Chapter
One
When Buffy opened the door to GilesÕ apartment
a few evenings later, trailed by the vampire whoÕd kidnapped Willow and Xander
the last time he was in Sunnydale, there was a sudden scramble to get behind
furniture. Giles snatched a large cross off his desk, saying, ÒBuffy! Behind
you!Ó She stopped, barely inside the door, and rolled her eyes.
ÒItÕs just Spike,Ó she said. ÒI know heÕs
there. You need to invite him in.
Please,Ó she added when Giles continued to stare in horror and disbelief.
ÒHave you gone mad? Does he have you in thrall?Ó
She sighed and glanced over her shoulder to the
vampire leaning against the invisible barrier. ÒI told you heÕd freak.Ó Spike shrugged and turned his attention
to Giles.
ÒSheÕs just as sane as sheÕs ever been,Ó he
said, snorting at BuffyÕs muttered, ÒWhatÕs that supposed to mean?Ó ÒAnd I donÕt know if I even have a
thrall. Let me in, you bloody wanker.Ó
ÒOh thatÕll do the trick, for sure.Ó Buffy
glared at an unrepentant Spike. ÒThanks a lot.Ó
ÒDidnÕt threaten to eat him, did I?Ó he
retaliated. ÒDoesnÕt seem very smart to be leaving the door wide open when
anything except a friendly vampire could get in.Ó
ÒA friendly
vampire? Since when is there such a thing as a friendly vampire? And if there
was, IÕm pretty sure you wouldnÕt be it.Ó
Xander spoke from the relative safety of the other side of the
room. Spike didnÕt even deign to
look at him, but smiled when he saw Willow staring at him with her mouth open.
ÒHello there, Red. YouÕre looking good
tonight.Ó Oz silently slipped in
front of Willow, clearly placing himself between her and the vampire. Spike blinked, sniffed, and smiled. ÒGuess the SlayerÕs not the only one likes
to walk on the wild—Ó
Buffy whirled, shoving him away from the still
impenetrable doorway and following him outside. ÒI donÕt walk—youÉ youÉÓ
Ignoring the gasps from within the apartment, she shook her head and
sighed. ÒThis is never going to
work, Spike. IÕm the Slayer; Giles is my watcher. And these are my friends.Ó
ÒKnow all that, pet,Ó he said, frowning.
ÒWhatÕs your point?Ó
ÒAnd youÕreÉ youÕre you.Ó She gazed at him, not
trying to hide her sadness, but with firm determination in her eyes. ÒI canÕt do this. I canÕt bring you into
my watcherÕs apartment, where my friends feel safe andÉ.Ó
ÒThen IÕll jusÕ wait out here for you.Ó He pulled out his cigarettes and stuck
one in his mouth, fumbling around for his lighter.
ÒNo,Ó Buffy said, lowering her voice so they
couldnÕt hear her inside. ÒI meant,
I canÕtÉ you canÕt beÉ beÉ in my life.
It isnÕt going to work.Ó
ÒThatÕs it? One little unfriendly greeting from
your Scooby pals, and you suddenly donÕt even want to try?Ó
ÒIt wasnÕt unfriendly, Spike. TheyÕre terrified of you. How the hell do I explain to them that
itÕs okay to let you in because when you kiss me I forget what you are?Ó
ÒReally? You do?Ó He straightened up and moved
closer. ÒThen just let me—Ó
ÒNo! Stay away from me!Ó BuffyÕs raised voice
carried into the apartment and Giles appeared behind her holding out a stake.
ÒAre you not armed?Ó he said with a touch of
dismay. ÒHere, take this, quickly.Ó
Buffy sighed and turned her back on Spike,
causing Giles to go very pale. He blinked
hard when Spike made no move to attack her, only resting a hand on her shoulder.
A hand that she seemed unfazed to find only inches from her throat.
ÒIÕm fine, Giles. I donÕt need that stake, I have my own.Ó
ÒThen may I ask why you havenÕt used it on
Spike yet?Ó
ÒBecause heÉ IÉ weÉÓ She sighed again. ÒWe
arenÕt going to kill each other, Giles. JustÉ either let him in so we can
explain, or close the door and let me finish this conversation.Ó
In front of GilesÕ horrified gaze, she leaned
back slightly, showing no fear or uncertainty when Spike brought up his other hand,
holding both hands on her shoulders as they waited for Giles to answer.
ÒPerÉ perhaps it would be best if you came in
and explained why he isnÕt trying to kill you, and why youÉ. Oh, dear Lord,Ó he
gasped when SpikeÕs arms dropped and slid around her in what was clearly a
loose, but not unwelcome, embrace.
ÒYouÕll have to ask him in,Ó she said. ÒIf youÕre still worried after youÕve
heard us out—Ó
ÒIf youÕre worried about me sneaking in and
eating you while you sleep, you can just do a disinvite spell. You know how to
do that, donÕt you, Watcher?Ó
ÒI do,Ó he said coldly, stepping back and
gesturing them in. ÒCome in,
Spike.Ó
Spike swaggered into the room, baring his teeth
at Xander in a grin that contained no humor. More gasps and one muffled ÒhuhÓ from Oz
accompanied BuffyÕs elbow to his ribs. Instead of retaliating, Spike just
laughed and rubbed his side. ÒCome
on, Slayer. IÕm just being me.Ó
ÒI thought weÕd agreed that you being you
probably isnÕt in the best interest of a relationship?Ó she muttered, trying to
ignore GilesÕ strangled, Òrelationship?Ó
With a sudden change in demeanor that left the
humans in the room blinking, SpikeÕs whole expression softened as he gazed at
Buffy. He raised one hand to her
face, touching her cheek and whispering, ÒIs that what we have? A
relationship?Ó
ÒWellÉ notÉ I meanÉ no! But if we did decide that we had one, youÕd have
to be nicer to my friends. And stop
scaring them!Ó
His hand dropped, but the soft expression
didnÕt leave his face. ÒAlright,
luv. IÕm sorry.Ó He turned to the
shocked people staring at them and said, ÒWant you to know that I would never
touch a one of you. Or anyone else the Slayer cares about.Ó
ÒAnd weÕre supposed to trust you? Just like
that?Ó
ÒSlayer does,Ó Spike replied, staring into
GilesÕs cold, disbelieving eyes and ignoring the younger people.
ÒBuffy is an excellent slayer,Ó Giles said.
ÒHowever, she is also a very young woman, and her hormones have been known to
affect her judgment—Ó
SpikeÕs snarl interrupted Giles before he could
finish his thought, but not before everyone saw the pain and anger flash across
BuffyÕs face.
ÒYou owe her an apology,Ó Spike said, his voice
low and menacing. ÒThereÕs nothing wrong with her judgment. You could question
her taste in men when she was younger—Ó He paused when Buffy gasped
indignantly, saying with an apologetic shrug, ÒSorry, pet, but I think we all
know what heÕs talking about.Ó
Spike stared around the room, meeting the eyes of each person before
moving on to the next. ÒIÕm not
Angelus. Never have been anything like that pillock—in spite of his best
attempts to make me so. Got no soul
to lose; not trying to pretend IÕd be any different if I had one. I am who and
what I am. William the Bloody.Ó
ÒAnd weÕre supposed to find that reassuring?Ó
GilesÕ expression hadnÕt softened, but he allowed the arm holding the stake to
drop to his side. BuffyÕs face was a study in confusion as she wondered where
Spike was going with this.
ÒWhen the vamp who made his rep hunting down
and fighting slayers tells you heÕs going to do his best to see that this one
lives long enough to watch her grandchildren grow upÉÓ He took BuffyÕs hand and
raised it to his lips. He kept his eyes locked on hers, but addressed his words
to Giles. ÒYeah, you should find that reassuring. Not going to kill her; gonna do
my best not to let anything else kill her. And IÕm not planninÕ to do anything
that might make her try to kill me.Ó
BuffyÕs glare and accompanying Òtry?Ó had him fumbling to repair the
damage. Ò ÔCept maybe imply she couldnÕt do it. DidnÕt mean that, luv. Just meant IÕd
not give you any reason to want to.Ó
ÒYou give me reasons to want to every time you
open your mouth,Ó she muttered, her pride still not soothed.
Giles and the Scoobies watched in disbelief as Spike
whispered in her ear and brought a reluctant smile to her face. She shook her
head and gave a soft laugh, saying quietly, ÒYouÕre so full of it,Ó as she
leaned into him for a second.
Before anyone could say anything else, she straightened up and turned to
face her friends.
ÒOkay, guys, hereÕs the sitch. It looks like maybe thereÕs some reason
that Spike and I havenÕt killed each other yet – other than weÕre pretty
evenly matched and something always seems to get in the way before one of us
can—Ó She gave herself a little shake. ÒAnyway, IÕve agreed that he can stay
here in Sunnydale and try to prove to me that he doesnÕt want to kill me
anymore. And he isnÕt going to be
biting anyone else, either,Ó she added, as Giles started to speak. ÒHeÕs going
to bag it until we seeÉ until we see what we see.Ó
WillowÕs eyes went wide. ÒMaybe thatÕs what those old books were
talking about!Ó
ÒOld books?Ó Giles frowned in her direction,
causing her to blush and stammer.
ÒUhÉ yeah? I was sitting here one day, all
bored and stuff, so I started reading some of those old Council records. You know, the really old ones
that—Ó
ÒThe ones clearly marked ÔFor active Watchers
onlyÕ?Ó
ÒErÉ yes, those.Ó WillowÕs chin rose and her
voice became firmer. ÒThe point is,
one of those books talked about how Slayers sometimes have aÉ aÉÓ She looked at
Buffy and Spike helplessly.
ÒAn unnatural attraction to the very creatures
they are destined to kill?Ó Giles said, his voice dripping sarcasm.
ÒYeah. That. Except the book didnÕt call it
ÔunnaturalÕ, it kind of indicated it was prettyÉ common.Ó
ÒBloody hell!Ó
ÒWhat????Ó
Buffy whirled to glare at her watcher. ÒIs this one of those
side-effecty things about being a slayer that you didnÕt bother to share with
me?Ó
ÒI reallyÉ there was noÉ Willow really should
not have been going through my private collection.Ó
ÒHey, hey!Ó Willow glared at him. ÒDonÕt blame
the messenger.Ó
Giles wiped his glasses and looked at the two very
strong people staring at him with their mouths open and their eyes narrowing
dangerously.
ÒAll right. In hindsight, I may have been a
bitÉ but, with Angel having a soul, and then leaving you, it seemed best not to
mention that yourÉ affairÉ was not as unique as you wanted to think it was.Ó
ÒSo, what are you saying, Watcher? That the slayer only wants me because
IÕm a vampire? Any undead suiter would do her?Ó Spike seemed to working on a serious
pout, and Buffy rolled her eyes.
ÒNobody said I wanted youÉ yet,Ó she pointed
out. ÒI said you could hang around and we couldÉ could see if itÕs even
possible for us to—Ó
Giles sighed and glared at Spike. He
interrupted Buffy without apology.
ÒNo, you git, it couldnÕt be any vampire.
Typically—and everyone please bear in mind that, contrary to what Willow
seems to believe, it is by no means a common occurrence. In the past several
hundred years there have been perhaps three or four cases where a slayer has
entered into a relationship with a vampire. In all cases, it was an older vampire,
often a master, and the slayer had—Ó He paused and now did give Buffy an
apologetic glance. Ò—had passed her Cruciamentum and was therefore of
age. Buffy did not meet those
criteria when she wasÉ involvedÉ with Angel. I tend to view their relationship as an
aberration that would never have happened had he not had the soul, and had she
not been so young.Ó
ÒCruciamentum?Ó Spike stared at Buffy, his face
darkening. ÒHe did that to you?Ó He turned his head, his eyes flashing
yellow and his fangs just showing behind his lips. ÒYou let those wankers try to kill her?Ó
Giles flinched and brought the cross up in
front of his face. Spike stepped forward and batted it away. ÒSomething you ought to know, Watcher.Ó He sneered the title as if it
was an obscenity. ÒThose religious
symbols donÕt intimidate older vampires. WeÕve seen too much, survived too
much, to be held off by a couple of crossed sticks.Ó
ÒBuffy!Ó To his credit, Giles did not exactly
scream her name, and he did snatch a stake off the table, but he was retreating
behind his desk as he did so.
Buffy stepped in front of Spike and put her
hands up. ÒDown, boy,Ó she said
with a pat on his chest. ÒTrust me, heÕs sorry. I made him grovel for weeks.Ó She
reached up and stroked his brow ridges until they smoothed out and his normal
blue eyes were looking back at her.
ÒDid you think I got to be this old without having to do it?Ó Her expression changed and she dropped
her hand. ÒOr that I must not have done it because you donÕt think I could possibly
have lived through it?Ó
ÒGot all the faith in the world in you, luv.Ó
He paused to kiss her hand and give Giles, still standing behind his desk and
clutching the stake, a glare. ÒBut I really thought your watcher had enough
balls to stand up to the Council of Wankers and tell Ôem what they could do
with their ÔtestÕ.Ó
ÒWell, he did quit when he found out theyÕd set
me up. Technically, heÕs not a Watcher anymore.Ó
ÒSet you up?Ó
Buffy nodded. ÒYeah, IÕll tell you about it
later. The point is – itÕs ancient history. I survived, Kralik didnÕt,
and you donÕt get to be all indignant about something that happened while you
were running around South America eating tourists.Ó
The look Spike sent Giles said very clearly that
he wasnÕt accepting BuffyÕs blithe dismissal of what Giles had done to her.
Ignoring the glaring vampire, Buffy turned back
to Giles. ÒSo, thisÉ thingÉ
whatever it is, between Spike and me, itÕs not all weird and stuff?Ó
ÒApparently not,Ó he said stiffly. ÒAlthough,
please bear in mind, the fact that it has happened before does not mean you are obligated to develop a
relationship that you would rather not have.Ó He finished his little speech
with a hopeful question in his voice, then groaned when Buffy blushed as Spike
put his arms around her again, leaning down to whisper in her ear, increasing
her blush.
The Scoobies, silent until now, stared at Buffy
and Spike for a few seconds, then broke into a babble of questions and
arguments against what they were seeing. Buffy just waited, still wrapped
loosely in SpikeÕs arms, her hands gently stroking his wrists where they
crossed in front of her. When the
babble had died down and it was possible to pick out specific questions, she
chose to answer XanderÕs first.
ÒI do trust him, Xan. Spike has never lied to
me – not about anything important, anyway. HeÕs already been here for a
week, and he hasnÕt hurt anybody. And you donÕt need to worry about me giving him
access to my momÕs house – I never took it away. HeÕs had the freedom to
walk in there anytime. Ever since—Ó She stopped, memories of using
SpikeÕs help to defeat Acathla, and incidentally send Angel to hell,
overwhelming her momentarily. Spike
tightened his arms, offering silent support as if he understood exactly what
she was thinking.
Willow quickly picked up on where BuffyÕs mind
had gone. ÒWhat about Angel?Ó she
asked, frowning – whether in concern for BuffyÕs feelings or for AngelÕs,
Buffy wasnÕt sure. ÒIsnÕt he going
to—Ó
Spike growled softly as Buffy removed his hands
and slid out of his embrace. She
didnÕt step away, though, holding his hands down at her sides.
ÒI donÕt see any reason why Angel needs to know
anything about this right now,Ó she said clearly. ÒSpike and meÉ weÉ weÕre just going to
see where this goes. MaybeÉ maybe it wonÕt go anywhereÉÓ She squeezed his hands
gently when she felt another rumble in his chest. ÒMaybe itÕll turn out that we donÕt
really like each other very much, and this is all justÉ physical stuff.Ó
BuffyÕs face was suffused with color as she stumbled over how to describe her
newly-discovered craving for SpikeÕs kisses. ÒI mean, up until just a couple of days
ago, I thought I hated him and he hated me. All weÕre doing is giving it some time.Ó
ÒAnd what are we supposed to do in the
meantime? While heÕs out munching on the population?Ó
ÒXander, I already told you, heÕs bagging it
while heÕs here. You donÕt have to
do anything except promise not to try to stake him.Ó
She gave her best male friend a hard stare, a
silent reminder that she knew of his betrayal when sheÕd gone to face Angelus.
SheÕd forgiven him, knowing that she probably would have hesitated to kill Angelus when given the chance if sheÕd
known that Willow was working on restoring his soul. However, the opportunity to kill him
hadnÕt presented itself until it was too late to stop; and knowing that sheÕd
actually sent Angel to hell in order to save the world should have put to rest
any doubts anyone had over her willingness to do her job.
Ignoring the various unsupportive faces in the
room, Buffy continued with as much confidence as she should muster, ÒSo, if
weÕre all good here, Spike and I are going out to find that blonde bitch and
her gang of drop-outs and get my stuff back.Ó
The reminder of how Sunday had sent Buffy
running and then emptied out her dorm room caused Giles to stand up straighter.
ÒAnd where was William the Bloody when you got hurt?Ó he asked. ÒFor all you know, he was charged with
keeping you busy while they looted your room.Ó
Buffy started to speak, but Spike stopped her
with a hand on her arm. The expression on his face was a mixture of shame and
fury. ÒHad every intention of
spending the next few days teaching that bint what it means to brass off a
master vampire,Ó he growled. ÒBut the Slayer wants to do it herself, so IÕm respecting
her wishes. IÕm going to be there for the show, this time. SheÕs not gettingÕ
over being sick now, and itÕll be a fair fight if I have to dust every minion
myself.Ó
ÒBuffy, you do realize he is speaking of
torture, do you not?Ó
She sighed and nodded. ÒYes, Giles. In case you
forgot, that skanky bitch almost broke my arm and then stole my stuff. And sheÕs a vamp. Pardon me if I donÕt
look too shocked or worried about what Spike wants to do to her.Ó She poked the
vampire as she turned back toward the door. ÒBut, just so you know, she is mine. You got that?Ó
She waved at Giles and her gaping friends, then
grabbed the door and pushed Spike out in front of her. As soon as it had shut behind them, she
whirled on Spike.
