Making it Work

 

Chapter One

 

When Buffy opened the door to GilesÕ apartment a few evenings later, trailed by the vampire whoÕd kidnapped Willow and Xander the last time he was in Sunnydale, there was a sudden scramble to get behind furniture. Giles snatched a large cross off his desk, saying, ÒBuffy! Behind you!Ó She stopped, barely inside the door, and rolled her eyes.

 

ÒItÕs just Spike,Ó she said. ÒI know heÕs there. You need to invite him in.  Please,Ó she added when Giles continued to stare in horror and disbelief.

 

ÒHave you gone mad?  Does he have you in thrall?Ó

 

She sighed and glanced over her shoulder to the vampire leaning against the invisible barrier.  ÒI told you heÕd freak.Ó  Spike shrugged and turned his attention to Giles.

 

ÒSheÕs just as sane as sheÕs ever been,Ó he said, snorting at BuffyÕs muttered, ÒWhatÕs that supposed to mean?Ó  ÒAnd I donÕt know if I even have a thrall. Let me in, you bloody wanker.Ó

 

ÒOh thatÕll do the trick, for sure.Ó Buffy glared at an unrepentant Spike. ÒThanks a lot.Ó

 

ÒDidnÕt threaten to eat him, did I?Ó he retaliated. ÒDoesnÕt seem very smart to be leaving the door wide open when anything except a friendly vampire could get in.Ó

 

ÒA friendly vampire? Since when is there such a thing as a friendly vampire? And if there was, IÕm pretty sure you wouldnÕt be it.Ó  Xander spoke from the relative safety of the other side of the room.  Spike didnÕt even deign to look at him, but smiled when he saw Willow staring at him with her mouth open.

 

ÒHello there, Red. YouÕre looking good tonight.Ó  Oz silently slipped in front of Willow, clearly placing himself between her and the vampire.  Spike blinked, sniffed, and smiled.  ÒGuess the SlayerÕs not the only one likes to walk on the wild—Ó

 

Buffy whirled, shoving him away from the still impenetrable doorway and following him outside. ÒI donÕt walk—youÉ youÉÓ Ignoring the gasps from within the apartment, she shook her head and sighed.  ÒThis is never going to work, Spike. IÕm the Slayer; Giles is my watcher. And these are my friends.Ó

 

ÒKnow all that, pet,Ó he said, frowning. ÒWhatÕs your point?Ó

 

ÒAnd youÕreÉ youÕre you.Ó She gazed at him, not trying to hide her sadness, but with firm determination in her eyes.  ÒI canÕt do this. I canÕt bring you into my watcherÕs apartment, where my friends feel safe andÉ.Ó

 

ÒThen IÕll jusÕ wait out here for you.Ó  He pulled out his cigarettes and stuck one in his mouth, fumbling around for his lighter.

 

ÒNo,Ó Buffy said, lowering her voice so they couldnÕt hear her inside.  ÒI meant, I canÕtÉ you canÕt beÉ beÉ in my life.  It isnÕt going to work.Ó

 

ÒThatÕs it? One little unfriendly greeting from your Scooby pals, and you suddenly donÕt even want to try?Ó

 

ÒIt wasnÕt unfriendly, Spike. TheyÕre terrified of you.  How the hell do I explain to them that itÕs okay to let you in because when you kiss me I forget what you are?Ó

 

ÒReally? You do?Ó He straightened up and moved closer.  ÒThen just let me—Ó

 

ÒNo! Stay away from me!Ó BuffyÕs raised voice carried into the apartment and Giles appeared behind her holding out a stake.

 

ÒAre you not armed?Ó he said with a touch of dismay. ÒHere, take this, quickly.Ó

 

Buffy sighed and turned her back on Spike, causing Giles to go very pale.  He blinked hard when Spike made no move to attack her, only resting a hand on her shoulder. A hand that she seemed unfazed to find only inches from her throat.

 

ÒIÕm fine, Giles.  I donÕt need that stake, I have my own.Ó

 

ÒThen may I ask why you havenÕt used it on Spike yet?Ó

 

ÒBecause heÉ IÉ weÉÓ She sighed again. ÒWe arenÕt going to kill each other, Giles. JustÉ either let him in so we can explain, or close the door and let me finish this conversation.Ó

 

In front of GilesÕ horrified gaze, she leaned back slightly, showing no fear or uncertainty when Spike brought up his other hand, holding both hands on her shoulders as they waited for Giles to answer.

 

ÒPerÉ perhaps it would be best if you came in and explained why he isnÕt trying to kill you, and why youÉ. Oh, dear Lord,Ó he gasped when SpikeÕs arms dropped and slid around her in what was clearly a loose, but not unwelcome, embrace.

 

ÒYouÕll have to ask him in,Ó she said.  ÒIf youÕre still worried after youÕve heard us out—Ó

 

ÒIf youÕre worried about me sneaking in and eating you while you sleep, you can just do a disinvite spell. You know how to do that, donÕt you, Watcher?Ó

 

ÒI do,Ó he said coldly, stepping back and gesturing them in.  ÒCome in, Spike.Ó

 

Spike swaggered into the room, baring his teeth at Xander in a grin that contained no humor.  More gasps and one muffled ÒhuhÓ from Oz accompanied BuffyÕs elbow to his ribs. Instead of retaliating, Spike just laughed and rubbed his side.  ÒCome on, Slayer. IÕm just being me.Ó

 

ÒI thought weÕd agreed that you being you probably isnÕt in the best interest of a relationship?Ó she muttered, trying to ignore GilesÕ strangled, Òrelationship?Ó

 

With a sudden change in demeanor that left the humans in the room blinking, SpikeÕs whole expression softened as he gazed at Buffy.  He raised one hand to her face, touching her cheek and whispering, ÒIs that what we have? A relationship?Ó

 

ÒWellÉ notÉ I meanÉ no! But if we did decide that we had one, youÕd have to be nicer to my friends.  And stop scaring them!Ó

 

His hand dropped, but the soft expression didnÕt leave his face.  ÒAlright, luv. IÕm sorry.Ó  He turned to the shocked people staring at them and said, ÒWant you to know that I would never touch a one of you. Or anyone else the Slayer cares about.Ó

 

ÒAnd weÕre supposed to trust you? Just like that?Ó

 

ÒSlayer does,Ó Spike replied, staring into GilesÕs cold, disbelieving eyes and ignoring the younger people.

 

ÒBuffy is an excellent slayer,Ó Giles said. ÒHowever, she is also a very young woman, and her hormones have been known to affect her judgment—Ó

 

SpikeÕs snarl interrupted Giles before he could finish his thought, but not before everyone saw the pain and anger flash across BuffyÕs face. 

 

ÒYou owe her an apology,Ó Spike said, his voice low and menacing. ÒThereÕs nothing wrong with her judgment. You could question her taste in men when she was younger—Ó He paused when Buffy gasped indignantly, saying with an apologetic shrug, ÒSorry, pet, but I think we all know what heÕs talking about.Ó  Spike stared around the room, meeting the eyes of each person before moving on to the next.  ÒIÕm not Angelus. Never have been anything like that pillock—in spite of his best attempts to make me so.  Got no soul to lose; not trying to pretend IÕd be any different if I had one. I am who and what I am. William the Bloody.Ó

 

ÒAnd weÕre supposed to find that reassuring?Ó GilesÕ expression hadnÕt softened, but he allowed the arm holding the stake to drop to his side. BuffyÕs face was a study in confusion as she wondered where Spike was going with this.

 

ÒWhen the vamp who made his rep hunting down and fighting slayers tells you heÕs going to do his best to see that this one lives long enough to watch her grandchildren grow upÉÓ He took BuffyÕs hand and raised it to his lips. He kept his eyes locked on hers, but addressed his words to Giles. ÒYeah, you should find that reassuring. Not going to kill her; gonna do my best not to let anything else kill her. And IÕm not planninÕ to do anything that might make her try to kill me.Ó

 

BuffyÕs glare and accompanying Òtry?Ó had him fumbling to repair the damage. Ò ÔCept maybe imply she couldnÕt do it.  DidnÕt mean that, luv. Just meant IÕd not give you any reason to want to.Ó

 

ÒYou give me reasons to want to every time you open your mouth,Ó she muttered, her pride still not soothed. 

 

Giles and the Scoobies watched in disbelief as Spike whispered in her ear and brought a reluctant smile to her face. She shook her head and gave a soft laugh, saying quietly, ÒYouÕre so full of it,Ó as she leaned into him for a second.  Before anyone could say anything else, she straightened up and turned to face her friends.

 

ÒOkay, guys, hereÕs the sitch.  It looks like maybe thereÕs some reason that Spike and I havenÕt killed each other yet – other than weÕre pretty evenly matched and something always seems to get in the way before one of us can—Ó She gave herself a little shake.  ÒAnyway, IÕve agreed that he can stay here in Sunnydale and try to prove to me that he doesnÕt want to kill me anymore.  And he isnÕt going to be biting anyone else, either,Ó she added, as Giles started to speak. ÒHeÕs going to bag it until we seeÉ until we see what we see.Ó

 

WillowÕs eyes went wide.  ÒMaybe thatÕs what those old books were talking about!Ó

 

ÒOld books?Ó Giles frowned in her direction, causing her to blush and stammer.

 

ÒUhÉ yeah? I was sitting here one day, all bored and stuff, so I started reading some of those old Council records.  You know, the really old ones that—Ó

 

ÒThe ones clearly marked ÔFor active Watchers onlyÕ?Ó

 

ÒErÉ yes, those.Ó WillowÕs chin rose and her voice became firmer.  ÒThe point is, one of those books talked about how Slayers sometimes have aÉ aÉÓ She looked at Buffy and Spike helplessly.

 

ÒAn unnatural attraction to the very creatures they are destined to kill?Ó Giles said, his voice dripping sarcasm.

 

ÒYeah. That. Except the book didnÕt call it ÔunnaturalÕ, it kind of indicated it was prettyÉ common.Ó

 

ÒBloody hell!Ó

 

ÒWhat????Ó  Buffy whirled to glare at her watcher. ÒIs this one of those side-effecty things about being a slayer that you didnÕt bother to share with me?Ó

 

ÒI reallyÉ there was noÉ Willow really should not have been going through my private collection.Ó

 

ÒHey, hey!Ó Willow glared at him. ÒDonÕt blame the messenger.Ó

 

Giles wiped his glasses and looked at the two very strong people staring at him with their mouths open and their eyes narrowing dangerously. 

 

ÒAll right. In hindsight, I may have been a bitÉ but, with Angel having a soul, and then leaving you, it seemed best not to mention that yourÉ affairÉ was not as unique as you wanted to think it was.Ó

 

ÒSo, what are you saying, Watcher?  That the slayer only wants me because IÕm a vampire? Any undead suiter would do her?Ó  Spike seemed to working on a serious pout, and Buffy rolled her eyes.

 

ÒNobody said I wanted youÉ yet,Ó she pointed out. ÒI said you could hang around and we couldÉ could see if itÕs even possible for us to—Ó

 

Giles sighed and glared at Spike. He interrupted Buffy without apology.

