by wrecking WillyÕs?Ó
ÒAs tempting as that thought is, I think I
should call it a night. As long as IÕve got all this caffeinated liquid in me,
I may as well take advantage of it and try to get some studying done before I
go to sleep. I have to read the rest of that play.Ó
ÒCanÕt compete with Shakespeare,Ó he said with
an exaggerated sigh.
ÒTrust me, Spike, IÕd much rather be wrecking
WillyÕs with you than reading about some guy and his skeezy
uncle in Denmark. But there might be a pop quiz tomorrow.Ó She cocked her head.
ÒIÕm not sure the professor isnÕt a demon. I should have you check that out for
meÉÓ
ÒI think we know which one on the faculty could
be a demon, Slayer,Ó he growled. ÒDonÕt know why you havenÕt dropped that vivisectionistÕs
class yet.Ó
ÒSpike, I know sheÉ okay, not a warm fuzzy
person, but calling her a demon or a vivi-whatever is
justÉÓ
ÒThatÕs the term for those who ÒexperimentÓ on
live animals, luv. Now, if youÕre
willing to consider vamps and sentient demons ÔpeopleÕ, then she becomes a
sadist and a serial killer.Ó
ÒWell, I hope IÕm going to get a chance to see
for myself soon. RileyÕs trying to get me into the facility as aÉ I dunnoÉ guest co-worker? Or something. I donÕt think
Professor Walsh was all that impressed by what I do, but once I kicked butt on
RileyÕs squad she—Ó
ÒYou did what?Ó
ÒHe set it up for them to jump me so that I
could show what I can do. Without warning me about it.Ó She snickered. ÒI had to hold back a
whole lot, but I think they have a better idea of what a Slayer is now.Ó
He cocked his head and looked at her in a way
that made her face flush and grow warm
ÒYou know, luv, I donÕt think theyÕve got the first clue what a Slayer
really is. But I expect youÕre just
the girl to open their eyes.Ó
Once again Buffy was reminded of how certain
heÕd been that she would deal with the Chumash warrior and save them all. She peered up at him from the corner of
her eyes.
ÒDid you just pay me a compliment?Ó
ÒMe? What? Compliment the bane of my
existence?Ó He made a rude noise
and threw his hands in the air.
ÒYouÕre barmier than Dru ever was if you think
IÕd do that.Ó
ÒRight. Just checking. I didnÕt really think
so.Ó
ÒJust so weÕre clear.Ó
They reached BuffyÕs dorm and paused just to
the side of the main door. There
was an uncomfortable moment when neither one seemed to have any idea how to end
the evening – a moment easily broken when Willow spotted them through the
window and came outside.
ÒHey, BuffyÉ Spike. Did you guys find a bunch of demons to
learn about or beat up?Ó
ÒFound our share,Ó Spike said, stepping away
from the girls. ÒSlayer knows more
than she did before we started,Ó he added, giving Buffy an enigmatic look.
She met his gaze steadily. ÒUn huh. I think you
could safely say I learned some things tonight.Ó
Willow looked back and forth between the two of
them, a small frown creasing her brow.
ÒOoookay. Well, thatÕs good, I guess. So, Spike did his job, right? YouÕre all
caught up on the different kinds of demons?Ó
ÒWell, I donÕt think—Ó
ÒHell, no.
We just scratched the surface tonight. Gonna have to
go out a few more times before IÕll feel like IÕve taught her everything she
needs to know.Ó
ÒWe are
talking about demons here, right?Ó
ÒOf course we are! What else would we be talking
about?Ó Buffy dropped her righteous indignation. ÒWell, except maybe
Shakespeare, I guess.Ó She peered up at Spike. ÒDo you know anything else about
his stuff besides Hamlet?Ó
ÒI do,Ó he said. ÒEvery self-respecting
Englishman knows Shakespeare inside and out.Ó
Buffy turned to Willow. ÒI think we just found ourselves a
study-buddy.Ó
ÒA what?Ó
Spike began edging away from the two girls now smiling at him with
patently false sweetness.
ÒGiles says youÕve got a really good educationÉ
for an old guy, I mean. And you
said you know Shakespeare. YouÕre
perfect for helping us with this class!Ó Willow beamed at the panic-stricken
vampire.
ÒThe last time I worked as a tutor, I got paid
for—I mean, youÕre barmy if you think IÕm going to spend my time trying
to make up for the appalling educations you got in what passes for schools in
this country. I have my pride, you
know.Ó
ÒNo you donÕt,Ó Buffy said cheerfully. ÒIf we
buy you beer, youÕll do pretty much whatever we want you to. WonÕt he, Willow?Ó
ÒYouÕre not old enough to buy me beer,Ó Spike
said with less conviction than heÕd intended to have in his voice.
ÒItÕs a college town, Spike. With demons. Even
I know where to buy beer if youÕre underage.Ó Willow gave him a scornful eyeroll.
ÔYou can start now!Ó Buffy grabbed the sleeve
of SpikeÕs coat and began tugging him toward the door. ÒYou can help us study
for tomorrow.Ó
ÒHey now, Slayer.Ó Spike planted his feet. ÒI just gave you a course in
demonology. And I already showed
you the line you needed to find in Act II. ThatÕs all you get out of me for
tonight.Ó
ÒOh, come on. You can go beat up whateverÕs
left at WillyÕs later. If I think
youÕve made me smarter, maybe IÕll even come with you.Ó
Although Willow gave Buffy a funny look, she grabbed
SpikeÕs other arm and began tugging him toward the door. ÒRight. You help us out, and then Buffy
will help you beat things up at WillyÕs.Ó
ÒDonÕt need help beating things up,Ó he
muttered, allowing himself to be towed along. ÒDo just fine all by myself.Ó
ÒYou were totally losing tonight until I hit
that creep on the head,Ó Buffy said, releasing his sleeve now that he was no
longer protesting. ÒYou totally owe
me.Ó
Spike stopped and cocked his head at her. ÒHave
you picked up some kind of infection from being in college, or did you spend
too much time with Harm tonight?Ó
ÒWhat?Ó
ÒWhat?Ó
Buffy and Willow spoke simultaneously.
ÒYou were with Harmony?Ó
ÒNo! She just came into the ladies room when I
was getting ready to leave it. I donÕt know what heÕs talking about.Ó
ÒIÕm talking about the way youÕre talking. Not
that youÕve ever been all that eloquent, but—Ó Spike pitched his voice
high and sing-songed, Ò ÔYou totally owe me.Õ Tell me
that doesnÕt sound like something Harmony would say.Ó
ÒEloquent?Ó Willow was staring at their new
study-buddy with wide eyes. ÒWhat ladies room? Where were you?Ó
ÒNowhere. Just some demon club. While I was in
the lady demons room, Spike got into a fight and I had to bang the thing on the
head with the towel dispenser to make it let go of him. And Harmony was there
and she got in the way and she was yelling at Spike that I was there to make
her jealous, and, yeahÉ it was justÉÓ Buffy paused and looked at Willow and
then at Spike. ÒÉ kinda fun. In a totally inappropriate and shame on me kind
of way,Ó she added primly when Spike broke into a big grin and Willow looked at
her with narrowed eyes.
ÒSo, you went out with Spike, and you hadÉ
fun?Ó
Buffy flushed and shook her head. ÒWell, no, of course not. I mean –
I was with Spike, Willow. WhereÕs the fun in that? It was all with the learning about
demons and which ones I should slay andÉ.Ó Her voice trailed off when she saw
SpikeÕs grin fade, to be replaced by the cold face of a dead man. Without a
word, he whirled and strode off into the darkness, disappearing from sight
before Buffy could say or do anything.
The two girls stood for a minute, staring after
the now invisible vampire.
ÒShit,Ó Buffy said softly.
ÒI think you hurt his feelings,Ó Willow said.
ÒI didnÕt mean to. I justÉ you looked so
shocked and I just wanted toÉ.Ó She sighed. ÒI did, didnÕt I? Who knew vampires
have feelings to hurtÉÓ
ÒSpikeÕs not exactly an average vampire,Ó
Willow observed. ÒHow many vampires fall in love with Slayers and try to help
their watchers or fight off demons chasing their friends?Ó
ÒThat was your spell!Ó Buffy whirled on Willow
with wide eyes. ÒYou said we should get married.Ó
ÒI didnÕt say anything about being in love. You
guys did that all on your own.Ó
Buffy put her hands on her hips and stuck out
her lower lip. ÒWell, if I was going to marry somebody, IÕd have to be in love
with him. ThatÕs just how it works.Ó
ÒAnd apparently it works like that for Spike
too,Ó Willow said with satisfaction. ÒHe has feelings. Like I said, not exactly
your average vampire.Ó
ÒNot your average vampire.Ó Buffy agreed and
turned to enter the building. ÒWe might as well go in. I donÕt think heÕs
coming back to help us study.Ó
ÒYeah, I got that. Oh well, weÕll do it the old-fashioned
way – read the play again.Ó
ÒAgain?Ó
It was WillowÕs turn to sigh. ÒYeah, again. I
already read it last week, didnÕt you?Ó
ÒUhÉ no? I think I was busyÉ with Riley. He said heÕd read it with me, but we got
distractedÉÓ
ÒDistracted, huh?Ó Willow poked BuffyÕs arm. ÒSo, things are good on the Riley front?Ó
ÒBetter than good. Buffy has a boyfriend with a pulse, who
fights demons and vampires and has awesome arms andÉ andÉ isnÕt a jerk!Ó she
finished with a smile.
As they entered their room, Willow held up the
textbook containing Hamlet. ÒIf we procrastinate much longer, it will already
be time for the quiz.Ó
ÒMaybe there wonÕt be oneÉ Ò Buffy said hopefully.
ÒShe didnÕt say for sure, she said maybe.Ó
ÒThatÕs professor-speak for ÔthereÕs going to
be a really hard surprise testÕ, Buffy.Ó
ÒI told Spike she was a demon,Ó Buffy muttered,
picking up her own book. ÒCanÕt you
just give me a quick recap?Ó
Willow sighed. ÒYou shouldnÕt have made Spike
mad. He can probably recite the whole play.Ó
ÒSpike gets mad at me all the time. HeÕll get
over it.Ó Buffy spoke with more
surety than she felt as she remembered how his face had gone from pleased and happy
to stone cold.
ÒNot in time for a test tomorrow, he wonÕt,Ó
Willow said. ÒStart reading and
just ask me questions when you donÕt understand something. Maybe we can hit the highlights and
youÕll know enough to do okay on the test.Ó
ÒIÕd rather be beating up demons with Spike,Ó
Buffy muttered. ÒI get beating
things up – castles and uncles marrying
mothersÉ not so much.Ó
ÒJust read, Buffy.Ó WillowÕs voice was
beginning to sound irritated, and Buffy stopped grumbling and began to read.
The
expected test the next day didnÕt go well. Buffy had fallen asleep before she
finished the second act and she had to guess at the answers to many of the
questions. When she turned in her
mostly blank paper with its invented answers to the few questions sheÕd been
willing to take a stab at, the professor glanced at it and gestured for Buffy
to wait instead of leaving with the other students. Willow made a sympathetic face, but
obediently exited the classroom to wait outside.
The
professor stared at Buffy over the rims of her glasses. She sighed and handed the paper back.
ÒMs.
Summers, I am not going to bother grading this. I will give you until tomorrow to
actually read the play and come to my office during my regular office hours to
take a revised version of this test.Ó
She hesitated, then nodding as if agreeing with herself about something,
she continued. ÒMs. Summers—Buffy, I was born in Sunnydale. I went away
to attend college in New England and had no intention of returningÉ ever. Do you know why I did return a few years
ago?Ó
Buffy
shook her head, biting back the urge to say ÒBecause youÕre a demon and itÕs
the Hellmouth?Ó
ÒI
accepted the job here and returned home because IÕd heard, from reliable
sources, that there was now a girl living in Sunnydale whose job it was to keep
the vampires and demons in check. That it was now safe – if one took
reasonable precautions – to go out in the evenings. Even to teach evening
classes at the local university.Ó
She smiled at BuffyÕs wide-eyed expression. ÒThat girl is known as aÉ vampire
killer? Some sort of demon assassin?Ó
ÒSlayer,Ó
Buffy said shortly. ÒIÕm the Slayer.Ó
ÒAh.
Well, whatever you choose to call yourself, I am well aware that you often do
not get much sleep, nor much time for study in the evenings – and for
much better reasons than most college students. Therefore, I am going to cut you some
slack in this class. Not to the
extent that you are not expected to do the readings and write the same papers
as everyone else, but if you will email me in the morning on days when youÕve
not had time to do the assignment, we will arrange for you to take an extra day
and bring the work to my office. Is that acceptable to you?Ó
Buffy
just stood, mouth gaping, and stared at the woman sheÕd thought was a demon.
When the professor began to frown, Buffy shook herself out of her stupor and
nodded vigorously. ÒYes. Yes, of
course it is. And thank you.Ó She turned and ran out of the room
before the teacher could change her mind.
Willow
stood up from the bench sheÕd be waiting on. ÒSo, are you in big trouble? What did
she say?Ó
ÒShe said
she knows IÕm the Slayer and sheÕs giving me an extra day to get work in any
time I need one.Ó Buffy waved the test. ÒAnd I get to study for this and take
it over tomorrow.Ó
ÒWow. I donÕt suppose you mentioned that you
have a friend whoÕs a witch and helps you out sometimesÉ.Ó
Buffy
rolled her eyes. ÒYou mean my friend the genius, who is so smart this school
practically paid her to come here? That friend?Ó
ÒIt was
just a thought. Even geniuses can use a day off once in awhile.Ó
ÒSorry,
Wills. I just grabbed my test and ran.Ó
ÒOh well,
it was just a thought. Hey! Maybe
you can get Spike to help you out tonight.
Instead of studying demons, you can study Shakespeare.Ó
ÒYou
really think SpikeÕs going to be willing to do the study-buddy thing now? He
was really ticked off last nightÉ.Ó
ÒHe was
really hurt last night. IÕm sure when you apologize for—Ó
ÒWhen I
what?Ó
Willow
heaved a sigh. ÒApologize. You know, tell him you didnÕt mean to sound like he
wasnÕt any fun and that you didnÕt enjoy the evening. Give him some reason to think youÕre
really sorry you said what you said.Ó
ÒI am sorry. But I donÕt knowÉ apologizing
to SpikeÉ It could set a whatchamacallitÉ precedent!Ó
ÒJust
explain to him that he shouldnÕt get used to it,Ó Willow said with a snicker.
ÒItÕs not like that wouldnÕt be true.Ó
ÒVery
funny.Ó Buffy sighed and
stopped. ÒI guess I should go find
him and see if heÕll do it. If he
wonÕt, IÕll have toÉ I donÕt know what IÕll have to doÉÓ
ÒRead the
play yourself?Ó
Buffy
shuddered. ÒApologize to Spike it is. I can do this.Ó
ÒYou can
do this,Ó Willow agreed. ÒDo you know where to find him in the daytime?Ó
ÒYeah. He
found a crypt in Restfield. I made him tell me where
it was so I could check up on him.Ó
When Willow looked at her with raised eyebrows, Buffy hastily added,
ÒYou know, in case the chip stops working or something. ItÕs important that I
know where to find him.Ó
ÒNot
saying a wordÉÓ Willow mimed zipping her lips. ÒWhat do you want me to tell Riley if he
asks where you are?Ó
ÒOh,
crap, Riley. I forgot all about him.Ó Buffy ignored WillowÕs shocked expression. ÒTell him IÕllÉ IÕll catch him later
today or tonight. I mean Spike
might not want to do this right now, if heÕs sleeping or something, so I donÕt
knowÉÓ
ÒOkay.
IÕll just tell Riley youÕre working on an important assignment and you donÕt
know when youÕll be back on campus.Ó
ÒExactly.Ó
ÒTell
Spike I said ÔHiÕ,Ó Willow said as she turned to go to her next class. ÒAnd tell him I still want him to be our
study-buddy – assuming he isnÕt still too mad to talk to you,Ó she added,
remembering the vampireÕs uncertain temper.
~~~~~~~~~~~
Textbook in
hand, Buffy approached the crypt Spike had described to her. She shuddered as she pushed open the
inner door, wishing sheÕd brought a flashlight. The small amount of light
coming in the door and the filthy windows only made the interior murkier.
ÒSpike?
Are you here?Ó The only reply was a
groan from deeper in the room. Moving cautiously, Buffy entered, relieved when
her eyes began to adjust to the gloom.
She could see a figure huddled on top of a stone sarcophagus and
approached it, all her senses alert. Her neck told her it was a vampire, and
something familiar about the tingles told her it was probably Spike.
ÒWhatÕs
wrong? Are you sick?Ó
As her
eyes adjusted to the gloom, she reached for his shoulder and rolled him towards
her, flinching when she saw the swelling and cuts on his face. His eyes were shut and she wasnÕt sure
if he was even conscious. She spotted a candle on a stone shelf and brought it
closer to the sarcophagus while she looked around for matches. Finding none,
she checked the pockets of SpikeÕs coat, sighing in relief when she found his
lighter and used it to light the candle.
Setting
her book on a nearby table and holding the candle in the air, she took another
look at him in the flickering light.
Blood on his chest and hands as well as his face made her frown and look
around for something to set the candle on.
She set it on a corner of make-shift bed and pulled SpikeÕs ripped shirt
the rest of the way open, shuddering at the additional bruises and cuts she
found there. She lightly ran her hands over his ribs, biting her lip when she
felt the broken ends pushing against his skin.
ÒWhat the
hell did this to you?Ó she whispered, wondering what, if anything, she should
do. The only response was another
moan and an attempt to shift his position, which brought on a pained gasp. His eyes slit open as far as they could,
given the swelling around them.
ÒSlay—?Ó
he tried to say, his bruised lips barely moving.
ÒShhh,Ó she said, touching his shoulder. ÒWhat happened to you? Wait, never mind.
DonÕt talk. What do you need? What should I do?Ó
ÒMake upÉ
bloody mind,Ó he gasped.
ÒIÕm
sorry,Ó she said, the apology slipping out without thought. ÒI donÕt want you to hurt yourself any
more than—but if you tell me what I can doÉ.Ó
ÒBlood,Ó
he said. He fixed one barely-open eye on her. ÒÉ good stuff.Ó
ÒOkay. IÕll go to WillyÕs and—you didnÕt
get like this trying to clear out WillyÕs by yourself, did you? Cause heÕs not gonna want to give me blood for you if—Ó
ÒDidnÕt
wreckÉ place. DidnÕt goÉÓ
His eyes
drifted shut again, and Buffy decided not to ask him any more questions. She
patted his shoulder again, then moved the candle back to its shelf and left the
crypt. She ran most of the way to The Alibi Room, only slowing when she was in
the parking lot. She walked
straight up to the bar and grabbed the owner by the arm, dragging him past the
few curious customers sitting around so early in the day and into his office.
ÒBlood.
The good stuff. Gimme all youÕve got.Ó
ÒHave you
been turned, Slayer?Ó
ÒDonÕt be
stupid. I just walked here in the daylight, didnÕt I? Just give it to me.Ó
ÒWhat
for?Ó At her narrowing eyes, he
quickly back-tracked. ÒYeah, sure. Just a second.Ó He went to a small cooler and reached in
for a bag of blood, yelping when Buffy reached past him and picked up the
cooler. ÒHey, Slayer! I
need—Ó He broke off when she glared at him. ÒRight. You obviously need it
more than I do.Ó
ÒIÕll
bring your cooler back,Ó she said as she went out of his office.
ÒYou do
that,Ó he muttered, watching her leave the building.
Moving as
quickly as she could with a full cooler swinging from one arm, Buffy made her
way back to Restfield. She pushed the crypt door open with her
free arm, kicking it closed behind her without turning around. The candle was still flickering,
allowing her to look around the surprisingly large area. She spotted a few more candles and
quickly lit them, throwing the room and its inhabitant into much sharper
focus. She saw no sign of something
to use to feed Spike the blood, so pulled a bag out and held it near his face.
ÒCome on,
Spike. Wake up. I brought you some blood, but you need to sit up.Ó There was no
response from the inert vampire.
With a sigh, she slid one arm behind his shoulders and lifted him into a
semi-sitting position. He had gone into game face at her touch, but still
seemed unconscious. She rubbed the
top of the plastic bag against one exposed fang, uttering a quiet Òyes!Ó when
it ripped open.