ÒIf you were smart, youÕd kiss me right now
before I decide this is going to be more trouble than itÕs worth!Ó
ÒCould never refuse a sweet invitation like
that,Ó he said, pulling her against his body and biting her lower lip. He fastened his mouth on hers, caressing
her with his lips until hers parted to let his tongue in. When Buffy had been thoroughly reminded
that the former irritating bane of her existence could kiss her into a
whimpering ball of hormones, they separated enough for Buffy to rest her head
on his chest and gasp for air.
When he went to pull her in again, she put her
hands on his chest and pushed gently. ÒLetÕs not rush this, huh? I want to be
sure before IÉ weÉ. Patience,
okay?Ó
He snorted. ÒYou do remember who youÕre talking
to, donÕt you, Slayer?Ó
ÒOh yeah. The vamp that was going to kill me on
Saturday, but showed up on Wednesday. I forgot. Patience – not your
thing.Ó
ÒNot even close to being my thing,Ó he growled,
reaching for her again. He snarled when she danced away from him, shaking her
finger in his face.
ÒUh, uh. Behave yourself. I have skanky vampire
ass to kick. You can come along and help me find her, or you can go doÉ Ò She
waved her hand around vaguely. ÒÉ whatever it is youÕre going to do while
youÕre here and not with me.Ó
ÒThe whole point of being here in this
hell-hole, is to be with you.Ó He adjusted himself with more action than
necessary, laughing when she blushed. ÒSo, letÕs go find this gang of vamps
thatÕs interfering with my love life.Ó
Spike
watched from the couch as Buffy kicked Sunday and her gang around the room, sneering
the entire time about Òskanky, stuff-stealing, bleached blonde bloodsuckersÓ.
He never moved, except to applaud a particularly good quip, or wince at a
slayer kick that went somewhere extra painful. When there was nothing left but dust, he
stood up and clapped. Not the sarcastic slow claps of his first sight of her
fighting, but genuine appreciation for her work.
ÒLooks
like youÕre all back up to snuff,Ó he said. ÒNot hurt anymore?Ó
She shook
her head. ÒNah. A good nightÕs sleep and my slayer healing fixed my arm right
up. And making a dust bunny out of
that snotty bitch just made my day. I feel great!Ó She threw her arms out and
jumped at him. Vampire-quick reactions allowed him to catch her and pull her
against his body as she wound her arms around his neck and wrapped her legs
around his waist.
ÒYou feel
bloody wonderful,Ó he said, nuzzling the side of her neck. ÒAnd you smell even
betterÉ.Ó
ÒIÕm all
sweaty,Ó she protested feebly as she turned her head to give him better access.
ÒYouÕre
also turned on,Ó he breathed against her ear. ÒThink I canÕt tell what fighting does
to you?Ó
ÒWait!
What? What do you meanÉ how do youÉ ohÉ.Ó
ÒDoes the
same thing to me, love,Ó he murmured, his hands cupping her ass and holding her
against him. ÒEvery time I fight you, every time I watch you fightÉ ItÕs a
wonder you didnÕt kill me one of those times I couldnÕt walk well enough to get
out of your way.Ó
Buffy
giggled, sliding down and rubbing herself against him, eliciting a heartfelt
groan. ÒReally? All that time I
could have justÉ.Ó She fastened her mouth on his, falling quickly into the
kisses that made the world and everything in it fade into unimportance. Between
the kissing and the pressure against her clit, Buffy was somewhere between
fainting and having an orgasm when they were interrupted by noise from outside.
Still
dizzy from unsatisfied lust, and not happy about the interruption, Buffy
allowed Spike to put her down on the floor. He fell into place on her left
while she retrieved her stake and waited to see what was coming into the empty
vamp nest.
The squad
of ninja-like soldiers that burst through the door was not what either one had
expected.
ÒBuffy?Ó
ÒRiley?Ó
They
stared at each other, Buffy taking in the commando uniforms, Riley frowning at
the stake in her hand.
ÒWhat are
you doing here?Ó they exclaimed simultaneously.
ÒYou
first,Ó Riley said, eyeing Spike with suspicion. Spike glowered back at the
much larger man.
ÒI had aÉ
a little problem with one of the people living here,Ó Buffy said, tucking her
stake behind her back. ÒI just came
by toÉ talk to her about it, and to get my stuff back.Ó She began picking up the things Sunday
had taken from her dorm room, gesturing at Spike to grab the rest. As soon as theyÕd picked up everything
that hadnÕt been ruined, Buffy pushed Spike toward the door, saying, ÒNice to
see you, Riley. See you tomorrow in
class!Ó She pushed Spike the rest of the way out and hissed, ÒLetÕs get out of
here.Ó
ÒBuffy!Ó
Riley called after her. ÒWhere are
theÉ peopleÉ who were living here?Ó
ÒOh, I
think they must have moved out in a hurry. They left a lot of dust
behind.Ó Glaring at SpikeÕs
snicker, but giggling in spite of herself, she began to jog, anxious to get
away before it occurred to any of the men staring around the empty room to
follow her.
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ÒUh,
Finn?Ó Graham tried to get RileyÕs attention while frowning at the device in
his hand.
ÒWhat?Ó
RileyÕs response was barely audible as he stared at the door through which
Buffy had disappeared. He only
noticed what Graham was saying when the man repeated himself in a louder voice.
ÒI said I
only recorded one heat signature in here.
One of them was only room temperature, and IÕm guessing it wasnÕt the
one holding the stake.Ó
ÒYou saw
that, huh? I was hoping maybe I
imagined it.Ó
ÒWe all
saw it. Your little co-ed crush was standing in a room full of vamp dust,
holding a stake; and unless somethingÕs wrong with the equipment, the Billy
Idol wannabe with her is a hostile.Ó
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When they
felt they were safely away from the commandos, they slowed down and began the
walk toward BuffyÕs dorm.
ÒWhat the
hell was that – the ghostbuster squad?Ó
ÒIÕm not
sure. ThatÕs the second time IÕve seen them around the campus at night. And the
second time theyÕve almost caught me slaying. I didnÕt know Riley was one of them,
though.Ó
ÒAnd who
or what is a ÔRileyÕ when heÕs not playing ninja soldier?Ó
ÒOh, heÕs
the TA in my psych class. Willow thinks he likes me, but IÕm pretty sure he
just thinks IÕm an idiot who falls asleep in class and wanders around by
herself too much at night.Ó
Spike
gave a low growl and Buffy glanced at him from the sides of her eyes. ÒWhat?Ó
ÒNothing.
Just the demon responding to the idea of another man thinking he—Ó
ÒWhat
does your demon have to do with anything?Ó
Spike
stared at her. ÒEverything, love. HeÕsÉ itÕsÉ part of me. Part of who and what
I am. Come on, Slayer. YouÕve got to know this.Ó
Buffy was
silent as they entered the dorm and carried her belongings back to her
room. Spike sprawled on the bed
while she wandered around putting things away. Having remained quiet as long as he
could, he finally said, ÒSlayer? Buffy?Ó
She
raised bleak eyes to his, causing him to rise and cross the room to where she
was standing, parasol in hand.
ÒWhatÕs wrong, luv?Ó
ÒIs that
what not having a soul means? That your demon is always there?Ó
He
frowned at her. ÒDemonÕs there no
matter what. WonÕt be gone till IÕm dust.
A soul might make him a mite unhappy, but it wouldnÕt make him vanish.
CanÕt. HeÕs always there. ItÕs what keeps me alive – so to speak.Ó
ÒBut
Angel—Ó
He
snarled and whirled away from her.
ÒShould have known that was coming.
Angelus – the bane of my existence.Ó
ÒWhen he
has his soul, the demon—Ó
ÒWhen the
bugger has his soul, he feels guilty.
So he keeps the demon in check. ThatÕs all. Without it, the demon has
nothing to rein it in and the true Angelus comes out.Ó
ÒBut
youÉ.Ó
ÒI
control my demon, Slayer. It doesnÕt control me. DonÕt need an artificial conscience to
keep it in line. I know right from wrong—and so does Angelus. We just
donÕt care. Or, I didnÕt care; not
until now.Ó
He turned
back and put his hands on her shoulders. ÒYou canÕt be my soul, Buffy, but you
can be my conscience. Not saying I
wonÕt make mistakes. ItÕs been a long time since I let the lessons my mother
taught me control my actions. Went out of my way to be the opposite of what I
was raised, once I got turned. The freedom wasÉ freeing.Ó
ÒThen
howÉ?Ó
ÒYouÕll
be here. To tell me if IÕm making a mistake. To remind me whatÕs right and
wrong.Ó He frowned at her. ÒNot to
say IÕm gonna turn into some sort of goody-two-shoes, mind you. A vampÕs got to
have some vicesÉ But with your help, I can maybe keep from making any big
mistakes.Ó He smoothed her hair and
his eyes softened even more. ÒI want to make this work, Slayer. If it doesnÕt,
and I have to leave, I want to know that we gave it our best shot.Ó
The
confusion in BuffyÕs eyes was painful to see. ÒI donÕt understandÉÓ She stared
at Spike as if she could find the answer written on his face. ÒHow can youÉ And Ange-Angelus couldnÕtÉ
He hated me!Ó
ÒHe hated
that youÕd made him love you,Ó Spike said. ÒAnd all those years of living with
the soulÉ I think his demon might have gone a bit barmy. Not that Angelus wasnÕt always a right
bastard,Ó he hastened to add. ÒBut he was even more twisted once you—once
the soul went away.Ó
ÒYou can
say it,Ó Buffy said, turning away from his entirely too sympathetic eyes. ÒOnce I made him lose his soul. Go
me. And then he didnÕt even love me
anymore.Ó
ÒAngelus
never ÔlovedÕ anybody, pet. HeÕs
got a sense of family, IÕll give him that, but the only person he really cares
about is Angelus.Ó Spike blew out a breath and mumbled, ÒI hope I donÕt regret
sayinÕ thisÉÓ Speaking a bit louder he said, ÒYou made him so happy, he lost the
bloody soul that makes him so special to you. He loved you. Trust me. ItÕs
just, the demon twisted it into something obsessive once it didnÕt have the
soul to keep it in check. You were
still special to himÉ just not in a way that was likely to make you very happy.
Or safe,Ó he added watching her as she wrapped her arms around herself and kept
her back to him.
ÒBut IÕm
safe with you – and you donÕt love me.Ó She whirled around, blinking back
tears. ÒI donÕt understand. It doesnÕt make sense!Ó
Spike
growled low in his throat, then threw himself down on her bed. He stared at the ceiling for several
seconds, then sighed and sat up, motioning her closer.
ÒIf I
tell you something, will you promise not to remember it or think about it when
youÕre slaying?Ó
ÒI guess—whatÉ?Ó
ÒDemons
are just like anybody else, pet. Some are bad, some are good – more bad
than good, IÕll admit, but there are some of both. Remind me to take you around one night
and introduce you to some harmless demons so you donÕt go accidently slaying
somebody youÕll wish you hadnÕt.Ó
ÒYou
think IÕve slayed good demons?Ó
ÒDunno,
love. IÕm just sayingÉ Sunnyhell is full of demons doing jobs that a human
wouldnÕt last ten minutes at. Who
do you think makes the late-night pizza deliveries, or works down in the sewer
tunnels when something needs fixing?Ó
BuffyÕs
eyes grew wide as she thought about all the times sheÕd handed money to a
delivery boy, wondering what he was so obviously terrified of and worried that
she needed to escort him safely back to his car.
ÒOh my
God. I never evenÉ that makes sense, I guess. But itÕs not like I go around looking
for funny-looking delivery people, or prowling the sewers unless IÕm chasing
something. WhatÕs that got to do with slaying vamps?
ÒBecause it
includes vamps, pet. Not many, and
you arenÕt likely to come across them, but even some vamps have demons that
donÕt crave the bloodshed.Ó
ÒSo, what
happens to them? Do they starve to death before I can stake them?Ó
ÒNo. They
do what you want me to do – what the poof does – they bag it. Or
they—never mind, you donÕt need to know about that. All you need to know
is that all those Sunnydale butchers that have fresh blood to go arenÕt there
just because your ex ate a lot. They have other customers. Vamps and demons.Ó
ÒOh.Ó
Buffy sank down beside him, frowning. ÒBut they donÕt have souls?Ó
He rolled
his eyes and flopped back on the bed with a growl. ÒMy bloody grandsire needs a
soul, because without it, heÕs an evil version of the wanker he was as a human.Ó He turned his head to the side to look
at her. ÒNot all of us were as selfish and amoral as Liam OÕConnor was before
Darla found him and made him her—Made him what he became.Ó
ÒBut youÉ
you arenÕt exactly famous for your sweet, gentle disposition,Ó Buffy said. ÒYou
were just as bad as he was. And DruÉÓ
ÒIÕm what
they made me, pet. WonÕt deny it. And IÕm not sorry about it. The baddest of
the bad. William the Bloody.Ó His mouth twisted as he said it and Buffy wasnÕt
sure she hadnÕt seen a flash of pain go across his face. ÒBut William Pr—the man I used to be
is still in here.Ó Spike touched his chest, then took BuffyÕs hand and rested
it on it. ÒHeÕs in here. DoesnÕt
have his soul any more, and he isnÕt the wimpy pushover he was at one time, but
heÕs here. And heÕs just as big a fool
about lo—heÕs just as stupid about women as he ever was.Ó
ÒSo,
this,Ó Buffy gestured back and forth between them. ÒYou think itÕs stupid?Ó
ÒDonÕt
know yet, do I?Ó he said, tugging her down to lie beside him. ÒI can tell you
this is the first time olÕ William picked someone worthy toÉ.Ó He stopped and
cleared his throat. ÒThink I might have made a better choice this time.Ó
Buffy
allowed him to keep his arm around her, and she rested her head on his chest,
but her body was rigid. When
several minutes had gone by and he had done nothing else but stroke her hair,
she gradually relaxed and brought her own arm across his chest, resting it
there.
ÒYouÕre
assuming we have a choice,Ó she said.
ÒThereÕs
always a choice, Slayer. JusÕ because itÕs not as impossible as we thought,
doesnÕt mean we have to do it. It just means I can stop worrying IÕve
lost my mind Ôcause I canÕt stop thinking about you.Ó
ÒAnd I
can stop feeling like some kind of freak because IÉÓ
She let
her voice trail off as she snuggled a little nearer, just barely stopping
herself from throwing one leg over the muscular thigh she was pressed
against. Almost against her will,
the hand resting on his chest began a gentle stroking motion, exploring the
muscles and sinew covered by his tight tee shirt.
There was a soft vibration
under her hand that she soon identified as a contented sound.
ÒAre you purring?Ó
ÒDonÕt be
daft!Ó he said, the vibration stopping immediately. ÒKittens purr. I was justÉ
humming.Ó
ÒHumming.Ó
ÒYes. You
know, hum, hum, de humÉÓ
She
giggled. ÒOh yeah. Humming.Ó She
giggled again.
ÒAre you
mocking me, Slayer?Ó he growled, wrapping his arms around her and rolling over
on top of her. He buried his face
in the side of her neck, still mock-growling and pretending to bite her with
his blunt human teeth.
Rather
than react as her body wanted to, with a violent spasm that would throw him
away from her throat, she let herself lie still and enjoy the way it felt to
have that strong body pressed against hers from head to toe. She even turned her head to the side to
allow him better access to her neck, which he was now running his lips over and
nipping lightly at the skin under them.
His tongue tickled her throat as he licked his way from one side to the
other.
BuffyÕs
breath was getting shorter and she was unconsciously beginning to move under
him until he reached the other side of her neck and ran up against the scars
left there. He flinched back with a
snarl, glaring down at her startled face.
ÒWhat the
bloody hellÉ?Ó
Trying to
mask the shame she felt, Buffy bristled back at him. ÒWhat? Like youÕve never been bitten?Ó
He
relaxed and rested his forehead against hers. ÒIÕm sorry, luv. I just forgot about
those scars for a second. Demon over-reacted.Ó
Buffy bit
her lip and shifted her eyes away from his. ÒIs it ugly? Does my neck look like a
vamp chew toy?Ó
ÒAh, no,
Buffy. I didnÕt mean that. Just
surprised me, is all. You couldnÕt be ugly if you tried, Slayer. TheyÕre just scars, barely noticeable to
anyone but another vampire, IÕd wager.Ó
He kissed
her closed eyelids and her face, working his way to her mouth and kissing it persistently
until her own lips softened and began to respond to him. Within minutes, their tongues had joined
and the marks on BuffyÕs neck were well on their way to being forgotten. Kisses
that had made BuffyÕs knees weak when she was standing up, had a totally
different effect when she was lying down with SpikeÕs body pressing hers into
bed. Her legs went around his thighs, and she clutched their lower bodies
together with a grip that he couldnÕt have broken if heÕd wanted to.
The hard
bulge in his jeans pressed between her thighs, and she was soon rubbing herself
against it, whimpering in her throat as the sensations interrupted earlier in
the evening came back. SpikeÕs
attempts to get her to wait for him to get their clothes off went unheeded as
she worked herself against him until she was muffling a cry, biting his
shoulder and shuddering all over.
When her body stopped quaking, she buried her flaming face in his neck
refusing to respond to his chuckling attempts to get her to look at him.
When his
chuckles turned to pleas for her to talk to him, and she could feel the proof
of his need still nestled against her, she finally raised her head and gave him
an embarrassed smile. ÒWell, now we
can add Ôselfish hoÕ to Ôvamp chew toyÕ, I guess. IÕm sorry, Spike.Ó
He rolled
over, pulling her with him so that she was lying on him and free to move away
if she wanted to. He lifted one
hand and pushed her hair out of her face. ÒWe can add incredibly responsive, passionate
woman to battle-scarred warrior,Ó he corrected. ÒAnd if you think getting
yourself off on me is something you need to apologize forÉÓ He snorted and ran
the hand down her cheek. ÒYou and
me are going to have a lot of fun getting to know each other.Ó
Buffy
gave a shaky laugh and sat up, straddling the hips that pushed up against her
even as the hands on her waist held her gently in place. ÒIÕd kinda planned on maybe getting to
know each other better before we were
getting anybody off anywhere,Ó she said, blushing at the admiring look on his
face.