 

ÒNo, you git, it couldnÕt be any vampire. Typically—and everyone please bear in mind that, contrary to what Willow seems to believe, it is by no means a common occurrence. In the past several hundred years there have been perhaps three or four cases where a slayer has entered into a relationship with a vampire.  In all cases, it was an older vampire, often a master, and the slayer had—Ó He paused and now did give Buffy an apologetic glance. Ò—had passed her Cruciamentum and was therefore of age.  Buffy did not meet those criteria when she wasÉ involvedÉ with Angel.  I tend to view their relationship as an aberration that would never have happened had he not had the soul, and had she not been so young.Ó

 

ÒCruciamentum?Ó  Spike stared at Buffy, his face darkening. ÒHe did that to you?Ó  He turned his head, his eyes flashing yellow and his fangs just showing behind his lips.  ÒYou let those wankers try to kill her?Ó

 

Giles flinched and brought the cross up in front of his face. Spike stepped forward and batted it away.  ÒSomething you ought to know, Watcher.Ó He sneered the title as if it was an obscenity.  ÒThose religious symbols donÕt intimidate older vampires. WeÕve seen too much, survived too much, to be held off by a couple of crossed sticks.Ó

 

ÒBuffy!Ó To his credit, Giles did not exactly scream her name, and he did snatch a stake off the table, but he was retreating behind his desk as he did so.

 

Buffy stepped in front of Spike and put her hands up.  ÒDown, boy,Ó she said with a pat on his chest. ÒTrust me, heÕs sorry. I made him grovel for weeks.Ó She reached up and stroked his brow ridges until they smoothed out and his normal blue eyes were looking back at her.  ÒDid you think I got to be this old without having to do it?Ó  Her expression changed and she dropped her hand. ÒOr that I must not have done it because you donÕt think I could possibly have lived through it?Ó

 

ÒGot all the faith in the world in you, luv.Ó He paused to kiss her hand and give Giles, still standing behind his desk and clutching the stake, a glare. ÒBut I really thought your watcher had enough balls to stand up to the Council of Wankers and tell Ôem what they could do with their ÔtestÕ.Ó

 

ÒWell, he did quit when he found out theyÕd set me up. Technically, heÕs not a Watcher anymore.Ó

 

ÒSet you up?Ó

 

Buffy nodded. ÒYeah, IÕll tell you about it later. The point is – itÕs ancient history. I survived, Kralik didnÕt, and you donÕt get to be all indignant about something that happened while you were running around South America eating tourists.Ó

 

The look Spike sent Giles said very clearly that he wasnÕt accepting BuffyÕs blithe dismissal of what Giles had done to her. 

 

Ignoring the glaring vampire, Buffy turned back to Giles.  ÒSo, thisÉ thingÉ whatever it is, between Spike and me, itÕs not all weird and stuff?Ó

 

ÒApparently not,Ó he said stiffly. ÒAlthough, please bear in mind, the fact that it has happened before does not mean you are obligated to develop a relationship that you would rather not have.Ó He finished his little speech with a hopeful question in his voice, then groaned when Buffy blushed as Spike put his arms around her again, leaning down to whisper in her ear, increasing her blush. 

 

The Scoobies, silent until now, stared at Buffy and Spike for a few seconds, then broke into a babble of questions and arguments against what they were seeing. Buffy just waited, still wrapped loosely in SpikeÕs arms, her hands gently stroking his wrists where they crossed in front of her.  When the babble had died down and it was possible to pick out specific questions, she chose to answer XanderÕs first.

 

ÒI do trust him, Xan. Spike has never lied to me – not about anything important, anyway. HeÕs already been here for a week, and he hasnÕt hurt anybody. And you donÕt need to worry about me giving him access to my momÕs house – I never took it away. HeÕs had the freedom to walk in there anytime. Ever since—Ó She stopped, memories of using SpikeÕs help to defeat Acathla, and incidentally send Angel to hell, overwhelming her momentarily.  Spike tightened his arms, offering silent support as if he understood exactly what she was thinking.

 

Willow quickly picked up on where BuffyÕs mind had gone.  ÒWhat about Angel?Ó she asked, frowning – whether in concern for BuffyÕs feelings or for AngelÕs, Buffy wasnÕt sure.  ÒIsnÕt he going to—Ó

 

Spike growled softly as Buffy removed his hands and slid out of his embrace.  She didnÕt step away, though, holding his hands down at her sides.

 

ÒI donÕt see any reason why Angel needs to know anything about this right now,Ó she said clearly.  ÒSpike and meÉ weÉ weÕre just going to see where this goes. MaybeÉ maybe it wonÕt go anywhereÉÓ She squeezed his hands gently when she felt another rumble in his chest.  ÒMaybe itÕll turn out that we donÕt really like each other very much, and this is all justÉ physical stuff.Ó BuffyÕs face was suffused with color as she stumbled over how to describe her newly-discovered craving for SpikeÕs kisses.  ÒI mean, up until just a couple of days ago, I thought I hated him and he hated me.  All weÕre doing is giving it some time.Ó

 

ÒAnd what are we supposed to do in the meantime? While heÕs out munching on the population?Ó

 

ÒXander, I already told you, heÕs bagging it while heÕs here.  You donÕt have to do anything except promise not to try to stake him.Ó

 

She gave her best male friend a hard stare, a silent reminder that she knew of his betrayal when sheÕd gone to face Angelus. SheÕd forgiven him, knowing that she probably would have hesitated to kill Angelus when given the chance if sheÕd known that Willow was working on restoring his soul.  However, the opportunity to kill him hadnÕt presented itself until it was too late to stop; and knowing that sheÕd actually sent Angel to hell in order to save the world should have put to rest any doubts anyone had over her willingness to do her job.

 

Ignoring the various unsupportive faces in the room, Buffy continued with as much confidence as she should muster, ÒSo, if weÕre all good here, Spike and I are going out to find that blonde bitch and her gang of drop-outs and get my stuff back.Ó

 

The reminder of how Sunday had sent Buffy running and then emptied out her dorm room caused Giles to stand up straighter. ÒAnd where was William the Bloody when you got hurt?Ó he asked.  ÒFor all you know, he was charged with keeping you busy while they looted your room.Ó

 

Buffy started to speak, but Spike stopped her with a hand on her arm. The expression on his face was a mixture of shame and fury.  ÒHad every intention of spending the next few days teaching that bint what it means to brass off a master vampire,Ó he growled. ÒBut the Slayer wants to do it herself, so IÕm respecting her wishes. IÕm going to be there for the show, this time. SheÕs not gettingÕ over being sick now, and itÕll be a fair fight if I have to dust every minion myself.Ó

 

ÒBuffy, you do realize he is speaking of torture, do you not?Ó

 

She sighed and nodded. ÒYes, Giles. In case you forgot, that skanky bitch almost broke my arm and then stole my stuff. And sheÕs a vamp. Pardon me if I donÕt look too shocked or worried about what Spike wants to do to her.Ó She poked the vampire as she turned back toward the door.  ÒBut, just so you know, she is mine. You got that?Ó

 

She waved at Giles and her gaping friends, then grabbed the door and pushed Spike out in front of her.  As soon as it had shut behind them, she whirled on Spike.

 

ÒIf you were smart, youÕd kiss me right now before I decide this is going to be more trouble than itÕs worth!Ó

 

ÒCould never refuse a sweet invitation like that,Ó he said, pulling her against his body and biting her lower lip.  He fastened his mouth on hers, caressing her with his lips until hers parted to let his tongue in.  When Buffy had been thoroughly reminded that the former irritating bane of her existence could kiss her into a whimpering ball of hormones, they separated enough for Buffy to rest her head on his chest and gasp for air. 

 

When he went to pull her in again, she put her hands on his chest and pushed gently. ÒLetÕs not rush this, huh? I want to be sure before IÉ weÉ.  Patience, okay?Ó

 

He snorted. ÒYou do remember who youÕre talking to, donÕt you, Slayer?Ó

 

ÒOh yeah. The vamp that was going to kill me on Saturday, but showed up on Wednesday. I forgot. Patience – not your thing.Ó

 

ÒNot even close to being my thing,Ó he growled, reaching for her again. He snarled when she danced away from him, shaking her finger in his face.

 

ÒUh, uh. Behave yourself. I have skanky vampire ass to kick. You can come along and help me find her, or you can go doÉ Ò She waved her hand around vaguely. ÒÉ whatever it is youÕre going to do while youÕre here and not with me.Ó

 

ÒThe whole point of being here in this hell-hole, is to be with you.Ó He adjusted himself with more action than necessary, laughing when she blushed. ÒSo, letÕs go find this gang of vamps thatÕs interfering with my love life.Ó

 

Chapter Two

 

Spike watched from the couch as Buffy kicked Sunday and her gang around the room, sneering the entire time about Òskanky, stuff-stealing, bleached blonde bloodsuckersÓ. He never moved, except to applaud a particularly good quip, or wince at a slayer kick that went somewhere extra painful.  When there was nothing left but dust, he stood up and clapped. Not the sarcastic slow claps of his first sight of her fighting, but genuine appreciation for her work.

 

ÒLooks like youÕre all back up to snuff,Ó he said. ÒNot hurt anymore?Ó

 

She shook her head. ÒNah. A good nightÕs sleep and my slayer healing fixed my arm right up.  And making a dust bunny out of that snotty bitch just made my day. I feel great!Ó She threw her arms out and jumped at him. Vampire-quick reactions allowed him to catch her and pull her against his body as she wound her arms around his neck and wrapped her legs around his waist.

 

ÒYou feel bloody wonderful,Ó he said, nuzzling the side of her neck. ÒAnd you smell even betterÉ.Ó

 

ÒIÕm all sweaty,Ó she protested feebly as she turned her head to give him better access.

 

ÒYouÕre also turned on,Ó he breathed against her ear.  ÒThink I canÕt tell what fighting does to you?Ó

 

ÒWait! What? What do you meanÉ how do youÉ ohÉ.Ó

 

ÒDoes the same thing to me, love,Ó he murmured, his hands cupping her ass and holding her against him. ÒEvery time I fight you, every time I watch you fightÉ ItÕs a wonder you didnÕt kill me one of those times I couldnÕt walk well enough to get out of your way.Ó

 

Buffy giggled, sliding down and rubbing herself against him, eliciting a heartfelt groan.  ÒReally? All that time I could have justÉ.Ó She fastened her mouth on his, falling quickly into the kisses that made the world and everything in it fade into unimportance. Between the kissing and the pressure against her clit, Buffy was somewhere between fainting and having an orgasm when they were interrupted by noise from outside.

 

Still dizzy from unsatisfied lust, and not happy about the interruption, Buffy allowed Spike to put her down on the floor. He fell into place on her left while she retrieved her stake and waited to see what was coming into the empty vamp nest.

 

The squad of ninja-like soldiers that burst through the door was not what either one had expected.

 

ÒBuffy?Ó

 

ÒRiley?Ó

 

They stared at each other, Buffy taking in the commando uniforms, Riley frowning at the stake in her hand.

 

ÒWhat are you doing here?Ó they exclaimed simultaneously.

 

ÒYou first,Ó Riley said, eyeing Spike with suspicion. Spike glowered back at the much larger man.

 

ÒI had aÉ a little problem with one of the people living here,Ó Buffy said, tucking her stake behind her back.  ÒI just came by toÉ talk to her about it, and to get my stuff back.Ó  She began picking up the things Sunday had taken from her dorm room, gesturing at Spike to grab the rest.  As soon as theyÕd picked up everything that hadnÕt been ruined, Buffy pushed Spike toward the door, saying, ÒNice to see you, Riley.  See you tomorrow in class!Ó She pushed Spike the rest of the way out and hissed, ÒLetÕs get out of here.Ó

 

ÒBuffy!Ó Riley called after her.  ÒWhere are theÉ peopleÉ who were living here?Ó

 

ÒOh, I think they must have moved out in a hurry. They left a lot of dust behind.Ó  Glaring at SpikeÕs snicker, but giggling in spite of herself, she began to jog, anxious to get away before it occurred to any of the men staring around the empty room to follow her.

 

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ÒUh, Finn?Ó Graham tried to get RileyÕs attention while frowning at the device in his hand.