She
dribbled some of the blood onto SpikeÕs lips, waiting until his tongue snaked
out to lick them before moving the bag back into place. As soon as his demon realized what was
in front of him, it was easy to finish the feeding. All she had to do was pour
the blood into SpikeÕs open mouth and watch him swallow it down. When the bag
was empty and he began to growl, she shook him. ÒJust hold your horses. I have
to get another bag out,Ó she snapped. ÒAnd stop growling at me!Ó
She knew
she was being unfair, that the growling was coming from an injured demon and Spike
probably had no idea he was doing it, but the idea that he would growl at her
while she was feeding him had brought an automatic reaction. She dropped the empty bag and reached
down for another one, keeping one arm behind SpikeÕs shoulders. When she stood
up, Spike had his eyes open and was staring at her with a puzzled expression on
his face.
ÒSlayer?
WhereÕd you come from?Ó
ÒDonÕt
you remember? I was here before and you told me you needed blood. So I went to
WillyÕs and got you some blood. Now
here, open this one.Ó She pushed it against his mouth, smiling when he
automatically bit into the bag and began to drink. By the time heÕd finished
half of it, he was able to hold the bag himself and Buffy just kept an arm
behind him to help him stay upright.
When heÕd finished it, she started to reach for the cooler again, but he
shook his head.
ÒGive us
a minute, luv. Need to let that do
its work.Ó His eyes drifted shut again, so she gently lowered him until he was
lying down again. He sighed,
wincing as bones tried to knit.
ÒWhatÕs
wrong?Ó BuffyÕs hand went back to his chest where he was resting one hand on
his ribs.
ÒNothinÕ Ribs are healinÕ is all,Ó
he said, biting his lip. ÒStings a bit.Ó
Buffy
frowned and pushed gently on one of the ends sticking out. ÒShouldnÕt we tape
these into place or something?Ó she asked, running her hands over his rib cage
as his own hand dropped.
He tried
to shake his head, winced and said, ÒNo. TheyÕll go back on their own. Just
need to not be moving around much until they line themselves up.Ó
ÒHuh.
ThatÕs pretty cool. My bones donÕt do that. They heal fast, but they have to be
set.Ó
Without
replying, he moved one hand toward her face. ÒCanÕt believe youÕre feeding me,Ó he
said, his eyes still shut. ÒMust
look really bad to be gettingÕ this kind of attentionÉ.Ó
ÒYou do,Ó
she said shortly. ÒYou look like you should be deadÉerÉdeader.
Are you ready to tell me what asses I have to kick for this?Ó
His smile
was sad as he opened his eyes to meet hers. ÒThink you already have, Slayer.
Although, if you want to give them an arse-kicking
reminderÉ.Ó
ÒRemind—?
Riley? RileyÕs men did this?Ó
ÒThem or
some of their mates. Were definitely the overgrown, overfed soldier boys. Knew
what I was too, and they knew I couldnÕt fight back. Used me as a punching bag
until I vamped out at Ôem. Then they left me
screaming and holding my head – walked off laughing.Ó He snarled as best he could through his
torn lips. ÒWhen I get this chip outÉ.Ó
ÒShhhÉÓ She stroked the side of his face until he stopped
growling. ÒYou need to stop saying that. If you get the chip out, IÕll have to
stake you.Ó
ÒYouÕd
stake me?Ó He raised the hand holding the empty blood bag. ÒWhy are you helping
me if you still want to stake me?Ó
ÒI didnÕt
say I wanted to stake you, I said IÕd
have to. ItÕs not the same thing.Ó
ÒIÕd be
just as dusted – assuming, of course, that you could take me.Ó
ÒI could
take you, Spike. DonÕt ever doubt it. IÕm not that little girl you found on Parent
Teacher Night. IÕve kicked your ass a couple of times since then; I can do it
again.Ó
He stared
into her steady gaze, then nodded.
ÒReckon you could at that, luv. ItÕs not like an ex-fiancŽ would be as
hard to kill as the love of your life.
Sent him to hell, didnÕt you?Ó
ÒI
did.Ó She turned away. ÒI did what I had to do.Ó She whirled
back to catch him watching her with an expression she couldnÕt interpret. ÒIÕll
always do what I have to do, Spike.
ItÕs who I am. ItÕs what I am.Ó
ÒItÕs not
all you are, Slayer. Not by a long shot.Ó
He dropped the empty bag on the floor, struggling to push himself into a
sitting position. Buffy immediately darted back to his side and put her arm
behind him for support. He turned
his head, putting his now-human features right in front of her face as she held
on to his shoulders. It was the first time theyÕd been so close since the spell
that had made them spend an entire evening snuggled into a comfy chair
together.
SpikeÕs
Adams apple bobbed as he swallowed hard, his eyes focused on BuffyÕs mouth. She
gasped, her tongue licking her suddenly dry lips as she stared at the naked
lust on the vampireÕs face. They
remained frozen like that for several seconds until Buffy found her voice.
ÒDÉdo you
want another bag of bÉblood?Ó
Spike
took a deep breath and turned his head away. ÒNot what I really want just now,
but I suspect it would be better for meÉ Yes, luv. Another bag of blood, if you
donÕt mind.Ó
ÒHere.Ó She
thrust another bag of blood at him, turning away as soon as he took it and
fussing with closing the cooler. ÒThere are a bunch more in here. Let me know
when you need another one.Ó She picked up her textbook and, more to avoid
looking at Spike than anything else, sat down against the wall under the
largest candle. ÒAs soon as you can reach them by yourself, IÕll
get out of yourÉ IÕll leave you to rest.Ó
She kept shifting
her eyes to Spike until she was sure that he was going to be able to open and
hold the bloodbag by himself, then opened her book to
the middle of the first act of Hamlet and began to read. There was silence in the crypt while
Buffy tried to concentrate on the intrigue going on in a Danish castle and
Spike sipped at his third bag of human blood. When heÕd finished it, he laid back down
to let the blood do its work, turning his head to watch Buffy.
A small
frown creased her brow, and she would occasionally grab her lower lip in her
teeth as her eyes flew over the pages.
He watched her silently until her frown deepened and she was clearly
rereading something several times.
He made a small sound that brought her eyes flying to his.
ÒAre you
okay? Do you need me to get you more blood?Ó
ÒNo,
thank you, luv. I was just
wondering what had you so bogged down thereÉ.Ó He looked away, giving what he
hoped looked like a casual shrug. ÒThought maybe I could help you out with
somethingÉ.Ó
ÒI
thought you were too mad at me to be my study-buddy,Ó she said, staring at the
back of his head. He turned it and peered at her over this shoulder.
ÒIf you
thought that, whyÕd you have old Will tucked under your arm when you got here?Ó
ÒIÉ I was
going to tryÉ I thought maybe if IÉ.Ó She took a deep breath and steadied her
gaze. ÒI was going to apologize for what I said last night. I didnÕt mean it, I
was just trying to make Willow think—Ó
ÒYou
didnÕt want the Scoobies to think you could enjoy the
company of an unsouled vamp. I figured it out,
pet. Was brassed
off for a while, but I got over it.Ó
ÒYou did?
When?Ó BuffyÕs mind went immediately to their unsuccessful study session the
night before, and she wondered if she should have chased him down.
ÒÕBout
the time you ran in here carrying WillyÕs entire supply of O neg. Not the first thing IÕd expect from the
Slayer, is it?Ó
ÒYou
thought IÕd just leave you here like that?
That IÕd just go, ÔOh, SpikeÕs too hurt to help me out. Too bad, guess
IÕll go find somebody else.Õ ThatÕs what you think of me?Ó The disappointment on her face had him
quickly backpedalling.
ÒDonÕt
look at me like that, luv. Know
what a caring person you are, know how you take care of anybody youÉ well, the
world, I guess, isnÕt it? But IÕm
just an old vamp that youÕre allowinÕ to live because
you know I canÕt hurt anyone anymore.
Letting me live and helping me do it are two very different things,
yeah?Ó
ÒYou
think IÕd leave somebody IÉ I knowÉ injured like that if I knew how to fix it?Ó
Her eyes were wide and fixed, bright with tears that she hoped he wouldnÕt
notice – but he did.
ÒBloody
hell, Buffy.Ó
He groaned
and slid off the sarcophagus, collapsing before he got all the way to her.
While she bit her lip, torn between helping him and kicking him away, he
crawled the rest of the way to the wall and pushed himself up to sit beside
her. Resting his head on the stone behind them, he became still as only a
corpse can, then put his hand over the one she was using to hold her place on
the page. He patted it, giving a small squeeze before moving his hand back to
his own leg.
ÒIÕm
sorry, luv. YouÕre absolutely
right. I should have known you wouldnÕt leave a frien—someone
you know—in pain if you knew how to fix it. And you did fix it,Ó he said, giving her
a little nudge. ÒLook at me. Little bit ago, I wasnÕt even conscious, and now
IÕm volunteering to teach you to appreciate Shakespeare. All because the Slayer
brought me blood.Ó He gave her a glance from the corners of his eyes. ÒIÕll bet
you didnÕt pay the old thief for it either, did you?Ó
Buffy
gave a half-hearted giggle. ÒNope, I pretty much just walked out with it.Ó She slid
her eyes to the side to meet his. ÒI think youÕre a bad influence on me.Ó
ÒJusÕ
helping you get that stick out of your arse,Ó he
said, flinching when her eyes suddenly narrowed.
ÒAs
apologies go, that one sucked,Ó she said, scooting away a few inches.
He
sighed. ÒIt did. IÕm sorry. Again. ApologizingÕs not somethinÕ
either one of us is used to, is it? Not to each other, anywayÉ.Ó He smiled at
her. ÒIÕll try to get better at it.Ó
ÒOr, you
could try not to say things youÕd have to apologize forÉ.Ó BuffyÕs lips
twitched as she fought a smile of her own.
ÒI sÕpect IÕll have more success perfecting my apologies than
I will remembering not to say things to brass you off.Ó
She gave
an unlady-like snort. ÒYouÕre probably right.Ó She sighed and held out the book. ÒSo, you think you can help me
understand whatÕs going on here before tomorrow morning?Ó
Buffy
left SpikeÕs crypt as the sun began to go down, giving him strict orders to stay
in for the night and get better.
ÒIÕll
come back tomorrow with more blood, and you better be here getting better
– not out somewhere getting beat up again.Ó
ÒYes Ôm,
Slayer, maÕam,Ó he said, giving her a mock salute. ÒGot no plans to do anything but drink
up WillyÕs nightly profits and let my bones mend. By the time you get back tomorrow, IÕll
be my handsome self again.Ó
Buffy
rolled her eyes. ÒJust be normal
looking, Ôk?Ó
Laughing
at his growled ÒThat is my normal
look,Ó she slipped out the door, closing both the interior and the heavier
outer door behind her. It occurred
to her that the Initiative soldiers might well decide to investigate a large
crypt if they noticed it had an open door. Smothering the thought that she was
protecting one of the creatures she was sworn to destroy from her boyfriendÕs
men who were, in theory, on the same side, she hastened away from Restfield.
Later that night, after a tense dinner with
Riley in which sheÕd ordered him to leave Spike alone and he told her she
didnÕt own Sunnydale or the vampires that lived there, she went looking for
something to take out her anger on.
Two cemeteries and several dusted vampires later, she was feeling much
better when she ran across a small squad of commandoes surrounding a wrinkled
demon who looked much like SpikeÕs description of his friend.
ÒClem?Ó she asked, shouldering her way through
the surprised commandoes.
ÒYes,Ó he said, nodding vigorously. ÒIÕm Clem.
Nice to meet you, Buffy.Ó He eyed
the soldiers, now readying a big net and moving closer. ÒAre you with them?Ó
ÒNo, IÕm not.Ó She turned on the soldiers. ÒYou guys donÕt need this one. HeÕs
harmless – and friendly.Ó
ÒWhat difference does that make?Ó The man
holding the net looked at his men and laughed. ÒWe donÕt have one like
this. Maggie likes getting new
species to work on.Ó
ÒHeÕs not dangerous,Ó Buffy said, slowly and
distinctly. ÒThereÕs no reason for you to take him anywhere.Ó
ÒLook, blondie,Ó the
man said. ÒYou might be able to
tell Finn what to do, but this is my squad and we donÕt take orders from
college coeds, no matter how tough they think they are.Ó
BuffyÕs eyes narrowed. ÒClem, why donÕt you check out
Res—Ò She stopped, realizing she would be giving away SpikeÕs location.
ÒWhy donÕt you go find a friend to visit for a while? Just till itÕs, you know, safe to be out
and about.Ó
ÒBut É youÉÓ Clem looked from Buffy to the
burly men glaring at her.
ÒYou know who I am, donÕt you?Ó
ÒOh, yeah. Everybody knows the Slayer, but Sp— my friend would never forgive me if I ran off and
left you by yourself.Ó
ÒTrust me. If he was here, heÕd be sitting on a
tombstone, watching the show. Go.
Now.Ó
While the commandoesÕ attention was on Buffy
and the way she was settling herself between them and the demon, Clem was able
to step away and begin running with surprising speed for someone with his size
and build. In no time, he had
disappeared into the trees and they could no longer hear or see him. With a furious shout, the squad leader
turned on Buffy.
ÒYou stupid bitch! You let him get away!Ó
ÒUh, yeah. Kinda the
idea. You know – heÕs not dangerous, you shouldnÕt capture him? WasnÕt I
clear about that?Ó
ÒI donÕt care if you are FinnÕs fuck-buddy, you
ever get in my way again, youÕre going to find yourself in a cage, lady.Ó
BuffyÕs expression hardened and her voice was
low and carried an authority that made all the men step back. ÒBefore you go
making threats like that, I think you should talk to Riley and his squad. It
might be harder than you think.Ó
Buffy turned her back to leave, a sense of movement
and a swishing noise her only warning that they had cast the net at her.
Dropping to the ground, she rolled quickly enough that it hit her on the shoulder
and slid off. She continued her
roll, coming to her feet and facing them, her expression temporarily freezing
them in their tracks.
ÒGet her!Ó The man in charge ran at her,
forgetting about the net on the ground. His foot tangled in the mesh and he
went down, cursing and reaching for his weapon. With one kick, Buffy knocked it out of
his hand and into the bushes several feet away. Seeing their leader on the ground, the
other three charged her, only to find themselves being flung almost as far away
as the weapon. Using their own momentum, and her Slayer strength, Buffy was
able to separate them so that she could punch each one quickly and efficiently.
Very shortly, the only one left conscious was the one trying to get his foot
out of the net.
He glared at her, but climbed to his feet well
away from her powerful fists.
ÒThis isnÕt over,Ó he said.
Buffy just shook her head and began to walk
off. ÒTell that to the guy behind
you,Ó she said, gesturing with her thumb at the newly-risen vampire approaching
him. ÒMaybe heÕll listen to you.Ó
She left the area, but circled back to make
sure the vamp didnÕt get lucky and manage to kill one of the groggy commandoes,
now all on their feet and reaching for their stakes. As soon as she saw that they were
recovered enough to be capable of defending themselves, she began to jog
towards Restfield Cemetery.
She got to SpikeÕs crypt just in time to see
him come running out the door with Clem right behind him. The wrinkled demon was armed with a
baseball bat, and Spike was carrying a sword. They stopped when they saw Buffy facing
them, hands on her hips. ÒJust where do you think youÕre going?Ó
Spike exchanged looks with Clem and shrugged,
dropping the swordÕs point to the ground. ÒSo, youÕre okay then?Ó
ÒOf course IÕm okay. What are you – Angel? There were only four of them, and
theyÕre just humans. Little
stronger than most, butÉ.Ó
ÒTheyÕre a good bit stronger than most,Ó Spike
said, ÒAnd you wonÕt kill humans, so thereÕs always the chance one of them
couldÕve got lucky while you were busy trying not to break him.Ó
Buffy looked back and forth between Clem with
his baseball bat, and Spike with the sword he would have been lucky to get one
swipe with before his chip incapacitated him. The warmth of gratitude fought with the
irritation she felt that theyÕd thought she needed to be saved. She shook her head and sighed. ÒLetÕs get back inside – just in
case they arenÕt the only squad out tonight.Ó
Spike held the door, waiting until she and Clem
were both inside before pulling the outer door shut. He grabbed the only lit candle and
gestured toward the back of the big room.
ÒFound something,Ó he said. ÒPlace we can be where the light wonÕt show
outside.Ó
Buffy watched with curiosity as Clem sat down
and slid, disappearing into the floor with a muffled thud. She followed Spike, peering over to
stare into the darkness below. ÒWha—Ó
ÒTrust me, Slayer. Just let me go first,
yeah?Ó Spike turned and dropped
into the hole, the candle almost winking out as he did so. Within a few seconds, the light steadied
and increased as he obviously lit more candles. ÒOkay, Slayer. ItÕs not that far,Ó Spike
said, his voice floating up to meet her. ÒCome on down. IÕll catch you.Ó
ÒRight. YouÕll catch me. With broken ribs.Ó
ÒThe ribs are much better, luv. Just let
yourself drop down here.Ó
She looked over the side and saw it really was
only ten feet or so to the floor below, and that Clem and Spike were standing just
beneath her.
ÒOkay. Get out of the way.Ó Without waiting to see if theyÕd obeyed,
she jumped forward in a small arc and let herself drop through space, bending
her knees and landing easily. She
straightened up and looked at Spike who had grabbed her arm to steady her. ÒIÕm
okay,Ó she said, smiling to show him she didnÕt really mind the hand she had no
need of.
ÒNice jump, Slayer,Ó he said, dropping his hand
and moving away. ÒSorry itÕs so primitive down here, but IÕve got plans for
it.Ó He gestured around the large,
cave-like room. ÒSome carpets on the floor, a bed, some other furniture, maybe
some drapery on the wallsÉ Could make a right comfy bedroom for a vampire.Ó
ÒWhere does this go?Ó Buffy was peering into a
dark area that seemed to have no end.
ÒDonÕt know for sure, yet, but I know it goes
into the sewers and other tunnels. It should mean I can get around town in the
daytime without actually going outside until I get where IÕm going. Thought IÕd check it out tomorrow. See
how far I can go and still find my way home.Ó
ÒCouldnÕt something nasty find its way right to
your bedroom?Ó
ÒThatÕs what I keep telling him,Ó Clem
said. ÒItÕs handy, but not very
safe.Ó
He shrugged. ÒCan right now, but thatÕs the
first thing IÕm going to fix. Here,
look.Ó He tugged her hand and pulled her farther into the dark tunnel. ÒI donÕt
think IÕm the first one to live here.
At one time, there was a gate across here. See where the fencing goes
into the walls?Ó
ÒSpike, itÕs dark in here. I canÕt see
anything.Ó He turned golden eyes on
her, managing to look contrite in spite of his vampire features.
ÒSorry, pet. Forgot you couldnÕt see me as well
as I can see you. IÕll show you
later when I have light down here.Ó
All three of them turned around and walked back
to the candlelit main room. Spike
gestured at the hole in the ceiling. ÒFirst thing to do is make a ladder or
some stairs. ClemÕs brother is a
carpenter, heÕs going to help me build it.Ó
ÒMaybe Xander could helpÉ never mind. I guess
thatÕs a stupid idea.Ó
ÒDonÕt think Harris is quite as accepting of my
hanging out with you white hats as Red and the Watcher seem to be,Ó Spike
agreed. ÒReally canÕt imagine his reaction to being asked to help my with my
new home.Ó His eyes grew
thoughtful. ÒAlthough, if I threatened to move back in with him if he didnÕt
help meÉ.Ó
Buffy giggled in spite of herself. ÒThat might do it,Ó she agreed. ÒI canÕt believe Giles sent you to stay
with Xander when Olivia was here. Talk about your Odd Couple.Ó
ÒI was a perfect house guest. I donÕt know what
his problem was,Ó Spike said, his attempt to look genuinely confused and hurt
causing Buffy and Clem to both laugh out loud. When the laughter, which Spike
reluctantly joined, had died down, Buffy brought them back to the nightÕs
events.
ÒOkay, so hereÕs the deal. Some of these guys
arenÕt as nice as Riley is. And
they donÕt seem to care who or what they get in their nets, so until I can get
this straightened out—Ó
ÒDid they try to capture you?Ó Every trace of
laughter was gone from SpikeÕs voice.
Buffy shrugged. ÒI guess so. He said heÕd put
me in cage if I interfered again, then I told him that might be harder than he
thinks and they tried to net me when I was walking awayÉ I guess they almost
did, actually.Ó She smiled at Clem.
ÒI might have been pretty happy to see you guys if they had.Ó She glanced at
Spike, from whose throat a steady snarl was coming. ÒAlthough I donÕt know what
you thought you were going to do with that sword. You know your chip probably
would have fired as soon as you even thought about whacking somebody with it.Ó
ÒCoulda taken at
least one of them down with me,Ó Spike said, hanging his head at the truth in
her words. Buffy looked at his
dejected posture and without thinking moved close enough to touch his arm.