Before he
could respond, the door burst open and Willow and Oz tumbled into the room,
followed by Giles and Xander. With
a startled Òeep!Ó Buffy rolled off the bed, landing with a thump. Spike came up
on his elbows and glared at the humans staring at them. ÒThis better be good,Ó he muttered,
bring one knee up in an attempt to hide the way his cock was pressing against
his zipper. ÒOr somebodyÕs going to die.Ó
ÒNot
funny, Spike,Ó Buffy said, running a hand through her hair in an attempt to
look less like sheÕd just been ravished.
ÒWhatÕs up, guys?Ó
ÒYouÕre
all right,Ó Giles said, somewhat unnecessarily.
ÒI am.
Was there some reason you thought I wouldnÕt be?Ó She remained on the floor, pretending
sheÕd been sitting there all along, as if she had no idea theyÕd come into the
room in time to see her diving off SpikeÕs body – which was still
sprawled across her bed.
Willow
looked around, but when no one else spoke up, she said, ÒI got the weirdest
phone call from Riley. He saidÉ
well, he was trying to say that you were with a vampire, except that he kept saying
ÔhostileÕ and Ôsub terrestrialÕ and it took me a while to figure out he meant
Spike.Ó
ÒStill
not getting the why everybody came crashing into my room,Ó she grumbled,
standing up and pushing Spike over so she could sit on the bed. ÒRiley saw us
tonight, right after I dusted that nest. I was
sorta hoping he didnÕt know that Spike—Ó
ÒWho is
this ÒRileyÓ person? And why was he there?Ó GilesÕs didnÕt try to keep the
worry from his voice.
ÒOh, heÕs
one of those commandoes weÕre been wondering about. And I think they were there
for the same reason I was, except that there was nothing to see but dust by the
time they came in.Ó
ÒAnd when
were you planning to tell me you knew one of these men?Ó Giles asked stiffly,
earning a small growl from Spike.
ÒTomorrow,Ó
Buffy snapped back. ÒYou know, after I got a nightÕs sleep, went to my classes,
and did some other stuff thatÕs more important than telling you one of the
ninja-guys is our psych TA. ItÕs
not like heÕs going anywhere, or like we can do anything about it tonight.Ó
ÒStill
doesnÕt explain what youÕre all doing here,Ó Spike grumbled, sitting up beside
Buffy. The looks on GilesÕs and XanderÕs faces made him very grateful that he
and Buffy had both been fully clothed when the group burst in. He began
weighing his options for getting out of the room in one piece past an
experienced Watcher and the boy he usually dismissed as pathetic. Without
ruining his chances with Buffy, who would undoubtedly take it amiss if he
killed or maimed either of themÉ
ÒWe were
afraid Riley was on his way here,Ó Willow said. ÒAnd we didnÕt want him to
catch Buffy withÉ weaponsÉ or somethingÉ.Ó
ÒOr
something.Ó SpikeÕs sneer including all four of the humans staring at him.
ÒThat would be me, IÕm guessinÕ.Ó
Giles
spoke stiffly. ÒIt would not be in BuffyÕs best interest to be seen again in
the company of something that these men clearly understand to be non-human and
dangerous. Even if she has to
explain about being a slayer, there is no reason for her to let them know she
has aÉ friendship—Ó SpikeÕs scoff interrupted GilesÕs stumbling attempt
to put a name on the obvious attraction between Buffy and William the Bloody.
BuffyÕs
hand on his silenced Spike more easily than words could have; he subsided,
leaning back on his elbows again and waiting for her to speak. She looked at
him as she said, ÒGiles has a point, Spike. We donÕt know anything about these
guys yet, except that they know about vamps and demons.Ó She gave him a pleading smile. ÒIÕll be able to find out more about
them if they donÕt have any reason to think IÕm somethingÉ something IÕm not.Ó
To
everyoneÕs surprise, he nodded before sitting up, kissing her forehead, and
getting to his feet. ÒYouÕre right, pet. Whatever they are, IÕm guessing itÕs
not friendly to vamps. I donÕt want them thinkinÕ youÕre one of their
ÔhostilesÕ.Ó He stretched and
looked at the staring Scoobies.
ÒWhat? IÕm going. ThatÕs
what you came here for, isnÕt it? To get me away from the Slayer before she
gets so covered in vampire cooties the soldiers canÕt tell how good she is?Ó
ÒExactly,Ó
Giles said, staring pointedly at the door.
ÒWhere
will you go?Ó BuffyÕs anxious question brought the attention back to her, and
his expression softened to the warm smile she was still trying to get used to.
ÒDunno
yet. Found myself a decent crypt a couple of days ago. I guess IÕll stay
there. ItÕs got a lower level and a
bunch of old sarcophagi, so plenty of hiding places if I need them. And double
doors.Ó
ÒOkay.
First thing tomorrow, IÕm going to find out what the hell is going on with
these guysÉÓ She glanced at Willow. ÒNow that I think about it, all those guys
at the frat partyÉ.Ó Willow nodded vigorously.
ÒOh my
God, yes! They were all big and
buff and had those short haircuts, andÉ. We were there! Right at the same
party. With the mysterious commando-
guys.Ó
Buffy
nodded her agreement. ÒI guess itÕs time to test your theory about Riley and
me,Ó she said to Willow. ÒI can
only think of one quick way to get to know more about himÉ.Ó Behind her she
felt, rather than heard, the rumble from SpikeÕs chest as he figured out what
she was planning. Before the rumble
could erupt into a full-blown snarl, she hustled her friends to the door. ÒOkay, thanks, guys. Now IÕll know what
to watch for and so will Spike.Ó
ÒShouldnÕt
he be leaving with us?Ó Xander planted himself stubbornly in the doorway,
refusing to budge while he exchanged glares with the vampire.
ÒI have
toÉ I need to explain something to Spike. Then heÕll leave. ItÕll be okay. ItÕs
getting really late, I doubt theyÕre out there watching my dorm. HeÕll be
fine.Ó
ÒI wasnÕt
worried about Captain Peroxide,Ó Xander said, still not moving. ÒI just donÕt
want them catching you with him again.Ó
ÒI
appreciate that, Xander,Ó Buffy said, her teeth beginning to clench. ÒBut I
have to talk to SpikeÉ privatelyÉ before he goes. So the longer you stand
there, the longer itÕll be before he leaves.Ó
With a
final glare at the vampire, whose eyes were flashing yellow, Xander allowed
himself to be hustled out the door.
Buffy turned to look at Spike, now in full game face.
ÒAre you
going to listen to what I have to say, or are you just going to go all Ôstupid guyÕ on me?Ó
ÒIf by
Ôstupid guyÕ you mean am I going tell you that you will snuggle up to that
lummox for information over my dusty body, then, hell yes. IÕm going to be so bloody
stupid youÕll be wishing youÕd kept that stake handy.Ó
ÒI have
to find out what they are!Ó she argued before she remembered where she was.
Lowering her voice, but not changing her tone, she said, ÒAnd hanging out with Riley is going to
be the easiest way to do that. What donÕt you get about that? ItÕs my job, Spike.
ItÕs who I am.Ó
ÒThe
SlayerÕs job is to dust vamps and behead demons. Nothing in that handbook that
youÕve obviously never read is about going undercover to spy on a bunch of
wannabe commandos.Ó
ÒTheyÕre
in my town, and theyÕre hunting vampires on my turf. How is that not my business? Huh? How,
Spike?Ó She advanced on him, pushing against his chest with each question,
ignoring the snarls that were increasing in volume and frequency.
ÒAnd what
are you going to do if they decide that a slip of a girl who is stronger than
any of them and who hangs out with a
vampire could be a ÔhostileÕ?Ó
ÒThen
theyÕll find out exactly how much stronger I really am,Ó she said, turning her
back and walking to the bed to take off her shoes. ÒI donÕt know why youÕre making such a
big deal out of this,Ó she said, glancing up at him. ÒItÕs not like IÕm going
to jump into bed with him or something.
IÕm just going to get to know him a little bit outside of class and see
what heÕll tell me.Ó
She threw
her shoes across the room, barely missing Spike. ÒYouÕre the one who needs to keep a low
profile. Obviously they could tell what you are. They might be looking for
you.Ó
ÒI hope
they find me,Ó he said, his intent clear.
ÒI
donÕt,Ó Buffy said, her voice softer and less challenging. ÒI donÕt want them
to find you. Not until I know more about them and why theyÕre here.Ó When there
was no response from Spike, except to shake off his vampire mien, she
continued, ÒI wonÕt be able to do my job if IÕm worried about you all the time.
I need for you to promise me youÕll hole up somewhere and stay there until I
know whatÕs what.Ó
ÒI donÕt
do Ôhole up and hideÕ very well, Slayer.Ó
ÒI donÕt
do Ôlosing someone I care aboutÕ very well, either.Ó
They
stared at each other from opposite sides of the room until Spike sighed and
nodded. ÒAlright, luv. IÕll stock
up on blood and stay in my crypt for a few days. But if I donÕt hear from you every
bloody nightÉ.Ó
ÒIÕll
check in. I promise. Where will you
be?Ó
Spike
grabbed a sheet of paper off her desk and began to sketch a crude map. ÒItÕs in
the old part of Restfield,Ó he said, drawing quickly. ÒGot a name over the door, but I wasnÕt
paying any attention to who the former owners were, so I donÕt know what it
says. But you shouldnÕt have any
trouble finding it.Ó
He set
the map down on the desk and sighed again.
ÒGuess IÕd best be on my way if IÕm going to stop by the butcherÕs and
get home before daylight. IÕll see you tomorrow, luv.Ó
Buffy
looked puzzled and hurt as he turned to open the door. ÒNo goodnight kiss?Ó
He
laughed softly, shaking his head.
ÒYou know as well as I do, pet, if I go over there and start kissing
you, IÕll never leave. Be stuck
here all day tomorrow, trying to keep the sun coming in those windows from
frying me.Ó
ÒGood
point,Ó she admitted with a wistful smile.
ÒOkay. Goodnight, then. See
you tomorrow.Ó
ÒGoodnight,
Buffy. Be careful.Ó
ÒYou too.
DonÕt get dusty.Ó
BuffyÕs
plan to get to know Riley better didnÕt go as well as sheÕd hoped. While he
gave her his usual friendly smile when she entered the large lecture hall, he
made no attempt to speak to her.
She and Willow dawdled as long as they could without seeming to be doing
it deliberately, but they finally had to give up and get out before the next
class came in.
ÒWell, so
much for liking me,Ó Buffy sniffed, when Riley followed Doctor Walsh out of the
hall.
ÒIn all
fairness to Riley,Ó Willow said, watching them go, ÒSheÕs pretty scary. He
probably doesnÕt want to make her mad.Ó
ÒHey, IÕm pretty scary too.Ó
ÒYeah.
But he doesnÕt know that yet. And I
thought we didnÕt want him to know that much about you.Ó
ÒI
donÕt,Ó Buffy sighed. ÒBut I really wanted to—look!Ó
Willow
turned around and followed BuffyÕs gaze.
Another grad student, one they recognized from the party at Lowell
House, had just saluted Riley and Dr. Walsh, who was now clearly chastising him
for doing so. Head down, the other
man was obviously apologizing, and having a hard time doing so without standing
at attention and saluting.
ÒGuess we
were right about those guys at Lowell House,Ó Willow whispered, trying to
smother her giggle.
ÒI guess
so. The question now is, are they going to have another party, and will we be
invited to it?Ó
ÒWe?Ó
ÒUmÉ
yeah? I mean, Oz would cool with it, wouldnÕt he? ItÕs all about the research
and stuff.Ó
As if
having heard their conversation, Riley began striding in their direction,
smiling at Buffy as he did so. He
gave Willow a friendly nod, but never took his eyes off Buffy.
ÒHey! IÕm
glad I found you.Ó
Buffy
looked at Willow. ÒWere we lost?Ó
ÒI would
have sworn we were in class all morning, but hey, maybe I was dreaming.Ó
Both
girls turned their best ÒweÕre ditzyÓ smiles on the frowning man and giggled.
ÒSorry,
Riley,Ó Buffy finally said. ÒWeÕre a little giddy today. What did you need us for?Ó
ÒUm,
well, I justÉ of course, youÕre included, WillowÉ I just wanted to invite you
to the frat house tomorrow night toÉ umÉ to meet my friends.Ó
BuffyÕs
eyes narrowed, but his open, honest face seemed so earnest that she
relaxed. ÒThat sounds like fun. Is
it another party already?Ó
ÒWell,
yes, sort of, I guess. Maybe not as
big as the last one, butÉ itÕll be fun.Ó
ÒOkay.
Sure. See you tomorrow night, then.Ó
The girls
waved and walked away, carefully not speaking until they were well away from
both Riley and the campus. By mutual agreement, they went to GilesÕs apartment
and tried the door. Which was locked. Buffy glared at the doorknob is if it had
personally offended her, then sighed and sat on the nearby wall.
ÒSo, what
do you think? Did he hear us?Ó
ÒOnly if
he was using some kind of listening device. He was too far away for normal
human ears.Ó
ÒGreat.
So while weÕre checking them out, theyÕre going to be checking us out.Ó
ÒI donÕt
think itÕs ÔusÕ heÕs interested in,Ó Willow said. ÒHe was looking at you the
whole time. What do you think he
saw the other night?Ó
ÒMe, with
a stake in my hand, Spike, and a lot of dust where they obviously expected to
find vamps.Ó
ÒSo, he
didnÕt actually see you slaying?Ó
ÒNo, but
since there was only one vampire standing, I donÕt think it would take a genius
to figure out what I was doing there.
And then, thereÕs Spike. Somehow they knew what he wasÉ or figured it
out after we left.Ó
~~~~~~~~~~~
Buffy
repeated her explanation later that evening when all the Scoobies were together
again.
ÒSounds
to me like they must have lots of cool toys,Ó Xander said, somewhat
wistfully. ÒAll that commando gear,
ninja suitsÉ.Ó
ÒMaybe
they should be recruiting youÓ Buffy
said with a sigh. ÒYouÕd know how to appreciate all theirÉ stuff.Ó
ÒIs that
what you think they want to do? Recruit you?Ó
ÒWell,
yeah. What else would they want with me? If theyÕre after vampires and demons,
wouldnÕt they want the Slayer on their side?Ó
ÒAssuming
they have any idea that there is such a person,Ó Giles said with a wry smile.
ÒAnd that they donÕt just think youÕre some new kind of demon that hunts
vampires.Ó
ÒHuh! You
and Spike must belong to the same club of suspicious people,Ó Buffy muttered.
ÒAnd what
does William the Bloody think of this plan to go into the lionÕs den, so to
speak?Ó
Buffy
coughed. ÒI havenÕt actuallyÉ mentioned it yet. And I might not mention it. HeÕs just
going to be unreasonable about it.
IÕm pretty sureÉÓ
ÒUnreasonable?Ó
ÒYeah. He
was all stupid and mad about it last night. But I think he was mostly just jealous
that I might be dating Riley—even though I told him it would just be for
information.Ó
ÒSo,
youÕre going to begin your—and you have no idea how much I detest using
this word—relationship with Spike by lying to him about what youÕre
doing.Ó
BuffyÕs
lip came out in one of her stubborn expressions. ÒIt sounds soÉ wrongÉ when you
say it like that.Ó
ÒHe has a
right to know.Ó The quiet interjection from normally tacturn Oz silenced the
whole room for several seconds while everyone stared at him.
ÒBut heÕs
going to be all grrrrr, argh about it,Ó she protested with less vehemence than
sheÕd intended. ÒAnd then weÕll end up having a fight instead ofÉ Ó Her voice
trailed off as everyone looked at her with varying degrees of curiosity,
concern and disgust. ÒInstead of
anything else,Ó she finished weakly.
ÒIÕm just
saying.Ó Oz subsided onto the couch and put his arm around Willow.
Buffy
looked around the room at the unsupportive expressions and sighed. ÒFine. IÕll
tell him. But if I end up staking
him instead of having smoochies, itÕs all your faults!Ó
ÒI can
live with that,Ó Xander said so quickly she gave him a glare that promised
retribution if it actually happened.
Buffy
stood up and walked to the door.
ÒOkay. IÕm off to let Spike know IÕm okay. He said if I donÕt check in
every night heÕsÉ well, I donÕt know what heÕs planning to do, but itÕs getting
late, so IÕd better get there before he comes looking for me.Ó She waved at
Willow. ÒIÕll see you tomorrow,
Will, and weÕll figure out what we want to wear to the party.Ó
Wanting
to avoid the confrontation with Spike as long as possible, Buffy decided to
make a pass through a couple of cemeteries first. The first one was empty, the second one
had only one confused-looking fledgling standing around looking helpless.
ÒWhat happened
to me?Ó he said. ÒWhat am I?Ó He stared at Buffy, his fangs beginning to come
down as his demon recognized the scent of food.
ÒYouÕre
dead,Ó she said helpfully. ÒBut you
need to be deader.Ó Without further quipping, she ran her stake into his chest
and watched the dust fall away. She turned to walk away, flinching as she felt something
hit her back. She whirled, stake at the ready, but there was nothing visible
and nothing making her demon radar go off.
She shrugged off the tiny pinch and headed for Restfield.
~~~~~~~~~~~
Finding
SpikeÕs crypt wasnÕt difficult. He was standing in front of it, game face on
and yelling as soon as she came into sight.
ÒWhere
the bloody hell have you been, Slayer?Ó he roared, rushing up to her, clearly
conflicted about whether to hug her or hit her. ÒIÕve been worried sick.Ó
Buffy
felt a warm flush go through her at his genuine concern. She put one hand to his cheek, smiling
when he faded back to his human face.
ÒIÕm sorry, Spike. We had a Scooby meeting first, and then I did a quick
patrol on the way here. I didnÕt mean to make you worry.Ó
ÒWell I
did,Ó he muttered, his anger fading when she stroked her hand down his cheek,
still smiling at him. His
expression softened even more. ÒDonÕt want to get in your business, Slayer. And
I know you can handle any vamp or demon that comes here lookingÕ for trouble,
but—Ó He sighed. ÒSound like a right ponce, donÕt I?Ó
ÒIÕm
sorry,Ó she repeated. She looked around.