 

ÒWhat?Ó RileyÕs response was barely audible as he stared at the door through which Buffy had disappeared.  He only noticed what Graham was saying when the man repeated himself in a louder voice.

 

ÒI said I only recorded one heat signature in here.  One of them was only room temperature, and IÕm guessing it wasnÕt the one holding the stake.Ó

 

ÒYou saw that, huh?  I was hoping maybe I imagined it.Ó

 

ÒWe all saw it. Your little co-ed crush was standing in a room full of vamp dust, holding a stake; and unless somethingÕs wrong with the equipment, the Billy Idol wannabe with her is a hostile.Ó

 

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When they felt they were safely away from the commandos, they slowed down and began the walk toward BuffyÕs dorm.

 

ÒWhat the hell was that – the ghostbuster squad?Ó

 

ÒIÕm not sure. ThatÕs the second time IÕve seen them around the campus at night. And the second time theyÕve almost caught me slaying.  I didnÕt know Riley was one of them, though.Ó

 

ÒAnd who or what is a ÔRileyÕ when heÕs not playing ninja soldier?Ó

 

ÒOh, heÕs the TA in my psych class. Willow thinks he likes me, but IÕm pretty sure he just thinks IÕm an idiot who falls asleep in class and wanders around by herself too much at night.Ó

 

Spike gave a low growl and Buffy glanced at him from the sides of her eyes.  ÒWhat?Ó

 

ÒNothing. Just the demon responding to the idea of another man thinking he—Ó

 

ÒWhat does your demon have to do with anything?Ó

 

Spike stared at her. ÒEverything, love. HeÕsÉ itÕsÉ part of me. Part of who and what I am. Come on, Slayer. YouÕve got to know this.Ó

 

Buffy was silent as they entered the dorm and carried her belongings back to her room.  Spike sprawled on the bed while she wandered around putting things away.  Having remained quiet as long as he could, he finally said, ÒSlayer? Buffy?Ó

 

She raised bleak eyes to his, causing him to rise and cross the room to where she was standing, parasol in hand.  ÒWhatÕs wrong, luv?Ó

 

ÒIs that what not having a soul means? That your demon is always there?Ó

 

He frowned at her.  ÒDemonÕs there no matter what. WonÕt be gone till IÕm dust.  A soul might make him a mite unhappy, but it wouldnÕt make him vanish. CanÕt. HeÕs always there. ItÕs what keeps me alive – so to speak.Ó

 

ÒBut Angel—Ó

 

He snarled and whirled away from her.  ÒShould have known that was coming.  Angelus – the bane of my existence.Ó

 

ÒWhen he has his soul, the demon—Ó

 

ÒWhen the bugger has his soul, he feels guilty.  So he keeps the demon in check. ThatÕs all. Without it, the demon has nothing to rein it in and the true Angelus comes out.Ó

 

ÒBut youÉ.Ó

 

ÒI control my demon, Slayer. It doesnÕt control me.  DonÕt need an artificial conscience to keep it in line. I know right from wrong—and so does Angelus. We just donÕt care.  Or, I didnÕt care; not until now.Ó

 

He turned back and put his hands on her shoulders. ÒYou canÕt be my soul, Buffy, but you can be my conscience.  Not saying I wonÕt make mistakes. ItÕs been a long time since I let the lessons my mother taught me control my actions. Went out of my way to be the opposite of what I was raised, once I got turned. The freedom wasÉ  freeing.Ó

 

ÒThen howÉ?Ó

 

ÒYouÕll be here. To tell me if IÕm making a mistake. To remind me whatÕs right and wrong.Ó  He frowned at her. ÒNot to say IÕm gonna turn into some sort of goody-two-shoes, mind you. A vampÕs got to have some vicesÉ But with your help, I can maybe keep from making any big mistakes.Ó  He smoothed her hair and his eyes softened even more. ÒI want to make this work, Slayer. If it doesnÕt, and I have to leave, I want to know that we gave it our best shot.Ó

 

The confusion in BuffyÕs eyes was painful to see. ÒI donÕt understandÉÓ She stared at Spike as if she could find the answer written on his face.  ÒHow can youÉ And Ange-Angelus couldnÕtÉ He hated me!Ó

 

ÒHe hated that youÕd made him love you,Ó Spike said. ÒAnd all those years of living with the soulÉ I think his demon might have gone a bit barmy.  Not that Angelus wasnÕt always a right bastard,Ó he hastened to add. ÒBut he was even more twisted once you—once the soul went away.Ó

 

ÒYou can say it,Ó Buffy said, turning away from his entirely too sympathetic eyes.  ÒOnce I made him lose his soul. Go me.  And then he didnÕt even love me anymore.Ó

 

ÒAngelus never ÔlovedÕ anybody, pet.  HeÕs got a sense of family, IÕll give him that, but the only person he really cares about is Angelus.Ó Spike blew out a breath and mumbled, ÒI hope I donÕt regret sayinÕ thisÉÓ Speaking a bit louder he said, ÒYou made him so happy, he lost the bloody soul that makes him so special to you. He loved you. Trust me. ItÕs just, the demon twisted it into something obsessive once it didnÕt have the soul to keep it in check.  You were still special to himÉ just not in a way that was likely to make you very happy. Or safe,Ó he added watching her as she wrapped her arms around herself and kept her back to him.

 

ÒBut IÕm safe with you – and you donÕt love me.Ó She whirled around, blinking back tears. ÒI donÕt understand. It doesnÕt make sense!Ó

 

Spike growled low in his throat, then threw himself down on her bed.  He stared at the ceiling for several seconds, then sighed and sat up, motioning her closer. 

ÒIf I tell you something, will you promise not to remember it or think about it when youÕre slaying?Ó

 

ÒI guess—whatÉ?Ó

 

ÒDemons are just like anybody else, pet. Some are bad, some are good – more bad than good, IÕll admit, but there are some of both.  Remind me to take you around one night and introduce you to some harmless demons so you donÕt go accidently slaying somebody youÕll wish you hadnÕt.Ó

 

ÒYou think IÕve slayed good demons?Ó

 

ÒDunno, love. IÕm just sayingÉ Sunnyhell is full of demons doing jobs that a human wouldnÕt last ten minutes at.  Who do you think makes the late-night pizza deliveries, or works down in the sewer tunnels when something needs fixing?Ó

 

BuffyÕs eyes grew wide as she thought about all the times sheÕd handed money to a delivery boy, wondering what he was so obviously terrified of and worried that she needed to escort him safely back to his car.

 

ÒOh my God. I never evenÉ that makes sense, I guess. But itÕs not like I go around looking for funny-looking delivery people, or prowling the sewers unless IÕm chasing something. WhatÕs that got to do with slaying vamps? 

 

ÒBecause it includes vamps, pet.  Not many, and you arenÕt likely to come across them, but even some vamps have demons that donÕt crave the bloodshed.Ó

 

ÒSo, what happens to them? Do they starve to death before I can stake them?Ó

 

ÒNo. They do what you want me to do – what the poof does – they bag it. Or they—never mind, you donÕt need to know about that. All you need to know is that all those Sunnydale butchers that have fresh blood to go arenÕt there just because your ex ate a lot. They have other customers. Vamps and demons.Ó

 

ÒOh.Ó Buffy sank down beside him, frowning. ÒBut they donÕt have souls?Ó

 

He rolled his eyes and flopped back on the bed with a growl. ÒMy bloody grandsire needs a soul, because without it, heÕs an evil version of the wanker he was as a human.Ó  He turned his head to the side to look at her. ÒNot all of us were as selfish and amoral as Liam OÕConnor was before Darla found him and made him her—Made him what he became.Ó

 

ÒBut youÉ you arenÕt exactly famous for your sweet, gentle disposition,Ó Buffy said. ÒYou were just as bad as he was. And DruÉÓ

 

ÒIÕm what they made me, pet. WonÕt deny it. And IÕm not sorry about it. The baddest of the bad. William the Bloody.Ó His mouth twisted as he said it and Buffy wasnÕt sure she hadnÕt seen a flash of pain go across his face.  ÒBut William Pr—the man I used to be is still in here.Ó Spike touched his chest, then took BuffyÕs hand and rested it on it.  ÒHeÕs in here. DoesnÕt have his soul any more, and he isnÕt the wimpy pushover he was at one time, but heÕs here.  And heÕs just as big a fool about lo—heÕs just as stupid about women as he ever was.Ó

 

ÒSo, this,Ó Buffy gestured back and forth between them. ÒYou think itÕs stupid?Ó

 

ÒDonÕt know yet, do I?Ó he said, tugging her down to lie beside him. ÒI can tell you this is the first time olÕ William picked someone worthy toÉ.Ó He stopped and cleared his throat. ÒThink I might have made a better choice this time.Ó

 

Buffy allowed him to keep his arm around her, and she rested her head on his chest, but her body was rigid.  When several minutes had gone by and he had done nothing else but stroke her hair, she gradually relaxed and brought her own arm across his chest, resting it there.

 

ÒYouÕre assuming we have a choice,Ó she said. 

 

ÒThereÕs always a choice, Slayer. JusÕ because itÕs not as impossible as we thought, doesnÕt mean we have to do it.  It just means I can stop worrying IÕve lost my mind Ôcause I canÕt stop thinking about you.Ó

 

ÒAnd I can stop feeling like some kind of freak because IÉÓ

 

She let her voice trail off as she snuggled a little nearer, just barely stopping herself from throwing one leg over the muscular thigh she was pressed against.  Almost against her will, the hand resting on his chest began a gentle stroking motion, exploring the muscles and sinew covered by his tight tee shirt.

There was a soft vibration under her hand that she soon identified as a contented sound.

 

ÒAre you purring

 

ÒDonÕt be daft!Ó he said, the vibration stopping immediately. ÒKittens purr. I was justÉ humming.Ó

 

ÒHumming.Ó

 

ÒYes. You know, hum, hum, de humÉÓ

 

She giggled. ÒOh yeah. Humming.Ó  She giggled again.

 

ÒAre you mocking me, Slayer?Ó he growled, wrapping his arms around her and rolling over on top of her.  He buried his face in the side of her neck, still mock-growling and pretending to bite her with his blunt human teeth.

 

Rather than react as her body wanted to, with a violent spasm that would throw him away from her throat, she let herself lie still and enjoy the way it felt to have that strong body pressed against hers from head to toe.  She even turned her head to the side to allow him better access to her neck, which he was now running his lips over and nipping lightly at the skin under them.  His tongue tickled her throat as he licked his way from one side to the other.  

 

BuffyÕs breath was getting shorter and she was unconsciously beginning to move under him until he reached the other side of her neck and ran up against the scars left there.  He flinched back with a snarl, glaring down at her startled face.

 

ÒWhat the bloody hellÉ?Ó

 

Trying to mask the shame she felt, Buffy bristled back at him.  ÒWhat? Like youÕve never been bitten?Ó

 

He relaxed and rested his forehead against hers. ÒIÕm sorry, luv. I just forgot about those scars for a second. Demon over-reacted.Ó

 

Buffy bit her lip and shifted her eyes away from his.  ÒIs it ugly? Does my neck look like a vamp chew toy?Ó

 

ÒAh, no, Buffy.  I didnÕt mean that. Just surprised me, is all. You couldnÕt be ugly if you tried, Slayer.  TheyÕre just scars, barely noticeable to anyone but another vampire, IÕd wager.Ó 

 

He kissed her closed eyelids and her face, working his way to her mouth and kissing it persistently until her own lips softened and began to respond to him.  Within minutes, their tongues had joined and the marks on BuffyÕs neck were well on their way to being forgotten. Kisses that had made BuffyÕs knees weak when she was standing up, had a totally different effect when she was lying down with SpikeÕs body pressing hers into bed. Her legs went around his thighs, and she clutched their lower bodies together with a grip that he couldnÕt have broken if heÕd wanted to.