ÒHey, how about you watch my back against vamps
and demons, and let me take care of any bad guys that might give you a
headache. Is that a deal?Ó
ÒNot if theyÕre trying to hurt you, it isnÕt,Ó
he mumbled, realizing what heÕd said when she dropped her hand and stared at
him. ÒI mean, I owe those wankers,Ó
he said quickly. ÒDonÕt care if you
think theyÕre good or bad, IÕll tear their entrails out and feedÉ.Ó His voice
trailed off as Clem shook his head and Buffy sighed.
ÒQuit while youÕre ahead, Spike,Ó she said, giving
him the same sort of light cuff that sheÕd used at Thanksgiving. He tried to hide a smile as he cleared
his throat.
ÒRight, quitting nowÉ Ò He stared at Buffy. ÒAre you admitting
they arenÕt quite the white hats you think they are?Ó
She sighed again. ÒI donÕt know what to think,
but if I get a chance to get in there and see whatÕs going on, IÕm going to
bring it up. ThereÕs no good reason
for them to be capturing or killing anything that isnÕt dangerous or evil. I just need to make Professor Walsh understand
that and IÕm sure itÕll be okay.Ó
Spike snorted and leaned against the wall to
light a cigarette. Clem shrugged
and said, ÒI guess in the meantime I can use the tunnels to get home. Can I borrow a candle, just till I get
to the sewers? My eyesightÕs good,
but itÕs not as good in the dark as yours.Ó
ÒSure. Here.Ó Spike
lit an extra candle and handed it to his friend. ÒJust watch yourself out there for
awhile, mate.Ó
ÒLikewise,Ó Clem said, waving as he started
into the darkness. ÒNice to meet
you, Buffy. And thanks for the rescue.Ó
ÒYouÕre welcome, Clem. It was nice to meet you
too.Ó Buffy waved back and watched
as he disappeared down the tunnel.
She turned back to Spike who was smoking his cigarette and staring at
her. ÒWhat?Ó
ÒNothing, luv.Ó He tossed the cigarette to the
floor and stepped on it. ÒShouldnÕt
you be heading home to rest up for that test tomorrow?Ó
ÒAre you trying to get rid of me?Ó she teased,
mentally chastising herself for being flirty with the vampire.
ÒNo,Ó he said. ÒJust donÕt want to see all my
hard work go to waste because you were too sleepy to do a good job tomorrow.Ó
ÒUh huhÉÓ She gave him a doubting look, then
frowned. ÒYou are going to stay here
after I leave, arenÕt you? I donÕt want all that blood to go to waste, and you
still look like crap – no offense.Ó
ÒNone taken, luv. Yeah, IÕm planninÕ
on staying here. Gonna start bringing my stuff down
here and work on making it comfy. I
wonÕt need the light after you leave, so I wonÕt attract any attention. Gonna be out
of blood by tomorrow, though, so IÕll have to go out tomorrow night.Ó He paused, then put on his most casual
air as he said, ÒMight be a good chance to catch you up on some more demon types.
If you donÕt already have plansÉ.Ó
Buffy nodded. ÒÕK. IÕll come by on my way to
GilesÕs and let you know how you did as a tutor.Ó If either one of them found it strange
to be making plans to go out again the next evening, they didnÕt mention it.
Spike just nodded and offered to toss her up to the floor of the crypt. Buffy eyed the distance and shook her
head. ÒI think I can make it. I
might not be able to jump like a vamp, but I can make that one.Ó
Spike shrugged. ÒAlright, Slayer. Let me go first then, just in case you
need catching.Ó He flexed his knees
and left the ground as if he weighed nothing. He landed lightly on the floor
above and turned to grin down at her.
ÒLetÕs see you do that, Slayer.Ó
With a glare, Buffy bent her knees and leapt
up, landing on her knees at the edge of the hole. Strong hands had her
shoulders and strong arms lifted her away from the opening. When they were safely turned away from
the entrance to the lower floor, Spike let her down, holding her in place for a
few seconds before dropping his hands to his sides.
ÒNot too bad for a human,Ó he said.
ÒYeah, well, thanks for the catch. I donÕt think I would have fallen back
in, but it was nice not to have to worry about it.Ó She gave him an embarrassed
smile, surprised when he seemed as embarrassed as she was. He quickly recovered
his usual snark.
ÒNo problem, luv. CouldnÕt have you splattering
yourself all over my new bedroom, could I?Ó
Buffy made a face. ÒOn that disgusting note, I think IÕll
head back to the dorm and see if I can sleep without dreaming about castles and
moats and ghosts andÉ Ò She shook
her head. ÒGood night, Spike.Ó Buffy moved toward the door, her steps
becoming slow and tentative as she turned away from the glow of the lower level
and her eyes tried to adjust to the darkness between her and the door. She
cursed when she ran into one of the few pieces of furniture Spike had scattered
around the big room.
ÒHere – hold my arm.Ó Spike was suddenly
beside her, taking her hand and laying it atop his forearm. ÒI can see better than you can.Ó
They made their way across the open space,
pausing when they reached the inner door, by which time BuffyÕs eyes had
adjusted to the gloom, and she took her hand off his arm.
ÒMoonÕs coming out now. ShouldnÕt be hard to
see once you get outside.Ó
Buffy nodded then cocked her head at him. ÒItÕs
not like I donÕt appreciate this weird new behavior of yours, but this isnÕt my
first time walking through a cemetery in the dark you know.Ó She smiled to let him know she wasnÕt
making fun of him, but he stiffened and drew away. She sighed. IÕve done it again.
ÒLook, Spike. IÕm not saying I donÕt appreciate
itÉ orÉ or like it, but itÕs just weird, okay? We hate each other. Remember? YouÕre the evil and annoying vampire and
IÕm the self-righteous bitch who hits you a lot.Ó
ÒIs that who we still are? Cause IÕm looking at
the girl who took care of an evil and annoying vampire when he needed it. The same
girl who backed down armed men to let a demon sheÕd just met escape from her boyfriendÕs
mates.Ó He reached a hand toward her, brushing her cheek and pulling it back
before she could object. ÒIÕd like
to think weÕve moved beyond hatingÕ each other. Might not be friends, butÉ.Ó
ÒIs that why you were on your way to fry your
brain by helping Clem rescue me?Ó
ÒMaybe. Maybe I just wanted an excuse to kill
one of those wankers.Ó
ÒSo you werenÕt trying to save me?Ó He growled
when he heard the barely contained amusement in her voice.
ÒYou know I was, Slayer.Ó He growled again.
ÒBut if you tell anyone about it, IÕll have to kill you.Ó
She laughed softly and patted his cheek. ÒOkay,
Big Bad. I wonÕt tell. I donÕt want to ruin your reputation.Ó
ÒSee that you donÕt,Ó he said, resisting a
frightening urge to hold her hand against his face while he kissed her
palm. Horrified at himself, he
stepped away and opened the door for her.
ÒOut you go, Slayer.Ó
ÒGood night, Spike.Ó
ÒGood night, luv. Stay safe.Ó His voice was so low she wasnÕt sure she
actually heard him, but common sense told her sheÕd already spent more time
with him than she should have in one twenty-four hour period, so she didnÕt
turn around.
Giving
Willow an abbreviated version of the dayÕs events, Buffy just shook her head at
the questions about Clem and the soldiers and, pleading exhaustion, went to
bed. Where her dreams contained
more snarky, blond vampires with sexy chuckles than they did scenes from
Hamlet.
In spite
of the lack of Shakespearian dreams, Buffy felt sheÕd sailed through the test
– waiting anxiously for Professor Brandon to glance over it. When she looked up with a satisfied
smile, Buffy relaxed and beamed.
ÒSo, did I do okay this time?Ó
Professor
Brandon nodded. ÒYou did very well. Even the essay question was answered with
detail and thought that I have to admit, I wouldnÕt have expected.Ó
Coloring,
Buffy remembered SpikeÕs easily understood explanation of why Hamlet said and
did so many of the things she didnÕt understand. ÒIÉ uhÉ I have aÉ friendÉ who
knows a lot about Shakespeare, and he helped me understand the play.Ó
ÒOh, a
tutor? Well, thatÕs not a bad idea
for someone in your special circumstances.
Is it that handsome young man who often meets you after class?Ó
ÒHandsome
man—? Oh, Riley. No. No, itÕs not Riley. HeÕs just my boyfriend. The guy
whoÕs helping me is an oldÉ Just somebody IÕve known for a while who knows a
lot about English Literature. HeÕs
British,Ó she finished brightly as if that explained everything.
ÒAh well.
HeÕs doing an excellent job. Give him my compliments. I could use an assistant who can discuss
and explain Shakespeare in that kind of depth.Ó She waited patiently for Buffy to offer
more information, but when her comment was greeted with wide-eyed panic, she
shrugged. ÒWell, thatÕs it,
then. IÕll expect to see you in
class tomorrow.Ó
ÒYeah
– I mean, yes. IÕll be there. And thank you.Ó
Buffy met
Willow for lunch and they walked together to their Psych class.
ÒSo, Dr.
Walsh is some kind of mad scientist? And she doesnÕt just run her experiments
on evil creatures? ThatÕs kind of scary.
What if she wants to study you?Ó
Buffy
shrugged. ÒBetween RileyÕs squad and those jerks I beat up last night, I
wouldnÕt think any of them would want to get near me.Ó As they entered the building, the girls
saw Riley standing outside the room staring at them, a strange expression on
his face. ÒIÕm going to tell Giles
about it tonight, though. In case he wants to let the Council know about the
new demon hunters in town.Ó
Before
the girls reached the door to the large lecture hall, Riley ducked inside
without speaking to them. They exchanged looks, then entered the room and sat
midway up the tiered seating. Riley
was standing near Dr. Walsh, obviously engaged in a heated conversation. Buffy narrowed her eyes when they both
turned to stare at her.
ÒI wonder
what those creeps last night told him?
If they told him anything. The squad leader
said some pretty nasty things – I donÕt think he likes Riley very much.Ó
Willow
nodded. ÒMaybe the other guy is jealous because Riley has a girlfriend. A
girlfriend that can beat him up.Ó
She frowned. ÒSeems weird that he didnÕt even say hi to you, though. You
donÕt think that guy told a bunch of lies that Riley believed, do you?Ó
ÒI donÕt
know what he could have said. All I did was keep them from taking in a harmless
demon to experiment on. If theyÕd left Clem alone like I told them to, I wouldnÕt
have had to hit anybody.Ó
ÒAnd they
wouldnÕt have tried to capture you,Ó Willow pointed out. ÒThatÕs really the
biggie – they knew who you were, and they still tried to catch you like
you were some kind of demon or vampire.
Riley should have kicked their asses again when they told him they tried
to capture you.Ó
ÒYouÕd
think.Ó As Dr. Walsh stepped to her
podium and turned on the screen behind her, the girls stopped talking and took
out their notebooks. All during the
lecture, which ended earlier than usual, Riley just stared at Buffy, looking
away every time she tried to meet his eyes. When the class ended, he remained at the
front of the room with the professor, still not saying anything to Buffy or
Willow, or even acknowledging their presence.
Willow
studied BuffyÕs hurt and puzzled face as they walked out of the building. ÒIÕm sure heÕs got a good reason for
behaving like that,Ó she ventured. ÒHeÕll probably call you tonight to explain
and apologize.Ó
ÒI have
plans for tonight,Ó Buffy said.
ÒToo bad for him.Ó
ÒYou
donÕt want to hear why heÕs being such a poophead?Ó
Buffy
sighed. ÒItÕs because heÕs a guy.
ItÕs what I do to them. Start dating Buffy and immediately turn into a poophead. I think itÕs some kind of spell the Council puts
on slayers so we canÕt have real lives.Ó
Buffy
attended one more class, grabbed some food in the cafeteria, and went back to
her dorm to change clothes. She
stared at the phone, but it gave no sign of ringing. ÒBuffy plus boyfriend equals suckage,Ó she muttered. ÒIÕm definitely blaming the
Council.Ó
She
dressed quickly, putting on black jeans and a long-sleeved red tee shirt. Adding a black denim jacket, she tucked
her stakes in and around her body and left the room. At the last second, before
pulling the door shut, she dashed back in and grabbed a dark scarf, stuffing it
in her pocket.
As she
walked down the stairs, she happened to glance out a window to see several black-clad
men lurking behind cars and bushes. The chill that ran up her spine at the
sight was enough of a warning for her to turn away from the main exit and sneak
to the other end of the building.
Careful study of the small emergency door and the area outside it seemed
free of black-clad soldiers and she slipped out of the building and sprinted
into the nearby bushes.
She was
very grateful for her color choices that evening as she heard voices
approaching and realized the commandoes were planning to stake out the door she
had just used. Covering her bright hair with the scarf, and pulling it across
her face, Buffy faded back into the shadows, moving slowly and silently until
she was far enough away that she thought she could outrun them if necessary.
She ran
the whole way to Restfield, pausing only to stake a
waiting vampire and the newly-risen one he was helping out of the grave. She had an uncomfortable moment as the
newbie cried, ÒDad!Ó when the first vamp turned to dust, but his immediate
attempt to bite her was a reminder that, related or not, they were evil and
dangerous creatures that it was her job to destroy. She reached SpikeÕs crypt, yanked the
outer door open far enough for her to slip in and shove the inner door out of
her way.
SpikeÕs
head appeared in the glow from the lower level. ÒSlayer?Ó
ÒYeah,
itÕs me. Get out of the way, IÕm coming down there.Ó
He
blinked at her abrupt demand, then disappeared. ÒThereÕs a ladder now, Slayer. You donÕt
have to jump.Ó
ÒOh. WellÉ good.Ó She looked at the crudely
put together pieces of wood and bit her lip. ÒAre you sure you donÕt want
Xander to help you with this?Ó she asked, stepping gingerly on the top rung.
Spike
shrugged and stepped back where he could watch her descend. ÒI might bring it up tonight. ClemÕs
brotherÕs a nice guy, but his idea of building somethingÉÓ
Buffy
reached the bottom, one foot still raised to the last rung, stretching her
jeans over her rear. She turned her head to look at Spike only to find him
staring intently at her ass. She
sighed and blushed. As seemed to happen so often lately when she was around
Spike, she found herself annoyed and embarrassed in equal parts.
ÒSpike!
Stop staring at my butt and finish your sentence!Ó
ÒHuh?
What sentence?Ó As she planted her
foot on the floor and turned around, hands on hips, he raised apprehensive eyes
to her face. When he saw more blushing embarrassment than anger there, he
relaxed and shrugged. ÒYour arse is very watchable,
Slayer. You must know that or you
wouldnÕt wear such tight trousers.Ó
ÒI donÕt
wearÉ. Okay, maybe I do. But you
shouldnÕt be looking at it.Ó
He gaped
at her. ÒWhat do you think I amÉ a
eunuch? Just cause I canÕt kill
anymore doesnÕt mean IÕm completely neutered, you know.Ó
ÒOh,
trust me, I knowÉ.Ó she muttered, turning away from him, forgetting about his
vampire hearing.
ÒRemember
that, do you?Ó he crooned, moving closer to her and laughing when she whirled
around with wide eyes and a face that had once again gone very pink. ÒWasnÕt sure if youÕd really forgotten,
or if you were just hoping I would.Ó
ÒWe
agreed we were never going to talk about anything we said or did during that
spell,Ó she said, glaring at him.
ÒHey, I
didnÕt bring it up, you did.Ó
ÒI didnÕt
mean to! I didnÕt know you could hear me.
I wasnÕt talking to you, I was talking to myself, soÉ so it doesnÕt
count!Ó
Buffy
faced him, hands on hips, eyes narrowed and making it very clear it wouldnÕt be
in his best interests to continue the conversation. He remained standing very
close to her for several seconds, then sighed and moved away.
ÒAlright,
Slayer. So, what brings you here so early?
ItÕs barely dusk – wasnÕt expectinÕ you
for another hour or more.Ó
ÒOh.
That. Well – first off, I aced the test! Ò Her expression changed to one
of delight and he returned her smile. ÒThe professor was really happy with it
and she saidÉ well, she thinks youÕre a pretty amazing tutor. I think she
wanted me to tell her who you are so she could offer you a job as a TA or
something, but IÉ.Ó
ÒA job?
Me?Ó He shook his head. ÒYou told
her to forget it, I hope.Ó
ÒI didnÕt
tell her anything. I just kind of let her hint drop to the floor and didnÕt
pick it up.Ó
ÒGood thinkinÕÓ
ÒWell,
yeah. I mean, itÕs not like you could work in a university anyway. YouÕd have
to have some kind of degreeÉ and a green card or a social security numberÉ and
referencesÉ andÉÓ She peered at him. ÒYou donÕt have any of those things, do
you?Ó
He
shrugged. ÒCan get most of them if I need them. Reckon the degreeÕs got a
little dust on it by now, though.Ó Ignoring her surprised look, he patted his
wallet. ÒDo have a drivers license, although IÕve never had to show it. Mostly if I got stopped I just ate
the—Ò He stopped when the surprise changed to disgust and disappointment.
ÒNot something you really need to know, I guessÉ and IÕve not done it recently!Ó
he added quickly, when her expression became even more unhappy. ÒIÕm not like
that anymore.Ó
ÒYouÕre
not like that because you have no choice,Ó Buffy said, her shoulders slumping.
ÒI donÕt know why I forget that sometimes.Ó She turned away and stared around the
room, avoiding his eyes and noting the other improvements heÕd made. HeÕd moved
a bookcase in from somewhere, and, oddly enough, a small desk. More candles were visible, both in dirt
recesses heÕd carved out of the walls and on all the flat surfaces. ÒLots of candles,Ó she said, still not
looking at him. If she had, she
would have seen the frustration and regret on his face – emotions that
were gone by the time she did look him, replaced by his usual cocky smirk.
ÒI like
light,Ó he said. ÒDonÕt need a lot of it, but I like it.Ó When she didnÕt respond, he sighed and
pointed at the ladder. ÒLong as
youÕre here, I guess we may as well head to your watcherÕs.Ó He pinched out all
but one of the candles, hissing when he burned his fingers.
ÒYeah, I
guess so,Ó she said, going to the ladder and starting up slowly. ÒDonÕt look at
my ass,Ó she said, her voice colder than before.
ÒWouldnÕt
dream of it, Slayer.Ó He moved up
behind her. ÒBut if you donÕt move it faster, I might bite it.Ó
She
froze, and for just a second he thought heÕd gone too far, then he heard her
muffled giggle and he smiled with relief. Without answering him, she pushed
off, pulling herself past the last two steps with her arms and landing easily
on the floor of the crypt. She turned to watch him appear right behind her.
He stepped
into the room and stood with his head cocked.
ÒAm I goinÕ to need one of those apologies IÕve been practicing?Ó
Buffy
frowned – ÒNo, I thought it was funny. I know you wouldnÕt really do it.
Why would you— youÕve been practicing?Ò
ÒDidnÕt
mean the crack about biting your arse –
although wouldnÕt be so sure I wouldnÕt do it, luv. It looks very bitable
– I meant reminding you of what I amÉ used to be. Atmosphere got right
chilly after that.Ó
ÒOh.Ó She
shook her head. ÒIÕm not mad at you. IÕm mad at myself forÉ Ò She looked up at
his too pretty human eyes and said sadly, ÒYou can be soÉ and then IÉ.Ó She
shrugged. ÒI let myself forget
sometimes. And I canÕt. I shouldnÕt do that. When I forget what vampires really
are, people die.Ó At the devastated
look on his face, which he quickly masked but not before sheÕd seen it, she stepped
forward and touched his cheek. ÒI
needed the reminder. I should be thanking you, not acting mad. Maybe I should
be apologizing.Ó
ÒIÕm not
him, Buffy,Ó he said, catching her hand and holding it against his face. His
eyes challenged her to deny that she was punishing him for things Angelus had
done.
ÒNo. No,
youÕre not.Ó She pulled her hand
away and walked toward the door. ÒCome on, letÕs go. IÕve got more to tell
you.Ó
By the
time they reached GilesÕs, Buffy had filled Spike in on RileyÕs strange
behavior earlier in the day and the commandoes sheÕd had to dodge to get out of
her dorm.
ÒSo, the
outfit isnÕt just because you wanted to dress in my favorite colors, then?Ó he
teased, nudging her arm. During the
course of the walk, theyÕd both relaxed back into the easy companionship that
seemed to have grown between them in the weeks since WillowÕs spell.