ÒDo you want to sit down somewhere and talk? I have some stuff to tell
you.Ó
ÒSure,
pet. Just—Ó
He raised
his head, holding up one hand to silence her. She watched in fascination as he
went back into gameface. Angel had rarely let her see his demon persona –
except when he was Angelus, and even then heÕd preferred wearing his handsome
human face, knowing it would keep Buffy off balance much better than seeing
what he really was. So she was intrigued, watching Spike use all his senses to
check their surroundings. He sniffed the air, cocked his head if listening,
then gestured for her to go in the open door of the crypt. When they were safely inside, Spike
closed the exterior metal door, wincing when it screeched just a little. He
then closed a heavy oak interior door and dropped a bar across it. He pointed at a small candle guttering
on a shelf, and Buffy immediately ran to blow it out, leaving them in inky
darkness.
She felt,
rather than heard his approach as he walked up behind her and put his arms
around her to whisper in her ear.
ÒSomeoneÕs
out there,Ó he said, his breath causing her hair to move and tickle her neck,
his body solid and strong behind her. ÒFollow me, but be very quiet.Ó He
released her and walked away, leaving her to follow as best she could. Which
wasnÕt very well; she immediately banged her knee on a large stone sarcophagus
that she would have sworn had moved in front of her. ÒOw!Ó
Spike
growled under his breath. ÒThat isnÕt quiet!Ó
ÒI canÕt
see anything,Ó she hissed. ÒYouÕre the creature of the night, moron!Ó
Suddenly
she was scooped up and carried across the large stone room and deposited in
front of a filthy glass and metal window. Filing away until later what the
point was of having windows in a crypt, she rubbed a tiny hole in the grime
coating the inside of the window and peered out through the still-dirty glass. She strained her eye, trying to sort out
the shadows around the crypt, until one of them moved and she was able to
recognize a vaguely human shape. She flinched back before realizing the man
outside could not see her through the dirt between them.
Spike had
rubbed his own peephole above hers and pressed up against her as he stared out,
his vampire vision giving him a much better view of the men now emerging from
the woods. Buffy leaned into the muscular
body against her back, enjoying the way SpikeÕs unnecessary breathing increased
when he felt her moving against him.
Without warning, he stopped breathing and yanked her away from the
window and down to the floor against the wall under it. They remained there,
huddled against the wall while they listened to someone moving around just on
the other side of the thick stone wall.
Spike
cocked his head, listening hard to the murmuring voices, then began running his
hands over her hair and body.
ÒNot the
time or place,Ó Buffy said, her voice barely more than a soft breath as she
stiffened under his wandering hands.
ÒShut
up,Ó he hissed back, still feeling around until he found what he was looking
for. There was another pinch on her
back before he exhaled in satisfaction, taking her hand and letting her feel
the small button heÕd located between her shoulder blades. ÒStay here,Ó he
breathed, disappearing into the gloom.
When he came back several minutes later, he immediately went to the
window and peered out again. Buffy rose to her feet and joined him, squeezing
in front of him to stare out herself.
The
shadowed figures were now grouped together, waving their arms and clearly
arguing. One of them finally began pointing in one direction and jogging that
way, soon followed by all the others.
When theyÕd been out of sight for several minutes, she heard Spike
exhale and felt his body relax against hers.
ÒI think
theyÕre gone, luv,Ó he said in a soft, but more normal voice. Buffy turned
around to face him, struggling to see his face in the pitch black room, then
giving up.
ÒWhat the
hell was that thing? And what did you do with it?Ó
ÒIt was
some kind of tracer. I threw it
into the sewers. ItÕs on its way to the ocean now. Or maybe to the water
treatment plant. Either way, theyÕre going to be following an imaginary slayer
for a while.Ó
ÒSo, now
they know where you live?Ó
ÒI donÕt
think so, luv. WasnÕt me they were looking for, and they didnÕt seem to think
you would have entered a crypt by yourself. ThatÕs what the argument was about.
They were trying to figure out where youÕd got to when you stopped moving, and
they thought maybe itÕd stopped working.
As soon as it moved again, they went after it.Ó
ÒCould
you hear what they were saying?Ó
ÒMost of
it. Something to do with catching you in action, and wondering what kind of
demon kills vampires.Ó
ÒThey
think IÕm a demon?Ó
ÒSeems
like.Ó
ÒGreat.
Just great.Ó She rested her head on his chest and inhaled the scent she was
rapidly coming to recognize meant ÔSpikeÕ to her. ÒNow what do I do?Ó
ÒStay as
far away from those wankers as you can get?Ó
ÒYeah,
thatÕd be a good plan exceptÉ.Ó
She felt
him stiffen. ÒExcept what?Ó
Buffy
weighed her options. OzÕs ÒHe has a right to knowÓ against the blow-up she knew
would happen if she told Spike what she was planning.
ÒItÕs
possibleÉ I might be getting a chance to get into theirÉ I dunnoÉ headquarters
maybe?Ó
His arms
dropped from where theyÕd been loosely circling he back and he stepped away,
becoming completely invisible as soon as he did. She reached out her hand, but heÕd
already moved too far away for her to reassure him with a touch.
ÒItÕs
going to be okay, Spike. Willow will be with me, and there will be lots of
people aroundÉ IÕm just going to ask Riley what the hell is going on, and then
weÕll leave. In and out. Quick as a wink. And IÕll come straight here after we
leave. I promise. ByÉ nine-thirty, ten
oÕclock, at the latest.Ó
There was
no response but a steadily increasing snarl from across the room.
BuffyÕs
mood when she woke up the next morning wouldnÕt have been anyoneÕs idea of sunny.
While she and Spike hadnÕt actually come to blows over her decision to follow
up with Riley in spite of knowing he had been trying to track her, they hadnÕt
spent much time whispering sweet nothings either. A final Òstupid, stubborn bitch!Ó and
Òmacho asshole!Ó had taken the place of their usual wistful ÒgoodnightÓs. Buffy had stomped off to her dorm room
while Spike took out his anger on the stone walls of the crypt.
The day
hadnÕt gone much better, she was too distracted to concentrate in her classes,
and catching sight of Riley or one of his similarly-built ÒfraternityÓ brothers
every time she turned around wasnÕt doing much for her disposition. Evening and
itÕs preparations for the meeting with RileyÕs ÒfriendsÓ came as a relief; now
the suspense would be ended, and she would find out what the soldiers were
doing in Sunnydale.
By the
time she and Willow had changed into something resembling party clothes, swung
by GilesÕs apartment to let him know what was going on, and been dropped off by
Oz – who promised to wait with the van – it was already well after 8:30. They walked up to the ordinary-looking
building, talking about inconsequential things and wondering why the party
seemed to be so quiet.
ÒWell,
Riley did say it wasnÕt going to be as big a party as the last one. Maybe itÕs
just taking longer for it to get going?Ó
ÒUh huh.
Maybe. And maybe—Ò Willow broke off as they entered the house to find
Riley and several other large young men, some in cammo, some in more casual
clothing. And no one else.
ÒHey,
Willow,Ó Buffy said as she watched the men begin to surround them, blocking the
way to the door. ÒYou left your
purse in the van, didnÕt you? Why
donÕt you go get it? IÕll just wait here for you.Ó
ÒBuffy,
no! I—Ó She broke off when, at a signal from Riley, one of the men moved
away, opening a path to the door.
BuffyÕs hand on her back was all she needed to hasten out, looking over
her shoulder to see Buffy settling into a fighting stance when the men formed a
tight circle around her. ÒOh
Goddess,Ó she breathed, breaking into a run. Oz already had the engine running and
was moving toward her. He slowed only long enough for Willow to jump in, then
floored the van, narrowly missing one of two black-clad figures that had moved
out of the shadows to follow Willow as she ran.
ÒWhereÕs
Buffy? Do we need to go back?Ó
ÒI think
sheÕs introducing them to what the Slayer is,Ó Willow said. ÒBut we need to
tell Giles whatÕs going on. They
were waiting for her.Ó
ÒMaybe we
should tell Spike whatÕs going on.Ó
ÒGiles
first, then Spike.Ó
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
ÒWhat the
hell is this, Riley?Ó Buffy was
giving her TA the benefit of the doubt, briefly, but when he shrugged and said,
ÒWe need to know what you are, Buffy. ItÕs nothing personal,Ó she exploded. ÒNothing personal? You set me up, and
you donÕt think thatÕs personal?Ó The
men surrounding her were not attacking, but remained in place while Riley
interrogated her.
ÒWhy do
you know about demons and vampires?Ó he demanded, stepping closer. It occurred
to Buffy that all he knew so far was that she could kill vampires if she had a
stake – and maybe not even that much, if they hadnÕt seen her actually
stake the vamp the night before.
After all, it could have been SpikeÕs stake sheÕd been holding before. She tried to wipe the anger off her face
and relaxed.
ÒI know
about demons because I live in Sunnydale, Riley. And I know about vampires for the same
reason. And I know that you guys were looking for Sunday and her gang when we
ran into you the other night. My
question for you is, why do you know
about demons and vampires, and what are you doing hunting them in my town?Ó
ÒYour town? What makes it your town?Ó He
loomed over her. ÒAnd you didnÕt answer my question. ÒWhy do you know about
demons and vampires? And why do you carry a stake?Ó
ÒIÕm the
Slayer, Riley.Ó When he blinked at
her, she shook her head in disgust.
ÒYouÕre demon hunters, but you donÕt even know whoÕs on your side. Look it up. Slayer. The.Ó She turned to walk out the door, only to
find two of his friends blocking her way.
Giving them her sweetest smile, she said, ÒExcuse me, boys. IÕm leaving
now.Ó
When they
just laughed and the blond one grabbed her right arm, she sighed and shook her
head. ÒYou know, I really try not
to hurt humans, but I think IÕm about to make an exception for you guys. You
are totally getting on my nerves.Ó
Without further comment, she took the hand that was clutching her
– with a bit more strength than she would have expected from a normal man
– and lifted it off her arm, using it to spin its owner into his friend,
now moving in from the other side.
In
seconds she was in the middle of a full-out attack by several strong and fast
young men much larger than she was.
Strong as they were, however, they paled in comparison to the vampires
and demons Buffy faced every night, and sheÕd soon left them all moaning on the
floor. So intent was she on
incapacitating them without actually causing lasting damage, she hadnÕt noticed
Riley approaching from behind until he hit her with the taser. He did it twice,
just to be sure, then stood back and stared at the small form crumpled on the
floor.
ÒLetÕs
get her into the gym,Ó he said. ÒAnd tie her up with the vamp-proof ropes. I
think sheÕs really strong.Ó
ÒNo shit,Ó
muttered Graham as he struggled to his feet. ÒShe kicked our asses without even
breaking a sweat. What the hell is
she?Ó
ÒI donÕt
know. But weÕll keep her on ice while we figure it out. Forrest,Ó he said to another man just
getting to his feet, Ògo look up ÔSlayer, theÕ.Ó
He picked
up BuffyÕs light body, marveling at both how pretty she was and how
delicate-seeming, and carried her into the gym where she was quickly tied to
the weight machine. She was already
stirring by the time theyÕd finished.
Buffy
waited, eyes shut, pretending to be more dazed than she actually was, while she
listened to Riley giving orders to his men.
ÒWhile
Forrest is looking up ÔSlayerÕ, one of you go look up Willow Rosenberg. See if
thereÕs anything in her background that puts up a red flag. If she hangs out with Buffy, chances are
thereÕs something off about her too.
And run the prints we got off the door the other night. LetÕs find out
who that hostile isÉ or who he was before he became a hostile.Ó
ÒYou have
no idea what ÔhostileÕ really is,Ó Buffy said, sitting up and opening her eyes.
ÒBut if IÕm still tied here when Spike comes looking for me, youÕre going to learn
a whole new definition.Ó
ÒYouÕre
awake!Ó
ÒNo, IÕm
talking in my sleep,Ó she said, glaring at him from eyes that held no trace of
fear. ÒOf course IÕm awake.Ó
ÒA normal
girl would have been out for hours,Ó he said, staying well out of reach of the
legs she was stretching and flexing.
ÒTaze a
lot of ÔnormalÕ girls, do you? I gotta tell you, as a pick-up ploy, that one
pretty much sucks.Ó
He had
the grace to look ashamed, but continued firmly. ÒI needed answers, and you were trying
to leave.Ó He stared at her, frowning.
ÒYou seem human, but you wiped the floor with my whole squad. How did
you do that?Ó
Buffy
shrugged as best she could with her arms and upper body tightly wrapped against
a pole. ÒIÕm faster, stronger, and
probably more used to fighting things that want to kill me than they are.Ó
ÒYou
wanted to kill them?Ó
ÒNo. If
IÕd wanted to kill them, theyÕd be
dead now. TheyÕre humans. Stupid,
full-of-themselves humans, but humans.
The SlayerÕs job is to protect humans, not kill them.Ó
ÒJob?
Slayer? What the hell are you,
Buffy?Ó
Just
then, Graham came back into the room.
ÒNothing on Rosenberg or the hostile. The girl was born and raised here. Went
to high school with Buffy. Turned down scholarships to some pretty big schools
to stay here and go to UC Sunnydale.Ó
ÒAnd the hostile?Ó
ÒNothing.
HeÕs not on anybodyÕs database. Even went back a few years, in case heÕs older
than he looks, but—Ó
BuffyÕs
snort of laugher brought their eyes back to her. ÒI think you could safely say
Spike is older than he looks,Ó she said, shaking her head. ÒWhatÕs your definition of an old
vampire?Ó
Graham
looked at Riley, who shrugged, then back at Buffy. ÒWeÕve run into one or two
old vamps in this town. Twenty, even twenty-five years old, some of them. It must attract them somehow.Ó
ÒYeah,
thatÕll happen when youÕre on a Hellmouth,Ó she sputtered, unable to control
her amusement at hearing them refer to a vampire that had survived less than a
quarter of century as ÒoldÓ.
ÒYou know
about theÉ what did you call it? Hellmouth? The power source here?Ó
ÒItÕs why
they sent the Slayer here. ItÕs
where the action is.Ó Buffy smiled, still looking entirely too confident to
suit the men.
ÒAnd
weÕre back to what you mean by ÔslayerÕÉÓ
ÒShe
means,Ó Forrest said as he came back into the room holding a printout, Òthat
sheÕs some kind of mystical being made to Ôcombat the forces of evilÕ; thatÕs
what is says here, anyway.Ó
ÒForces
ofÉ what?Ó They all looked at Buffy, who smiled back innocently, giving no sign
that sheÕd been pulling on the ropes, stretching them until she thought she
could almost twist her way out if she got enough time – or felt a strong
enough need.
ÒEvil.
Demons. Vampires. Big, secretive guys who think itÕs okay to kidnap law-abiding
citizensÉ You know. Evil.Ó
ÒYou mean
sub-terrestrials. Creatures that are hostile to man.Ó
ÒYeah,
okay. You say tomato, I say tomahto. Same thing. If theyÕre evil and dangerous,
itÕs my job to slay them.Ó
ÒSounds
like mumbo jumbo to me,Ó Forrest said. ÒBut we probably need to run it by
Maggie.Ó
ÒItÕs
kinda late to bother her now,Ó Riley glanced at his watch, and then at Buffy.
ÒBut I donÕt want to let Buffy go until Maggie says itÕs okay.Ó
Buffy
narrowed her eyes. ÒYou think youÕre going to keep me here?Ó Her tone changed,
as did the expression on her face. They all unconsciously stepped back a few
paces, not quite sure why. ÒAre you
crazy?Ó
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Ten
oÕclock had come and gone with no sign of Buffy. Torn between thinking she was probably still
so mad at him she wasnÕt keeping her promise to check in, and concern that
there was a more serious reason she wasnÕt there, he finally gave in to worry
and left the crypt, putting a note under a candle to tell Buffy heÕd gone to
find her.
When Spike
walked into GilesÕs apartment, he took one look at the weapons being handed out
and began swearing. He only stopped
when Giles handed him a sword, saying, ÒIf youÕre quite through, it may be more
useful if you arm yourself and get in the van with the rest of us.Ó
ÒIÕm
already armed,Ó he said, letting his vampire mien come to the fore, but taking
the sword anyway. ÒLetÕs go.Ó
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
By the
time they reached the street Lowell House was on, Willow had filled Spike in on
BuffyÕs situation when sheÕd left the frat house.
ÒSlayer
should have been able to take them on one-handed,Ó he growled.
ÒThatÕs
what I thought, so we waited for her, but she hasnÕt come back yet.Ó
ÒAnd if
theyÕre really soldiers, they probably have guns,Ó Xander added, staring at
their assortment of swords and crossbows.
ÒWeÕre not exactly all with the firepower.Ó
Giles
nodded his agreement. He looked at
Spike, who was obviously ready to leap from the van as soon as it slowed
down. ÒDo you think you can control
yourself long enough to find out what we will be facing before you go charging
in?Ó His eyes challenged Spike to disagree with the wisdom of knowing what they
would be getting in to.
With an
abrupt nod, Spike stepped from the van and waited for Oz to turn off the
engine. ÒCome on, Wolfboy, letÕs do ourselves some sniffing first. Find out
what we need to know.Ó Oz shrugged
and followed Spike to the house, putting a hand on his arm and pointing
silently at the motion sensors near the windows. With a nod of understanding, Spike signaled
for Oz to use his nose and ears. He leapt into a nearby tree and used his perch
there to see through the window and into the large foyer of the big house.
The signs
of a fight having taken place in that room were obvious, and the
casually-dressed men, moving gingerly as though in too much pain to walk
properly, told him theyÕd been in the fight. None of the men appeared to be
armed, and some were clearly unconscious or otherwise incapacitated. ÒThatÕs my girl,Ó he whispered, dropping
to the ground and pointing to another tree some distance away that would allow
him to look in other windows.
He was
only in that tree for a second or two before landing silently beside Oz, once
again wearing his fangs and looking every bit the angry demon that he was. ÒTheyÕve got her tied up,Ó he snarled.
ÒIÕm going in.Ó Oz waved for the others before following Spike onto the porch.
The heavy wooden door gave easily under one kick from SpikeÕs boot.