 

 

 

Chapter Three

 

The hard bulge in his jeans pressed between her thighs, and she was soon rubbing herself against it, whimpering in her throat as the sensations interrupted earlier in the evening came back.  SpikeÕs attempts to get her to wait for him to get their clothes off went unheeded as she worked herself against him until she was muffling a cry, biting his shoulder and shuddering all over.  When her body stopped quaking, she buried her flaming face in his neck refusing to respond to his chuckling attempts to get her to look at him.

 

When his chuckles turned to pleas for her to talk to him, and she could feel the proof of his need still nestled against her, she finally raised her head and gave him an embarrassed smile.  ÒWell, now we can add Ôselfish hoÕ to Ôvamp chew toyÕ, I guess.  IÕm sorry, Spike.Ó

 

He rolled over, pulling her with him so that she was lying on him and free to move away if she wanted to.  He lifted one hand and pushed her hair out of her face. ÒWe can add incredibly responsive, passionate woman to battle-scarred warrior,Ó he corrected. ÒAnd if you think getting yourself off on me is something you need to apologize forÉÓ He snorted and ran the hand down her cheek.  ÒYou and me are going to have a lot of fun getting to know each other.Ó

 

Buffy gave a shaky laugh and sat up, straddling the hips that pushed up against her even as the hands on her waist held her gently in place.  ÒIÕd kinda planned on maybe getting to know each other better before we were getting anybody off anywhere,Ó she said, blushing at the admiring look on his face.

 

Before he could respond, the door burst open and Willow and Oz tumbled into the room, followed by Giles and Xander.  With a startled Òeep!Ó Buffy rolled off the bed, landing with a thump. Spike came up on his elbows and glared at the humans staring at them.  ÒThis better be good,Ó he muttered, bring one knee up in an attempt to hide the way his cock was pressing against his zipper. ÒOr somebodyÕs going to die.Ó

 

ÒNot funny, Spike,Ó Buffy said, running a hand through her hair in an attempt to look less like sheÕd just been ravished.  ÒWhatÕs up, guys?Ó

 

ÒYouÕre all right,Ó Giles said, somewhat unnecessarily.

 

ÒI am. Was there some reason you thought I wouldnÕt be?Ó  She remained on the floor, pretending sheÕd been sitting there all along, as if she had no idea theyÕd come into the room in time to see her diving off SpikeÕs body – which was still sprawled across her bed.

 

Willow looked around, but when no one else spoke up, she said, ÒI got the weirdest phone call from Riley.  He saidÉ well, he was trying to say that you were with a vampire, except that he kept saying ÔhostileÕ and Ôsub terrestrialÕ and it took me a while to figure out he meant Spike.Ó

 

ÒStill not getting the why everybody came crashing into my room,Ó she grumbled, standing up and pushing Spike over so she could sit on the bed. ÒRiley saw us tonight, right after I dusted that nest. I was sorta hoping he didnÕt know that Spike—Ó

 

ÒWho is this ÒRileyÓ person? And why was he there?Ó GilesÕs didnÕt try to keep the worry from his voice.

 

ÒOh, heÕs one of those commandoes weÕre been wondering about. And I think they were there for the same reason I was, except that there was nothing to see but dust by the time they came in.Ó

 

ÒAnd when were you planning to tell me you knew one of these men?Ó Giles asked stiffly, earning a small growl from Spike.

 

ÒTomorrow,Ó Buffy snapped back. ÒYou know, after I got a nightÕs sleep, went to my classes, and did some other stuff thatÕs more important than telling you one of the ninja-guys is our psych TA.  ItÕs not like heÕs going anywhere, or like we can do anything about it tonight.Ó

 

ÒStill doesnÕt explain what youÕre all doing here,Ó Spike grumbled, sitting up beside Buffy. The looks on GilesÕs and XanderÕs faces made him very grateful that he and Buffy had both been fully clothed when the group burst in. He began weighing his options for getting out of the room in one piece past an experienced Watcher and the boy he usually dismissed as pathetic. Without ruining his chances with Buffy, who would undoubtedly take it amiss if he killed or maimed either of themÉ

 

ÒWe were afraid Riley was on his way here,Ó Willow said. ÒAnd we didnÕt want him to catch Buffy withÉ weaponsÉ or somethingÉ.Ó

 

ÒOr something.Ó SpikeÕs sneer including all four of the humans staring at him. ÒThat would be me, IÕm guessinÕ.Ó

 

Giles spoke stiffly. ÒIt would not be in BuffyÕs best interest to be seen again in the company of something that these men clearly understand to be non-human and dangerous.  Even if she has to explain about being a slayer, there is no reason for her to let them know she has aÉ friendship—Ó SpikeÕs scoff interrupted GilesÕs stumbling attempt to put a name on the obvious attraction between Buffy and William the Bloody.

 

BuffyÕs hand on his silenced Spike more easily than words could have; he subsided, leaning back on his elbows again and waiting for her to speak. She looked at him as she said, ÒGiles has a point, Spike. We donÕt know anything about these guys yet, except that they know about vamps and demons.Ó  She gave him a pleading smile.  ÒIÕll be able to find out more about them if they donÕt have any reason to think IÕm somethingÉ something IÕm not.Ó

 

To everyoneÕs surprise, he nodded before sitting up, kissing her forehead, and getting to his feet. ÒYouÕre right, pet. Whatever they are, IÕm guessing itÕs not friendly to vamps. I donÕt want them thinkinÕ youÕre one of their ÔhostilesÕ.Ó  He stretched and looked at the staring Scoobies.  ÒWhat? IÕm going.  ThatÕs what you came here for, isnÕt it? To get me away from the Slayer before she gets so covered in vampire cooties the soldiers canÕt tell how good she is?Ó

 

ÒExactly,Ó Giles said, staring pointedly at the door.

 

ÒWhere will you go?Ó BuffyÕs anxious question brought the attention back to her, and his expression softened to the warm smile she was still trying to get used to.

 

ÒDunno yet. Found myself a decent crypt a couple of days ago. I guess IÕll stay there.  ItÕs got a lower level and a bunch of old sarcophagi, so plenty of hiding places if I need them. And double doors.Ó

 

ÒOkay. First thing tomorrow, IÕm going to find out what the hell is going on with these guysÉÓ She glanced at Willow. ÒNow that I think about it, all those guys at the frat partyÉ.Ó Willow nodded vigorously.

 

ÒOh my God, yes!  They were all big and buff and had those short haircuts, andÉ. We were there! Right at the same party.  With the mysterious commando- guys.Ó

 

Buffy nodded her agreement. ÒI guess itÕs time to test your theory about Riley and me,Ó she said to Willow.  ÒI can only think of one quick way to get to know more about himÉ.Ó Behind her she felt, rather than heard, the rumble from SpikeÕs chest as he figured out what she was planning.  Before the rumble could erupt into a full-blown snarl, she hustled her friends to the door.  ÒOkay, thanks, guys. Now IÕll know what to watch for and so will Spike.Ó

 

ÒShouldnÕt he be leaving with us?Ó Xander planted himself stubbornly in the doorway, refusing to budge while he exchanged glares with the vampire.

 

ÒI have toÉ I need to explain something to Spike. Then heÕll leave. ItÕll be okay. ItÕs getting really late, I doubt theyÕre out there watching my dorm. HeÕll be fine.Ó

 

ÒI wasnÕt worried about Captain Peroxide,Ó Xander said, still not moving. ÒI just donÕt want them catching you with him again.Ó

 

ÒI appreciate that, Xander,Ó Buffy said, her teeth beginning to clench. ÒBut I have to talk to SpikeÉ privatelyÉ before he goes. So the longer you stand there, the longer itÕll be before he leaves.Ó

 

With a final glare at the vampire, whose eyes were flashing yellow, Xander allowed himself to be hustled out the door.  Buffy turned to look at Spike, now in full game face. 

 

ÒAre you going to listen to what I have to say, or are you just going to go all  Ôstupid guyÕ on me?Ó

 

ÒIf by Ôstupid guyÕ you mean am I going tell you that you will snuggle up to that lummox for information over my dusty body, then, hell yes. IÕm going to be so bloody stupid youÕll be wishing youÕd kept that stake handy.Ó

 

ÒI have to find out what they are!Ó she argued before she remembered where she was. Lowering her voice, but not changing her tone, she said,  ÒAnd hanging out with Riley is going to be the easiest way to do that. What donÕt you get about that? ItÕs my job, Spike. ItÕs who I am.Ó

 

ÒThe SlayerÕs job is to dust vamps and behead demons. Nothing in that handbook that youÕve obviously never read is about going undercover to spy on a bunch of wannabe commandos.Ó

 

ÒTheyÕre in my town, and theyÕre hunting vampires on my turf.  How is that not my business? Huh? How, Spike?Ó She advanced on him, pushing against his chest with each question, ignoring the snarls that were increasing in volume and frequency.

 

ÒAnd what are you going to do if they decide that a slip of a girl who is stronger than any of them and who hangs out with a vampire could be a ÔhostileÕ?Ó

 

ÒThen theyÕll find out exactly how much stronger I really am,Ó she said, turning her back and walking to the bed to take off her shoes.  ÒI donÕt know why youÕre making such a big deal out of this,Ó she said, glancing up at him. ÒItÕs not like IÕm going to jump into bed with him or something.  IÕm just going to get to know him a little bit outside of class and see what heÕll tell me.Ó

 

She threw her shoes across the room, barely missing Spike.  ÒYouÕre the one who needs to keep a low profile. Obviously they could tell what you are. They might be looking for you.Ó

 

ÒI hope they find me,Ó he said, his intent clear.

 

ÒI donÕt,Ó Buffy said, her voice softer and less challenging. ÒI donÕt want them to find you. Not until I know more about them and why theyÕre here.Ó When there was no response from Spike, except to shake off his vampire mien, she continued, ÒI wonÕt be able to do my job if IÕm worried about you all the time. I need for you to promise me youÕll hole up somewhere and stay there until I know whatÕs what.Ó

 

ÒI donÕt do Ôhole up and hideÕ very well, Slayer.Ó

 

ÒI donÕt do Ôlosing someone I care aboutÕ very well, either.Ó

 

They stared at each other from opposite sides of the room until Spike sighed and nodded.  ÒAlright, luv. IÕll stock up on blood and stay in my crypt for a few days.  But if I donÕt hear from you every bloody nightÉ.Ó

 

ÒIÕll check in. I promise.  Where will you be?Ó

 

Spike grabbed a sheet of paper off her desk and began to sketch a crude map. ÒItÕs in the old part of Restfield,Ó he said, drawing quickly.  ÒGot a name over the door, but I wasnÕt paying any attention to who the former owners were, so I donÕt know what it says.  But you shouldnÕt have any trouble finding it.Ó

 

He set the map down on the desk and sighed again.  ÒGuess IÕd best be on my way if IÕm going to stop by the butcherÕs and get home before daylight. IÕll see you tomorrow, luv.Ó

 

Buffy looked puzzled and hurt as he turned to open the door.  ÒNo goodnight kiss?Ó

 

He laughed softly, shaking his head.  ÒYou know as well as I do, pet, if I go over there and start kissing you, IÕll never leave.  Be stuck here all day tomorrow, trying to keep the sun coming in those windows from frying me.Ó

 

ÒGood point,Ó she admitted with a wistful smile.  ÒOkay. Goodnight, then.  See you tomorrow.Ó

 

ÒGoodnight, Buffy. Be careful.Ó

 

ÒYou too. DonÕt get dusty.Ó

 

Chapter Four

 

BuffyÕs plan to get to know Riley better didnÕt go as well as sheÕd hoped. While he gave her his usual friendly smile when she entered the large lecture hall, he made no attempt to speak to her.  She and Willow dawdled as long as they could without seeming to be doing it deliberately, but they finally had to give up and get out before the next class came in.