ÒAs if!Ó
she snorted, then smiled. ÒWell, I was already planning to wear black, just not
quite as much of it. IÕm glad I did
though. They probably would have seen me sneaking away if IÕd been wearing
something light colored.Ó
ÒSee? And
you think I just donÕt have any imagination. IÕm just always ready to hide.Ó
ÒProbably
a good thing right now,Ó she said.
ÒWith them wanting to beat you up or recapture you. Keeping a low profile is in your best
interest.Ó
ÒYours
too, pet,Ó he said, his voice suddenly more serious. ÒSounds like theyÕve decided youÕre on
the wrong side.Ó
ÒDumb
asses.Ó
ÒWankers,Ó
he agreed. ÒBut dangerous wankers.
YouÔll be careful, luv, wonÕt you?Ó he was saying as he held open the
door to GilesÕs apartment.
They
stopped when they got inside, BuffyÕs gasp echoed in SpikeÕs snarl. Giles was tied to a chair, his head
slumped forward, clearly unconscious.
His desk had been rifled through and his books were pulled out and
scattered around the room. Spike
slammed the door shut, locking it carefully and pulling the curtains closed.
Buffy had
run to Giles and was trying to wake him up. When he moaned, she untied him and
helped him move to the couch, then ran to the kitchen for a wet cloth and some
ice. By the time Spike had finished
checking the apartment for intruders and securing it as best he could, she was
sitting beside Giles and holding the ice to his head.
ÒWhat
happened? Were you robbed?Ó
ÒYour
boyfriend and his harridan of a boss were here. When I wouldnÕt tell them where you were
or when I expected you, they started going through my books. I think she took a few, but my watcherÕs
diaries are locked up, so they didnÕt get anything too important.Ó He sat up, holding his head and
groaning. ÒHelp me get to the phone,Ó he said. ÒItÕs time to update the Council
on whatÕs going on here.Ó
Buffy
quickly told Giles about having to sneak out of her dorm, and about the attempt
to capture her the night before.
ÒSo, the
girl whose job it is to protect the worldÕs human population is now in danger
from the very people she saves every night. Only in America.Ó
Buffy
glared at SpikeÕs muffled laugh of agreement before turning back to Giles. ÒSo,
what can we do? I canÕt slay them, but I guess I can—Ó
ÒYou
cannot fight men with guns. IÕm sure they would prefer to capture you alive,
but—Ó
ÒOver my
dead body.Ó SpikeÕs voice was all the more menacing for the uninflected
coldness in it. .
Giles met
his gaze for a long moment, confirming some things heÕd been considering for
some time as heÕd spent more time with the unusual vampire. He nodded.
ÒExactly.
We cannot take that chance.Ó He turned to Buffy, saying, ÒAs much as I hate to
tell you not to follow your instincts, in this case I am afraid I have to suggest
that you keep a very low profile until we have the resources we need to take on
a covert military unit.Ó
ÒYou want
me to hide?
ÒYou too,
Watcher. I wouldnÕt count on them
not coming back for you when they donÕt find Buffy.Ó
Giles
sighed and nodded. ÒRight you are,
but I must communicate with the Council first. We may be in need of their
assistance. I do not want Buffy facing them alone.Ó
ÒSheÕs
not alone.Ó
Spike and
Giles exchanged stares for a full minute while Buffy looked back and forth between
the two men, certain that some form of communication had just taken place, but
not sure what it was. Whatever it
was, a decision seemed to have been reached. Giles made his way to his desk and
flipped through a small book there. Finding what he was searching for, he
nodded and wrote something on a piece of paper. He handed the paper to Spike
and said, ÒDo not make me regret this.Ó
Spike
read the name and address on the paper, frowning with confusion. His eyes went
to Buffy, then back to Giles. ÒShe
trusts me now. IÉ I donÕt think I want that to change.Ó
ÒYouÕre
turning it down?Ó Giles was incredulous. He shook his head. ÒThat only proves itÕs the right thing
to do. The enemy is human. She will need the extra backup this time.Ó
ÒKnow
that. DidnÕt say I was going to turn it down. JustÉ she wonÕt trust me
anymore.Ó The genuine anguish on SpikeÕs face confirmed for Giles that he was
taking a very small risk in trusting the vampire.
ÒHello?
She is right here in the room. What are you two talking about?Ó
ÒNothing.Ó
ÒNothing.Ó
Spike
went to the door, pausing to look into BuffyÕs narrowed eyes. ÒJust remember, I didnÕt ask for this,
luv.Ó He glanced back at Giles.
ÒIÕll be back by morning.Ó
ÒYouÕre
leaving? Where are you going? I thought we were going to kick some Initiative
butt?Ó
ÒWe will,
Slayer. I promise you. Just donÕt start without me, yeah?Ó he said, reminding
her of her words to him a few nights ago.
He leaned forward, almost as if he was going to kiss her, then
straightened and settled for using a finger to tip her chin up. ÒI mean it.
DonÕt start without me.Ó Without
another word, he was out the door and gone.
Buffy
shut her open mouth and fought back a sense of abandonment and disappointment.
She pulled her shoulders back and walked over to Giles. Her first attempt at
speaking didnÕt go well as she choked on the unexpected lump in her throat. She
blew out a deep breath and tried again.
ÒAre you going to tell me what thatÕs all about?Ó
Giles
looked at her and smiled his reassurance. ÒItÕs about keeping you as safe as
possible until the Council can shut these people down. HeÕll be back. With luck, itÕll be
before we have to confront the Initiative and he will be bringing us some
additionalÉ manpower.Ó
ÒYou make
it sound like weÕre going to be in a war.Ó
ÒIt would
appear that the enemy this time is the military – or the secret branch of
it that has set up residence in our city.
I think we have to consider the possibility of finding ourselves in a
war at some point. Your – one
hopes, ex – boyfriend and his superior were much too confident in both my
inability to hear what they were saying while I appeared to be unconscious, and
in my lack of understanding what they were talking about.Ó He picked up the phone and dialed a
number he clearly knew well. ÒI donÕt bloody care what time it is there. This
is an emergency. Get him up.Ó
While he
waited for the head of Council security to come on the line, he told Buffy some
of what heÕd learned from Riley and Maggie as theyÕd ransacked his apartment. ÒThe harridan has concluded that the
Council and itsÉ employeesÉ constitute an obstacle to her planned army of
controlled vampires and demons, and she therefore wants to eliminate itÉ.
Beginning with you.Ó
He
grabbed BuffyÕs arm as she tried to leave, muttering about what she was going
to do to Òthat bloody bitch and her overfed minionsÓ. He shook his head at the obvious Spike
influence, but smiled his agreement. ÒRight you are, Buffy. But we will need
Council backup on this. If you go charging after her, you will just get
yourself killed or captured and we will have accomplished nothing. The
important thing now, is to let the Council know whatÕs going on and then find a
place to hide until they let us know how they want us to handle things.Ó
ÒAnd what
about Willow? And Xander and Anya?
Riley knows they hang out here all the time.Ó
ÒThatÕs
true. All right, as soon as I— Yes, yes I know what time it is. This
cannot wait.Ó Buffy paced
impatiently as Giles filled the CouncilÕs head of security in on what was going
on, including the threat to Buffy. As she listened, she realized that Giles had
obviously already told the Council about the Initiative and their capturing of
demons and vampires, as well as the experiments that had been performed on them. And that the Council had additional
information about the program.
When he
got off the phone, he handed it to Buffy. ÒI suggest you contact Willow and
Xander and tell them to find somewhere safe to stay for a few days. And then you and I will have to find
somewhere safe for ourselves to hide.
Your home will be too obvious, and could endanger your mother.Ó
ÒIf they
touch my motherÉÓ BuffyÕs look was pure Slayer as she considered the
possibilities.
ÒQuite.
Hence my suggestion that we take ourselves elsewhere.Ó
ÒSpikeÕs
crypt.Ó
ÒI beg
your pardon?Ó
ÒSpikeÕs
crypt. They donÕt know where it is, and they wonÕt be able to find us if we
stay downstairs.Ó
Giles
blinked, then nodded. ÒAlright then, let me just get some supplies to take with
usÉÓ
ÒBetter
bring food. Spike doesnÕt have any. And blankets. ThereÕs not much furniture
yet.Ó
While
Giles packed a duffle bag with non-perishable food and other necessities, Buffy
called her mother and told her not to let Riley in the house and to call the
police if any strange men showed up looking for Buffy. After reassuring Joyce
that she was fine, just going to lay low for a few days, she dialed Willow,
telling her to get Xander and Anya and meet Buffy at the gate to Restfield. ÒAnd
Willow? If you see Riley, or any of the Initiative guys? Run and hide. Or turn them into frogs. That works for
me tooÉ. yeah, IÕll explain when I see you.Ó
Giles decided to risk using his car to get to Restfield,
agreeing to BuffyÕs insistence that they leave it hidden behind the gate at
Shady Pines so as to not point the way to SpikeÕs home territory.
As they hustled through Shady Pines, which backed up to Restfield and made a quick – if occasionally exciting
– shortcut, Buffy tried to get Giles to tell her where Spike had gone,
and why. However, he only said that Spike had gone to get help and that he was
leaving it to the vampire to tell her where he went and why – if he chose
to. In spite of BuffyÕs best
pouting, Giles insisted that it would be SpikeÕs choice what to tell her and
when.
ÒYou know,Ó she said as she opened the doors to the crypt and
showed Giles in, ÒthereÕs something very wrong when my watcher is joining
forces with William the Bloody to keep secrets from me. IÕm just sayingÉ.Ó
She clicked on the flashlight theyÕd brought with them and, keeping
the beam pointed at the floor, led the way to the entrance to the lower
level. Buffy went down first to
light some candles, then called to Giles to drop the sleeping bags and other
supplies to her. As soon as she had
caught and moved everything, he made his way down the ladder, muttering the
entire time.
ÒJust be grateful youÕve got a ladder and donÕt have to get up and
down the way I did the other night when we were hiding from RileyÕs buddies.Ó She mimed jumping in the air, laughing
when Giles rolled his eyes.
ÒIÕll leave you to get set up here while I go find Willow and
Xander. Be back soon.Ó
On her way to the gate, Buffy staked two newly-risen vampires and
frightened a demon family. She couldnÕt remember what kind of demon they were,
but she did remember that Spike had said they were vegetarians and very
peaceful. She smiled and waved as she went by, cringing at the way the parents
were clearly trying to shield their children from her. ÒItÕs okay, IÕm not going to hurt you,Ó
she said. ÒBut you donÕt want to be
out here tonight. There are too many soldiers around and they wonÕt care that
youÕre not evil. Go home.Ó
They scuttled off and Buffy continued toward the gate, hearing
AnyaÕs voice complaining long before she reached the gate. Sighing at the thought of spending the
rest of the night and possibly the next day stuck in a room with XanderÕs newest girlfriend, she was about to approach them
when she heard other voices. She
crept forward and peered around the large stone pillar to see Riley and Graham,
in civilian clothes but with communicators and tasers
hanging from their belts.
ÒHey, guys. IÕve been looking for you. Have you seen Buffy
anywhere?Ó
ÒHÉ hey, Riley,Ó Willow said. ÒNo, we havenÕt seen her. In fact, thatÕs
why weÕre out here. Looking for Buffy. To help her patrol.Ó
Riley sighed and shook his head. ÒYou guys seem soÉ normal. I donÕt know what youÕre doing with somethi— someone like Buffy. How did she talk you into this?Ó He
waved his arm around to indicate their position just outside the gates of a
cemetery.
Xander frowned and cleared his throat. ÒUhÉ Riley? I thought you
and the Buffster were likeÉ a couple? YouÕre sounding
an awful lot like you think sheÕs one of the bad guys.Ó
ÒDo you know that she isnÕt?Ó Riley asked. ÒHow do you know É do
you know that she hangs out with a hostile? And so does Giles – the man
whoÕs supposed to be helping her fight evil? Both of them spend a lot of time
with a hostile.Ó
ÒWith a what? Oh, you
mean Spike. Well, yeah, heÕs been
hanging out at GilesÕs now that heÕs all neutered and stuff. They talk British to each other, argue
about football teams I never heard of and bands nobody ever heard ofÉ oh, and they
make fun of Americans. Not exactly demonic stuff.Ó
ÒUh huh.Ó Riley seemed unconvinced. ÒAnd Buffy? What would she be doing with
one of the creatures sheÕs supposed to be slaying?Ó
ÒI think Spike helps Buffy out sometimes. He really likes to hit
things and if heÕs with Buffy, he gets to do a lot of that. Plus, Giles thinks
the Powers That Be might have picked him to help her instead of
An—somebody else.Ó Willow looked quite pleased with her explanation.
ÒAnd you donÕt find that strange? That sheÕs willing to spend so
much time with a vampire?Ó
ÒWellÉÓ
ÒActuallyÉ.
ÒIsnÕt her old boyfriend a vampire?Ó Anya asked. When Xander said, ÒNo, Ahn. You must—Ò She interrupted him. ÒYes he was. You
told me. She dated Angelus. I remember him from my days as a—owww!Ó
She glared at Xander, rubbing her arm where heÕd pinched her, then
realized what sheÕd been about to say.
ÒMy days as a scholar of demons, I was about to say. Yep, thatÕs me – 100% human, but a
scholar. Not that IÕm a watcher, or
anything related to Buffy or her work,Ó she added quickly when Riley turned his
gaze on her.
ÒSo this isnÕt the first time BuffyÕs had a vampire in her life?Ó
ÒWellÉ I donÕt think Spike is so much in her life as he isÉ You
know what? I just donÕt think any of us that arenÕt slayers should be getting
into BuffyÕs business. Am I right, guys—er,
gals?Ó
ÒThatÕs right,Ó Willow said.
ÒWeÕre just staying out of BuffyÕs life.Ó
ÒI thought you were looking for her – to help her ÔpatrolÕ,Ó
Riley said, gesturing for Graham to move beside the small group huddling in
front of him. ÒIÕll tell you what, why donÕt you just get in the truck with us
and weÕll help you look for Buffy.Ó
He and Graham began trying to herd them toward their SUV. Willow began muttering under her breath,
stopping with a squeak when Riley put his hand over her mouth. ÒI donÕt think we need any spells or
curses, do we, Willow?Ó
Her eyes wide, Willow nodded until Riley removed his hand.
ÒThatÕs the right attitude,Ó he said, ignoring the glare she was
giving him. He stared at the other
two, sensing that Xander was thinking seriously about resisting. ÒDonÕt do anything stupid,Ó Riley said,
patting his taser. ÒI donÕt want anybody getting hurt
tonight.Ó
ÒToo late.Ó BuffyÕs
voice was artificially perky as she stepped from behind the big pillar. ÒIÕm pretty sure somebodyÕs going to get
hurt. Ò
ÒBuffy! Man, are we glad to see you—Ó Xander shoved Anya in
BuffyÕs direction and shook off GrahamÕs attempt to stop him from joining
her. Willow sucked in a breath and
threw a small fireball at Riley as he grabbed for her arm. As soon as her friends were behind her,
Buffy relaxed and moved toward the two surprised soldiers.
ÒYou wanted me? Here I am.Ó
She waited, while the otherwise unarmed men pulled out their tasers and began moving toward her. ÒWillow?Ó she said over
her shoulder.
ÒOn it.Ó Suddenly the tasers began to
glow and both men dropped them with curses, shaking their burned hands. Xander darted in and picked up the rapidly
cooling equipment, handing one to Anya as he stepped back behind Buffy.
With a smile that contained no warmth or humor, Buffy cocked her
head at them.
ÒSo, are we going to do this the easy way or the hard way?Ó
ÒBe serious, Buffy,Ó Riley said, seemingly forgetting that sheÕd
already overpowered two different squads of commandoes by herself. ÒYou canÕt
beat both of us. Hell, you probably canÕt even beat me. Not unless you were
holding back a little when we sparred—Ó
Buffy moved too quickly for either man to react, sending a
roundhouse kick to GrahamÕs mid-section and a right uppercut to RileyÕs
jaw. As he blinked up at her from
the ground, she said, ÒI was holding back a
lot Riley. YouÕre strong and fast, but youÕre no vampire.Ó
Graham dove at her knees in attempt to tackle her down, but she
easily evaded him, leaving him to sprawl in the dirt as she readied herself for
Riley to attack. Instead, he backed
up and took out his communicator. Before he could get past, ÒThis is—Ò
Buffy had kicked it from his hand. Xander and Anya had jumped on Graham, who
easily threw them off, but not until they had taken his communicator also.
Buffy shook her head. ÒI really hate to do this, butÉ oh wait, you
knocked Giles unconscious a little while agoÉ no, I donÕt hate this at all.Ó She stepped up to Riley, her flurry of
punches to his mid-section preventing him from using his much longer arms and
greater height to any effect. When the barrage to his middle had him bending
over to grasp his abused diaphragm, Buffy switched her attention to his face
and soon had him lying on the ground, unconscious. She turned her gaze to Graham in time to
see Xander apply the taser to the soldierÕs back.
When heÕd stopped twitching and was also unconscious, Buffy smiled.
ÒGood work, guys. Now letÕs get out of here before they wake
up.Ó Leaving the two commandoes
somewhat protected inside their vehicle, she hustled her friends into the
cemetery. ÒI hate that they know which cemetery weÕre in, but maybe they wonÕt
be smart enough to figure it out.
TheyÕll just think I was patrolling hereÉ I hope.Ó
She led them to SpikeÕs crypt, opening the doors just far enough
for everyone to get in, then closing both doors firmly. ÒBe careful, donÕt walk too far in until
you can see. Xan,
help me move this sarcophagus, will you?Ó
ÒYouÕre just doing this to build my manly ego, right?Ó he said,
making a face as he shoved on his end while Buffy effortlessly moved hers
toward the door. She gave an apologetic laugh. ÒSorry, forgot you werenÕt
Spike. IÕve got it.Ó
ÒIÕm not sure how to take that,Ó he said, continuing to shove on
his end until they had the interior door completely blocked. ÒDo you mean
because IÕm strong and sexyÉ or that I remind you of something undead?Ó
ÒUhÉ I just meant I forgot for a second that you wouldnÕt be able
to do the things Spike can. But, yeah, okay – strong and sexy works if
that makes you happy.Ó
ÒI knew you thought Spike
was sexy!Ó Anya said. ÒI donÕt know why you keep denying it. I wouldnÕt mind watching you and Sp—Ó
Willow, Buffy and Xander all spoke at the same time:
ÒI mind!Ó
ÒDonÕt finish that
sentence!Ó
ÒTMI!Ó
Grateful for the darkness that surrounded them, Buffy led everyone
toward the soft glow coming from the lower level. She pointed to the ladder and
said, ÒGiles is down there. As soon as weÕre all hidden, IÕm going to pull the
board over and even if they come in here they wonÕt be able to tell where we
are.Ó She tossed the rug into the hole and pointed to the ladder.
ÒWhere are we exactly?Ó
ÒThis is SpikeÕs crypt,Ó Buffy said. ÒBut Riley doesnÕt know that, soÉÓ
ÒHow come you know it?Ó
ÒUmÉ because IÉ heÉ I need to know where he isÉ in case I need him
forÉ something.Ó
ÒUh huh.Ó Xander
started down the ladder. ÒHoly
Moly, vamp-man. Did he put this together himself?Ó
ÒI think a friend did it for him.Ó
ÒWith friends like that, he doesnÕt need any enemies,Ó Xander
muttered. ÒBe careful. ItÕs like climbing down a set of pick-up sticks.Ó
When everyone was safely down and had looked around at the bare
dirt walls and floor, Buffy told Giles about their latest brush with the
Initiative. ÒRiley was trying to
kidnap them!Ó she said. Her shoulders sagged. ÒHe seemed like such a nice guyÉ.Ó
ÒHe probably is – by his standards,Ó Xander said. ÒThere just
wasnÕt anything in Iowa to prepare him for a hellmouth
and a slayer. I think he just—Ó
ÒIs a poophead,Ó Wilow
said with great finality.
Recognizing when he was outnumbered, Xander joined Giles in keeping
quiet while the three girls vented about men and their faults. AnyaÕs frequent
contributions of how sheÕd created appropriate vengeances for various bad
behaviors through the centuries sent Xander to sit beside the older man and
hold his head in his hands.
ÒSheÕs really very sweet,Ó he said.
ÒIÕm sure she is,Ó Giles replied with a straight face. ÒAs
vengeance demons go, anyway.Ó
With only the two sleeping bags that Giles had brought with him,
and no other beds except for a few rolled up rugs against the wall, the night
passed slowly and uncomfortably for everyone. Giles gallantly gave up his
sleeping bag to Anya, and Buffy let Willow sleep in hers.