ÒYou
donÕt want to do this,Ó Buffy was warning. The soldiers were amused by her obvious
concern, having no idea it was not her own safety she was worried about. ÒYou
should let me go. This is a bad idea. You really shouldnÕt try to keep—Ó
ÒI think
we should,Ó Graham said, exchanging a laugh with Forrest. ÒWhoÕs going to stop
us?Ó
BuffyÕs
hearing picked up the sound of a door being kicked in just a split second
before they heard it. She shook her
head in mock sadness.
ÒProbably
more of a ÔwhatÕ from your point of view,Ó she said as Spike burst into the
room in full game face, leaving that less sturdy interior door in splinters.
Close behind him were Giles and Xander, with Oz, Willow and Anya hovering near
the door and keeping crossbows aimed at the small group of more seriously
injured commandos still left in the outer room.
Spike glanced
quickly at Buffy, but when she smiled that she was all right, he turned back to
the three men facing him and snarled deep in his throat. Even Buffy, who had faced off against
SpikeÕs demon more than once, was impressed with the menace rolling off the coldly
furious vampire.
Riley
looked back and forth between them, not recognizing Spike as the man heÕd seen
so briefly several days ago. ÒWhat kind
of demon is that?Ó he said, reaching
for one of the free weights lying nearby.
ÒThat, guys, is a genuine old vampire. A pissed off old vampire. You might want to untie me now.Ó
ÒYou think youÕve got a better chance
against him than we do?Ó Riley scoffed, disbelief in his voice despite what
heÕd seen Buffy do to his team.
ÒOh no.
Or, well, yes, actually. But I meant, if you let me go, I might be able to talk
him out of killing you.Ó
ÒI donÕt
care how old he is,Ó Riley said, swinging the forty-pound barbell in front of
him. ÒI doubt heÕs up to killing me. IÕve staked at least four or five cocky vampires
by myself in the past month or so.Ó He frowned and shared a puzzled look with
his teammates when everyone else, including the vampire he now recognized from
his clothing, burst into laughter. Taking
advantage of SpikeÕs momentary distraction, Riley swung the weight at his head,
narrowly missing it when Buffy yelled, ÒDuck!Ó just in time.
While
Riley was off balance from his swing, Spike came up from his crouch, grabbing
the arm holding the weight and twisting. The bone broke with an audible Ôsnap,Õ
and Buffy winced in sympathy as Riley gasped and dropped his makeshift weapon,
grappling with the snarling vampire with his remaining arm.
When Buffy noticed Graham and Forrest
circling Spike, holding pieces of the wooden door and tasers in their hands,
she shouted again, then pulled one arm loose, and quickly untangled herself
from the rest of the ropes.
Jumping
to her feet, she crossed the space to Graham in one bound, kicking him in the
side of his knee and sending him crashing to the floor. She knocked the taser
away and stepped on the sliver of wood, crushing it under her booted foot.
Graham was clutching his ruined knee and glaring at her. ÒUnnatural bitch,Ó he
said, searching for something else with which to hurt her. Buffy leaned forward and snapped his
head back with a short jab.
ÒIÕm
really more of a natural bitch,Ó she quipped before turning serious. ÒAnd if
you try to hurt me or mine again, I will stop being easy on you.Ó She turned away and moved back to where
Spike was holding Riley in the air with one hand. Even with the tremendous
height difference between them, with his arm extended, heÕd been able to lift
the soldierÕs feet off the floor. Riley managed to kick Spike in the thigh,
causing him to stagger a little and drop the bigger man without releasing his
grip on his neck. Before Riley could follow up his chance to inflict more
damage, Spike brought his other fist across and knocked him to the floor, where
he remained, dazed, if not as completely unconscious as Spike had
expected.
ÒHuh,Ó he
said, frowning. ÒThat should have put his lights out for an hour.Ó
Buffy
nodded as she joined him. ÒYeah, theyÕre human, but they arenÕt any more normal
than I am. ThereÕs something going
on here. Something weird.Ó
When
Forrest saw what was happening to his two comrades, he turned to run out of the
room, only to find Xander standing in his way. ÒDonÕt think so, buddy. Not
unless Buffy says so.Ó Using his
uncocked crossbow, Xander knocked the taser out of the other manÕs hand. He
followed up with a clip to ForrestÕs chin, which did not have the desired
effect on the soldier. They grappled, dropping their weapons and wrestling for
dominance. XanderÕs work-hardened muscles, however, were no match for the
soldierÕs enhancements and he soon found himself in a headlock, turning blue
from lack of oxygen. ÒLittle help?Ó
he croaked, as Spike and Buffy were talking. ÒIÕll be back, mate,Ó Spike snarled at Riley
who sat on the floor, shaking his head in an effort to clear it.
Stepping
up to Forrest, Spike tapped him on the shoulder, saying, ÒIÕd expected you
college boys to be smarter than this.Ó
Forrest swung around, keeping Xander between himself and the fearsome
creature now laughing at him.
ÒThis is
getting to be a habit, innit, Harris? Overgrown bad guys using you to keep me
off them?Ó Spike grinned through his fangs when XanderÕs eyes widened at the
reminder of how Angel had used him to try to fool Spike when theyÕd first met. ÒNo worries, whelp. Got no reason to
think this one isnÕt serious about killinÕ you, so I guess the Slayer will want
me to do something about it.Ó
ÒCould
you stop talking long enough toÉ urk!Ó
SpikeÕs
hands were in motion so fast, Forrest didnÕt even see them move. Spike had
yanked the arm off XanderÕs throat and twisted it behind ForrestÕs back before
either human could react. Xander
fell to the floor, holding his throat and gasping for air, as Spike pulled the
now-screaming soldier against his chest and reached for his neck with his fangs. HeÕd barely broken the skin when BuffyÕs
quiet, ÒSpikeÉÓ stopped him.
His
yellow eyes looked up at her, meeting her steady gaze defiantly. For a long
tense moment, his teeth hovered over the pulse pounding frantically just
beneath them. It was the sadness he
could see behind BuffyÕs stern expression that made him shake off his fangs. He
made one attempt to argue, ÒButÉÓ
Shaking
her head, Buffy waited until heÕd thrown the unharmed man across the room with
a disgusted curse before she walked up to him and stood on her toes to kiss his
cheek. ÒThank you,Ó she said.
ÒFor
what?Ó he grumbled. ÒComing to get you, or not eating that wanker?Ó
She
shrugged. ÒEither. Both. I donÕt know. I just know IÕm glad to see you, and
happy that you didnÕt kill anybodyÉÓ She glanced toward the other room, worried
for a moment. ÒYou didnÕt kill
anybody, did you?Ó
ÒNah,
pet. You did for that lot without any help from me.Ó
Buffy nodded.
ÒI did, didnÕt I? Dumbasses. I told them to let me go.Ó
ÒComplete
gits,Ó he agreed. They exchanged smiles, staring into each otherÕs eyes until
Xander croaked, ÒHey, as sickeningly sweet as this is, can at least one of you
tear yourself away long enough to notice that the bad guys have guns?Ó
As one,
Buffy and Spike pivoted to find Riley holding an automatic pistol in his good
hand. Graham was dragging himself
toward an open closet that seemed to contain weapons of several types. His
determination made it clear that he expected to find some kind of help there.
The crossbow bolt that Giles put where the soldier had just been about to put a
hand brought his painful progress to a halt and he leaned against the wall,
reduced to ineffectual glaring and holding his crippled knee.
Riley
moved the gun back and forth between Spike and Buffy as, without noticeable
communication, they began to ease away from each other; he seemed unsure which
one posed the bigger danger, but had finally settled on Buffy as being the one
most likely to be stopped by a bullet. He was just taking aim at her when Giles
fired the crossbow bolt into the floor in front of Graham, causing Riley to
involuntarily shift his gaze.
That
moment of inattention was all it took for Buffy to tackle Riley at the knees
while Spike grabbed the hand holding the gun and began crushing the fingers
against the metal until there was blood seeping out around the handle and
trigger. He took the gun from RileyÕs
useless hand and, while the man watched with a sick look on his face, licked
the blood off – first the gun and then his own fingers.
ÒYou know
that was gross, right?Ó Buffy said, making a face.
ÒDo you
have any idea the names my demon is calling me for not having turned this place
into a slaughterhouse?Ó he fired back. ÒI think the least you can do is let me have
a little taste.Ó
ÒAnd I
repeat, gross.Ó
ÒI second
the gross and add an ewwww,Ó Xander said, standing up and rubbing his
neck. ÒBut thanks,Ó he mumbled in
SpikeÕs direction.
Spike
acknowledged the reluctant gratitude with a smirk, before turning back to
Buffy.
ÒSo, now
what, Slayer?Ó
ÒI dunno.
I guess tie them all up and see what we can find out about them. And who this
ÒMaggieÓ person is that they needed to get permission from.Ó
ÒI think
sheÕs our Psych prof – Maggie Walsh.
Remember? ThatÕs who Riley and that guyÓ – Willow walked in the
room and pointed at Graham– Òwere talking to yesterday, just before he
asked you to come over tonight.Ó
ÒBuffyÉÓ
RileyÕs voice was strained, but firm.
ÒMy men are injured. They have broken bones and God knows what else.
They need medical attention. IÕll
go with you. IÕll tell you whatever you want to know. Anything IÕm at liberty
to talk about, anyway. Just let me get some help for my men.Ó
Buffy
frowned and glanced at Giles who grimaced as he said, ÒI suppose that would be
the humane thing to do. HoweverÉ.Ó
ÒNot
until weÕre safely away from here,Ó Spike growled. ÒWouldnÕt trust that wanker
any farther thanÉÓ He hesitated as he realized what heÕd been about to
say. ÒÉthan Red, here, could throw
him.Ó he concluded with a cough.
ÒI
agree. We take Riley with us and
let him call from somewhere safe.Ó
ÒBetter
yet,Ó Xander said, Òwe call 911 for him. That way he canÕt use any secret code
or anythingÉÓ He trailed off as everyone stared at him. ÒWhat? ItÕs a good plan!Ó
ÒIt is a good plan, Xander. In fact, it is
an excellent plan.Ó The
disappointed look on RileyÕs face made it clear that he didnÕt think it was a
good plan at all, and that cemented GilesÕs decision. ÒLet us get our captive out of here and
then we can send medical assistance for the others.Ó
Both arms
dangling at his sides, Riley nodded and stood up. Spike walked over to him and
took a strong grip on his unbroken arm.
ÒDonÕt think IÕm going to forget who you were aiming that gun at,Ó he
snarled in RileyÕs ear. ÒIf the
Slayer gives me permission, IÕm going to spend the rest of the night making you
regret you were ever born.Ó
There was
some quiet discussion out of range of RileyÕs hearing about where they should
take him. Giles was reluctant to
allow the man into his apartment, even though he had to admit that it wouldnÕt
be all that difficult for anyone to find his address if they had the resources
that it appeared the commandoes had.
ÒCould
take him to the lower level of my crypt,Ó Spike said. ÒIf we blindfold him, he
wonÕt be able to tell where he is. ItÕll just look like a big cave.Ó
The final
decision was to blindfold Riley, swing by GilesÕs apartment so that he could
call the Council and pick up his own car.
While Oz took the rest of their little party to SpikeÕs crypt, Giles
would call 911 just before leaving the apartment. With luck, the cars would be
hidden and everyone safely away in the lower level of SpikeÕs home before any
kind of search for them could begin.
After
dropping Giles off with quickly written directions to the crypt, and seeing him
safely in his door, Oz sped through the night and into Restfield Cemetery,
following SpikeÕs directions. When
they drove past the crypt, Buffy started to say, ÒHey, isnÕt that—Ó SpikeÕs
finger on her lips and headshake stopped her and she finished somewhat
uncertainly, Òwhere we fought with that Chaos demon?Ó
ÒCould
be, Slayer. You know how these older parts of Sunnydale look so much
alike. Might have been the same
spot, might not.Ó
He
gestured for Oz to drive around for a while, then showed him where to put the
van so it could not be seen easily.
Oz pulled into a dilapidated vine-covered shed and parked next to
SpikeÕs old DeSoto. He whistled in
admiration, nodding when Spike gave the old car an affectionate pat on the
hood.
Buffy and
Willow rolled their eyes and helped Riley get out of the van without falling.
Both girls were beginning to have attacks of conscience at keeping Riley away
from the medical attention his men were undoubtedly well on their way to
receiving.
ÒSorry,Ó
Buffy muttered when Riley stumbled and gasped at the pain in his broken
arm. ÒI did try to tell you to let
me go, you know. YouÕre the idiot
who tried to shoot me.Ó
ÒI didnÕt
want to. ButÉ.Ó
ÒThereÕs
no ÔbutÕ here, Riley. You were going to shoot me. Kinda doesnÕt matter if you
wanted to or not, you know? I wouldÕve been just as dead.Ó
ÒIÕm
sorry, Buffy. I really am. But Maggie—Ò
ÒMaggie
what? Professor Walsh? WhatÕs she got to do with anything?Ó
ÒThisÉ
usÉ the InitiativeÉ itÕs her project. She needs the vamps and demons for
research purposes.Ó
ÒShe
could have just asked Giles,Ó Buffy muttered. ÒHeÕs all research, booky guy.Ó
ÒThatÕs
the one that almost shot Graham?
With a crossbow?Ó
ÒHe
didnÕt almost shoot him. He just stopped him from leaving. If heÕd wanted to
shoot him, Graham would be dead.Ó
Riley
paused to digest that while Buffy and Willow steered him from SpikeÕs hidden
garage to the crypt. ÒWhy arenÕt we
dead?Ó he asked finally. ÒYouÕve got to be really pissed off at us—me.Ó
Ignoring
WillowÕs ÒYa think?Ó and SpikeÕs snarl, Buffy sighed. ÒBecause, as I tried to
explain to you, I donÕt kill people – I protect them. And so do all the
people who help me.Ó
ÒDoes
that include the vampire?Ó RileyÕs voice dripped disbelief and scorn. He barely
smothered a scream when Spike silently slipped behind him and said into his
ear, ÒOnly as long as the Slayer holds my leash, mate. Only as long as she holds my leash.Ó
ÒSpikeÉ.Ó
Buffy shook her head. ÒNot helping.Ó
ÒWasnÕt
trying to help,Ó he grumbled. ÒWant him to know exactly what I am, and what IÕm
capable ofÉÓ
ÒI think
he got it when you licked the blood off his gun,Ó she said shortly. ÒGive it a
rest.Ó
Without
replying, Spike yanked open the doors to his crypt and gestured for them all to
go in. He closed only the interior
door, lighting a candle and showing the way to the hole. When Willow mentioned,
somewhat timidly, that RileyÕs broken arm and hand, as well as the blindfold,
were going to make it very difficult for him to get down into the ÒcaveÓ, they
stopped at the edge of the opening.
ÒNot
leaving the git up here,Ó Spike said, staring at Buffy meaningfully. She caught
on at once that allowing Riley to figure out that he was inside a crypt would
remind him of her disappearance the night before and would make it clear where
sheÕd gone.
ÒNo,Ó she
agreed. ÒWe canÕt do that.Ó She
turned to Willow and Oz. ÒYou guys go down, see what you can find that might
work as a harness or something.Ó
Spike
stepped in front of them and dropped into the hole first. By the time Oz and
Willow had climbed down the ladder, heÕd lit enough candles and torches that
they could see around the huge room and peer into the tunnels leading off from
it. A few minutes of torch-powered
exploration and Oz had found a length of rope with suspicious rust-colored
stains on it.
ÒDo I
even want to ask what this was used for?Ó he asked, sniffing the rope and
making a face.
ÒDonÕt
know,Ó Spike said. ÒIt isnÕt mine. I
just got in here a few days ago and havenÕt had time to even fix up the
upstairs. Never mind making this part livable.Ó He looked around and nodded. ÒCan see
where itÕs got some possibilities though. Access to the sewers; already made
use of that.Ó He nodded at the darkness leading away from the room. ÒPut some draperies up on the walls, a
few nice rugs on the floorÉ.Ó
ÒAre you
guys finding anything?Ó BuffyÕs question, shouted from above, put a temporary
halt to SpikeÕs decorating thoughts.
ÒHere,
Slayer,Ó he said, tossing the heavy rope up. ÒWrap the big git up in that and weÕll
just lower him down.Ó He went up
the ladder, several rungs at a time, and joined Buffy on the upper level. She and Xander were busy trussing Riley
up, leaving a length of rope to use as a cable.
ÒGo on
down, Harris. Slayer and I will
lower the overgrown Boy Scout to you.Ó
Buffy
walked Riley to the edge of the hole, biting her lip at the winces he couldnÕt
prevent whenever something jostled his broken arm. ÒWeÕll fix that when we get settled in,Ó
she said, her normally compassionate nature coming out now that he was no
longer a danger to them. Spike
snorted behind her, but she ignored him.
She turned Riley around and passed the rope to Spike, who pulled it
taut. With a glance that warned
Spike of a dusty end if the rope ÒslippedÓ while he was lowering Riley to the
ground, she knelt down and guided one of his feet to the top rung of the
ladder.
ÒJust let
your feet find the steps and weÕll keep the rope tight so you donÕt have to
worry about falling—Ó
ÒOr we
could just push the big git into the hole and yell ÔCatch!ÕÓ Spike muttered,
even as he braced himself to take the other manÕs weight. Buffy rose her feet and glared at
him.
ÒThatÕs
enough!Ó she said. ÒJust do what youÕre supposed to do and shut up, Spike.Ó
He raised
yellow eyes to hers.
ÒNot your
bloody servant, Slayer,Ó he snarled, as his feet began to slide. ÒAnÕ if you
want me to keep him from falling, I suggest you get your arse over here and
help. In case you havenÕt noticed, the wanker outweighs me by a good fifty
pounds.Ó
Buffy
grabbed onto the rope and added her weight to it. Between their combined
efforts and RileyÕs sense of self-preservation that kept his feet more or less
on one of the rungs at all times, they managed to get him to the lower level
without incident. At XanderÕs all
clear signal, they tossed the end of the rope down and Buffy instructed him to
untie RileyÕs arms, but leave him blindfolded.