 

ÒWell, so much for liking me,Ó Buffy sniffed, when Riley followed Doctor Walsh out of the hall.

 

ÒIn all fairness to Riley,Ó Willow said, watching them go, ÒSheÕs pretty scary. He probably doesnÕt want to make her mad.Ó

 

ÒHey, IÕm pretty scary too.Ó

 

ÒYeah. But he doesnÕt know that yet.  And I thought we didnÕt want him to know that much about you.Ó

 

ÒI donÕt,Ó Buffy sighed. ÒBut I really wanted to—look!Ó

 

Willow turned around and followed BuffyÕs gaze.  Another grad student, one they recognized from the party at Lowell House, had just saluted Riley and Dr. Walsh, who was now clearly chastising him for doing so.  Head down, the other man was obviously apologizing, and having a hard time doing so without standing at attention and saluting.

 

ÒGuess we were right about those guys at Lowell House,Ó Willow whispered, trying to smother her giggle.

 

ÒI guess so. The question now is, are they going to have another party, and will we be invited to it?Ó

 

ÒWe?Ó

 

ÒUmÉ yeah? I mean, Oz would cool with it, wouldnÕt he? ItÕs all about the research and stuff.Ó

 

As if having heard their conversation, Riley began striding in their direction, smiling at Buffy as he did so.  He gave Willow a friendly nod, but never took his eyes off Buffy.

 

ÒHey! IÕm glad I found you.Ó

 

Buffy looked at Willow. ÒWere we lost?Ó

 

ÒI would have sworn we were in class all morning, but hey, maybe I was dreaming.Ó

 

Both girls turned their best ÒweÕre ditzyÓ smiles on the frowning man and giggled.

 

ÒSorry, Riley,Ó Buffy finally said. ÒWeÕre a little giddy today.  What did you need us for?Ó

 

ÒUm, well, I justÉ of course, youÕre included, WillowÉ I just wanted to invite you to the frat house tomorrow night toÉ umÉ to meet my friends.Ó

 

BuffyÕs eyes narrowed, but his open, honest face seemed so earnest that she relaxed.  ÒThat sounds like fun. Is it another party already?Ó

 

ÒWell, yes, sort of, I guess.  Maybe not as big as the last one, butÉ itÕll be fun.Ó

 

ÒOkay. Sure. See you tomorrow night, then.Ó

 

The girls waved and walked away, carefully not speaking until they were well away from both Riley and the campus. By mutual agreement, they went to GilesÕs apartment and tried the door. Which was locked. Buffy glared at the doorknob is if it had personally offended her, then sighed and sat on the nearby wall.

 

ÒSo, what do you think? Did he hear us?Ó

 

ÒOnly if he was using some kind of listening device. He was too far away for normal human ears.Ó

 

ÒGreat. So while weÕre checking them out, theyÕre going to be checking us out.Ó

 

ÒI donÕt think itÕs ÔusÕ heÕs interested in,Ó Willow said. ÒHe was looking at you the whole time.  What do you think he saw the other night?Ó

 

ÒMe, with a stake in my hand, Spike, and a lot of dust where they obviously expected to find vamps.Ó

 

ÒSo, he didnÕt actually see you slaying?Ó

 

ÒNo, but since there was only one vampire standing, I donÕt think it would take a genius to figure out what I was doing there.  And then, thereÕs Spike. Somehow they knew what he wasÉ or figured it out after we left.Ó

 

~~~~~~~~~~~

 

Buffy repeated her explanation later that evening when all the Scoobies were together again.

 

ÒSounds to me like they must have lots of cool toys,Ó Xander said, somewhat wistfully.  ÒAll that commando gear, ninja suitsÉ.Ó

 

ÒMaybe they should be recruiting youÓ Buffy said with a sigh. ÒYouÕd know how to appreciate all theirÉ stuff.Ó

 

ÒIs that what you think they want to do? Recruit you?Ó

 

ÒWell, yeah. What else would they want with me? If theyÕre after vampires and demons, wouldnÕt they want the Slayer on their side?Ó

 

ÒAssuming they have any idea that there is such a person,Ó Giles said with a wry smile. ÒAnd that they donÕt just think youÕre some new kind of demon that hunts vampires.Ó

 

ÒHuh! You and Spike must belong to the same club of suspicious people,Ó Buffy muttered.

 

ÒAnd what does William the Bloody think of this plan to go into the lionÕs den, so to speak?Ó

 

Buffy coughed. ÒI havenÕt actuallyÉ mentioned it yet.  And I might not mention it. HeÕs just going to be unreasonable about it.  IÕm pretty sureÉÓ

 

ÒUnreasonable?Ó

 

ÒYeah. He was all stupid and mad about it last night.  But I think he was mostly just jealous that I might be dating Riley—even though I told him it would just be for information.Ó

 

ÒSo, youÕre going to begin your—and you have no idea how much I detest using this word—relationship with Spike by lying to him about what youÕre doing.Ó

 

BuffyÕs lip came out in one of her stubborn expressions. ÒIt sounds soÉ wrongÉ when you say it like that.Ó

 

ÒHe has a right to know.Ó The quiet interjection from normally tacturn Oz silenced the whole room for several seconds while everyone stared at him.

 

ÒBut heÕs going to be all grrrrr, argh about it,Ó she protested with less vehemence than sheÕd intended. ÒAnd then weÕll end up having a fight instead ofÉ Ó Her voice trailed off as everyone looked at her with varying degrees of curiosity, concern and disgust.  ÒInstead of anything else,Ó she finished weakly.

 

ÒIÕm just saying.Ó Oz subsided onto the couch and put his arm around Willow.

 

Buffy looked around the room at the unsupportive expressions and sighed. ÒFine. IÕll tell him.  But if I end up staking him instead of having smoochies, itÕs all your faults!Ó

 

ÒI can live with that,Ó Xander said so quickly she gave him a glare that promised retribution if it actually happened.

 

Buffy stood up and walked to the door.  ÒOkay. IÕm off to let Spike know IÕm okay. He said if I donÕt check in every night heÕsÉ well, I donÕt know what heÕs planning to do, but itÕs getting late, so IÕd better get there before he comes looking for me.Ó She waved at Willow.  ÒIÕll see you tomorrow, Will, and weÕll figure out what we want to wear to the party.Ó

 

Wanting to avoid the confrontation with Spike as long as possible, Buffy decided to make a pass through a couple of cemeteries first.  The first one was empty, the second one had only one confused-looking fledgling standing around looking helpless. 

 

ÒWhat happened to me?Ó he said. ÒWhat am I?Ó He stared at Buffy, his fangs beginning to come down as his demon recognized the scent of food.

 

ÒYouÕre dead,Ó she said helpfully.  ÒBut you need to be deader.Ó Without further quipping, she ran her stake into his chest and watched the dust fall away. She turned to walk away, flinching as she felt something hit her back. She whirled, stake at the ready, but there was nothing visible and nothing making her demon radar go off.  She shrugged off the tiny pinch and headed for Restfield.

 

~~~~~~~~~~~

 

Finding SpikeÕs crypt wasnÕt difficult. He was standing in front of it, game face on and yelling as soon as she came into sight.

 

ÒWhere the bloody hell have you been, Slayer?Ó he roared, rushing up to her, clearly conflicted about whether to hug her or hit her.  ÒIÕve been worried sick.Ó

 

Buffy felt a warm flush go through her at his genuine concern.  She put one hand to his cheek, smiling when he faded back to his human face.  ÒIÕm sorry, Spike. We had a Scooby meeting first, and then I did a quick patrol on the way here. I didnÕt mean to make you worry.Ó

 

ÒWell I did,Ó he muttered, his anger fading when she stroked her hand down his cheek, still smiling at him.  His expression softened even more. ÒDonÕt want to get in your business, Slayer. And I know you can handle any vamp or demon that comes here lookingÕ for trouble, but—Ó He sighed. ÒSound like a right ponce, donÕt I?Ó

 

ÒIÕm sorry,Ó she repeated. She looked around.  ÒDo you want to sit down somewhere and talk? I have some stuff to tell you.Ó

 

ÒSure, pet. Just—Ó

 

He raised his head, holding up one hand to silence her. She watched in fascination as he went back into gameface. Angel had rarely let her see his demon persona – except when he was Angelus, and even then heÕd preferred wearing his handsome human face, knowing it would keep Buffy off balance much better than seeing what he really was. So she was intrigued, watching Spike use all his senses to check their surroundings. He sniffed the air, cocked his head if listening, then gestured for her to go in the open door of the crypt.  When they were safely inside, Spike closed the exterior metal door, wincing when it screeched just a little. He then closed a heavy oak interior door and dropped a bar across it.  He pointed at a small candle guttering on a shelf, and Buffy immediately ran to blow it out, leaving them in inky darkness.

 

She felt, rather than heard his approach as he walked up behind her and put his arms around her to whisper in her ear.

 

ÒSomeoneÕs out there,Ó he said, his breath causing her hair to move and tickle her neck, his body solid and strong behind her. ÒFollow me, but be very quiet.Ó He released her and walked away, leaving her to follow as best she could. Which wasnÕt very well; she immediately banged her knee on a large stone sarcophagus that she would have sworn had moved in front of her. ÒOw!Ó

 

Spike growled under his breath. ÒThat isnÕt quiet!Ó

 

ÒI canÕt see anything,Ó she hissed. ÒYouÕre the creature of the night, moron!Ó

 

Suddenly she was scooped up and carried across the large stone room and deposited in front of a filthy glass and metal window. Filing away until later what the point was of having windows in a crypt, she rubbed a tiny hole in the grime coating the inside of the window and peered out through the still-dirty glass.  She strained her eye, trying to sort out the shadows around the crypt, until one of them moved and she was able to recognize a vaguely human shape. She flinched back before realizing the man outside could not see her through the dirt between them.

 

Spike had rubbed his own peephole above hers and pressed up against her as he stared out, his vampire vision giving him a much better view of the men now emerging from the woods.  Buffy leaned into the muscular body against her back, enjoying the way SpikeÕs unnecessary breathing increased when he felt her moving against him.  Without warning, he stopped breathing and yanked her away from the window and down to the floor against the wall under it. They remained there, huddled against the wall while they listened to someone moving around just on the other side of the thick stone wall.

 

Spike cocked his head, listening hard to the murmuring voices, then began running his hands over her hair and body.

 

ÒNot the time or place,Ó Buffy said, her voice barely more than a soft breath as she stiffened under his wandering hands.

 

ÒShut up,Ó he hissed back, still feeling around until he found what he was looking for.  There was another pinch on her back before he exhaled in satisfaction, taking her hand and letting her feel the small button heÕd located between her shoulder blades. ÒStay here,Ó he breathed, disappearing into the gloom.  When he came back several minutes later, he immediately went to the window and peered out again. Buffy rose to her feet and joined him, squeezing in front of him to stare out herself.

 

The shadowed figures were now grouped together, waving their arms and clearly arguing. One of them finally began pointing in one direction and jogging that way, soon followed by all the others.  When theyÕd been out of sight for several minutes, she heard Spike exhale and felt his body relax against hers.

 

ÒI think theyÕre gone, luv,Ó he said in a soft, but more normal voice. Buffy turned around to face him, struggling to see his face in the pitch black room, then giving up.