ÒI need to stay awake anyway,Ó she said with a yawn. ÒIn case they
find us or something.Ó
With all but one candle out, it was dark and quiet in the
underground chamber, and even those not lying down dozed off where they leaned
against the walls. It was the sound of distant splashing that brought Buffy
awake, sending her running into the dark tunnels with whispered instructions to
use the tasers if they needed to. Leaving Xander and Giles standing on the
edge of the lighted area, Buffy ventured into the darkness, holding a stake in
one hand and a larger piece of wood in the other. She held her breath, feeling tingles on
her neck that told her a vampire was approaching. Clutching her stake, she dropped the
make-shift club and waited.
ÒKnow youÕre there, pet,Ó came the familiar voice. ÒI can see your
silhouette in the light behind you.Ó
ÒI knew that,Ó she said, angry at having made such a dumb mistake. ÒAre you back already?Ó She hoped he wouldnÕt take her words to
mean she wasnÕt glad to see him. Because she was. Very. Or, she would have been
if it werenÕt so dark ahead of her.
She felt the air move in front of her and looked up to where she
knew his eyes would be. She reached a hand out to confirm what sheÕd suspected,
stroking his wrinkled brow and running a finger across his fangs. ÒYouÕre cheating.Ó
She felt him smile under her hand as his face shifted back. ÒItÕs dark in those tunnels, luv. At least it is near here. Deeper in,
thereÕs different kinds of luminescence here and there.Ó
They were standing close together, neither one inclined to move
apart, knowing no one behind them could see them. BuffyÕs hand dropped from his
face, but she remained looking up at his barely visible face.
ÒSo, youÕre back,Ó she repeated.
ÒI am.Ó
Buffy looked behind him. ÒI thought you were bringing some
reinforcements? IsnÕt that what Giles said? That you were bringing back more
manpower?Ó
ÒI did,Ó he said shortly. ÒIn a way.Ó He didnÕt offer an
explanation, just gently turned her around so that she was facing the humans
peering into the dark tunnel. ÒBest get back, pet, before they send out a
search party.Ó
He kept his hand on the small of her back until they reached the
softly lit area, then dropped it to his side. Buffy found herself missing the
contact and unconsciously leaned into him for a second before she remembered
who she was. And what he was.
Giles and Spike exchanged looks in which the watcher raised an
eyebrow and Spike nodded his head. ÒItÕs done,Ó he said. ÒCouldnÕt get the
other half, though. Things are too busy there. Plus he didnÕt want to talk to
me. CanÕt really blame him for that.Ó
Giles shrugged. ÒIt was a long shot anyway. I guess youÕll have to
do.Ó
ÒThanks for that vote of confidence,Ó Spike sneered before he
acknowledged the others. ÒRed, demon-girl, Harris. Not that you arenÕt welcome
in my home, but what the bloody hell are you all doing here?Ó
ÒRiley tried to kidnap them. TheyÕre hiding with Giles and me.Ó
He raised an eyebrow at her. ÒAnd you thought this was a good
place?Ó
ÒWell – yeah, I did.Ó She frowned. ÒIsnÕt itÉ are you okay
with that? I mean, I know I didnÕt ask
you, but you were gone and—Ó
ÒItÕs fine, Slayer. Mi casa, su casa and all that. DidnÕt mean to sound cranky about
it.Ó
ÒWeÕll pay our way,Ó Xander said. ÒIÕll start with turning that
pile of lumber into an actual set of steps, or at least a functional ladder.Ó
Spike grinned. ÒYeah, ClemÕs brother turned out not to be quite the
expert carpenter heÕd claimed to be.Ó
ÒIf I had my tools with me, IÕd start now.Ó
ÒExtra wood and tools are in the tunnel,Ó Spike said. ÒHere, IÕll
show you.Ó He picked up a candle and walked into the darker areas, stopping
near the broken fencing. A few
woodworking tools were lying haphazardly on the ground near some unused
lumber. ÒHave fun.Ó
Spike went back into the open space, but instead of rejoining Buffy
he went directly to Giles and carried on a whispered conversation of which the
girls could only hear the occasional ÒÉtoo bloody rightÓ and Òunconscionable pratsÓ. Unable to stand it any longer, Buffy went to
SpikeÕs side and poked him.
ÒAre you going to tell me whatÕs going on now? ÔCause all this talking in British code
is getting on my nerves.Ó
Spike looked at Giles. ÒDidnÕt you tell her?Ó The other man shook his head. ÒI left
that to you.Ó
Before Buffy could ask Spike what he hadnÕt told her, there was a
loud shrieking noise from upstairs.
ÒWhat the—Ó
ÒThe doors. SomethingÔs forcing the doors open. Xander and I put the
sarcophagus in front of it. LightÕs out!Ó Buffy said. ÒEverybody into the
tunnel. And take all the stuff with you.Ó
Giles snuffed out all the candles, handing them to Anya to carry. Willow
took the extra supplies while Xander took the rolled up rugs and hid them under
the untidy pile of wood pieces against the wall. Giles used his flashlight to
guide them all far enough into the tunnel as to be invisible if anyone pulled
the plywood cover away from the entrance.
At the last second, Spike grabbed the ladder and threw it into the
tunnel while Buffy moved the bookcase around a corner where it would not be
visible from above. Spike picked up the desk and carried it into the tunnel,
hissing at Buffy, ÒMove that luscious arse, Slayer.
SomebodyÕs bound to wonder what a rug is doing in the middle of an empty crypt.
We need to be well away from here.Ó
ÒThe rug isnÕt there. I thought an old piece of plywood wouldnÕt be
as suspicious as a rug in the middle of a crypt.Ó
ÒGood thinking, pet. Still, best we get far enough way that they
wonÕt be able to find us, yeah?Ó
Spike led them down the tunnel until they could hear the splash of
water in the sewers.
ÒEwwwww! WhatÕs that smell?Ó
ÒWhat do you think it is? Just watch where you step. We should be far enough away by now.
WeÕll hear them cominÕ if they try to follow us, and
IÕm sure I know SunnydaleÕs tunnels better than they do.Ó
As soon as everyone was huddled against the damp walls, Giles turned
off the light and they were plunged into complete darkness. Buffy and Spike had
placed themselves between the Scoobies and the dark
tunnel leading to SpikeÕs future bedroom. They all waited.
Spike stood on BuffyÕs left, both of them
tense and ready as he used his enhanced hearing to listen to the boots tramping
around overhead.
ÒSounds like a goodly number
of them,Ó he said.
ÒIÕm suddenly wishing you
didnÕt have that chip,Ó Buffy muttered almost to herself.
She felt rather than saw him
startle and turn to stare at her. His yellow eyes were the only things visible
to her human eyes.
ÒIf I thought you meant
thatÉ.Ó
She sighed. ÒWell, I kinda do mean it right this minute, but I guessÉ I mean thatÕd
be assuming that without it youÕd still be standing here ready to help me
protect my friends, and thatÕs probablyÉ.Ó
ÒAnd you donÕt think thatÕd
be the case.Ó His voice was flat, and she suddenly wished she could see his
face.
ÒWellÉ I mean, cÕmon, Spike.
WeÕre standing together here in the dark, youÕre the only one who can see, IÕm
not on my guard – not against you, anyway. Are you trying to tell me that
if you were chipless you wouldnÕt be trying to bag
your third slayer?Ó
She felt his golden eyes on
her, then his lids closed over them and he turned away.
ÒRight. WatcherÕs an
idiot.Ó He offered no explanation,
only touching her arm and hissing.
Moving forward silently, he kept his hand touching her arm as he led the
way closer to latest noise heÕd heard. They stopped at a slight bend in the
tunnel and peered around the dirt wall.
Even BuffyÕs ears could hear the sound of the plywood being pulled away
from the entrance and her arm tensed under his hand.
ÒEasy, luv,Ó he whispered into
her ear, his cool breath stirring her hair and making her shiver. She nodded and unconsciously leaned into
his side for a second. They waited, Buffy holding her breath as often as she
could, while flashlight beams ran all around the interior. Hoping they hadnÕt
left anything visible that might indicate anyone had been there, she held her
breath and waited.
ÒOkay, I need three men to
drop down there and take a look around. That stone coffin didnÕt put itself in
front of the door.Ó
Spike and Buffy pulled back and
flattened themselves against the wall as a rope was dropped, allowing three
black-clad men to lower themselves to the floor. They could see the reflected light as
the men ran their powerful flashlights all around the room and down the tunnel.
ÒWhoa! I canÕt even tell how
far in this goes,Ó one of the commandoes said, shining his light into the
darkness until it grew too weak to illuminate anything. ÒHow about we check for heat
signatures?Ó
Spike spun in front of Buffy,
pulling his long coat over his head and sheltering her with his
room-temperature body. She kept her arms at her sides, and tried to keep her
legs directly behind SpikeÕs, pressing her face against his chest. The leather
over their heads added to the darkness as Buffy held her breath.
After several minutes, they
heard the men grumbling. ÒThereÕs nothing down here. Just rats and mud.Ó Buffy stiffened at the mention of rats
and felt SpikeÕs chest shake in a silent laugh. She pinched him on the leg in
retaliation, which only increased his laughter. The men could be heard pulling
themselves back up the ropes, but Spike kept his body pressed against Buffy.
Only when she realized that he was no longer laughing, but nuzzling and smelling
her hair, did Buffy think about how closely pressed together they were.
Now that she didnÕt have to
hide her body heat behind him, she moved her arms, finding she had no place to
put them except around SpikeÕs back. He dropped his own arms from above her
head to her shoulders. Something about the complete absence of light made the
whole situation seem unreal, and Buffy found herself responding to SpikeÕs
nearness in a way she hadnÕt wanted or expected to. Memories of time spent together while
thinking they were getting married fought with the reality of their current
relationship.
When Spike said her name, she
raised her face, not really shocked to find his lips seeking hers, but
surprised by how eagerly she met them.
The initially tentative kiss quickly turned into something deeper and
more desperate as they both understood they were having a moment that was going
to vanish any second.
Vanish it did, when the three
soldiers came back down the rope, carrying backpacks, more weapons and brighter
lights. They never noticed the slight bump in the wall that was the couple
clinging tightly to each other, tensed to go into action if and when
necessary. As soon as the grumbling
soldiers had moved on, leaving the area behind them in darkness and lighting up
the space in front, Slayer and vampire moved silently into position behind
them.
They followed the men as they
talked among themselves about how stupid it was to send them exploring the
tunnels without more back-up. And, at the same time, how unlikely it was that
humans would be trying to hide in them.
ÒI canÕt really image anybody
normal trying hide down here, can you?Ó The leader asked. ÒAnything we find is
just going to be a sub terrestrial of some sort.Ó
No sooner had he spoken, then
his light caught the flash of AnyaÕs wristwatch and the men spread out. ÒHalt! Identify yourselves!Ó The
response was one of WillowÕs small fireballs, and when the men looked up with rapidly
blinking eyes, there was no longer anyone visible. However, the sound of running footsteps was
impossible to hide, and they broke into a business-like trot as they pursued
Giles and the Scoobies. Buffy and Spike moved into their own easy
jog as they stayed close enough to keep the men in sight, but far enough back
not to be seen or heard.
When the commando squad
increased their speed and began ordering ÒHalt or weÕll shootÓ, Buffy and Spike
sped up and had disarmed the trailing man before he realized he wasnÕt
alone. The other two were so intent
on their prey that they didnÕt even notice their comradeÕs disappearance until
one turned around to ask him a question.
Instead of the other commando they expected to see, they saw only Buffy
and Spike.
ÒThere they are!Ó the leader
said unnecessarily as, when he turned, his light turned with him and
illuminated the two black-clad predators.
While their attention was on Spike and Buffy, Giles and the Scoobies crept closer, stopping only when one of the men
caught movement from the corner of his eye and trained his light and gun on them.
ÒStop right there,Ó he
ordered.
With one man facing a vampire
and the girl theyÕd been told could be even more dangerous, and the other one
facing four humans who worked with her, it was easy to see the growing worry on
their faces.
ÒDo we have to bring them in
alive?Ó The young soldier holding
his gun on the four humans facing him looked extremely nervous. Not sure which
of them had been responsible for the unexplained fireball, he kept moving the
gun back and forth from Giles to Xander, trying to see what theyÕd used as a
weapon.
Meanwhile, his partner kept
his gun focused on Buffy, assuming Spike was harmless. When Spike stepped in
front of Buffy, effectively blocking her body from sight, the man narrowed his
eyes and tightened his finger on the trigger.
ÒWhat are you doing, Hostile? I know you canÕt hurt me, and youÕre not
bulletproof.Ó
ÒNot bulletproof, but they
canÕt kill a dead man, you stupid git.Ó Spike began
to move slowly toward the frowning man. He could feel Buffy following in his
footsteps as they narrowed the gap between themselves and the commandoes.
ÒStop!Ó The manÕs voice was
more pleading than authoritative and Spike went into game face, grinning as he
continued moving forward.
ÒGetting nervous, are you, soldierboy?Ó
He felt Buffy poke him in the
back. ÒDonÕt irritate the man with the gun, Spike,Ó she whispered. ÒNot until
he doesnÕt have it anymore, anyway.Ó
ÒSpoil-sport,Ó he said,
dropping back into his human mien. ÒSay when, Slayer.Ó
ÒWhen,Ó Buffy breathed,
tensing. At her word, Spike threw
himself on the gun, knocking it and the holder to the ground. Buffy had time to
spare one shocked glance at them on her way to tackle the remaining commando
who was just turning around to see what was happening at his back. He fell to
the ground, attempting to bring the gun around far enough to point it at Buffy,
but she was already moving to kick it out of his hand.
ÒTaser, Buff!Ó Xander shouted
as the man reached for his belt. She grabbed his hand and easily pulled it away
from his taser, smiling when his eyes widened at her
ability to pin his arm to the floor with no effort. Xander ran forward, taking both weapons and
handing the taser to Giles. When the older man grumbled, Xander
grinned. ÒYou didnÕt really think I
was going to give you this awesomely manly weapon, did you?Ó He stood back and pointed it at the
disgruntled soldier on the ground.
Buffy released the manÕs arm
and casually backhanded him when he tried to hit her. She flipped him over, pulling the
handcuffs she knew sheÕd find off his belt and using them to fasten his hands
behind his back. Leaving him on his stomach, she stood up and turned to see how
Spike was faring.
She half expected to find him
nursing a headache after the tackle that had taken down both the weapon and the
weaponÕs handler, but he seemed to be fine, holding the manÕs gun and taser. He had one foot planted on the manÕs throat and the
gun pointed at the first soldier he and Buffy had disarmed and left dazed and
handcuffed. He gestured with the gun for that man to join his squad members on
the ground near Buffy, grinning at the awkwardness with which he got up and
down with his hands behind his back.
When he took his foot off the leaderÕs neck, Spike leaned down and
flipped him over, letting Buffy do the handcuffing honors.
She heard the Òooof!Ó as SpikeÕs non-too-gentle flip knocked the wind from
his captive and she blinked in surprise when there were no repercussions from
his chip.
ÒHowÉ?Ó
ÒGuess I didnÕt actually hurt
him,Ó Spike said with a shrug. He turned away from the frown he could see on GilesÕs
face.
ÒI guess not,Ó Buffy said,
her voice uncertain. ÒGood thing, huh?Ó
Spike looked at her confused
face and sighed. ÒIf itÔll make you feel better, luv, IÕll hold my head for a
bit and moan.Ó
ÒNo, donÕt be silly. If it
didnÕt hurt, it didnÕt hurt. IÕm not sorry you arenÕt hurt, it justÉÓ She shook
herself. ÒDoesnÕt matter I guess.Ó
She turned back to Giles. ÒWhat are we going to do with them? If we let
them go, theyÕre going to come back with reinforcements. WeÕre going to have to
find someplace else to hide.Ó
Giles fixed the three men
with the RipperÕs hard stare and they began to realize that the ÒnormalÓ humans
who worked with the slayer might be almost as dangerous as the vampire.
ÒWe could just leave them
here. I suspect the normal denizens
of these tunnels would take care of them for us soon enough.Ó
ÒGiles! The whole point of this is that theyÕre
wrong about us. Do you want to make us as evil as they are?Ó WillowÕs shock was genuine and she
seemed appalled when no one else seemed as concerned as she was about the
soldiersÕ long-term survival.
ÒYouÕre right, Willow,Ó Buffy
finally said with a sigh. ÒLetÕs just drag them back where we were and hope
nobody comes looking for them.Ó
ÒOr,Ó Spike said, putting a
hand on her arm. ÒWe could take them so far in that by the time they find their
way out, or their mates find them, the Council of Wankers has done whatever it
is theyÕre going to do and we can all go home.Ó He carefully didnÕt mention
that their hiding place actually was his home.
Willow glared at him. ÒDidnÕt we just decide we werenÕt evil
and we donÕt kill people?Ó
ÒNot planning to kill
anybody, Red. Just put them somewhere they wonÕt find their way out of
easily. Might even leave them a
weapon if IÕm in the right kind of mood.Ó His toothy grin emphasized how
unlikely that was.
The men lay on the ground
staring back and forth between the hostile, the girl theyÕd been told to bring
in, and the seemingly normal people involved with her. The entire group
withdrew out of hearing distance and left Spike to watch the captives. Buffy
walked over to join the discussion, whispering to Spike as she walked by, ÒIf
you want to scare the crap out of them, knock yourself out.Ó
ÒWouldnÕt mind getting a bit
of my own back,Ó he said. ÒNice to know youÕre okay with it.Ó He raised a sarcastic
eyebrow at her and she glared back.
ÒForget it. I just
thought—Ó
ÒYou just expected me not to
act without permission. I got it, Slayer.Ó
ÒSpikeÉ IÉ Ò She shook her head. ÒI canÕt deal with
this right now.Ó
ÒNot the time or place.
YouÕre right, pet. But we are going
to have to talk soon.Ó
Buffy squeezed her eyes shut
briefly, then continued walking without comment. She really didnÕt want to know
what it was that they needed to talk about.
Shaking off her fears for the
moment, she joined the conversation about what to do with the soldiers.
ÒI actually like SpikeÕs
suggestion that they be taken far enough away that they would not be able to
find their way back,Ó Giles was saying. ÒIf we allow them to believe that weÕre
familiar enough with the underground here to move to another hide-out, chances
are he can release them somewhere that will allow them to find their way out
safely. If they think weÕve gone off through the sewers to somewhere else,
there would be no reason for them to re-check the crypt.Ó
ÒThat could work,Ó Buffy
chimed in. ÒAnd if we donÕt block the door again, or close the entrance, just
keeping it dark down below should convince anybody who does peek down there
that weÕre gone.Ó
Knowing Spike could hear them from where
he was alternately laughing and snarling at the captives, Buffy looked over at
him to see if he agreed. He shrugged and nodded, going back to his glaring
audience and wondering aloud how much blood he could get from one of them
before his chip incapacitated him.
Nodding back, she said,
ÒOkay. IÕll go with Spike and weÕll leave these guys somewhere near an
exit. You can pretend to be taking
off down the tunnels, then go back to SpikeÕs crypt when weÕre out of sight. Keep their lights and tasers. You might need them.Ó
Xander clutched his captured
gun tightly. ÒI donÕt have to give up Ôold BessieÕ here, do I? WeÕve already
bonded.Ó
ÒFine.Ó Buffy rolled her
eyes. ÒYou can keep your—Ó
ÒPenis substitute?Ó Anya
chimed in. ÒBecause Xander really has no need of that. He has quite a
nice—Ò
ÒAnd on that over-sharing
noteÉÓ Buffy walked back to Spike. ÒYou heard?Ó
He nodded, dropping his
vampire mien and staring into her eyes. ÒSounds like a plan, pet. All but the part where you come with
me. DonÕt trust me?Ó
She frowned. ÒWhy wouldnÕt I
trust you? I just thought you might like the company, but if you—Ó
ÒSorry, Slayer. ThatÕs my issue, I guess, not yours. I would like the company. You know I
would. Was just my insecurities talkinÕ.Ó
ÒI donÕt know what youÕve got
to be insecure about afterÉÓ She blushed, remembering the intensity of the kiss
theyÕd shared earlier. ÒNot that
IÕm saying I want toÉ.Ó
He smiled. ÒTo quote you,
ÔQuit while youÕre aheadÕ.Ó
ÒRight. Okay, letÕs get these
guys out of here so Giles can take everybody else to a new hideout. Someplace
harder to find from the outside.Ó
Pleased with the red herring
sheÕd thrown, Buffy nudged the men to their feet. ÒLetÕs go. IÕm tired, hungry
and I need to pee. IÕm getting cranky.Ó
ÒNothing pleasant about a
cranky slayer,Ó Spike said to the men in a deliberately loud whisper. ÒBetter move it.Ó He grinned unrepentantly at BuffyÕs
muffled ÒJackassÓ as she walked away.