ÒWhile
youÉ?Ó
ÒIÕll be
down in a minute. DonÕt let him get too near the tunnel – just in case
heÕs stupid enough to think he can run through underground Sunnydale by
himself.Ó
Buffy
remained staring down for several minutes. She could feel SpikeÕs eyes burning
holes in her back, but she couldnÕt make herself turn to face him. She was saved from her indecision by a
quiet knock on the door of the crypt, followed by GilesÕs cautious entrance.
ÒThe
light is visible from outside,Ó he said as soon as heÕd closed the door behind
him.
With a
nod, Spike pointed to the opening and the ladder just poking up through it. ÒGo
on, then,Ó he said. ÒIÕll get the doors and light.Ó Without looking at Buffy, he went to the
entrance and closed both doors, placing a heavy stone statue in front of the
inner door, hoping it would discourage anyone from trying to push their way in.
Giles
glanced back and forth between them, then shrugged and started down the ladder,
holding the bag of things heÕd brought with him in one hand. Buffy wavered, looking from the well-lit
lower room to the now dark upper one and waiting for Spike to say something. When he didnÕt, but simply dropped down
into the hole without touching the ladder, she sighed and joined him.
Buffy
frowned up at the opening, wondering if the light from their level was making a
visible glow. They had no real reason to think anyone would be searching for
them in a cemetery, but there was no real reason for them not to either. A
noise behind her made her turn to see Spike and Xander dragging a large piece
of plywood from one of the tunnels.
She watched as Xander handed the wood up to Spike, who was standing
half-way up the ladder. He lifted it through the hole, then let it fall flat,
covering the entrance. When heÕd dropped back to the ground, he took the ladder
and carried it into the tunnel, out of sight. The large underground room now
looked like nothing but a large open space at the end of one of the visible
tunnels.
In the
meantime, Giles had emptied the bags heÕd brought with him, pulling out first
aid materials. After looking
around, Giles agreed that there was no way their hiding place looked like
anything but one of the many caves that surrounded Sunnydale. He removed the
blindfold, leaving Riley blinking against the flickering light. Without
speaking, he cleaned out the wounds on RileyÕs crushed hand and bandaged it as
best he could. He examined the
broken arm, while Riley stood stoically, only his pale face giving any
indication of how much pain he was in.
Satisfied that the bone wasnÕt out of position, Giles wrapped it against
a splint and provided Riley with a rough sling upon which to rest it. He then
handed him a pain pill and a small bottle of water.
ÒThank
you,Ó Riley mumbled when Giles was done. Sweat beaded his forehead and he
swayed on his feet.
ÒSit
down, Riley,Ó Buffy said, then realized he had no hands with which to help
himself to the ground. She walked
over to him and helped him lower his much larger body to the ground where he
could lean against the earth wall.
He ignored the muddy roots hanging all around him, leaning his head back
and shutting his eyes with relief.
ÒNot
gonna get much out of him for awhile, Slayer,Ó Spike said quietly when she
walked back to his side. ÒHeÕs about done for till he gets a chance to
regroup.Ó
Buffy
stared at him. ÒIs that your medical opinion, Dr. Bloody?Ó
He rolled
his eyes and shook his head. ÒWas brought up by a master of torture – or have you forgotten that? I
can tell when a humanÕs past the point of being usefulÉ or entertainingÉ Give the big git some time to rest
before you start askinÕ questions and you might get some useful answers. Try to
talk to him now, and heÕll shut down on you.Ó He glanced from BuffyÕs frustrated glare
to WillowÕs softer gaze and added, ÒAnd you might want to let Red take care of
him for a bit. Give him somebodyÕs not trying to hurt him to focus on. HeÕll
probÕly respond with better answers if sheÕs asking the questions.Ó
Buffy bit
her lip, then nodded. ÒGood cop, bad cop?Ó
ÒSomethinÕ
like that.Ó
ÒIÕll
think about it. Far be it for me to argue with someone who was Ôbrought upÕ by
a crazy, torturing vampire.Ó Everything about her voice and body posture
screamed her discomfort at the reminder of what he was and what heÕd been in
love with for the past hundred years.
Spike
cocked his head and gave her a sad smile. ÒWasnÕt speaking of Dru, Slayer,Ó he
said. ÒSheÕs only what her sire made her. Was Angelus taught me how to read
humans and how to judge what they had left.Ó He turned his back and walked out into
the tunnel, his vampire eyes having no need of a torch to light his way.
Buffy
watched him walk away, startling when Giles said quietly, ÒAs much as I dislike
thisÉ whatever it is you have between you, I think it is only fair to admit that
Spike continues to prove that he is nothing like Angelus. Nor is he like any
other vampire IÕve come across.
When we have sorted this thing out, IÕd like very much to spend some
time with him talking about his early days as a vampire.Ó
ÒKnock
yourself out,Ó she replied, still staring at the empty darkness into which
Spike had disappeared. She shook herself and turned back to Giles. ÒSo, did you
call 911 for those guys?Ó
ÒI did,Ó
he said shortly. ÒAnd then I called London. The Council seemed to be somewhat aware
of Dr. Walsh, but had no idea she was operating in Sunnydale. They are most
concernedÉ it seems she is in possession of some research materials dating back
to World War II. Materials that came from Nazi Germany. They will be getting in touch withÉ
well, with whatever branch of the US government it is that they deal withÉ and they
hope to make it safe for us to go out shortly.Ó He held up an old cell phone, saying,
ÒTheyÕll let us know.Ó
Buffy
blinked at the mobile phone sheÕd had no idea Giles even knew about, let alone
owned. His expression dared her to comment, so she shrugged and said, ÒGo
tweedy, pain-in-the-ass guys.Ó
ÒThey
have their uses,Ó Giles agreed with a wry smile. ÒAs much as they dislike us, and
we them, we are on the same side, and
they do not take kindly to having their slayers kidnapped by scientists with suspicious
pasts.Ó
ÒWhatÕs
that about a ÔpastÕ?Ó While they were talking, Spike had entered the room as
silently as heÕd left. He seemed to
be over his anger at Buffy as he waited, one eyebrow cocked at Giles, who
stared at him with newly respectful eyes.
ÒWhat? Did I grow horns
while I was gone or something?Ó
ÒGiles
was just saying that the Council knows stuff about Professor Walsh and that
sheÕs a Nazi or something.Ó
Instead
of laughing, Spike narrowed his eyes and grew pensive. ÒIÕll be dammed,Ó he
said softly, glancing at Riley. ÒBloody humans are still trying to use us. DidnÕt learn a thing the first time.Ó
BuffyÕs
Òsplainy?Ó and GilesÕs ÒBloody hell!Ó were simultaneous. ÒWhat do you know
about this?Ó
ÒAbout
this?Ó Spike gestured at Riley. ÒNothing. About Nazis and mad scientists and
capturing vamps and demons? Been
there, done that. Got the salt water in my ears to show for it.Ó
ÒHuh?Ó
He
quickly recapped his time on the German sub, the plans the Germans had for
controlling vampires and using them in the war, and, with only minor
reluctance, the role Angel had played in rescuing the crew. When he got to the part where Angel had
thrown Spike and the crew member Angel had turned out to swim their way to
safety, he snarled, then shrugged.
ÒGuess from the point of view of you white hats, he did the right thing,Ó
he growled. ÒBut it was a long damn swim to shore, and me with an unhappy
fledgling to keep from dusting himself.Ó
ÒHe
wanted to dust himself?Ó
ÒWas a
real war hero, wasnÕt he? Angel turned him soÕs he could save the sub and all
the men left on it. But he didnÕt want to be a vamp—Ó Spike stopped and
stared at Buffy. ÒYou remember what I told you about some vamps and
demons? Sam was one of them. He
knew he needed blood to live, but once he got over that fledge hunger, he
didnÕt want to kill. Took me a
while to talk him out of offing himself.Ó
While
Buffy frowned and absorbed the strange idea of a vampire that wasnÕt raving for
blood, Giles asked, ÒWhy did you try to talk him out of it?Ó
Spike
looked uncomfortable for a second. ÒWell, technically, he was family, wasnÕt
he? Old Peaches knew that when he
sent us out. He knew IÕd look out for Sam until he could look out for himself.Ó
He shrugged. ÒBesides, it was boring out there on the briny. I wanted the
company.Ó
ÒWhere is
this ÔSamÕ now?Ó
ÒNo idea.
We split up after awhile and I went looking for Dru. He went back to the
States; I went back to Europe. Kept
clear of any Nazi scientists, though, I can tell you that.Ó
ÒIÕll
need to report this to the Council,Ó Giles said.
ÒWhy? So
they can put me in one of their
little cages and do their own ÔexperimentsÕ? I donÕt think so, Watcher. IÕll tell you what little I know, but
IÕm not going anywhere near those wankers.Ó
ÒIÕm with
Spike. The less the Council knows about him, the better.Ó
Giles
studied the two people in front of him wearing almost identical stubborn
expressions. ÒYou do understand
that you will not be able to keep this from them, do you not? IÕm quite sure I
am not their only source of information in Sunnydale. They will know that Buffy
has taken up with William the Bloody within a very short amount of time. I believe it is in everyoneÕs best
interest that we cooperate with them as much as is possible.Ó
ÒDonÕt
even know if thereÕs anything to keep yet,Ó Spike muttered, reaching for
BuffyÕs hand. ÒSlayer and I havenÕt had time to even get to know each other better
– what with nosy Scoobies and kidnapping soldiers.Ó He waved his hand at
the humans staring at them. ÒAnd now weÕre stuck underground with all of you at
the same time.Ó
ÒAnd I
cannot tell you how grateful I am for all these distractions,Ó Giles said,
glaring at the two linked hands.
Buffy
pulled her hand free, giving Spike a small smile of apology as she did so, and
walked over to Riley who had visibly perked up and obviously been listening to
their conversation.
ÒWhat do
you know about this?Ó she asked, sitting down beside him. ÒIs Professor Walsh
some kind of Nazi mad scientist?Ó
Riley
shook his head. ÒMaggie is the brains. WeÕre just the brawn. We capture the
demons and vamps for her, but she doesnÕt tell us what she does with them.Ó He
stared at Spike with something approaching awe. ÒWas he really around during World War
II?Ó
ÒSpikeÕs
pretty old,Ó she said with a noncommittal smile. ÒAnd AngelÕs older.Ó
ÒAngel?
Which angel?Ó
ÒSorry. I
forgot, you donÕtÕ knowÉÓ She shrugged. ÒWhat the hell. Angel is another
vampire thatÉ that tries to be good.
HeÕs got a soul, and heÉÓ
ÒA soul?
WhatÕs that got to do with—Ó
ÒThank
you!Ó Spike said, throwing his hands in the air. When everyone stared at him,
he said, ÒThatÕs just what IÕve been sayinÕÉ Some vamps need a soul to keep
them straight, and some donÕt.Ó
Riley
looked bewildered. ÒNoÉ I just meantÉÓ He trailed off as he realized he was the
only person in the room who didnÕt understand the significance of a vampireÕs
having a soul. He went back to the
original subject. ÒAre you saying
MaggieÕs aÉ a Nazi?Ó
ÒNo,Ó
Giles said. ÒBut she appears to be in possession of notes on the experiments they
performed on vampires and demons during the War. I think we have to assume that she is continuing
those experiments hereÉ or plans to at some point.Ó He fixed Riley with a hard glare. ÒDo
you know anything about it?Ó
Riley
visibly struggled with his loyalty to his unit and his boss, and his distaste
for anything resembling the kind of experiments the Nazis had performed on
people. ÒDo you know what the experiments were?Ó
Spike answered
for them. ÒI know that by the time they were done, there were only three of us
left standing. The idea was to use
us as weapons somehow, but they couldnÕt figure out how to control us without
killing us. So we ate them,Ó he finished with another shrug.
RileyÕs
face had paled even more. ÒThey
wouldnÕt have had the technology back thenÉ.Ó He thought for a minute, then
raised his eyes to Giles. ÒBut we
do. ThatÕs why she wants so many of
them brought in aliveÉ. Oh GodÉ.Ó
ÒWhat do
you know?Ó Giles and Buffy snapped the question out at the same time, causing
Riley to flinch back against the mud wall. He stared at them, his mental
conflict plain.
ÒWhy are
we taking the word of a vampire about this?Ó he asked finally. ÒHe could be
lying through his teeth.Ó
ÒThe
original information did not come from Spike,Ó Giles said tersely. ÒIt came
from the Council of Watchers – my former employers and BuffyÕsÉ Ó
ÒBuffyÕs nothing,Ó
she muttered. ÒI quit before you did.Ó
Giles
sighed. ÒSo you did,Ó he said, Òbut thatÕs hardly the point. The point is that
the Council is aÉ an institutionÉ that has been around for hundreds –
perhaps thousands – of years in some form or another. They have extensive
records on supernatural beings through the centuries.Ó He stopped and gave
Riley a hard look. ÒAnd connections in many, many countries in quite high
places. I suspect your clandestine organization is destined for a personnel
change quite soon.Ó
ÒSo,
because some organization I never heard of thinks they know what MaggieÕs
doing, you expect me to tell you things IÕm not authorized to tell anybody?Ó
ÒWeÕre
not asking you to tell secrets, Riley,Ó Willow broke in, her voice softer and kinder
than any of the three people glaring at the injured soldier. ÒBut anything you can tell us would be
helpful. Like, besides dusting
vampires, what else do you guys go looking for?Ó
Riley
gave Willow a grateful grimace. ÒI guess it doesnÕt hurt to tell people who
already know about sub-terrestrials and hostilesÉ.Ó He took a deep breath and
said, ÒWeÕve captured several vamps for Maggie to—Ò He broke off, looking
at Spike, then away. ÒNot sure what she does with them, but she says she can
make them harmless.Ó
Spike
snorted and turned his back. ÒWonder how many sheÕs dusted tryinÕ to make that
work?Ó
Riley
stared at him. ÒIf you actually survived theÉ attemptsÉ back then, youÕd
probably be a great subject for her.
You could volunteer to—Ó
ÒVolunteer
to be controlled?Ó SpikeÕs eyes would have been bulging out of his head if they
hadnÕt already turned yellow and deadly. ÒOver my deader than usual body!Ó
While
Buffy tried to calm Spike down and Giles shook his head at RileyÕs foolishness,
Willow brought the manÕs attention back to her. ÒYou were going to tell me what else,
besides vamps, you guys capture or kill.
Do you catch demons for her too?Ó
Riley
shifted his gaze back to the gentle, intellectual redhead he knew from
class. ÒSometimes we do. Maggie has
specific kinds of demons that she needs – wants – for herÉ work. We
try to bring them in alive when we can find them. And then, there are the other, less
common creatures – werewolves, zombies, dragons—Ó
He broke
off, flinching away when his gentle interrogator suddenly had sparks flying
from her fingertips and hair standing straight out from her head. She leapt to her
feet and backed away from him, breathing hard and staring at him as if heÕd
turned into a hissing snake. Oz stepped up to Willow and murmured in her ear,
stroking her arm and gradually calming her down until she was once again the
shy, quiet girl Riley knew.
ÒWhat the
hellÉ? What did I say? And how did youÉ?Ó RileyÕs expression was suddenly the most
fearful theyÕd seen it since theyÕd dragged him away from his fellow
commandoes. He looked around the
room again, his eyes wide open and calculating. They went from the girl he now
knew could probably break him in half, to the man who somehow seemed to be in a
position to tell her what to do, to the vampire who had already demonstrated
how much deadlier he could be than the younger vampires Riley was used to
fighting – although even Spike seemed to defer to Buffy.
And back
to Willow, who, it seemed, was not the innocuous coed heÕd taken her for. He narrowed his eyes at Oz, still
stroking WillowÕs arm and murmuring to her. Oz stared back, his usual calm
expression no different from anything Riley had seen from him yet. But
something about the boyÕs eyes said that trying to harm Willow would not be in
anyoneÕs best interest. RileyÕs
gaze shifted to Xander, who shrugged and shook his head, lifting his arms in
gesture meant to show his harmlessness and normality.
ÒAre any
of you human beings?Ó Riley asked.
ÒNormal human beings?Ó
Ignoring
his question, Giles said, ÒAre you?Ó
While Riley stared at him, Buffy and Spike began nodding and pointing
out that neither Riley nor any of the men in his squad seemed exactly ÒnormalÓ
to them.
ÒWhat the
hell are you talking about?Ó Riley seemed genuinely indignant, glaring at them
in confused anger. ÒOf course weÕre
normal. All of us. Maggie hand-picked us for our IQs,
physical abilities and size. WeÕre
as normal asÉ.Ó he stared at the group watching him ÒÉ as anybody not part of
your littleÉ whatever you areÉ is.Ó
ÒScoobies.Ó All eyes turned to Xander. ÒWhat? WeÕre the Scoobies. I mean, okay,
maybe not fangface there, or Giles, but the rest of usÉ.Ó
ÒScoobies.Ó Riley frowned.
ÒYeah,
you know. Like ÒScooby DooÓ?Ó
ÒI got
it,Ó Riley said with a grimace. ÒI just donÕt get itÉÓ He paused to look from
blonde, occasionally ditsy, Buffy to red-headed, brainy Willow, and dark-haired,
somewhat goofy-seeming Xander.
ÒOh.Ó He glanced at Oz,
Spike and Giles. ÒSo which one of you is the big dog?Ó
There was
a lot of coughing and looking back and forth at each other before Spike rolled
his eyes and growled.
ÒCould be
whichever one of us wants to bite you,Ó he said. ÒItÕs not a perfect metaphor.Ó
ÒAnd so
not the point,Ó Buffy added. ÒThe
point is, Spike and I are used to fighting vamps and demons, and in his caseÉ.Ó
She cleared her throat. ÒAnyway, we
both have enough experience fighting super strong things andÉ sometimesÉ bad humans,
to know what is and isnÕt normal. And you guys are not normal. YouÕre not
as strong and fast as we are, but youÕre way stronger and faster than you
should be.Ó
ÒWe take
a lot of vitamins,Ó Riley muttered. ÒMaggie wants us to stay healthy.Ó
ÒYeah,
well, you might want to ask her whatÕs in those vitamins,Ó Spike snorted. ÒThat
punch I gave you should have knocked you down for an hour or two.Ó
ÒMaybe
you just arenÕt as tough as you think you are,Ó Riley said. ÒSeems to me youÕre pretty much being
bossed around by a little girl.Ó
There
was an ominous silence as Spike went into game face and visibly struggled to
hold back his snarls. When Buffy
tried to put a hand on his arm, saying, ÒSpike—Ó he shook her off and
raised his hand to keep her back.