 

ÒWhat the hell was that thing? And what did you do with it?Ó

 

ÒIt was some kind of tracer.  I threw it into the sewers. ItÕs on its way to the ocean now. Or maybe to the water treatment plant. Either way, theyÕre going to be following an imaginary slayer for a while.Ó

 

ÒSo, now they know where you live?Ó

 

ÒI donÕt think so, luv. WasnÕt me they were looking for, and they didnÕt seem to think you would have entered a crypt by yourself. ThatÕs what the argument was about. They were trying to figure out where youÕd got to when you stopped moving, and they thought maybe itÕd stopped working.  As soon as it moved again, they went after it.Ó

 

ÒCould you hear what they were saying?Ó

 

ÒMost of it. Something to do with catching you in action, and wondering what kind of demon kills vampires.Ó

 

ÒThey think IÕm a demon?Ó

 

ÒSeems like.Ó 

 

ÒGreat. Just great.Ó She rested her head on his chest and inhaled the scent she was rapidly coming to recognize meant ÔSpikeÕ to her. ÒNow what do I do?Ó

 

ÒStay as far away from those wankers as you can get?Ó

 

ÒYeah, thatÕd be a good plan exceptÉ.Ó

 

She felt him stiffen. ÒExcept what?Ó

 

Buffy weighed her options. OzÕs ÒHe has a right to knowÓ against the blow-up she knew would happen if she told Spike what she was planning. 

 

ÒItÕs possibleÉ I might be getting a chance to get into theirÉ I dunnoÉ headquarters maybe?Ó

 

His arms dropped from where theyÕd been loosely circling he back and he stepped away, becoming completely invisible as soon as he did.  She reached out her hand, but heÕd already moved too far away for her to reassure him with a touch.

 

ÒItÕs going to be okay, Spike. Willow will be with me, and there will be lots of people aroundÉ IÕm just going to ask Riley what the hell is going on, and then weÕll leave. In and out. Quick as a wink. And IÕll come straight here after we leave. I promise.  ByÉ nine-thirty, ten oÕclock, at the latest.Ó

 

There was no response but a steadily increasing snarl from across the room.

 

Chapter Five

 

BuffyÕs mood when she woke up the next morning wouldnÕt have been anyoneÕs idea of sunny. While she and Spike hadnÕt actually come to blows over her decision to follow up with Riley in spite of knowing he had been trying to track her, they hadnÕt spent much time whispering sweet nothings either.  A final Òstupid, stubborn bitch!Ó and Òmacho asshole!Ó had taken the place of their usual wistful ÒgoodnightÓs.  Buffy had stomped off to her dorm room while Spike took out his anger on the stone walls of the crypt.

 

The day hadnÕt gone much better, she was too distracted to concentrate in her classes, and catching sight of Riley or one of his similarly-built ÒfraternityÓ brothers every time she turned around wasnÕt doing much for her disposition. Evening and itÕs preparations for the meeting with RileyÕs ÒfriendsÓ came as a relief; now the suspense would be ended, and she would find out what the soldiers were doing in Sunnydale.

 

By the time she and Willow had changed into something resembling party clothes, swung by GilesÕs apartment to let him know what was going on, and been dropped off by Oz – who promised to wait with the van – it was already well after 8:30.  They walked up to the ordinary-looking building, talking about inconsequential things and wondering why the party seemed to be so quiet.

 

ÒWell, Riley did say it wasnÕt going to be as big a party as the last one. Maybe itÕs just taking longer for it to get going?Ó

 

ÒUh huh. Maybe. And maybe—Ò Willow broke off as they entered the house to find Riley and several other large young men, some in cammo, some in more casual clothing. And no one else. 

 

ÒHey, Willow,Ó Buffy said as she watched the men begin to surround them, blocking the way to the door.  ÒYou left your purse in the van, didnÕt you?  Why donÕt you go get it? IÕll just wait here for you.Ó

 

ÒBuffy, no! I—Ó She broke off when, at a signal from Riley, one of the men moved away, opening a path to the door.  BuffyÕs hand on her back was all she needed to hasten out, looking over her shoulder to see Buffy settling into a fighting stance when the men formed a tight circle around her.  ÒOh Goddess,Ó she breathed, breaking into a run.  Oz already had the engine running and was moving toward her. He slowed only long enough for Willow to jump in, then floored the van, narrowly missing one of two black-clad figures that had moved out of the shadows to follow Willow as she ran.

 

ÒWhereÕs Buffy? Do we need to go back?Ó

 

ÒI think sheÕs introducing them to what the Slayer is,Ó Willow said. ÒBut we need to tell Giles whatÕs going on.  They were waiting for her.Ó

 

ÒMaybe we should tell Spike whatÕs going on.Ó

 

ÒGiles first, then Spike.Ó

 

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 

ÒWhat the hell is this, Riley?Ó  Buffy was giving her TA the benefit of the doubt, briefly, but when he shrugged and said, ÒWe need to know what you are, Buffy. ItÕs nothing personal,Ó she exploded.  ÒNothing personal? You set me up, and you donÕt think thatÕs personal?Ó The men surrounding her were not attacking, but remained in place while Riley interrogated her.

 

ÒWhy do you know about demons and vampires?Ó he demanded, stepping closer. It occurred to Buffy that all he knew so far was that she could kill vampires if she had a stake – and maybe not even that much, if they hadnÕt seen her actually stake the vamp the night before.  After all, it could have been SpikeÕs stake sheÕd been holding before.  She tried to wipe the anger off her face and relaxed.

 

ÒI know about demons because I live in Sunnydale, Riley.  And I know about vampires for the same reason. And I know that you guys were looking for Sunday and her gang when we ran into you the other night.  My question for you is, why do you know about demons and vampires, and what are you doing hunting them in my town?Ó

 

ÒYour town? What makes it your town?Ó He loomed over her. ÒAnd you didnÕt answer my question. ÒWhy do you know about demons and vampires? And why do you carry a stake?Ó

 

ÒIÕm the Slayer, Riley.Ó  When he blinked at her, she shook her head in disgust.  ÒYouÕre demon hunters, but you donÕt even know whoÕs on your side.  Look it up.  Slayer. The.Ó  She turned to walk out the door, only to find two of his friends blocking her way.  Giving them her sweetest smile, she said, ÒExcuse me, boys. IÕm leaving now.Ó

 

When they just laughed and the blond one grabbed her right arm, she sighed and shook her head.  ÒYou know, I really try not to hurt humans, but I think IÕm about to make an exception for you guys. You are totally getting on my nerves.Ó  Without further comment, she took the hand that was clutching her – with a bit more strength than she would have expected from a normal man – and lifted it off her arm, using it to spin its owner into his friend, now moving in from the other side.

 

In seconds she was in the middle of a full-out attack by several strong and fast young men much larger than she was.  Strong as they were, however, they paled in comparison to the vampires and demons Buffy faced every night, and sheÕd soon left them all moaning on the floor.  So intent was she on incapacitating them without actually causing lasting damage, she hadnÕt noticed Riley approaching from behind until he hit her with the taser. He did it twice, just to be sure, then stood back and stared at the small form crumpled on the floor.

 

ÒLetÕs get her into the gym,Ó he said. ÒAnd tie her up with the vamp-proof ropes. I think sheÕs really strong.Ó

 

ÒNo shit,Ó muttered Graham as he struggled to his feet.  ÒShe kicked our asses without even breaking a sweat.  What the hell is she?Ó

 

ÒI donÕt know. But weÕll keep her on ice while we figure it out.  Forrest,Ó he said to another man just getting to his feet, Ògo look up ÔSlayer, theÕ.Ó

 

He picked up BuffyÕs light body, marveling at both how pretty she was and how delicate-seeming, and carried her into the gym where she was quickly tied to the weight machine.  She was already stirring by the time theyÕd finished.

 

Buffy waited, eyes shut, pretending to be more dazed than she actually was, while she listened to Riley giving orders to his men.

 

ÒWhile Forrest is looking up ÔSlayerÕ, one of you go look up Willow Rosenberg. See if thereÕs anything in her background that puts up a red flag.  If she hangs out with Buffy, chances are thereÕs something off about her too.  And run the prints we got off the door the other night. LetÕs find out who that hostile isÉ or who he was before he became a hostile.Ó

 

ÒYou have no idea what ÔhostileÕ really is,Ó Buffy said, sitting up and opening her eyes. ÒBut if IÕm still tied here when Spike comes looking for me, youÕre going to learn a whole new definition.Ó

 

ÒYouÕre awake!Ó

 

ÒNo, IÕm talking in my sleep,Ó she said, glaring at him from eyes that held no trace of fear.  ÒOf course IÕm awake.Ó

 

ÒA normal girl would have been out for hours,Ó he said, staying well out of reach of the legs she was stretching and flexing.

 

ÒTaze a lot of ÔnormalÕ girls, do you? I gotta tell you, as a pick-up ploy, that one pretty much sucks.Ó

 

He had the grace to look ashamed, but continued firmly.  ÒI needed answers, and you were trying to leave.Ó He stared at her, frowning.  ÒYou seem human, but you wiped the floor with my whole squad. How did you do that?Ó

 

Buffy shrugged as best she could with her arms and upper body tightly wrapped against a pole.  ÒIÕm faster, stronger, and probably more used to fighting things that want to kill me than they are.Ó

 

ÒYou wanted to kill them?Ó

 

ÒNo. If IÕd wanted to kill them, theyÕd be dead now.  TheyÕre humans. Stupid, full-of-themselves humans, but humans.  The SlayerÕs job is to protect humans, not kill them.Ó

 

ÒJob? Slayer?  What the hell are you, Buffy?Ó

 

Just then, Graham came back into the room.  ÒNothing on Rosenberg or the hostile.  The girl was born and raised here. Went to high school with Buffy. Turned down scholarships to some pretty big schools to stay here and go to UC Sunnydale.Ó

 

ÒAnd the hostile?Ó

 

ÒNothing. HeÕs not on anybodyÕs database. Even went back a few years, in case heÕs older than he looks, but—Ó

 

BuffyÕs snort of laugher brought their eyes back to her. ÒI think you could safely say Spike is older than he looks,Ó she said, shaking her head.  ÒWhatÕs your definition of an old vampire?Ó

 

Graham looked at Riley, who shrugged, then back at Buffy. ÒWeÕve run into one or two old vamps in this town. Twenty, even twenty-five years old, some of them.  It must attract them somehow.Ó

 

ÒYeah, thatÕll happen when youÕre on a Hellmouth,Ó she sputtered, unable to control her amusement at hearing them refer to a vampire that had survived less than a quarter of century as ÒoldÓ.

 

ÒYou know about theÉ what did you call it? Hellmouth?  The power source here?Ó

 

ÒItÕs why they sent the Slayer here.  ItÕs where the action is.Ó Buffy smiled, still looking entirely too confident to suit the men. 

 

ÒAnd weÕre back to what you mean by ÔslayerÕÉÓ

 

ÒShe means,Ó Forrest said as he came back into the room holding a printout, Òthat sheÕs some kind of mystical being made to Ôcombat the forces of evilÕ; thatÕs what is says here, anyway.Ó

 

ÒForces ofÉ what?Ó They all looked at Buffy, who smiled back innocently, giving no sign that sheÕd been pulling on the ropes, stretching them until she thought she could almost twist her way out if she got enough time – or felt a strong enough need.