Falling into BuffyÕs
attempted misdirection, Willow said, ÒHow will you and Spike find us again?Ó
ÒNo problem, Red,Ó Spike
spoke first. ÒI should be able to follow your scent. Just rub a hand on a wall
when you make a turn or something, and weÕll find you.Ó
Buffy could see the men
listening carefully and making mental notes, almost sneering to themselves
about how stupid everyone was being to discuss their escape plans in front of
the enemy. She and Spike exchanged a look behind their backs and he rolled his
eyes and shook his head. ÒWankers,Ó he said without further explanation.
BuffyÕs giggle made him smile in a way that softened his whole face, and she
blushed again as she turned away.
Holding one of the powerful
lights and giving the other to Anya, Buffy led the way into the darkness ahead
of them. As she passed Giles, she
pointed at the branching tunnels and said, loud enough to be heard, ÒWait till
weÕre far enough away that they wonÕt be able to guess which direction you
take.Ó
ÒQuite right,Ó he said. ÒI
suspect we will want to go to somewhere with an easy access to the
outside—just in case we need to escape quickly.Ó Having planted another
seed of misdirection, he smiled in satisfaction as he watched Buffy lead her
little group of handcuffed soldiers down the main sewer tunnel. She was careful to keep to the path and
out of the water, and the men followed her obediently. As Spike passed where
Giles was standing, the watcher spoke softly.
ÒYouÕre going to have to tell
her. If you donÕt, I willÓ
ÒIÕm going to,Ó he sighed. ÒI
just hateÉÓ He nodded. ÒBefore we get back, sheÕll know. I promise.Ó He met GilesÕs eyes steadily. ÒCanÕt
promise sheÕs gonna be happy about it.Ó
Giles nodded his agreement.
ÒIt may take some time for her to accept it. I think you need to be prepared
for that.Ó
Spike gave a mirthless grin.
ÒBest way to be prepared might be to borrow a flak jacket from one of these
wankers.Ó He didnÕt wait for a
response, but strode out, catching up to Buffy and their prisoners in a few
seconds. He let Buffy lead for a
while, then changed places with her when she became less sure of where she was
going. Her own knowledge of the vast system underneath Sunnydale was limited,
and she rarely went there unless she was pursuing something. Spike, on the
other hand, had learned a great deal about them when he first came to
Sunnydale, and even more when heÕd studied maps and explored side tunnels as
heÕd searched for the Gem of Amara.
In his time since heÕd been chipped, he had reacquainted himself with
many of the tunnels, using them to avoid going out where he could be spotted by
the commandoes.
Chapter Nine
With only one short pause
while Buffy staked two prowling vampires and Spike made short work of the demon
accompanying them, they were at what Spike deemed an appropriate place in just
over an hour. In reality, their destination was not all that far from where
theyÕd left the Scoobies, but Spike had taken several
side tunnels and made a few duplicate loops of those that connected in more
than one place. By the time they
got to the dimly-lit side tunnel that he assured Buffy was only a short
distance from access to a manhole, the commandoes were both tired and confused.
They also had a better
understanding of why Maggie was so interested in studying Buffy. Now that
theyÕd seen her easily handle two non-fledgling vampires, quipping and giggling
the whole time, and then saw her watch in confident amusement as Hostile 17
toyed with a demon a foot taller and many pounds heavier, they realized that
she was a long way from the Òtrained and strong, but otherwise normalÓ girl
that Riley had insisted was all it meant to be the Slayer. It was also obvious that
Hostile 17, a force to be reckoned with himself even when rendered harmless, had
a great deal of respect for the Slayer, and was inclined to take orders from her
under most circumstances— increasing their respect for her prowess. The
fact that she and the vampire had kept them moving at such speed without
fatigue was more proof of her status as more-than-human.
Buffy told the men to sit
down and went over to whisper in SpikeÕs ear. He hid his smile and nodded.
ÒTake your time, pet. IÕll keep an eye on them.Ó
While Buffy took the light
and ran off down the tunnel, seeking a place that felt private enough for her
to relieve her aching bladder, he turned his attention back to the three
sitting men. Not needing his enhanced eyesight where they were, he allowed his
human face to emerge, giving one of the men the courage to ask: ÒWhat the hell
is she? She canÕt be human.Ó
Spike cocked his head at them. ÒSheÕs a human as you are – just a
bit more. SheÕs The Slayer. DidnÕt any of you gits
study what you were tryinÕ to catch?Ó
ÒIs she a demon?Ó
ÒHeavenÕs Chosen One?Ó
SpikeÕs eyes widened. They could see that he was not faking his shock. ÒMore
like an avenging angel, IÕd say.Ó
ÒHeavenÕs Chosen One?Ó One of the men, who wore a crucifix around
his neck more as a statement of his beliefs than as protection against the
creatures he hunted, looked sick.
ÒHeaven. The Powers That Be.
The Gods. Take your pick. Point is,
the chitÕs job is to combat evil wherever she finds it. And when she stumbled
across your boss, she found it, didnÕt she?Ó
He wasnÕt expecting an
answer, and he didnÕt get one, but all three men looked very uncomfortable as
they mulled over what the strangely chatty vampire had said. When Buffy returned, punching him on the
arm when he couldnÕt resist a ÒFeel better, luv?Ó he nodded toward them. ÒWhat do you want to leave them with,
Slayer?Ó
Buffy shrugged. ÒWell, we
canÕt leave them here to die or get eatenÉÓ Spike grinned when the men all
flinched at the reminder of what they might encounter without the protection
theyÕd had until now. ÒI guess,
leave them a light, and the gun.
They can try to unlock the cuffs on each other. IÕm sure theyÕve got
keys somewhere.Ó
ÒAlright.Ó He placed the
light where it would be on the commandoes, wincing at its brightness. Setting the weapon beside it, he chided,
ÒNow donÕt be tryinÕ to pick that up until weÕre long
gone. IÕd hate to have to tear somebodyÕs throat out after weÕve had such a
nice talk. And IÕll just take
those,Ó he added, snatching the communicators off their belts. Two of the men
flinched when Spike snarled at their squad leader who attempted to hang on to
his communicator.
ÒYou canÕt hurt us,Ó the
leader said. ÒYou can act as scary as you want, but we know whatÕll happen if
you try to hurt one of usÉ not to mention, youÕre afraid of her.Ó He jerked his
chin at Buffy who blinked back at him.
ÒSpikeÕs not afraid of me,Ó
she said. ÒWeÕre pretty evenly matched, actually. He beat me the first time we
fought.Ó
ÒBut youÕre not dead.Ó
ÒWell, no. But thatÕs
probably because my mom hit him on the head with an axe.Ó She snickered when Spike growled at the memory.
ÒSpikeÕs a pretty amazing fighter. Almost as good as me,Ó she added when he
started to preen.
ÒWell, if heÕs not afraid of
you, why is he helping? The chip
just means he canÕt hurt you, it wouldnÕt make him want to help you.Ó
ÒIt means he has to get his jolies beating up demons and vamps instead of killing
humans,Ó she explained with a shrug. ÒSpike likes violence and killing. When
heÕs with me, he gets a lot of chances to do that.Ó She carefully avoided
looking at Spike, although sheÕd caught the low growl at her words.
ÒYou trust him?Ó
ÒWeÕve worked together
before,Ó she said, still avoiding SpikeÕs gaze although she could feel its
intensity. ÒAnd he wasnÕt chipped then, soÉ yeah. I trust him.Ó She fixed a hard glare on them. ÒNot
that itÕs any of your business who I do and donÕt trust. I trusted Riley, and
what did that get me?Ó
ÒLet it go, Slayer. LetÕs
just get out of here.Ó
Buffy shook herself. ÒOkay. YouÕre right. ItÕs not them IÕm
mad atÉÓ She put her hands on her hips and faced them. ÒAll right, guys, hereÕs the deal. WeÕre going to go find our
friends. If you come looking for them or us instead of leaving hereÉ Well, IÕll
be really pissed off. Got it?Ó They nodded and Buffy pointed down the tunnel.
ÒSpike says thereÕs a ladder to a manhole down that way. Use it. Get out and donÕt come back.Ó
She turned and began to run
after Spike, who was already a good fifty yards away. SheÕd just caught up to him when they
turned a corner and the remaining light from the now-distant lamp was gone.
ÒWhoa! Dark!Ó
ÒHere,Ó he said. She could
sense him shifting as he took her hand and pulled her closer. ÒJust stick with
me. I promise not to run you into anything.Ó
She nodded, not sure if he
could see her or not, and held on to his calloused hand as he towed her along,
running surely and easily. They ran for a good fifteen minutes, before Spike
slowed and pulled her to a halt.
ÒWeÕre almost back,Ó he said.
ÒOkay. So why are we
stopping? I wasnÕt kidding about
being hungry. Giles has food.Ó
ÒGot something I need to tell
you before we get back,Ó he said, leaning against the wall and pulling her to
stand in front of him.
ÒDoes this have anything to
do with all the mysterious back and forth crap with my watcher? All the ÔyouÕll find out laterÕ stuff
both of you have been handing me since yesterday?Ó She raised her eyebrows,
knowing he could see her. ÒIs it finally ÔlaterÕ?Ó
He gave a deep sigh before
responding, ÒYes, luv. ItÕs ÔlaterÕ.Ó
In spite of his words, he didnÕt say anything else, just leaned against
the wall, his hands holding both of hers as she waited in the dark.
ÒSpike?Ó
He straightened up a little.
ÒDonÕt suppose I could get another snog before I tell you?Ó he asked. ÒJust in caseÉÓ
ÒJust in case what? Just in
case I decide to stake you when you tell me your chip is gone?Ó
ÒWell, yeah, I— Wait.
What?Ó Even in the complete darkness, Buffy could sense him gaping at her.
ÒYou and Giles must really
think IÕm stupid.Ó BuffyÕs voice was both angry and hurt as she pulled her
hands away, reminding him of how upset sheÕd been when theyÕd made fun of her
academic skills. She remained standing right in front of him, close to, but not
touching his body. ÒHe told me
weeks ago that he was hoping the chip might put you onto the path of redemption
and that he was going to talk to you about it. I told him he was crazy, butÉÓ
ÒSomething you need to know,
Buffy.Ó SpikeÕs voice was low, his words slow, as if he were forcing them out.
ÒAnything IÕm doingÕs got fuck-all to do with being redeemed. ThatÕs your exÕs
thing, not mine. I donÕt regret a thing IÕve done.Ó He felt her stiffen and
reached for her arm. ÒHear me out, luv. Please?Ó
She stopped pulling away, but
her body remained rigid. He moved his hand to her face and tilted it toward
him, even though she couldnÕt see his eyes boring into hers.
ÒDonÕt care a bloody fig
about being redeemed. What I care about is you. IÕll do whatever it takes to
keep you willing to have me near you. If it means I become a white hat, then
IÕll be the best white hat youÕve got.Ó Although she hadnÕt responded yet, he
continued as if she was arguing with him. ÒI can do this. You know I can,
Slayer. IÕve always been able to control my demon – even when I was
trying to be the best vampire I could be, I was in control.Ó
He took both her hands again,
holding them tightly while he spoke. ÒDru saw it, you
know. She said I was covered in you. I donÕt need that bloody chip anymore. Not
now after IÉ not after I got to know you better. Give me a chance, love. Let me
show you I can be—Ó
ÒYou can be what? Good? I
canÕt be your conscience, Spike.Ó
ÒNot asking you to, Buffy.
IÕm asking you to trust me to know right from wrongÉ and to act accordingly. That soul the Poof has thatÕs so
precious to you didnÕt teach him right from wrong. Vampires know whatÕs wrong
and whatÕs right; we just donÕt care. Got no reason to do right, do we? And
wrong is a lot more fun.Ó He moved his hands to her shoulders. ÒBut IÕve got a reason. Got the best
reason there is.Ó He leaned in and nuzzled her ear, kissing it softly as he
whispered, ÒDonÕt push me away, Buffy.
Let me stay.Ó
Buffy swallowed the lump in
her throat and tried to talk, but her throat wouldnÕt work at first. She wanted
to push him away, to scream at him that she couldnÕt let another vampire into
her life, that sheÕd never be able to trust him, but the words wouldnÕt come.
Instead, she found herself leaning into him, not protesting when his arms went
around her and he pulled her closer. He continued his murmurs in her ear as he
held her against his body and his hands stroked her back.
ÒNot askinÕ
you for anything you canÕt give me, Buffy.
Know that IÕm a monster. Not saying I expect you to love me, all IÕm
asking is that you let me love you. Let me be here for you. At your side. In
your life.Ó
He moved his lips across her
jaw and to her mouth, kissing her softly until she responded and they fell into
another world-blocking kiss that went on until they were both near to
collapsing from lust. Buffy could feel him through their jeans, his hard length
pressed against her stomach, his low growls of frustration making her shiver. When his hands went to her ass, pulling
her against him even harder she whimpered, pushing on his chest.
ÒNoÉ no, I canÕtÉ stop,
Spike.Ó
He growled, but released his
hold immediately, dropping his head down to press his forehead against hers. ÒWhy not?Ó He cleared his throat, obviously
deciding heÕd sounded more like a pleading teenager than a dominant male
vampire. ÒI mean. ItÕs alright,
luv. Want you so bad I canÕt see straight, but I wonÕt push you. JustÉ Ó
ÒI just meant not now. When
people are waiting for us, and the floor is mud and other things IÕd rather not
think about, and—Ó His grateful kisses sidetracked her for several
minutes, during which she became much less worried about who was waiting for
them, or how disgusting the ground beneath them may have been. ÒI didnÕt mean
not ever,Ó she finally gasped out when he let her break for air.
They stood leaning on each
other, breathing hard and trying to regain some semblance of control. Finally, Buffy forced herself to push
away from him.
ÒOkay. WeÕve got to get back
and find out whatÕs going on. ThisÉ whatever it is, is going to have to wait.Ó
He nodded, then realized she
couldnÕt see him and said, ÒIt can. Not saying IÕll be waiting patiently, mind
you, but nowÕs not the time or place.Ó
ÒExactly.Ó She waited for him to set off, holding
the hand heÕd extended and following him until they could see a dim glow
ahead. When they emerged from the
gloom, they found everyone huddled around one flickering candle. They were
sitting on a room-sized carpet that kept them off the packed mud of the floor.
ÒAre we all comfy?Ó Spike
walked past them and unrolled another, smaller carpet, putting it near a
wall. He sat down and patted the
space beside him, raising a questioning eyebrow at Buffy. She bit her lip, but
walked over and sat down next to him, leaning back against the wall and
avoiding anyoneÕs eyes.
ÒSo,Ó she said with
artificial peppiness, Òdo we know anything yet?Ó
Giles shook his head.
ÒUnfortunately, the mobile phone the Council provided for emergency use does
not seem to work underground. IÕm going to have to go outside to check in with
them.Ó
ÒDo we know how long itÕs
been?Ó In the absolute darkness that was their underground hiding place,
everyoneÕs concept of time had gone wonky. Except one.
ÒItÕs about noon,Ó Spike
said. ÒWas just past dawn when I got back to Sunnydale, and that was some time
ago. SunÕs still up high.Ó
No one questioned his ability
to know where one of the few things that could kill him might be in its cycle.
They just nodded. Giles stood and
stretched.
ÒThat means itÕs evening in
the UK. They should be able to tell me something by now. Ò He eyed the newly
sturdy ladder that Xander had been working on while Buffy and Spike were gone. ÒIÕll just go upstairs and see what I
get there. Or IÕll step outside if necessary.Ó
ÒNot without me, you wonÕt.Ó
Buffy stood up and glanced
down at Spike who was leaning against the wall with his eyes closed. Without opening them, he murmured, ÒGo
on, pet. IÕm just going to catch some kip for a bit.Ó With a start she realized that heÕd been
awake and traveling the entire night while theyÕd been dozing in his
ÒbasementÓ.
ÒOkay. Get some sleep. We
might have a busy night.Ó She
turned away and stepped in front of Giles.
ÒLet me go first, just in case,Ó she said, starting up the much-improved
ladder. She reached the top and raised her head very carefully, checking out
the dimly lit crypt for any signs of waiting soldiers. Wishing briefly that she
had SpikeÕs ability to smell or hear humans, she crept out of the hole and
stood up.
ÒOkay,Ó she said to Giles.
ÒThereÕs nobody here. But the doorÕs still open, so donÕt go near there.Ó
He emerged from the lower
level and pulled a mobile phone from his pocket and pressed a button.
ÒGot them on speed dial?Ó she
said with a small smile. ÒI didnÕt think you were on such good terms.Ó
ÒItÕs their phone,Ó he said.
ÒThatÕs the only number in it. And,
I do not need to be on good terms with them to make use of their resourcesÉ and
vice versa, I might add.Ó He gave her pointed look.
ÒI am not one of their resources,Ó she said, knowing she sounded
petulant, but unable to help herself. ÒThey arenÕt the boss of me.Ó
ÒSomething of which they are
more than aware, IÕm sure,Ó he replied with a wry smile. He held up his hand for quiet as he
listened to the person on the other end. ÒYes. Rupert Giles. He should be
expecting my callÉ all right. IÕll wait here.Ó
He flipped the phone closed
and sighed. ÒThey will call us back shortly to report on their progress.Ó
ÒWhat are they doing?Ó
ÒI believe they are using
Council contacts in this country to alert the Army to the presence of the
Initiative. It seems that itÕs been a secret even from the organization that
has been funding it. And your Dr. Walsh has no official standing with anyone
but one rogue generalÉÓ
ÓRogue general?Ó
ÒTheir word, not mine. I
suspect there is much scurrying around going on to find whoÕs responsible for
this. Publicity is not something
anyone wants – neither Council nor the military – so it may come
down to us to shut things down at this end.Ó
ÒYou mean me. ItÕs going to
come down to me.Ó Buffy rolled her shoulders and stretched.
ÒAnd Spike.Ó
She met his eyes until she
was sure sheÕd seen what she needed. ÒSo, you got his chip taken out. Without
asking me if I thought it was a good idea.Ó
ÒI gave him a place to go.
The decision was his. And, as youÕll recall, he was somewhat reluctant at the
time.Ó
ÒWhy did you do that? ItÕs
Spike! William the Bloody. Part of the Scourge of Europe. The vampire thatÕs
killed two slayers. That tried to
kill me!Ó
Giles sighed. ÒI talked to
Spike, shortly after he received the chip and had realized what it was going to
mean for his continued existence as a vampire. I suggested that the Powers may have
arranged for him to be incapacitated so as to make it possible for him to pursue
redemption by fighting at your side.Ó
ÒBet he was thrilled,Ó Buffy
said, rolling her eyes.
ÒNot initially. He reacted as
you might expect.Ó He peered at Buffy. ÒHowever, there appeared to be something
else working in our favor. Something that soon had him asking me questions
about the Powers and redemption.Ó He paused, waiting for Buffy to understand
what the Òsomething elseÓ was. ÒIÕve come to know him quite well since then. I
donÕt know that I believe him to be strongly committed to a path of redemption
and atonement, but I do believe he is quite committed to helping you. Do you disagree?Ó
Buffy sighed. ÒNo,Ó she
grumbled. ÒI think heÕsÉ yeah, he wants to help me. But you could have told
me.Ó
ÒHe preferred to be allowed
to show you himself that he could be trusted and useful. I gave him that
opportunity. I take it he has done
so?Ó
ÒWhy do you say that?Ó
BuffyÕs heart pounded as she
waited for Giles to say heÕd seen them kissing. Instead, he raised his eyebrows
and said, ÒBy the fact that he is not dust.Ó
ÒOh. Oh, yeah. Right. I wouldÕve staked him
if I didnÕt trustÉ It doesnÕt mean
you shouldnÕt have told me, though.Ó
Before Giles could answer,
the phone rang and he opened it quickly. While he listened, offering the
occasional Òyes, I seeÓ and Òwe will do our bestÓ, she wandered over to the
door and peeped out into the sunshine, narrowing her eyes when she thought she
caught movement. It turned out to
be a woman placing flowers on a grave some distance away, and Buffy
relaxed. She left the door ajar,
just in case, and walked back to Giles who was just closing the phone.