ÒIÕm
alright, Slayer,Ó he said. ÒNot going to harm your hostage.Ó He walked over to Riley, now obviously
rethinking his impulsive words, and leaned over him. Spike let the soldier look into his
yellow eyes and made sure he got a good look at his fangs before he spoke.
ÒThat
Ôlittle girlÕ is the closest thing to a killing machine youÕre ever likely to
meet,Ó he said softly. ÒAnd I saw what she did to your boys – without
half trying, IÕd wager – so I know you know what she can do. DonÕt know how you got her down, but I
know it wasnÕt because you or any other overfed wanker beat her in a fight.Ó He looked over his shoulder at Buffy,
seeing her frown as she wondered where he was going with his unexpected speech.
ÒBut the
fact that IÕve never been able to kill her like I did two of the other slayers
IÕve faced, isnÕt why I let her tell me what to do.Ó He licked his lips,
running his tongue over one fang before continuing. ÒSee, I donÕt have a soul
like Angel does to nag me to do whatÕs right. And IÕm more than a mite out of practice
at it. So the Slayer is myÉ conscience.
SheÕs what keeps wankers like you alive when all I want to do is rip
your throat out and stuff your entrails down the hole.Ó
He
stopped talking and stood up, shaking off his fangs and wrinkles. ÒMock me all you want, soldier boy. You
know, and I know, that youÕd be shitting your pants right now if she wasnÕt
standing there watchinÕ my every move.Ó
He looked over at Buffy and spoke directly to her. ÒI know I have to earn her trust. And I know
IÕm going to make mistakes; but letting you goad me into something sheÕd have
to stake me for? Not going to
happen. Not today, not ever.Ó
BuffyÕs
breathy ÒohÓ didnÕt register on anyone without vampire hearing, but the smile
on her face couldnÕt be missed. Giles
cleared his throat and interrupted the exchange of heated looks between Buffy
and Spike.
ÒWell, I
think we should think about getting some rest, if we can. ThereÕs no telling
how long it will take the Council to get this sorted out, but it could be as
soon as tomorrow. I will volunteer for the first watch, if the rest of you
would like to get some sleepÉ.Ó His voice trailed off as Spike and Buffy held a
whispered conversation, which was quickly followed by BuffyÕs, ÒWeÕre just
going to check out some of these tunnels. You know, make sure there arenÕt any
nasties lurking in them, ready to sneak up on us while we sleep. But you guys go ahead. Find a comfy spot
on theÉÓ she looked down at the packed dirt floor ÒÉ dried mud and rocks.Ó
ÒWeÕll be
right back,Ó she caroled as she followed an impatient Spike out into the
darkness. After a few seconds, she popped back in with an, ÒOops! Need torch!Ó
She grabbed one off the wall and disappeared again.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
ÒWell,
thatÉ.Ó
ÒWhere
are they going?Ó
ÒIÕd
rather not know,Ó Xander said, slumping against the wall near Riley. ÒSo, what kind of cool weapons and stuff
do you guys use?Ó
Riley
just blinked at him for several seconds.
ÒThis from a guy who broke into our headquarters carrying a crossbow?Ó
ÒHey,
what can I say?Ó Xander waved his hand at Giles. ÒI work with a bunch of
traditionalists. Very conservative,
those watchers. Very conservative.Ó He grinned at Riley. ÒMe, now. IÕm all
about the manly weaponry and things that go ÔboomÕ.Ó
ÒRight.Ó
Riley went silent, and after a while, Xander gave up and went to find a place
to sleep.
Willow
and Oz were leaning against a wall, his arm around her and her head on his
chest. Xander watched with interest
as OzÕs nostrils would periodically flare when interesting scents drifted into
the room. Giles, meanwhile, was
doing as heÕd promised, putting himself where he could see all the tunnel
entrances, a cocked crossbow close by his side. For lack of anything better to do,
Xander finally put his own head down and was quickly asleep.
ÒWhere are we going?Ó Buffy trotted beside
Spike as he went through the tunnel, taking long strides and barely using the
light of the torch she was carrying.
ÒWhere there arenÕt other people,Ó he
growled. ÒIÕm hungry.Ó
Her steps faltered slightly. ÒYouÕre hungry?Ó
ÒYeah.Ó He looked at her, seeming irritated at
her surprise. ÒHavenÕt eaten yet today and didnÕt have time to grab any blood
from my stash before we jumped down here.Ó
ÒOh.
Well, if you hadnÕt been so busy being mad at me, you could have taken
the time, you know. I wasnÕt the one in a hurry to jump down there with
everybody else.Ó
ÒKnow that,Ó he growled. ÒDoesnÕt matter. The
point is, I didnÕt eat, and being around all that pumping blood wasnÕt doinÕ my
disposition any good.Ó
ÒYour disposition is never good,Ó she muttered to
his back. ÒAnd my blood is pumping too!Ó
ÒYes,Ó he said shortly. ÒIt is.Ó He stopped and pointed to a crude ladder
leaning against one of the tunnel walls.
ÒÓS why weÕre going up here.
After you, pet.Ó
Frowning, Buffy set the torch down and started
up the ladder, squealing when she felt SpikeÕs human teeth on her ass. ÒStop
that! IÕm not lunch!Ó
ÒNope,Ó he agreed, his disposition suddenly
much improved. ÒBut you are
delicious. Nom, nom, nom.Ó He buried his face against the inside of her thigh
and pretended to chew.
Buffy felt her temperature go up and her
panties become wet as his mouth wandered places she was sure it shouldnÕt be
going. ÒStop thatÉÓ she moaned, keeping
one leg raised to the next rung, even as she tried to push him away with her hand.
He surprised her by moving his head and replacing
it with a hand on the inside of her supporting leg. ÒYouÕre right, luv. Not the
time or place. But it will beÉ later. Gonna show you what it means to have a
man who doesnÕt have to breathe... Here, let me help you up.Ó
He moved his hand so that it was cupping her
from front to back, his fingers teasing her through her damp clothes, sending
her heart rate up. She forced herself to take another step, limiting his
access, but trapping his hand between her thighs.
Instead of continuing to tease her, he suddenly
pushed until she almost fell out of the opening at the top of the ladder. She
squirmed out on her belly, rolling over to glare at him as he joined her on the
grass. They seemed to be in the
newer part of Restfield; Buffy could feel the cushioning earth under her back
and smell the clean scent of new-mown grass. The hole theyÕd emerged from seemed
well concealed by surrounding shrubbery and tombstones. Before she could express her objection
to his method of Òhelping,Ó he was covering her body with his and pressing her
into the grass. Without discussion
or hesitation, their mouths met and began the familiar give and take that was
all theyÕd been able to manage for most of the time Spike had been in Sunnydale.
After several minutes of kisses that left them
both wanting more than just the dry-humping they were doing, Buffy came to
herself enough to realize that Spike was not as lost in the moment as she was.
The moonlight showed that he was going in and out of game face, his kisses
still as passionate as ever, but his attention clearly divided between her and
something else.
ÒWhatÕs wrong?Ó
He sighed and rolled off to stare at the
sky. ÒIÕm sorry, luv,Ó he said.
ÒJust canÕt keep the demon down right now.Ó He rolled his head over to meet her
gaze. ÒI know you donÕt want to be lyinÕ out here with a vampire at your neck
– even if he is only thinking about shagging you into the ground.Ó He sat up abruptly and got to his feet,
holding out a hand. ÒLetÕs go, Slayer. ThereÕs blood in my crypt.Ó
Buffy allowed him to pull her to her feet,
releasing his hand as soon as she was standing. ÒSo, this is about how hungry you
are? Your demon wants to eat me?Ó
ÒYou might say thatÉÓ He snorted, raising an
amused eyebrow and waiting for her disgusted and embarrassed, ÒYou know thatÕs
not what I meant!Ó before responding. ÒThatÕs some of it. Not all, but some.Ó
ÒWhat youÕre saying is, IÕm not safe around you
when youÕre hungry. Is that it?Ó
He whirled and grabbed her by the shoulders,
shaking her lightly as he snarled.
ÒWhat IÕm saying is, my demon wants youÉ in ways IÕd guess you donÕt
have any—Ó He exhaled sharply and dropped his hands. ÒI would never hurt
or kill you, but your blood calls to meÉ and it always will. Neither one of us
can change that; any more than you can change that urge to stake me that you
have to fight whenever my mouth gets near your neck.Ó He smiled when she jerked
in surprise at his knowing how her body reacted whenever he nibbled on her
throat.
ÒItÕs what we are, luv. Born enemies. But trust
me when I tell you that IÕm not thinking about food when my mouth gets that
close to your throat. Being hungry
makes it harder to ignore the elixir thatÕs flowing there, but wanting to taste
it has nothing to do with hunger or feeding.Ó
ÒI donÕt get it,Ó Buffy muttered. ÒMy blood is
turning you on, but you donÕt want to ea—kill me?Ó
ÒIÕll explain it someday,Ó he said, halting
before his crypt. He opened the outer door far enough to get in and put his
shoulder against the one heÕd braced shut. With a minimal amount of effort and
noise, he managed to push it open far enough for them to slide through. Putting his fingers to his lips and
pointing to the floor, he quickly closed both doors and came into the room. Buffy nodded her understanding and
followed him in as silently as she could.
There was just the faintest trace of a glow around one edge of the
plywood covering the hole, not enough to give them away to anyone looking in
the dirty windows, but just enough that she could follow him across the room
without bumping into things.
Spike opened a cooler and pulled out several
containers of cold pig blood. He made a disgusted face that she could just
barely see before sighing and upending the first container of cold blood into
his open throat. He drained it in a
way that would have won any beer-chugging contest Buffy had ever seen, then
dropped the plastic container and wiped his mouth with the back of his
hand. He was reaching for the
second container when he noticed that Buffy had looked away from him, suddenly
very interested in the barely-visible contents of the dark space.
ÒIÕm sorry, pet,Ó he whispered. ÒMy manners
arenÕt what they should be when IÕm hungry. Another one of those things IÕm
going to have to work on, I reckon.Ó
Buffy shrugged and whispered back. ÒItÕs okay.
I know what you are. I know what you live on. I justÉ Angel never let me see
him eat, and I—Ó She stopped as a deep snarl erupted from his
throat. ÒSorry,Ó she said. ÒI
wasnÕt comparing youÉ I was just explaining that IÕm not used to—Ó She
stopped and shrugged again.
ÒMy fault, pet. Need to stop over-reacting
every time you mention him.Ó
ÒI think we both need to figure out how to stop
making each other apologize all the time,Ó she sighed. ÒItÕs not like us to be saying ÔsorryÕ.
Not to each other, anyway.Ó
He gave a snort of agreement and opened the
second container of blood.
There was an uncomfortable silence while he
quickly finished it, then put the third one back in the cooler. He walked deeper into the darkness and
Buffy thought she heard water splashing before he reappeared in the gloom, once
again wiping his mouth with the back of his hand.
ÒWhat was that? A water chaser?Ó
ÒThat was me rinsing the blood out of my mouth
and off my lips,Ó he said. ÒFigure weÕve got some issues to get past and
thereÕs only one way I know to do it.Ó
Buffy cocked her head and began to smile. ÒIs it time for more kissing?Ó
He pulled her against his chest and lowered his
head. ÒYou know any other way to forget about all the reasons why we shouldnÕt
be doing this?Ó
She shook her head just enough to agree with
him, then raised her mouth to his, meeting him more than halfway. This time, when the kisses had made them
frantic with need, the demon remained carefully put away as the man picked
Buffy up and laid her on the large flat top of a stone sarcophagus. Instead of
joining her there, he dropped his coat on the floor and toed off his boots
before removing her shoes.
BuffyÕs whimper brought him onto the makeshift
bed beside her where he began to run his hands over her body, whispering to her
the whole while. HeÕd soon
unbuttoned her blouse and opened it to allow him access to her pert,
lace-covered breasts. After sucking on one nipple, and then the other through
the lace, he slid one hand underneath her and skillfully unhooked the bra,
pushing it up out of his way.
ÒAh, there they are,Ó he murmured. ÒPerfect,
just like I knew they would be. And delicious.Ó He suited actions to words,
taking a nipple into his mouth and sucking on it until Buffy was arching off
the table into his mouth. One hand
caressed the breast he wasnÕt mouthing while the other crept down to unfasten
the snap on BuffyÕs pants. Her gasp when his hand ghosted over the silken skin
on her stomach brought an answering groan from him.
He pushed her pants and underwear down her
legs, moving off the lid and pulling them the rest of the way off. He smiled
his approval when Buffy threw her shirt and bra over the side of the stone bed.
While he was standing up, he shed his own clothes until he was as naked as the
girl in front of him. He climbed
onto the sarcophagus at the end near her feet and began to kiss his way up her
legs, alternating between one and the other until he had his nose buried in her
curls and she was squirming beneath him.
While Spike put over a hundred years of
practice to use showing her what heÕd meant by having a lover who didnÕt need
to breathe, Buffy concentrated on not letting any of the sounds bubbling in her
throat come out her mouth and give them away to the people sleeping only a few
feet below. She put her fist in her mouth when he nicked her clit with one fang
and pulled it into his mouth to suck her into an orgasm that left her with
tooth marks on her hand and a new appreciation for the advantages of having an
undead boyfriend.
Spike gave a self-satisfied growl when she
final stopped quivering and relaxed under him. He kissed his way up her body, pausing
to bring both breasts to rosy points again, before resting his weight on her
and nibbling on her neck.
ÒDid you bite me?Ó she finally managed to say,
annoyed that she sounded more appreciative than angry.
ÒJust a little nick,Ó he said into her
neck. ÒFelt good, didnÕt it?Ó
ÒSo not the point!Ó
She felt his chest move as he chuckled
silently. ÒAlright then, luv. I
wonÕt do it again.Ó
There was silence as Buffy stiffened beneath
him, the hand stroking his back suddenly stopped moving. She arched her neck, allowing him better
access to it, while she put her other hand on his ass, pinching one cheek. ÒI didnÕt exactly say that, did I?Ó she
finally whispered, pinching him again. Instead of wincing, as sheÕd expected,
he moaned and pushed against her.
ÒOh, SlayerÉ.Ó
Buffy opened her legs, bringing them around his
hips and holding him. She felt his cock nudging against her and wriggled her
hips to make it slide through the moisture coating her lips. ÒAhhhh,Ó she
gasped, simultaneously with SpikeÕs, ÒBloody hell, Buffy. Got to be in you,
luv. Now. Please.Ó
Murmuring her assent, she stilled while he
pushed his way into her, once again whispering his gratitude and appreciation
of her body. They began to move,
slowly at first, then with more and more force as their powerful bodies began
to learn each otherÕs abilities.
When Spike was gasping, ÒI canÕt hold off any longer, Slayer. Come with
me, love. Let me feel youÉ. Ahhhh!Ó Buffy clenched around him, her arms and
legs holding him a grip he couldnÕt have broken if heÕd wanted to. He sucked
the skin of her throat into his mouth in an attempt to muffle his growling
release, while she bit down on his shoulder to keep from screaming her pleasure
to the world, and more importantly, to her watcher and friends.
SpikeÕs hips continued pumping long after he had
spent, only gradually slowing until he was lying still upon BuffyÕs limp
body. He took his mouth off her
throat, wondering briefly how much of a mark heÕd made and if sheÕd be upset
about it. He startled when he felt Buffy kissing and licking his shoulder.
ÒBuffy?Ó
ÒI bit you,Ó she said apologetically. ÒI needed
to be quiet, so I bit you.Ó
He rolled off, pulling her with him so that she
was sprawled across his body while he held her against his chest. Now that his pleasure centers were
recovered, he could feel where sheÕd sunk her blunt human teeth into him. ÒIs
it bleeding?Ó he asked.
ÒA little.Ó
He kissed the top of her head. ÒThen weÕre even, yeah?Ó
She giggled softly. ÒI guess so.Ó
They rested quietly, Buffy nuzzling his chest
and running one hand up and down his arm, while he held her in a loose embrace
that tightened periodically as if he were afraid someone was going to try to
take her away. When Buffy shivered
at the dropping temperature, he gave a sigh and reluctantly sat up, pulling her
with him.
ÒI guess weÕd best get back before the watcher
sends out a search party,Ó he said.
ÒAnd you need some sleep.Ó
ÒAre you okay now?Ó
He reared his head back and gawked at her. Even
in the darkness she could see his astonishment. ÒAm I okay? If I were any more ÔokayÕ
IÕd have spontaneously dusted. Are you daft?Ó
ÒI meant, dumbass, have you had enough to eat?
Is it safe to go back down with everybody else?Ó
ÒWas always safe, luv. IÕd have to be starving before youÕd
need to worry about me like that.
It just wasnÕt easy, and I knew where there was food, so it made sense
to go get it.Ó He kissed his way
around her face, ending at her mouth, which he continued to kiss while he
murmured, ÒBut to answer your question, yes, IÕve had enough for now. IÕll be
fine.Ó
ÒThen we should start getting dressed,Ó Buffy
said, continuing to kiss him.
ÒWe should,Ó he agreed, falling back onto the
bed and pulling her down on top of him.
ÒAny minute.Ó Buffy squirmed around until she could
feel him between her thighs.
ÒRight you are.Ó Spike put his hands on her
hips and positioned them over his cock. Buffy pushed up to her knees and
lowered herself onto him, sighing in satisfaction when she felt him fill her
up. She sat there momentarily,
staring down at the vampire whose expression she could barely read in the dim
light. What little moonlight managed to get through the dirty windows was just
enough for her to make out the soft smile on his face.