 

ÒEvil. Demons. Vampires. Big, secretive guys who think itÕs okay to kidnap law-abiding citizensÉ You know. Evil.Ó

 

ÒYou mean sub-terrestrials. Creatures that are hostile to man.Ó

 

ÒYeah, okay. You say tomato, I say tomahto. Same thing. If theyÕre evil and dangerous, itÕs my job to slay them.Ó

 

ÒSounds like mumbo jumbo to me,Ó Forrest said. ÒBut we probably need to run it by Maggie.Ó

 

ÒItÕs kinda late to bother her now,Ó Riley glanced at his watch, and then at Buffy. ÒBut I donÕt want to let Buffy go until Maggie says itÕs okay.Ó

 

Buffy narrowed her eyes. ÒYou think youÕre going to keep me here?Ó Her tone changed, as did the expression on her face. They all unconsciously stepped back a few paces, not quite sure why.  ÒAre you crazy?Ó

 

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 

Ten oÕclock had come and gone with no sign of Buffy.  Torn between thinking she was probably still so mad at him she wasnÕt keeping her promise to check in, and concern that there was a more serious reason she wasnÕt there, he finally gave in to worry and left the crypt, putting a note under a candle to tell Buffy heÕd gone to find her.

 

When Spike walked into GilesÕs apartment, he took one look at the weapons being handed out and began swearing.  He only stopped when Giles handed him a sword, saying, ÒIf youÕre quite through, it may be more useful if you arm yourself and get in the van with the rest of us.Ó

 

ÒIÕm already armed,Ó he said, letting his vampire mien come to the fore, but taking the sword anyway.  ÒLetÕs go.Ó

 

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 

 

 

 

By the time they reached the street Lowell House was on, Willow had filled Spike in on BuffyÕs situation when sheÕd left the frat house.

 

ÒSlayer should have been able to take them on one-handed,Ó he growled.

 

ÒThatÕs what I thought, so we waited for her, but she hasnÕt come back yet.Ó

 

ÒAnd if theyÕre really soldiers, they probably have guns,Ó Xander added, staring at their assortment of swords and crossbows.  ÒWeÕre not exactly all with the firepower.Ó

 

Giles nodded his agreement.  He looked at Spike, who was obviously ready to leap from the van as soon as it slowed down.  ÒDo you think you can control yourself long enough to find out what we will be facing before you go charging in?Ó His eyes challenged Spike to disagree with the wisdom of knowing what they would be getting in to.

 

With an abrupt nod, Spike stepped from the van and waited for Oz to turn off the engine. ÒCome on, Wolfboy, letÕs do ourselves some sniffing first. Find out what we need to know.Ó  Oz shrugged and followed Spike to the house, putting a hand on his arm and pointing silently at the motion sensors near the windows.  With a nod of understanding, Spike signaled for Oz to use his nose and ears. He leapt into a nearby tree and used his perch there to see through the window and into the large foyer of the big house. 

 

The signs of a fight having taken place in that room were obvious, and the casually-dressed men, moving gingerly as though in too much pain to walk properly, told him theyÕd been in the fight. None of the men appeared to be armed, and some were clearly unconscious or otherwise incapacitated.  ÒThatÕs my girl,Ó he whispered, dropping to the ground and pointing to another tree some distance away that would allow him to look in other windows.

 

He was only in that tree for a second or two before landing silently beside Oz, once again wearing his fangs and looking every bit the angry demon that he was.  ÒTheyÕve got her tied up,Ó he snarled. ÒIÕm going in.Ó Oz waved for the others before following Spike onto the porch. The heavy wooden door gave easily under one kick from SpikeÕs boot.

 

 

Chapter Six

 

 

ÒYou donÕt want to do this,Ó Buffy was warning.  The soldiers were amused by her obvious concern, having no idea it was not her own safety she was worried about. ÒYou should let me go. This is a bad idea. You really shouldnÕt try to keep—Ó

 

ÒI think we should,Ó Graham said, exchanging a laugh with Forrest. ÒWhoÕs going to stop us?Ó

 

BuffyÕs hearing picked up the sound of a door being kicked in just a split second before they heard it.  She shook her head in mock sadness. 

 

ÒProbably more of a ÔwhatÕ from your point of view,Ó she said as Spike burst into the room in full game face, leaving that less sturdy interior door in splinters. Close behind him were Giles and Xander, with Oz, Willow and Anya hovering near the door and keeping crossbows aimed at the small group of more seriously injured commandos still left in the outer room. 

 

Spike glanced quickly at Buffy, but when she smiled that she was all right, he turned back to the three men facing him and snarled deep in his throat.  Even Buffy, who had faced off against SpikeÕs demon more than once, was impressed with the menace rolling off the coldly furious vampire.

 

Riley looked back and forth between them, not recognizing Spike as the man heÕd seen so briefly several days ago.  ÒWhat kind of demon is that?Ó he said, reaching for one of the free weights lying nearby.

 

ÒThat, guys, is a genuine old vampire. A pissed off old vampire.  You might want to untie me now.Ó

 

 ÒYou think youÕve got a better chance against him than we do?Ó Riley scoffed, disbelief in his voice despite what heÕd seen Buffy do to his team.

 

ÒOh no. Or, well, yes, actually. But I meant, if you let me go, I might be able to talk him out of killing you.Ó

 

ÒI donÕt care how old he is,Ó Riley said, swinging the forty-pound barbell in front of him. ÒI doubt heÕs up to killing me.  IÕve staked at least four or five cocky vampires by myself in the past month or so.Ó He frowned and shared a puzzled look with his teammates when everyone else, including the vampire he now recognized from his clothing, burst into laughter.  Taking advantage of SpikeÕs momentary distraction, Riley swung the weight at his head, narrowly missing it when Buffy yelled, ÒDuck!Ó just in time.

 

While Riley was off balance from his swing, Spike came up from his crouch, grabbing the arm holding the weight and twisting. The bone broke with an audible Ôsnap,Õ and Buffy winced in sympathy as Riley gasped and dropped his makeshift weapon, grappling with the snarling vampire with his remaining arm.

 

  When Buffy noticed Graham and Forrest circling Spike, holding pieces of the wooden door and tasers in their hands, she shouted again, then pulled one arm loose, and quickly untangled herself from the rest of the ropes.

 

Jumping to her feet, she crossed the space to Graham in one bound, kicking him in the side of his knee and sending him crashing to the floor. She knocked the taser away and stepped on the sliver of wood, crushing it under her booted foot. Graham was clutching his ruined knee and glaring at her. ÒUnnatural bitch,Ó he said, searching for something else with which to hurt her.  Buffy leaned forward and snapped his head back with a short jab.

 

ÒIÕm really more of a natural bitch,Ó she quipped before turning serious. ÒAnd if you try to hurt me or mine again, I will stop being easy on you.Ó  She turned away and moved back to where Spike was holding Riley in the air with one hand. Even with the tremendous height difference between them, with his arm extended, heÕd been able to lift the soldierÕs feet off the floor. Riley managed to kick Spike in the thigh, causing him to stagger a little and drop the bigger man without releasing his grip on his neck. Before Riley could follow up his chance to inflict more damage, Spike brought his other fist across and knocked him to the floor, where he remained, dazed, if not as completely unconscious as Spike had expected. 

 

ÒHuh,Ó he said, frowning. ÒThat should have put his lights out for an hour.Ó

 

Buffy nodded as she joined him. ÒYeah, theyÕre human, but they arenÕt any more normal than I am.  ThereÕs something going on here. Something weird.Ó

 

When Forrest saw what was happening to his two comrades, he turned to run out of the room, only to find Xander standing in his way. ÒDonÕt think so, buddy. Not unless Buffy says so.Ó  Using his uncocked crossbow, Xander knocked the taser out of the other manÕs hand. He followed up with a clip to ForrestÕs chin, which did not have the desired effect on the soldier. They grappled, dropping their weapons and wrestling for dominance. XanderÕs work-hardened muscles, however, were no match for the soldierÕs enhancements and he soon found himself in a headlock, turning blue from lack of oxygen.  ÒLittle help?Ó he croaked, as Spike and Buffy were talking.  ÒIÕll be back, mate,Ó Spike snarled at Riley who sat on the floor, shaking his head in an effort to clear it.

 

Stepping up to Forrest, Spike tapped him on the shoulder, saying, ÒIÕd expected you college boys to be smarter than this.Ó  Forrest swung around, keeping Xander between himself and the fearsome creature now laughing at him.

 

ÒThis is getting to be a habit, innit, Harris? Overgrown bad guys using you to keep me off them?Ó Spike grinned through his fangs when XanderÕs eyes widened at the reminder of how Angel had used him to try to fool Spike when theyÕd first met.  ÒNo worries, whelp. Got no reason to think this one isnÕt serious about killinÕ you, so I guess the Slayer will want me to do something about it.Ó

 

ÒCould you stop talking long enough toÉ urk!Ó

 

SpikeÕs hands were in motion so fast, Forrest didnÕt even see them move. Spike had yanked the arm off XanderÕs throat and twisted it behind ForrestÕs back before either human could react.  Xander fell to the floor, holding his throat and gasping for air, as Spike pulled the now-screaming soldier against his chest and reached for his neck with his fangs.  HeÕd barely broken the skin when BuffyÕs quiet, ÒSpikeÉÓ stopped him. 

 

His yellow eyes looked up at her, meeting her steady gaze defiantly. For a long tense moment, his teeth hovered over the pulse pounding frantically just beneath them.  It was the sadness he could see behind BuffyÕs stern expression that made him shake off his fangs. He made one attempt to argue, ÒButÉÓ

 

Shaking her head, Buffy waited until heÕd thrown the unharmed man across the room with a disgusted curse before she walked up to him and stood on her toes to kiss his cheek.  ÒThank you,Ó she said.

 

ÒFor what?Ó he grumbled. ÒComing to get you, or not eating that wanker?Ó

 

She shrugged. ÒEither. Both. I donÕt know. I just know IÕm glad to see you, and happy that you didnÕt kill anybodyÉÓ She glanced toward the other room, worried for a moment. ÒYou didnÕt kill anybody, did you?Ó

 

ÒNah, pet. You did for that lot without any help from me.Ó

 

Buffy nodded. ÒI did, didnÕt I? Dumbasses. I told them to let me go.Ó

 

ÒComplete gits,Ó he agreed. They exchanged smiles, staring into each otherÕs eyes until Xander croaked, ÒHey, as sickeningly sweet as this is, can at least one of you tear yourself away long enough to notice that the bad guys have guns?Ó 

 

As one, Buffy and Spike pivoted to find Riley holding an automatic pistol in his good hand.  Graham was dragging himself toward an open closet that seemed to contain weapons of several types. His determination made it clear that he expected to find some kind of help there. The crossbow bolt that Giles put where the soldier had just been about to put a hand brought his painful progress to a halt and he leaned against the wall, reduced to ineffectual glaring and holding his crippled knee.

 

Riley moved the gun back and forth between Spike and Buffy as, without noticeable communication, they began to ease away from each other; he seemed unsure which one posed the bigger danger, but had finally settled on Buffy as being the one most likely to be stopped by a bullet. He was just taking aim at her when Giles fired the crossbow bolt into the floor in front of Graham, causing Riley to involuntarily shift his gaze.

 

That moment of inattention was all it took for Buffy to tackle Riley at the knees while Spike grabbed the hand holding the gun and began crushing the fingers against the metal until there was blood seeping out around the handle and trigger.  He took the gun from RileyÕs useless hand and, while the man watched with a sick look on his face, licked the blood off – first the gun and then his own fingers.

 

ÒYou know that was gross, right?Ó Buffy said, making a face.

 

ÒDo you have any idea the names my demon is calling me for not having turned this place into a slaughterhouse?Ó he fired back. ÒI think the least you can do is let me have a little taste.Ó

 

ÒAnd I repeat, gross.Ó

 

ÒI second the gross and add an ewwww,Ó Xander said, standing up and rubbing his neck.  ÒBut thanks,Ó he mumbled in SpikeÕs direction.

 

Spike acknowledged the reluctant gratitude with a smirk, before turning back to Buffy.