ÒWell?Ó
ÒThe US Army is sending a new
commanding officer and a small platoon of Special Forces soldiers to take over
command of the Initiative. However, they want us to ensure that all the
surviving vampires and demons have been slain before they arrive.Ó
ÒSo, weÕre going in? Without
help?Ó
ÒSo it seems.Ó
ÒShocker.Ó Buffy rolled her eyes. ÒIf IÕm taking Spike with me, itÕs going
to have to wait until dark.Ó
ÒHe could make his way
through the tunnels to the general area of—Ó
ÒHe needs to rest. HeÕs still
recovering from the beating they gave him the other night.Ó
Hiding his smile at BuffyÕs
sudden concern for SpikeÕs welfare, he nodded. ÒVery well. Perhaps we can hold
off until the afternoon and come up with a plan that will limit human
casualties.Ó
ÒOMG, I forgot. WeÕve got to
get past all the Initiative soldiers first!Ó
ÒIndeed. However, I have some thoughts on thatÉÓ
When Giles and Buffy made their
way downstairs, they found Spike still sleeping, now lying on his side with his
head pillowed on one arm. The Scoobies were also
napping as much as they could on the uncomfortable floor. Buffy looked at the crowded carpet and
walked over to where Spike was, sitting beside his head and placing a hand on
his shoulder. ÒIÕm going to take a nap,Ó she said pushing him to his stomach so
she could rest her head on his back.
There was a muffled growl from the sleeping vampire – a growl
which cut off abruptly when BuffyÕs head and arm landed on his back.
She dozed off, hoping she
would wake up before anyone saw her using Spike as a pillow. Long before anyone else stirred, she
felt a soothing rumbling coming from beneath her. ÒAre you purring?Ó she whispered. She shifted uncomfortably as the
vibrations seemed to travel from her arm throughout her whole body, creating
sensations she chose not to examine too closely. SpikeÕs chuckle told her he
knew exactly how she was reacting, and she flushed, sitting up and moving a few
inches away.
He sat up also, stretching
his arms overhead and giving her a glimpse of some amazing abs. Without
thinking, Buffy grabbed for the hem of his shirt and tried to pull it down, in
the process grazing his skin with her fingers. His sudden in-drawn breath was
matched by her gasp, and they stared at each other until he finally moved her
hand away saying, ÒIf you donÕt want me purrinÕ, IÕd
suggest keeping those hot little hands off my body until weÕre somewhere I can
do something about what it does to me.Ó
ÒI didnÕt mean to,Ó she said,
blushing. Seeing that Giles was
also awake again, she sat up straighter and shifted farther away from
Spike. ÒI think it must be
night-time, Giles,Ó she said. Giles
looked at Spike for confirmation, and when he nodded, began to waken the other
three humans.
ÒDo we have a plan?Ó Xander sat up and rubbed his eyes. ÒCan
I bring Bessie?Ó
ÒThe plan is, we must somehow
slay as many of the captive demons and vampires as possible, while trying not
to harm any of the soldiers who have no idea they are working for a rogue
organizationÉÓ
Spike snorted. ÒThey know
bloody well what theyÕre working for. You donÕt think Walsh just snaps her
fingers and demons and vamps follow her to the lab like baby ducks, do
you? Those wankers know what
theyÕre working for, theyÕve just been brainwashed to think anything that
doesnÕt look or act like them is sub-humanÉ even Buffy.Ó
Buffy stared at Spike for a
moment. ÒAre any of the captives non-evil?Ó
ÒSome of Ôem,Ó
he said. ÒCould point them out for you.Ó
He held her eyes while the exchange was observed by everyone else in the
room. Finally Buffy nodded and
turned her gaze on Giles.
ÒMy job is to protect the
good and innocent from evil, right? So, if something isnÕt human, but itÕs not
evilÉ.Ó
ÒIÕm not sure the Council
would approve of such an expansion of your responsibilities, but I suppose
thatÕs true.Ó
ÒOkay, then. HereÕs the
planÉ.Ó
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
ÒDo you really think that
overfed prat is going to do what you want?Ó BuffyÕs
plan to make Riley release the captives for her was meeting with some
opposition.
ÒIf he thinks weÕre holding
all his men hostage, he will. The
question is, how many of them can we incapacitate and silence before weÕre
busted?Ó
ÒBetween the two of us? A
goodly number of them, IÕd think. They should be bloody afraid of you by now,
and IÕm a creature of the night that they think is harmless. Piece of cake.Ó
ÒYou know you probably just
jinxed us, donÕt you?Ó Buffy
wrinkled her nose and sighed.
SpikeÕs warm chuckle echoed in her ear as he put one arm around her.
ÒIf it isnÕt easy, then weÕll
do it the hard way. Either way, they donÕt stand a chance.Ó
As they approached Lowell
House, Spike held up a hand and stopped their small group of infiltrators. ÒBest let me go ahead and locate any
outside guards. No reason to think they have any, being as how they think theyÕre huntinÕ
us, but just in caseÉÓ
While everyone else waited in
the shelter of a van, Spike moved silently toward the fraternity house that
could provide them entrance to the lab area beneath. Buffy crept behind him,
stopping only when he turned around to glare at her.
ÒI think the one with no
heartbeat, no body heat and over a hundred years of experience being invisible
until it was time to be seen has the best chance of getting past any guards or
sensors, pet. Thought weÕd settled
this.Ó
ÒIÕm not going any closer,Ó
she said. ÒI just want to be where I can hear or see if anything goes wrong.Ó
ÒIÕd appreciate that concern
more if I was sure you were worried about my welfare and not what I might do.Ó
Buffy had no response to
that. She had been worrying that if
he had a chance he might take out his resentment about the chip on the men
responsible for capturing him.
Filing it away as something to apologize for later, she shrugged and
said simply, ÒBe careful.Ó
ÒAlways.Ó
Without another word or a
backward glance, he disappeared so fast she had to blink several times before
she could accept that she couldnÕt see him anymore. Buffy waited, less than patiently,
beginning to fidget and wonder if she needed to follow him. SheÕd just decided she should, when he
reappeared as silently as heÕd left. He gestured with his head and they walked
back to where the others were waiting.
ÒAlright, hereÕs the
situation. IÕve disabled all the motion detectors and heat sensors that I could
find. ThereÕs one guard who circles the building every eight minutes. I left him alone for now so he couldnÕt
raise an alarm.Ó
Spike paused and spoke
directly to Buffy. ÒHeÕs going to have to be silenced before we go in. The good news is, I only a heard a small
number of heartbeats and most of them were slow and steady, like they were
sleeping. IÕm thinking that most of
the ninja wannabes are out looking for us, and the ones left behind are the
ones whoÕve been up all night last night and today. It should be fairly easy to
locate and disable them one at a time.Ó
ÒAnd the bad news isÉ?Ó
Xander broke into SpikeÕs narration, earning a grin from the vampire.
ÒThe bad news is, we donÕt
know for sure where the rest of them are. They could be out running around
looking for us and gettingÕ lost in the sewers, they could decide to come home
while weÕre still here, or they could be already down in the lab area.Ó
ÒIf there are only a few in
the house, itÕs too good to pass up. WeÕll worry about whatÕs downstairs when
we get there.Ó Buffy pointed toward
the house. ÒWeÕll wait until the guard has passed us by, then Spike and I will
take him down while you guys get to the back door. Giles will open it,
and—Ó
ÒI could open it,Ó Willow
said, just the trace of a pout in her voice.
ÒOr Willow could magic it
open. I donÕt care, as long as we can get in fast and without making any
noise.Ó
ÒLetÕs go then,Ó Spike said,
moving off. ÒThe guard should be hitting the far corner any time now. As soon
as he makes the turn, weÕll go after him.Ó
Keeping to the bushes and
shadows as much as possible, they all crept forward, crouching down when the
lone guard came around the corner and began his stroll across the back of the
building. As soon as he was almost
to the other corner, they all moved forward, Buffy and Spike taking the lead
and moving with deadly speed and silence. They rounded the corner in time to
reach the man before he could get very far, Spike grabbing him from behind and
putting a hand over his mouth while Buffy took his gun away. It was obvious that the soldier had
recognized from the powerful arms holding him that his attacker was not human
and he struggled frantically until Spike growled in his ear, ÒDonÕt want to
hurt you, but if you keep it up IÕm not making any promisesÉÓ
The man stopped struggling,
resigning himself to being temporarily defeated.
ÒWhat do you want to do with
him, pet? Knock him out or gag
him?Ó
ÒYou just told him we werenÕt
going to hurt him if he stopped fighting, so I guess weÕll have to go with a
gag.Ó She used the manÕs own handcuffs to put his hands behind his back, then
took a cord from his utility belt, tied his ankles together and looped it up to
the handcuffs, leaving him trussed up tightly. SpikeÕs hand was still over the manÕs
mouth, containing the muffled curses now coming from him.
Buffy ripped a strip of cloth
off the manÕs shirt and rolled it up, stuffing it in his mouth carefully. ÒYou donÕt have a cold, do you?Ó she
asked with sudden concern. He shook
his head, eyes wide that his captors would even bother to worry about his
ability to breathe. ÒGood.Ó They left him lying on his side far
enough away that he wouldnÕt be able to kick the house, but close enough to be
within a pool of light from a window.
ÒWeÕll be back for you,Ó she promised, poking Spike when he went into
game face and licked his lips as he agreed.
ÒAsshole,Ó she muttered.
ÒSpoilsport.Ó
Moving quickly, they joined
Giles, Xander, Anya and Willow now hiding in the kitchen of the quiet house.
SpikeÕs hearing had him pointing silently to various rooms where he could hear
single heartbeats. They split up,
Buffy and Spike creeping from room to room, incapacitating the man within and
then turning him over to Anya and Giles to tie up and gag. Willow remained in the kitchen, using a
small glamour to muffle any sounds.
Xander stood at the entrance, gun held loosely, watching as the various
soldiers were dragged to the kitchen and left in a heap on the floor.
When Buffy and Spike had made
a quick tour of the house, making sure they hadnÕt overlooked anyone, they
returned to the kitchen and stared at their captives. Asking Spike to go get the man theyÕd
left outside, Buffy addressed the tied up men.
ÒOkay, guys. HereÕs the sitch – youÕre going to be shut down. Probably in a
day or two. Turns out your boss and
her pet general werenÕt exactly straight with the US Army about what they were
doing here andÉ yeah, heads are gonna roll. In the meantime, my—Ó She looked
at Giles. ÒWhat should I call them? IÕll be damned if IÕll call the Council my
ÔbossesÕ!Ó
ÒI think the organization
that supports you would be sufficient.Ó
ÒSupports? So theyÕve put the Slayer on salary
now?Ó Spike deposited his burden
next to the other men and jumped up to sit on the kitchen counter.
Buffy snorted. ÒNot that IÕve
noticed,Ó she said, turning her attention back to the men staring at her as if
she was speaking a foreign language.
ÒAnyway, these guys who think they can tell me what to do want me to
take care of all the vamps and demons in your cages before the regular Army
guys show up. So, who wants to help
me get down there to do that?Ó She
gave them her best ÒIÕve only tied you up for your own goodÓ smile and waited
to see if anyone would respond. To
her surprise, one of the men sheÕd left in the sewers made noises behind his
gag and she pulled it away from his mouth.
ÒIÕll help you,Ó he said,
ignoring the disturbed squirming around him. ÒI donÕt know what you are, but I donÕt
think youÕre evil.Ó The guard that
Buffy and Spike had been so careful not to injure when they disabled him nodded
his head vigorously.
Buffy released the soldier,
helping him to stand and pointing toward the elevator. ÒYou can get us in
there?Ó
He nodded and walked toward
it. Xander looked disappointed as he said, ÒDo I need to threaten to shoot your
buddies if you donÕt cooperate?Ó
ÒWould you do that?Ó The man
seemed genuinely curious, and also as if he might be rethinking his offer.
ÒWell, probably notÉ but you
donÕt know that. I think you should assume I would.Ó Xander looked embarrassed about his
admission, but it seemed to have swayed a few more of the tied up men that they
werenÕt dealing with enemies.
ÒGood job giving away the
game, Harris,Ó Spike snorted. ÒRemind not to ask you to threaten anyone for me.Ó
ÒHey, chipped one, when I
threaten to stake you, I mean it.Ó
ÒBring it on,Ó Spike growled.
ÒCut it out, you two. We donÕt have time for all your macho posturing.
We have to get down to the lab and get rid of those caged demons.Ó
ÒLetÕs not leave all this
tied up food on the kitchen floor,Ó Spike said. ÒJust in case their mates get
home early.Ó It took only a few
minutes for the men to be placed, as comfortably as possible, in one of the
bedrooms. Shutting the door, Buffy
took her volunteer by the arm and said, ÒLead on.Ó
They all followed the man to
the elevator, squeezing in and watching curiously as he used voice recognition
to gain permission for the elevator to descend. Just as they reached the bottom, Buffy
asked suddenly, ÒIs anyone down here? I mean, like commando guys, not lab
workers.Ó
He shrugged. ÒI think they
all went out looking for you, but I donÕt really know. IÕve been asleep since
around four this afternoon. Might be a few lab rats still working.Ó
He led them down a corridor
and through a set of heavy doors into a long, wide hallway lined with white spaces
with Plexiglas fronts to them. Spike began a steady snarl as he recognized his
surroundings. Ignoring the looks
from Willow and Xander, Buffy put a soothing hand on his arm as she gave her
orders.
ÒOkay, guys, Spike and Anya
can start at different ends of the cages and tell me which ones are evil and
which ones arenÕt. Our friend hereÉÓ She looked at the commando quizzically and
he responded with ÒBobÓ. ÒÉ is going to help me open the doors to the cages
with harmless or non-evil demons.Ó
She looked up at Spike. ÒCan you show them how to get out?Ó
He nodded. ÒCan point them
toward the vent I used to find my way out.Ó
ÒOkay then. LetÕs get
started.Ó She walked with Spike to
the far end of the line of cages, leaving Giles to supervise Bob and the door
opening consol. As they walked down
the long corridor, glancing from side to side, Buffy could see that all the captives
were either drugged or damaged in some way. The vampires and demons looked up
at her with resignation and apathy.
Many of the demons seemed to be missing body parts and to be in
considerable pain. She looked at Spike with wide eyes, and he gazed back
saying, ÒI told you, Slayer. Vivisectionist.Ó
As Spike commented on the
creatures in the cells, Buffy would point to the cell and Giles and Bob would
open the door. Most of the demons
were afraid to come out when they saw Buffy, so she reluctantly went back to
stand by the console, leaving Spike and Anya to explain to the freed demons
that they needed to get out as quickly as possible.
While Spike led a limping,
weak group of bewildered demons to the large ventilation shaft heÕd used to
escape, Buffy began walking back down the row, stake in hand. She signaled to
Bob to open a cage containing a vampire couple, clinging to each other with
thin arms. They gave weak snarls when she came in, but seemed unable to
generate the energy to do anything about their obvious hunger.
ÒWhat the—Ó
The male vamp looked at her
through bleary bloodshot eyes. ÒShe wants to know how long it takes a vamp to
starve to death, and what it looks like. I canÕt remember the last time we had
food.Ó They both stared at her neck
with undisguised hunger, but were incapable of doing anything but leaning in
her direction and whimpering. When she continued to stand there, frowning with
indecision, he growled. ÒJust do it, Slayer. YouÕll be doing us both a favor.
WeÕre too weak to escape and I donÕt see you wanting to carry us out of here.Ó
Nodding Buffy stepped forward
and watched with astonishment as the barely conscious vamps exchange a lingering
kiss and murmured pledges of love before presenting their chests to her.
Swallowing the lump in her throat, she quickly dusted them and ran out to the
next cage. By the time Spike came
back, her tears had turned to cold anger as she worked her way through the
cages, staking vampires too drugged or weak to fight back and snapping the
necks of similarly incapacitated demons.
ÒThey are bigger monsters
than anything in here,Ó she said when Spike appeared behind her. She was about
to enter another cage where a Fyral demon stared up
at her with dull eyes, unable to move his broken and clawless arms or
legs. Spike put a hand on her
arm.
ÒLet me do this for you,
love. This isnÕt work for a Slayer.Ó
She bit her lip, then nodded
gratefully. ÒOkay. Thanks.Ó She handed him her stake and a silver
dagger sheÕd brought with her just in case. Rejoining Bob and Giles at the console,
she said, ÒYou may as well open them all, Bob. ThereÕs nothing left in here
thatÕs capable to escaping or harming anyone. And if they try, Xander can shoot
them.Ó
He frowned, but did as he was
told, joining Anya and Willow as they made sure Buffy was between them and the
opened cages. Spike went down the line, offering a murmured apology here and
there as he methodically broke necks and slit throats until there was nothing
alive left in the big room except the humans clustered around the cage console.
Spike was just re-joining them when he suddenly froze, his head
snapping up as he listened. ÒIn-coming, Slayer,Ó he said, pointing at the doors
leading to the way out. Buffy stood
facing the doors which burst open to admit Riley; behind him were at least two
squads of soldiers – all unarmed and only partially dressed.
ÒI told you, Finn, that something was going wrong.Ó The speaker was
the man who had led the squad Buffy saved Clem from. ÒThat bitch got in here somehow. SheÕs
probably let everything outÉ.Ó His voice trailed off as they began to notice
all the dead demons and small piles of dust in many of the cages.
ÒWe helped the ones that donÕt hurt people get out to safety,Ó
Buffy said, addressing her words to Riley who was staring at her in horror. ÒAnd the other ones are all—Ó
ÒDead,Ó Spike interrupted, his voice cold. ÒOut of your reach now.Ó
ÒHostile Seventeen.Ó Riley reached for the weapon that heÕd left in
the armory when they returned from a futile search for Buffy and the Scoobies, swearing when he realized he had nothing but his
bare hands. Shrugging he moved
forward anyway. ÒIÕve about had it
with you.Ó
ÒGonna beat me up again, then?Ó Spike
asked, his eyes alight with glee.
Riley frowned at SpikeÕs lack of fear, but said, ÒTo a bloody
pulp. Stand back, Buffy,Ó he added
as she moved in front of Spike. ÒHeÕs got this coming.Ó
While Xander tried to keep his gun trained on everyone at one time,
Spike picked Buffy up and moved her to the side. ÒNo, Slayer. He wants me, he
gets me.Ó
ÒBut, I canÕt let you—Ó
ÒWonÕt. I promise. But thatÕs all IÕm promisinÕ.Ó
Riley advanced on Spike, giving Buffy a little shove out of the way
and eliciting a snarl from the vampire. Narrowing her eyes, Buffy moved back
and nodded. ÒAll yours,Ó she said, not making it clear which one she was
speaking to.
She could see the other soldiers muttering and jockeying for
position as they tried to work up their courage to charge a man armed with one
of their own high-powered weapons and the girl some of them were only too aware
was much faster and stronger than they.
ÒShould I try to wing one? Just so they know weÕre serious?Ó Xander
whispered, watching nervously. ÒWhat if they know I wonÕt shoot them?Ó
Giles spoke up behind him. ÒDo what you need to do. The Council
will deal with any repercussions from events that occur in defense of their
Slayer.Ó
ÒIn American, does that mean go ahead and shoot them?Ó
ÒIt does.Ó Giles pointed at a small group edging their way towards
them. ÒYou may begin with those three.Ó
Xander fired one shot at the menÕs feet, yelping when the bullet
pieces ricocheted off the floor and sprayed the area with metal and concrete.
There was sneering at his startled reaction, but the men backed off, one of
them bleeding slightly from small cuts.
ÒIÕve got an idea,Ó Buffy said, trying not to watch as Riley and
Spike circled each other like a couple of fighting cocks. She pointed to the closest cage, the one
containing the now-dead crippled Fyral demon. ÒGet it
there,Ó she ordered.
Reluctantly responding to XanderÕs
gestures with the gun, the men moved into the cage. When one tried to turn
back, straight-arming Buffy out of the way, he quickly learned why she was in
charge. Without bothering to say anything but Òdumb assÓ, she grabbed the arm
and had it behind his back and twisted painfully before he could follow through
on his thought. She threw the much larger man into the cage, knocking down one
of his friends in the process. ÒI said, ÔGet in the cageÕ,Ó she snapped. As soon as they were all in, she looked
at Bob and nodded. He pressed the button that closed and locked the door,
leaving the men harmless and safe in one of their own cages.
He looked at Giles and said, ÒYou know, if you guys arenÕt the real
deal, IÕm going to be shot for treason.Ó
ÒNo worries. I suspect youÕll get a promotion to keep you quiet
about this facility and the things that went on here.Ó
A gasp from Willow brought BuffyÕs gaze back to Spike and
Riley. Spike was dancing out of
reach as much as possible, acting very much like he was still incapable of
retaliating for any of the punches Riley was throwing. Frustration was growing on the bigger
manÕs face as the few blows he managed to get through SpikeÕs passive defenses
only made the vampire laugh.
ÒIs that all youÕve got?Ó he asked, blocking a roundhouse kick with
a powerful arm that a close observer might have noticed actually struck the leg
in the process of deflecting the blow.