ÒMost beautiful thing IÕve ever seen,Ó he
whispered, raising a hand to brush her cheek, then running the hand down her
body to where they were joined. BuffyÕs skin quivered as his fingers slid past
her breasts and barely skimmed her flat belly. She glanced down to where he was staring
at their joined bodies and watched in fascination as he began to move his hips
up and down, pushing her into a rhythm much like riding a horse. She began to move with him, and was soon
slamming her hips down onto his to meet him thrust for thrust. When she arched her back and threw her
head back, he took advantage of the slight separation to move his thumb and rub
her into a gasping, whimpering orgasm.
ÒOh god,Ó she breathed, slumping forward onto
his chest.
ÒNo god here, love. Just me,Ó he murmured into
her ear as he waited for her to recover.
ÒJust the vampire who loves you.Ó
BuffyÕs eyes widened at his words, and to
distract him, she rolled them over so that she was underneath him and once
again holding him with her powerful legs.
ÒYour turn,Ó she whispered, moving her hips and squeezing his cock every
time she felt it fully inside. She
smiled when he began thrusting again, reaching his own release so quickly it
was almost disappointing—until she realized that, in spite of his obvious
satisfaction and willingness to lie there recovering, he was still hard inside
her. She felt him twitch and squeezed back without thinking until she
remembered that they had been planning to leave the crypt. She sighed and
stopped squeezing, wriggling against him instead and saying, ÒSeriously?Ó
He laughed and rolled to the side, sliding out
of her to the accompaniment of matching groans.
ÒCould keep this up for hours, Buffy. But IÕm guessing you have another plan.Ó
She sighed and nodded, sitting up and looking
around for her clothes. ÒYouÕll have to back up that brag some other time,Ó she
said, poking him in the side. ÒWe need to get back before they send out a
search party.Ó
Without comment, he rolled off the sarcophagus
and pulled his jeans on, handing her the pants and shoes heÕd pulled off her
legs.
ÒHey? WhereÕs my underwear?Ó
ÒHuh! No idea, pet.Ó He pretended to look around. ÒMaybe a mouse ran off with them?Ó
ÒOr a rat,Ó she muttered, glaring at him
suspiciously. He smiled back
as innocently as a vampire could; she shook her head and laughed. ÒYouÕre a pervert. You know that,
right?Ó
ÒAh, but IÕm your pervert, Slayer. And that makes all the difference.Ó
She just shook her head again and continued to
dress, turning around for him to fasten her bra as if theyÕd been together for
years. He hooked it into position,
dropping a kiss on her bare shoulder as he did so. She tipped her head back to
look up at him. ÒYou know, we
didnÕt really settle anything here.Ó
ÒWe didnÕt. But we sure had a bloody good time
ignoring our problems, didnÕt we?Ó
Moving as quietly as they had when entering,
they left the crypt and hurried back toward the hidden entrance to the
tunnels. Only SpikeÕs vampire
hearing kept them from running into a small squad of commandoes, clearly
searching for any sign of Riley or the ÒgangÓ that had kidnapped him.
When the soldiers had passed them by, never
noticing the heat signature plastered against a crumbling crypt and being
shielded by the vampire and his leather coat, Spike signaled silently and they
hastened to drop down into the tunnel.
Spike went first, holding his arms up for Buffy who, with complete
trust, dropped into the inky space and the strong arms waiting to catch her.
Spike found the torch and, once theyÕd move away
from the entrance, used his lighter to reignite it so that Buffy could see
where they were going. It took only
a few minutes to work their way back to where they could see a dim illumination
in the distance.
ÒHome again, home againÉÓ
Buffy yawned and said, ÒAs unhomey as that cave
is, I think IÕm going to be glad to see it.Ó
ÒGive me a couple of weeks, Slayer. Then tell me if itÕs homey or not.Ó
ÒWonÕt matter by then, will it?Ó
ÒIÕm planning to make it my bedroom,Ó he
whispered in her ear, pulling her back against his chest. ÒAnd since IÕm hoping
youÕll be spending a lot of time thereÉ yeah, it matters.Ó
ÒOh. Okay then.Ó She looked around at the tunnel and its
occasional smaller branches that led further under Sunnydale. ÒKinda open to
the general population, though, isnÕt it?
I mean to the underground population, anyway.Ó
ÒI can fix that,Ó he said without explanation.
ÒDonÕt worry. By the time its ready for you to spend much time in, itÕll be
safe as houses. And no worries
about anyone hearing us,Ó he added with a smirk. ÒYou wonÕt have to bite me to
keep from screaming. Unless you want to, of courseÉ.Ó
Buffy blushed and moved more quickly in the
direction of the light. ÒCome on, bragger,Ó she said.
~~~~~~~~~~
They entered the underground room just in time
to see Giles succumbing to exhaustion and slumping against the wall. He straightened up when he heard them,
blinking the sleep from his eyes.
ÒHave you made the world safe for earthworms
and moles?Ó he asked, refusing to meet their eyes.
ÒPretty much. We didnÕt see anything ooky, did
we, Spike?Ó
ÒHuh? Oh, no. Nothing suspicious out there.
Nope.Ó
ÒNot even the dust of the vampire I shot some
time ago?Ó Giles asked, the edge in
his voice countered by the fact that he still wouldnÕt look at them.
ÒVampire?
We didnÕt see anyÉ.Ó
ÒPerhaps you were looking in the wrong places,Ó
Giles interrupted her, pointing over his head. ÒIÕm fairly certain there was at least
one vampire up there.Ó
BuffyÕs blush went unnoticed as she whirled on
Spike. ÒI thought we were quiet!Ó
ÒWe were, luv. Watcher just has a vivid
imagination, isnÕt that right, old man?Ó
ÒThe watcher is not so old that he cannot hear
the sound ofÉ.Ó Giles seemed to be struggling for the proper euphemism. ÒÉ
heavy breathingÉ when it is taking place only a few yards above his head.Ó
There was silence as Buffy hid her face and
Spike smirked at the man now glaring at him. Finally, with a deep sigh, Giles said,
ÒThe timing could have been better, but I suppose this was inevitable.Ó
ÒActually, Watcher, I needed to get to my stash
of cold pig blood before anyone in this room started looking good enough to
eat. That was my reason for going there.
Anything else that happened is between the Slayer and me, and none of
anyone elseÕs businessÉ including yours.Ó
ÒBuffy was my charge, and she is still very
much like a daughter to me. Her choices in life are my business, as is her safety.Ó
ÒBuffy is a grown woman and makes her own
choices. And IÕll wager sheÕs safer with me that she is with the man who was
willing to cripple her for the sake of a worthless test.Ó
ÒBuffy is standing right here!Ó she said,
stepping between the two glaring men and putting her hands on her hips. ÒYou,Ó
she said, pointing to Giles. ÒDonÕt get to tell me what to do or who I can do
it with. And you,Ó she whirled on
Spike who was just beginning to smirk. ÒYou need to stop baiting Giles. IÕve
already told you that incident is over.Ó
She continued glaring back and forth until both men muttered apologies.
ÒWhat did you mean by Ôworthless testÕ?Ó she
asked, refocusing on what Spike had said. ÒMost slayers would have been killed
by Kralik. I think it was a pretty ÔworthyÕ test!Ó
ÒExactly what I meant. Every vamp worth his salt knows thatÕs
how the Council of Wankers rids themselves of troublesome slayers. If theyÕve got one whoÕs easily pushed
around, she gets a raw fledgling with the IQ of a gnat, as many weapons as she
might need, and a playing field heavily weighted in her favor. SheÕs expected
to win. If the Council wants to
replace a slayer with a more tractable one, that slayer faces something older,
stronger, smarter and intent on killing her to earn its freedom. And sheÕs
thrown in without warning, weapons or much chance of surviving. ItÕs murder by
vamp.Ó
ÒGiles? Did you know that when you took my
powers away? Did you know they were trying to kill me?Ó
ÒNo, Buffy! Of course not! Not until I found
out what theyÕd put you up against.
It was too late then. All I could do was try to helpÉ.Ó
Smothering her disappointment, Buffy said, ÒBut
what good would it have done them to kill me? Faith is in a coma, and sheÕs
gone all evil on them anyway. They still wouldnÕt have gotten a new slayer out
of it.Ó
ÒI doubt Faith would have survived much longer,
had they succeeded in removing you. IÕm sure she would have passed quietly away
in her sleep shortly thereafter.Ó
ÒWhatÕs a Faith?Ó Spike was frowning as he
tried to follow the conversation. ÒIs there another slayer again?Ó
ÒFaith is what we got after your ex killed
Kendra,Ó Buffy said shortly. ÒTurns out she wasnÕt what they were looking for
either. She turned evil and began killing for the Mayor. Long story. DonÕt want to talk about
it.Ó
Ignoring BuffyÕs words, he asked, ÒWhat put the
bint into a coma?Ó
ÒI did.Ó
Buffy turned her back on his astonished face
and sank down next to the wall, shutting her eyes and evening out her
breathing, making it clear she was through talking about it.
In front of GilesÕs amazed eyes, Spike took off
his coat, laid it on the ground, and gently lowered Buffy onto it. He wrapped it around her, sat down next
to Giles and pulled BuffyÕs head onto his lap. She murmured her appreciation, curling
one hand on his thigh and going to sleep.
ÒGo back to sleep, Watcher. IÕll take the next
shift.Ó
Too tired to argue, Giles mumbled something
that almost sounded like ÒthanksÓ and stretched out on the hard ground. He was
asleep almost before his eyes were shut completely. Spike leaned against the dirt wall and
began mentally planning his bedroom while Buffy slumbered on his lap.
~~~~~~~~~~
The sounds of ÒGod Save the QueenÓ coming from
the pocket of GilesÕs coat took several seconds to penetrate everyoneÕs drowsy
brains. It wasnÕt until Spike
kicked the sleeping man and said, ÒOi! Watcher. Wake up. Mother England is
calling,Ó that Giles woke up and fumbled for the phone. He answered, listened intently, nodding
from time to time and giving short responses when asked questions. At one point, he glanced over to a
now-awake and angry-looking Riley, speaking quietly enough that only Buffy and
Spike could make out the words.
ÒYes, we do have him. He is fine; or as fine as
can be expected of someone who tried to kill a slayer—Ó He broke off,
turning his gaze to Spike. ÒYes. That is correct. It is William the
Bloody.Ó He listened for another
minute before responding. ÒIt seems soÉ YesÉ No, IÕve seen no sign of
thatÉ Yes. I believe we must assume
that is what has happenedÉ Yes, I
will.Ó He paused and surprised both
Spike and Buffy with a thumbs up sign.
ÒAnd his organization?Ó Clearly the
conversation had gone back to Riley. ÒIÕve given him first aid. He could, of
course, use more skilled medical attention, but I think heÕll be fine until
we— Yes. If youÕre certain it is safe, we willÉ Yes. IÕll call you as
soon as IÕm home.Ó
He snapped the phone shut and looked around at
all the curious eyes waiting for him to speak. ÒIt appears that the Initiative has had
its leadership changed and the Army will take charge of Agent Finn here. There are teams arriving to deal with
the laboratory and with Dr. Walsh, although she has been placed under close
supervision and house arrest until they can go through her files and decide if
national security has been threatened by her work.Ó
He stood up and stretched. ÒI am assured that we can safely return
to our normal abodes, if we will drop ourÉ visitorÉ off at the ER where there
will be a team of Army medics waiting for him.Ó He turned his gaze on Riley. ÒThere are apparently some potentially
dangerous enhancements to your physique of which you are unaware. You will beÉ I believe ÔbriefedÕ is the
term, when you have been patched up.Ó
ÒLetÕs roll,Ó Xander said, stretching his stiff
body.
Spike held up a hand to stop the general
movement towards the overhead entrance.
ÒBlindfold soldier boy, first,Ó he instructed. ÒNo need for him to learn
all our secrets, even if he is going to be out of business.Ó
ÒAgreed,Ó Giles said, handing the blindfold to
Willow.
As soon as RileyÕs eyes had been covered, his
complaints ignored, Xander brought the ladder back from its place in the tunnel
and Spike went up to slide the plywood off the opening. Getting Riley up was not as complicated
as getting him down had been, and it took only Spike behind him to keep him
from falling and Willow instructing him which foot to raise. Buffy was waiting
at the top and easily pulled him out and onto the floor.
They walked back to the hidden vehicles,
deciding that Oz and Willow could go back to the dorms while Xander and Giles
used his car to deposit Riley at the Sunnydale Hospital ER. There was an
awkward silence, during which Spike and Buffy made no motions toward getting
into either vehicle.
ÒYou guys go on,Ó she said finally. ÒI never patrolled last night. I think
IÕd better hit a few cemeteries before the sun comes up. IÕll see you tomorrowÉ uh, later today,
Willow.Ó
When theyÕd all driven away, Spike leaned
against his car and pulled Buffy between his open legs. She rested her head on
his chest, sighing contentedly as he held her and rubbed her back with one
hand. When she felt herself almost
drifting to sleep while standing up, she groaned and pushed herself away from
her comfortable pillow.
ÒIÕd better go,Ó she said. ÒI was serious about
patrolling.Ó
ÒItÕs going to be daylight soon, love. YouÕre
not going to find anything out there.
LetÕs just get you back to your room and see if you can catch some sleep
today, yeah?Ó
ÒButÉ.Ó
ÒIf I see any nasties out and about on my way
back, IÕll take care of Ôem for you, alright?Ó
ÒYouÕre not staying here?Ó
ÒAnd leave you to walk yourself home?Ó He was
so genuinely affronted that Buffy tamped down the urge to snap at him that
sheÕd been walking herself home in the wee hours of the morning long before she
ever met him. Instead, she just nodded
and took his hand.
ÒLetÕs go then, William. I might get in two or three hours of
sleep before I have a class to go to.Ó
They walked through the deserted streets, their
powerful legs carrying them at a speed that belied the casual strolling it appeared
to be. Buffy held onto SpikeÕs
hand, enjoying the pleasure of having a boyfriend she could walk around with in
the middle of the night without worrying about his safety.
ÒYou know, I could get used to this,Ó she said,
nudging him with her arm.
ÒKinda the plan, wasnÕt it? To get used to each
other?Ó
ÒI just thoughtÉ I expected it to take longerÉ
and be harder.Ó
He laughed and squeezed her hand. ÒMuch as IÕd
like to believe that one good shag has changed everything, we both know that
weÕre going to be snappinÕ and snarlinÕ at each other about something before
long. IÕd lay odds on it.Ó
Buffy nodded and leaned into his shoulder. ÒI
suppose thatÕs right. Speaking of which, about this drinking habit of yoursÉ.Ó
ÒAnd there she goes. TryinÕ to turn me into the
great poof.Ó
ÒYou drink. Are you denying it?Ó
ÒNope. One of the joys of life.Ó
ÒYou gamble.Ó
ÒNeed money, donÕt I?Ó
ÒYou smoke.Ó
He pulled out a cigarette and made a big show
of lighting it and blowing smoke at her.
ÒYou complain a lot.Ó
Buffy waved the smoke away. ÒYou kill.Ó
ÒPot, kettle.Ó
ÒI kill bad
things. Your pot is much blacker than my kettle is!Ó
ÒThatÕs pretty thin, Slayer. Really not holdinÕ
up your end of this argument very well.Ó
ÒWeÕre not arguing. IÕm just pointing out all
the perfectly good reasons why this shouldnÕt work.Ó
Before Spike could respond, two very hungry and
inexperienced vamps jumped out from behind a black van, snarling and waiting
for their intended victims to scream and run. Without discussion, Buffy took the one
on the right; Spike stepped toward the one on her left. Wasting no time on quipping, Buffy
pulled her stake and drove it through the chest of her chosen opponent. As the
dust settled, she put her stake into SpikeÕs outstretched hand, and he disposed
of the one heÕd incapacitated with one punch.
He stood up, handed BuffyÕs stake back with a,
ÒNicely done, kettle,Ó and continued as if thereÕd been no interruption. ÒAh, Slayer. But there are so many
reasons it should workÉÓ
ÒName one!Ó
He pulled her close and lowered his mouth to
hers. ÒHereÕs oneÉÓ
ÒMmmmphÓ
ÒAnd twoÉÓ
By the time Spike got to five, Buffy was caught
between laughter and lust, finally pushing him away and trying to catch her
breath.
ÒOkay. Point made. Our bodies donÕt care how
wrong this is. But—Ó
ÒBut it keeps us from killing each other while we
sort out the rest of it.Ó He started walking again. ÒNot saying we arenÕt going to have our
problems, Buffy. But as long as IÕd rather kiss you than kill youÉ And as long
as kissing you keeps you from killing meÉ.Ó
ÒYou really think we can make this work?Ó She
sighed and moved under the arm heÕd thrown around her shoulders, enjoying the
way she just fit there. ÒI hope youÕre right.Ó She slid her own arm around his
waist, smiling as he adjusted his long strides to accommodate her shorter legs.
ÒI can be a very hard worker when I need to
be,Ó he said. ÒAnd I know how stubborn you areÉ.Ó He laughed when she pinched
him in the side. ÒAh, now, pet. You
know what pinching me led to last time.Ó
She snorted. ÒI think everything leads there
with you.Ó
ÒJust doing my share to make things work, love.
ThatÕs all IÕm doing. ItÕs not like I actually want to—Ó
ÒYouÕd better be lyingÉ.Ó She started to pull
away, but his arm tightened.
ÒThrough my teeth, Slayer.Ó
ÒI knew that.Ó
ÒI knew you knew it.Ó
ÒDid not.Ó
ÒDid too.Ó
ÒAre we arguing again?Ó
ÒDo you want to be?Ó
Buffy frowned, then snuggled in closer. ÒNot right now. I just want my boyfriend
to walk me to my dorm and kiss me goodnightÉÓ She glanced up at the sky. ÒSo he
can get home before he goes up in flames.Ó
Spike stopped and gestured towards her
building. ÒSee? Ask and you shall receive.Ó He brushed his lips across hers. ÒSee you tonight, love.Ó
ÒHurry home, Spike,Ó she said as he walked
away. ÒI donÕt want to have to go looking for your ashes.Ó
He waved a hand as he broke into a jog. His
voice drifted back to here. ÒWeÕre going to make it work, Buffy. I promise.Ó
She watched until he was out of sight. ÒI hope youÕre right, Spike,Ó she
whispered into the night before going into the building. ÒI really hope youÕre
right.Ó
The End
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