In the heat of the moment, Riley didnÕt notice and he continued to press
Spike.
ÒYou can dance all you want, Hostile, but we both know you canÕt
keep it up forever. Or have you forgotten what happened to you the last time
you tried to fight us?Ó
Spike stopped laughing and his eyes turned the color of ice. ÒNo.
HavenÕt forgotten a thing.Ó The
next punch Riley threw at him, Spike reached up and grabbed his fist, squeezing
it until the realization of what was happening showed on RileyÕs face. While Spike continued to squeeze,
bringing the big man to his knees in pain, he said, ÒBut IÕm not quite the pushover
I was then.Ó He let go of RileyÕs
hand and stepped back.
Riley knelt on the floor, cradling his damaged hand and staring at
Spike in horror. He turned his eyes to Buffy. ÒDid you hear that, Buffy? The
chipÕs not working any more. You have to stake him now!Ó
ÒWhat for? He hasnÕt killed anybody. He hasnÕt even hurt anybody
except you – and that was self-defense.Ó Buffy shrugged and looked at Giles. ÒAre
we ready to go now? We did what we
were sent here to do.Ó
He nodded and they all turned to leave, ignoring Riley – now
on his feet and swearing vigorously.
Spike touched her arm, leaning down to whisper, ÒYou know heÕs gonna have them all out of there and on our tail before we
get out of the house.Ó
She sighed and nodded.
ÒYouÕre right, letÕs put him—Ó She was interrupted as Riley threw
himself at the console, but rather than releasing his fellow soldiers, he hit
another switch, opening a set of doors at the far end of the hall. Immediately, relatively unharmed and
healthy demons and vampires began to pour into the room.
ÒBloody fuckinÕ hell. I forgot all about
that holding area,Ó Spike growled as he and Buffy stepped forward. He handed
her stake back to her and shrugged out of his coat. ÒGuess IÕm gonna get a good fight out of this after all,Ó he said,
meeting the first arrival with a whoop and a leap that planted both boots into
the demonÕs chest.
Holding her stake, Buffy began dusting as many vampires as she
could without benefit of quipping or toying with them. The caged soldiers
watched in awe as she whirled, kicked and staked her way through the hungry
vamps that had all decided their only way out was through the Slayer. When she had run out of vampires, she
moved to help Spike who was barely holding his own against a concentrated
attack from the remaining demons. The bodies around him were proof of his
initial success, but numbers were beginning to pay off and he was being forced
back to the console where Riley was watching with mingled fear and
satisfaction.
Buffy leapt onto the back of a particularly large and hairy demon,
plunging her stake into its eye before it could follow through on its obvious
plan to eviscerate Spike with its claws.
With an anguished scream, it began to whirl in circles, trying to reach
Buffy with its long arms. She
jumped off, landing beside Spike and asking, ÒAre you okay?Ó
ÒNever better, pet. LetÕs do this.Ó
Working together, they had no trouble incapacitating the wounded
demon and soon moved on to the few remaining ones large enough to be dangerous.
Buffy hesitated when she saw one that looked like Clem, asking, ÒIs heÉ?Ó
ÒYep. Let him go. The only ones left we need to worry about are
those two slimy things there.Ó
Ignoring the rest of the demons, they advanced on the last two
dangerous ones, getting thoroughly slimed in the process of killing them.
ÒWhereÕs a good sword or crossbow when you need one?Ó Buffy
grumbled, scraping slime from her shirt and flinging it away.
ÒThought you brought a sword?Ó Spike looked at her in surprise.
ÒYou knew there were going to be demons and such.Ó
Buffy looked around. ÒI didÉ I wonderÉ Oh.Ó Xander, Giles and Willow were standing
in front on Anya and Bob, weapons ready as they waited to see what would happen
next. Buffy smiled at her friends in admiration, saying, ÒThey look pretty
scary, donÕt they?Ó
ÒNothinÕ IÕd want to face down,Ó Spike
admitted, casting an appreciative glance at the three humans. ÒIÕd be shot, stabbed or set on fire
before I got close enough to get a good bite.Ó
ÒTry to hold that thought, Fangface,Ó
Xander said with less venom that usual in his voice.
Spike gave the obligatory sneer then turned to look at Riley,
standing defiantly behind the console.
His face shifted and his fangs elongated as he met the soldierÕs
eyes. ÒWeÕre back to what to do
with the hayseed,Ó he said through his distorted teeth.
Buffy sighed. ÒLetÕs
just put him in a cage too. We can be away and out of here before the lab
people find them. I think,Ó she
added as the sound of alarms penetrated the battle haze and fatigue.
Bob ran to the console and, with an apologetic glance at Riley, he
turned off the alarm. ÒI donÕt
think theyÕre evil,Ó he said by way of explanation as a glaring Riley was
pulled none-too-gently into an empty cage.
ÒLetÕs get out of here before something else goes wrong,Ó Buffy
said. She glanced at the harmless
demons, huddled together as far away from her as they could get. ÒGo on,Ó she said more roughly than
sheÕd intended. ÒGet out. Spike will show you how.Ó
They held the elevator while Spike showed the bewildered, but
grateful, creatures the way to get out that wouldnÕt involve going through
Lowell House and the Sunnydale U campus.
As soon as he was in, the doors slid closed and Bob sent the elevator
moving. When it stopped, the doors
slid open with Buffy and Spike standing guard at the front.
There were universal gasps.
On one side of the open door were the Scoobies,
their helpful captive and Spike and Buffy.
On the other, stood Quinton Travers, a military man with several stars
on his shoulders, and the security chief for the university. Behind them were
ranged at least two squads of non-Initiative soldiers.
~~~~~~~~~~
Leaving Giles to explain what theyÕd done, Buffy and her group edged
toward the door, trying to make their escape as quickly as possible. There was
an uncomfortable moment as Travers looked at Spike with a cold eye and said,
ÒWilliam the Bloody, I presume.Ó
ÒI wouldnÕt be presuming anything, if I were you, mate,Ó Spike
said, meeting him stare for stare.
Travers shifted his gaze to Buffy and gave a very uncharacteristic
sigh. ÒMs. Summers, it appears that you are continuing to be unfortunate in
your choice of male companionsÉÓ
ÒSpike just helped me carry out your orders, and it was dammed
important help,Ó Buffy said, adding her stony stare to SpikeÕs. ÒI donÕt think
I could have handled that many vamps and demons at one time by myself.Ó
Travers lifted his gaze from them to Xander, still cradling his
large gun, Willow looking much more confident than the last time heÕd seen her
and Giles. He ignored Anya and Bob.
Shaking his head, he muttered, ÒFriends, family, vampire boyfriendsÉ
this is all most irregular.Ó
ÒSo is having a slayer whoÕs lived long enough to have the
experience she needs to do her job,Ó Spike growled. ÒOr do you prefer them young,
inexperienced and dead before theyÕre even through growinÕ?Ó
ÒWeÕve had experienced, older slayers before. One of them didnÕt
survive her encounter with a slayer-killing vampire,Ó Travers said, his gaze
steady. ÒIÕm not sure it helps all that much.Ó
ÒMaybe she just met a particularly strong vamp,Ó Spike said with a
non-committal shrug. ÒOr maybe she was just tired of the fight. Tired of being
out there alone every night, riskinÕ her life for
people who werenÕt worth her little finger. Think about that, Watcher, before you
start complaininÕ about BuffyÕs friends and family.Ó
ÒIÕve got class tomorrow,Ó Buffy said. ÒIÕll catch you after class, Giles.
CÕmon, guys, letÕs go.Ó
Anya sidled past Giles to follow Xander and Willow out of the
building, but Bob hesitated.
ÒWhere do you fit in, soldier?Ó the general said, eyeing the
government issue sweats in which heÕd been sleeping when Buffy and Spike
awakened him.
ÒI live here, sir.Ó Bob snapped to attention and stood rigidly
waiting for orders to turn himself in for a court martial.
ÒIs there a reason you arenÕt tied up with everyone else?Ó
ÒYessir.Ó He gulped. ÒIÉ I believed the
Hostile when he called her ÔHeavenÕs Chosen OneÕ. I didnÕt believe she was
evil, so I said IÕd help them get into the lab.Ó
ÒYou did, did you?Ó The generalÕs face gave no indication oh what
he was thinking. He had a brief conversation with Travers and the Security
Chief, then turned back to Bob. ÒIt
seems you may have taken initiative—Ò He stopped and cursed. ÒPerhaps a
poor choice of word in this situation, but you have done the right thing, young
man. We will need someone to escort
us down to the lab; please remain in the elevator.Ó
Giving their new friend a supportive wave, Buffy led her friends
out of the frat house and onto the campus. Xander and Anya split off to go home,
assuring Buffy that ÒBessieÓ could blow away any vamps they encountered on the
way home. Spike strolled along with
Willow and Buffy until the got to their dorm, pausing at the door. Willow began
to shuffle her feet and clear her throat before announcing that she had a study
session planned with someone sheÕd met in Wicca group and she probably wouldnÕt
see Buffy until the morning.
Spike looked at her and raised his eyebrows, but Buffy took Willow
completely at her word and just smiled. ÒSo, I guess you donÕt need Spike for a
study buddy tonight,Ó she said.
ÒUhÉ no. IÉ weÉ itÕs
not Shakespeare tonight, itÕsÉ spells. WeÕre going to be studying spells.Ó
ÒReally? All night? Wow she must be some witch.Ó
ÒLet it go, love,Ó Spike said, touching BuffyÕs arm. She frowned at him, but smiled at Willow.
ÒWell, okay then. IÕll
see you tomorrow, I guess.Ó
ÒWhat did you mean, ÔLet it goÕ?Ó Buffy said. ÒLet what go?Ó
ÒRed was gettingÉ You
know what? ItÕs her story to tell. IÕm just goinÕ to
mind my own business.Ó He caressed
her face with his hand. ÒGot better things to do tonightÉÓ
ÒOh? You mean, you think we should patrol? ÔCause I think weÕve done enough slaying
for one ni—mmmmmph!Ó
He kept his mouth fastened on hers until her surprised gasp had
turned to a barely audible whimper, then broke off the kiss to nuzzle her
ear. ÒYou knew that wasnÕt what I
meant,Ó he whispered, ignoring the curious looks they were getting from passing
students. ÒDidnÕt you?Ó
ÒKinda,Ó she whispered back. ÒBut I was
just checkingÉÓ
ÒRedÕs out for the nightÉ.Ó
ÒYeah, thatÕs what she saidÉ.Ó
ÒIf we donÕt go up there right now, IÕm gonna
embarrass the hell out of you right here on the sidewalk.Ó SpikeÕs low growl rumbled in her ear as
she tried to move away from him.
Buffy giggled and pulled out of his reach. ÒI think weÕve given
enough of a show for one night.Ó
She started up the steps to the door. ÒAre you coming?Ó
ÒI bloody well hope so,Ó he muttered under his breath.
ÒI heard that!Ó
BuffyÕs face was
flaming as she tried to ignore his laughter behind her. She led the way into the stairwell and
ran up the stairs to her floor. She could hear SpikeÕs boots right behind her,
but didnÕt turn around to face him until sheÕd opened her door and stepped
inside. He tested the doorway, not
sure if the invitation Willow had extended so long ago might not have been
revoked immediately.
ÒItÕs okay,Ó Buffy said unnecessarily as he stepped through and
closed the door behind him.
ÒIÕm surprised you didnÕt have it revoked the next day. ItÕs not
like you knew for sure then that I was harmless.Ó
ÒWe were busy, and Willow didnÕt seem worried, soÉÓ
ÒAnd you werenÕt worried?Ó
He seemed offended at the thought and Buffy smiled at his pout.
ÒWhy should I be? If you wanted to sneak in and murder me in my
sleep, you would have done it when I was still living at home.Ó She grinned at
his disbelief that sheÕd never cancelled his invitation to her home. She moved
toward him and tapped him on the chest with her finger. ÒAnd if I wasnÕt asleep
when you broke into my room, IÕd have kicked your ass. So, see? Nothing to
worry about.Ó
ÒMight have had something else in mind if I came into your room in
the middle of the night,Ó he said, moving closer and sliding his hands around
her waist. ÒItÕs not like my dick
never sat up and took notice of you until recently.Ó
ÒIÕm not sure if I think thatÕs flattering or justÉ icky.Ó She pulled back to stare at him. ÒWould
you have done something like that? Tried to rape me in my sleep?Ó
ÒHell no! ThatÕs your exÕs MO, not mine.Ó He dropped his hands,
genuinely hurt by her accusation.
ÒI just meant I might have preferred toÉ thought you knew me better than that,
Slayer,Ó he said, turning away from her.
ÒIÕm sorry.Ó BuffyÕs apology was so soft he almost didnÕt hear it.
ÒI know you wouldnÕtÉ Ó She touched his arm, turning him back to face her. ÒCan
we start the conversation again?Ó
ÒOr, we could just forget all about conversinÕ
for awhile and just get to the kissing.Ó
He pulled her closer and leaned down to brush his lips across hers. ÒIÕm
not feeling all that talkative just at the momentÉ.Ó
ÒKissing is good. If weÕre busy kissing, we canÕt say anything that
either of us will have to apologi—Ó
Without breaking the kiss,
Spike backed up until the bed hit the backs of his knees. He fell backwards,
pulling Buffy down on top of him and holding her there with one hand on her
ass. The other hand was roving over
her body, caressing and stroking, making her gasp every time it touched bare
skin. Not to be outdone, Buffy
pushed herself into a sitting position, grinding down on the bulge in the front
of his jeans, and pushing his tee shirt up until she could run her hands over
the smooth skin of his chest.
While she explored the body
in front of her, SpikeÕs hands were busy unbuttoning her blouse. His eyes ran up and down her body, his
appreciation plain on both his face and the way his cock was twitching against
her. One hand cupped a perfect
little breast while the other unhooked her bra and tossed it away. He sat up so
that Buffy could pull his tee shirt over his head, the new position leaving her
sitting on his lap with her legs wrapped around his hips.
With a groan, he pulled her
more tightly against him, taking one nipple in his mouth and sucking on it
almost to the point of pain while she arched into his mouth and whimpered.
ÒPerfect,Ó he gasped,
moving to the other nipple. ÒKnew youÕd be perfect, love. CanÕt wait to see the
rest of you.Ó He tried to move her away so that he could reach the fasteners on
her pants.
ÒI donÕt wanna move yet,Ó Buffy gasped, grinding against him, her
eyes wide and unfocused. When he
picked her up by her waist and took away the lovely pressure sheÕd been
building she gave what almost sounded like a growl.
ÒSorry, pet. We can do this
anyway you want, as often as you want, in any position you wantÉ but I want to be
in you the first time you come for me. Please, loveÉÓ
His fingers tore at the
snap on her jeans as she worked equally hard to unbutton his jeans.
ÒSeriously, Spike?Ó she
muttered. ÒA button fly?Ó He gave
one of his soft chuckles as he unzipped her jeans and rolled to the side so he
could begin pulling them off.
ÒSorry, pet. WasnÕt thinkinÕÉ.Ó As she worked his jeans open and reached in to
wrap her hand around his cock, he gasped, promising, ÒNothing but zippers from
now on, I swear it.Ó
Taking what they both
silently acknowledged was a necessary break, they broke apart to kick off their
shoes and remaining clothes.
SpikeÕs mouth was trailing down BuffyÕs body before sheÕd even finished
kicking her pants off, leaving open mouthed, wet kisses from her neck to her
hip bone. Her legs fell open when
he began to nuzzle the neatly trimmed hair he found as he followed the enticing
scent there. When she unconsciously
jerked her hips upward, he groaned.
ÒNo worries, love. Not
planning to neglect you, I just donÕt wantÉ but I guess one little lick
couldnÕt hurtÉÓ Following words with actions, he ran his tongue through her
folds, smiling when she buried her fingers in his hair and muffled a small
scream. Unable to resist both her
whimpered pleas and the way she was responding to him, he continued to move his
tongue around until she was gasping threats to stake him. He dropped a kiss on her lower abdomen
and slid up her body, dropping his hips between her open thighs.
His eyes met hers, waiting
until the unfulfilled lust and frustration had faded enough for her to focus on
him.
ÒKnow this doesnÕt mean as
much to you as it does to me, but I need to say it anyway. I love you, Buffy. Have for longer than
I think I know.Ó He pushed against her, wriggling his hips until he was past
the automatic resistance of her clenched walls. As he slid the rest of the way in, he
exhaled and dropped his head beside hers, nibbling on her ear lobe. ÒNever want to be anywhere else but
here. Could dust happy just now.Ó
ÒNow would not be a good
time to dust,Ó she gasped, pushing against him. ÒI think I like you solid andÉ
you knowÉ here.Ó As she spoke, she
squeezed him tightly, bringing an answering gasp from the vampire. They were soon moving together in a
rhythm older than history, matching murmurs, gasps and whimpers building until,
with a soft cry, Buffy arched against him and shook with the force of her
orgasm. Spike joined her, pouring himself into her warmth while his mouth
pulled on the skin of her throat, leaving a mark that, even with slayer
healing, wouldnÕt fade for days.
They remained lying together
for several minutes, breathing in rhythm, her hands moving gently against the
skin of his back while he brushed light kisses against her mouth and across her
face. Buffy finally let her legs
drop from where theyÕd been clasping his body to hers and stretched, arching
against him as she did so. She gave a small gasp when she felt him twitch and
begin to grow inside her. With a murmur of appreciation, she wriggled against
him, then wrapped her legs around his and rolled them over until she was
stretched out on top of him.
ÒYour turn to drive?Ó He
grinned up at her.
ÒYouÕd better believe it,
vampire,Ó she said, sitting up and smiling down at him. ÒThe Slayer is leader,
not a follower.Ó
ÒWorks out nicely, then,Ó
he said, his eyes rolling back in his head as she began rhythmically clenching
around him. ÒLead on, love. William the Bloody knows how to follow a
woman—ah!Ó After a
particularly hard squeeze, he grabbed her hips and pulled her down against his
body, moving his hips until she was tossing her head from side to side, making
small gasping noises. In what began
to resemble a battle more than love-making, they competed to see who could tire
the other first.
It took only ten minutes of
vampire and slayer sex to break the first slat in the bed, ten more to kick out
the board at the foot, and another few minutes to bend the metal frame. Neither one noticed when they rolled to
the floor, still engaged in their battle to be the last to stop from
exhaustion. Only after theyÕd reached another mutually satisfying and vigorous
conclusion did they notice the pounding on the floor coming from the room
below.
ÒOops?Ó Buffy rolled off
his body, blushing all over. ÒI
hope they donÕt know who lives here!Ó
SpikeÕs only response was
to thump back once with his fist, making a small dent in the floor that he
hoped was visible below. He turned
his head to look into BuffyÕs embarrassed face. ÒKnew weÕd be good together, Slayer, but
I had no ideaÉÓ He shook his head and pulled her next to him where he could
hold her while he nuzzled her hair.
ÒYou know youÕll never get rid of me now, donÕt you, love? If you arenÕt
planning to keep me around forever, better stake me now. ÔCause IÕm not leaving
willingly.Ó
Blushing again, this time
at his obviously heartfelt words, Buffy whispered, ÒConsidering how long a
slayerÕs ÔforeverÕ is, I think youÕre pretty safe. I donÕt want you to go away any time
soonÉ or ever.Ó
He tightened his arm around
her, taking her unspoken emotion for what it was. They clung together until
Buffy started to shiver and they sat up to study the broken bed.
ÒCrap.Ó
ÒItÕs fixable,Ó he said,
taking the metal frame and grunting with effort as he bent it back into an approximation
of its original shape. He gave a rueful shrug at the broken slat lying on the
floor under the bed, and draped his coat over the broken footboard. ÒSee? All
fixed.Ó He got in carefully and
held up the covers for her, smiling when she didnÕt hesitate to slide in beside
him. She snuggled into his side and
yawned.
ÒAre you staying the rest
of the night?Ó
ÒWild horses couldnÕt drag
me away, love. But you know IÕm gonna have to leave before dawn. DonÕt want to be stuck
here all day dodging the sun.Ó
ÒIÕll get heavier
curtains,Ó she said, yawning again. ÒDonÕt want you to have to leave.Ó
ÒIÕm going to fix that
bedroom IÕve got so that youÕll never know youÕre underground,Ó he
promised. ÒIÕll make it fit for aÉ
for a beautiful woman who deserves better.Ó He sighed. ÒItÕs still going to be a hole in the
ground, isnÕt it?Ó
ÒWeÕll work it out.Ó Her eyes were shutting and she missed
the smile that went across his face at her words.
The End
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