 

ÒSo, now what, Slayer?Ó

 

ÒI dunno. I guess tie them all up and see what we can find out about them. And who this ÒMaggieÓ person is that they needed to get permission from.Ó

 

ÒI think sheÕs our Psych prof – Maggie Walsh.  Remember? ThatÕs who Riley and that guyÓ – Willow walked in the room and pointed at Graham– Òwere talking to yesterday, just before he asked you to come over tonight.Ó

 

ÒBuffyÉÓ RileyÕs voice was strained, but firm.  ÒMy men are injured. They have broken bones and God knows what else. They need medical attention.  IÕll go with you. IÕll tell you whatever you want to know. Anything IÕm at liberty to talk about, anyway. Just let me get some help for my men.Ó

 

Buffy frowned and glanced at Giles who grimaced as he said, ÒI suppose that would be the humane thing to do. HoweverÉ.Ó

 

ÒNot until weÕre safely away from here,Ó Spike growled. ÒWouldnÕt trust that wanker any farther thanÉÓ He hesitated as he realized what heÕd been about to say.  ÒÉthan Red, here, could throw him.Ó he concluded with a cough.

 

ÒI agree.  We take Riley with us and let him call from somewhere safe.Ó

 

ÒBetter yet,Ó Xander said, Òwe call 911 for him. That way he canÕt use any secret code or anythingÉÓ He trailed off as everyone stared at him.  ÒWhat? ItÕs a good plan!Ó

 

ÒIt is a good plan, Xander. In fact, it is an excellent plan.Ó  The disappointed look on RileyÕs face made it clear that he didnÕt think it was a good plan at all, and that cemented GilesÕs decision.  ÒLet us get our captive out of here and then we can send medical assistance for the others.Ó

 

Both arms dangling at his sides, Riley nodded and stood up. Spike walked over to him and took a strong grip on his unbroken arm.  ÒDonÕt think IÕm going to forget who you were aiming that gun at,Ó he snarled in RileyÕs ear.  ÒIf the Slayer gives me permission, IÕm going to spend the rest of the night making you regret you were ever born.Ó

 

Chapter Seven

 

There was some quiet discussion out of range of RileyÕs hearing about where they should take him.  Giles was reluctant to allow the man into his apartment, even though he had to admit that it wouldnÕt be all that difficult for anyone to find his address if they had the resources that it appeared the commandoes had.

 

ÒCould take him to the lower level of my crypt,Ó Spike said. ÒIf we blindfold him, he wonÕt be able to tell where he is. ItÕll just look like a big cave.Ó

 

The final decision was to blindfold Riley, swing by GilesÕs apartment so that he could call the Council and pick up his own car.  While Oz took the rest of their little party to SpikeÕs crypt, Giles would call 911 just before leaving the apartment. With luck, the cars would be hidden and everyone safely away in the lower level of SpikeÕs home before any kind of search for them could begin.

 

After dropping Giles off with quickly written directions to the crypt, and seeing him safely in his door, Oz sped through the night and into Restfield Cemetery, following SpikeÕs directions.  When they drove past the crypt, Buffy started to say, ÒHey, isnÕt that—Ó SpikeÕs finger on her lips and headshake stopped her and she finished somewhat uncertainly, Òwhere we fought with that Chaos demon?Ó

 

ÒCould be, Slayer. You know how these older parts of Sunnydale look so much alike.  Might have been the same spot, might not.Ó

 

He gestured for Oz to drive around for a while, then showed him where to put the van so it could not be seen easily.  Oz pulled into a dilapidated vine-covered shed and parked next to SpikeÕs old DeSoto.  He whistled in admiration, nodding when Spike gave the old car an affectionate pat on the hood.

 

Buffy and Willow rolled their eyes and helped Riley get out of the van without falling. Both girls were beginning to have attacks of conscience at keeping Riley away from the medical attention his men were undoubtedly well on their way to receiving.

 

ÒSorry,Ó Buffy muttered when Riley stumbled and gasped at the pain in his broken arm.  ÒI did try to tell you to let me go, you know.  YouÕre the idiot who tried to shoot me.Ó

 

ÒI didnÕt want to. ButÉ.Ó

 

ÒThereÕs no ÔbutÕ here, Riley. You were going to shoot me. Kinda doesnÕt matter if you wanted to or not, you know? I wouldÕve been just as dead.Ó

 

ÒIÕm sorry, Buffy. I really am. But Maggie—Ò

 

ÒMaggie what?  Professor Walsh?  WhatÕs she got to do with anything?Ó

 

ÒThisÉ usÉ the InitiativeÉ itÕs her project. She needs the vamps and demons for research purposes.Ó

 

ÒShe could have just asked Giles,Ó Buffy muttered.  ÒHeÕs all research, booky guy.Ó

 

ÒThatÕs the one that almost shot Graham?  With a crossbow

 

ÒHe didnÕt almost shoot him. He just stopped him from leaving. If heÕd wanted to shoot him, Graham would be dead.Ó

 

Riley paused to digest that while Buffy and Willow steered him from SpikeÕs hidden garage to the crypt. ÒWhy arenÕt we dead?Ó he asked finally. ÒYouÕve got to be really pissed off at us—me.Ó

 

Ignoring WillowÕs ÒYa think?Ó and SpikeÕs snarl, Buffy sighed. ÒBecause, as I tried to explain to you, I donÕt kill people – I protect them. And so do all the people who help me.Ó

 

ÒDoes that include the vampire?Ó RileyÕs voice dripped disbelief and scorn. He barely smothered a scream when Spike silently slipped behind him and said into his ear, ÒOnly as long as the Slayer holds my leash, mate.  Only as long as she holds my leash.Ó

 

ÒSpikeÉ.Ó Buffy shook her head. ÒNot helping.Ó

 

ÒWasnÕt trying to help,Ó he grumbled. ÒWant him to know exactly what I am, and what IÕm capable ofÉÓ

 

ÒI think he got it when you licked the blood off his gun,Ó she said shortly. ÒGive it a rest.Ó

 

Without replying, Spike yanked open the doors to his crypt and gestured for them all to go in.  He closed only the interior door, lighting a candle and showing the way to the hole. When Willow mentioned, somewhat timidly, that RileyÕs broken arm and hand, as well as the blindfold, were going to make it very difficult for him to get down into the ÒcaveÓ, they stopped at the edge of the opening.

 

ÒNot leaving the git up here,Ó Spike said, staring at Buffy meaningfully. She caught on at once that allowing Riley to figure out that he was inside a crypt would remind him of her disappearance the night before and would make it clear where sheÕd gone.

 

ÒNo,Ó she agreed. ÒWe canÕt do that.Ó  She turned to Willow and Oz. ÒYou guys go down, see what you can find that might work as a harness or something.Ó

 

Spike stepped in front of them and dropped into the hole first. By the time Oz and Willow had climbed down the ladder, heÕd lit enough candles and torches that they could see around the huge room and peer into the tunnels leading off from it.  A few minutes of torch-powered exploration and Oz had found a length of rope with suspicious rust-colored stains on it.

 

ÒDo I even want to ask what this was used for?Ó he asked, sniffing the rope and making a face.

 

ÒDonÕt know,Ó Spike said.  ÒIt isnÕt mine. I just got in here a few days ago and havenÕt had time to even fix up the upstairs. Never mind making this part livable.Ó  He looked around and nodded. ÒCan see where itÕs got some possibilities though. Access to the sewers; already made use of that.Ó He nodded at the darkness leading away from the room.  ÒPut some draperies up on the walls, a few nice rugs on the floorÉ.Ó

 

ÒAre you guys finding anything?Ó BuffyÕs question, shouted from above, put a temporary halt to SpikeÕs decorating thoughts.

 

ÒHere, Slayer,Ó he said, tossing the heavy rope up.  ÒWrap the big git up in that and weÕll just lower him down.Ó  He went up the ladder, several rungs at a time, and joined Buffy on the upper level.  She and Xander were busy trussing Riley up, leaving a length of rope to use as a cable. 

 

ÒGo on down, Harris.  Slayer and I will lower the overgrown Boy Scout to you.Ó

 

Buffy walked Riley to the edge of the hole, biting her lip at the winces he couldnÕt prevent whenever something jostled his broken arm.  ÒWeÕll fix that when we get settled in,Ó she said, her normally compassionate nature coming out now that he was no longer a danger to them.  Spike snorted behind her, but she ignored him.  She turned Riley around and passed the rope to Spike, who pulled it taut.  With a glance that warned Spike of a dusty end if the rope ÒslippedÓ while he was lowering Riley to the ground, she knelt down and guided one of his feet to the top rung of the ladder.

 

ÒJust let your feet find the steps and weÕll keep the rope tight so you donÕt have to worry about falling—Ó

 

ÒOr we could just push the big git into the hole and yell ÔCatch!ÕÓ Spike muttered, even as he braced himself to take the other manÕs weight.  Buffy rose her feet and glared at him. 

 

ÒThatÕs enough!Ó she said. ÒJust do what youÕre supposed to do and shut up, Spike.Ó

 

He raised yellow eyes to hers.

 

ÒNot your bloody servant, Slayer,Ó he snarled, as his feet began to slide. ÒAnÕ if you want me to keep him from falling, I suggest you get your arse over here and help. In case you havenÕt noticed, the wanker outweighs me by a good fifty pounds.Ó

 

Buffy grabbed onto the rope and added her weight to it. Between their combined efforts and RileyÕs sense of self-preservation that kept his feet more or less on one of the rungs at all times, they managed to get him to the lower level without incident.  At XanderÕs all clear signal, they tossed the end of the rope down and Buffy instructed him to untie RileyÕs arms, but leave him blindfolded.

 

ÒWhile youÉ?Ó

 

ÒIÕll be down in a minute. DonÕt let him get too near the tunnel – just in case heÕs stupid enough to think he can run through underground Sunnydale by himself.Ó

 

Buffy remained staring down for several minutes. She could feel SpikeÕs eyes burning holes in her back, but she couldnÕt make herself turn to face him.  She was saved from her indecision by a quiet knock on the door of the crypt, followed by GilesÕs cautious entrance.

 

ÒThe light is visible from outside,Ó he said as soon as heÕd closed the door behind him. 

 

With a nod, Spike pointed to the opening and the ladder just poking up through it. ÒGo on, then,Ó he said. ÒIÕll get the doors and light.Ó  Without looking at Buffy, he went to the entrance and closed both doors, placing a heavy stone statue in front of the inner door, hoping it would discourage anyone from trying to push their way in.

 

Giles glanced back and forth between them, then shrugged and started down the ladder, holding the bag of things heÕd brought with him in one hand.  Buffy wavered, looking from the well-lit lower room to the now dark upper one and waiting for Spike to say something.  When he didnÕt, but simply dropped down into the hole without touching the ladder, she sighed and joined him.

 

Buffy frowned up at the opening, wondering if the light from their level was making a visible glow. They had no real reason to think anyone would be searching for them in a cemetery, but there was no real reason for them not to either. A noise behind her made her turn to see Spike and Xander dragging a large piece of plywood from one of the tunnels.  She watched as Xander handed the wood up to Spike, who was standing half-way up the ladder. He lifted it through the hole, then let it fall flat, covering the entrance. When heÕd dropped back to the ground, he took the ladder and carried it into the tunnel, out of sight. The large underground room now looked like nothing but a large open space at the end of one of the visible tunnels. 

 

In the meantime, Giles had emptied the bags heÕd brought with him, pulling out first aid materials.  After looking around, Giles agreed that there was no way their hiding place looked like anything but one of the many caves that surrounded Sunnydale. He removed the blindfold, leaving Riley blinking against the flickering light. Without speaking, he cleaned out the wounds on RileyÕs crushed hand and bandaged it as best he could.  He examined the broken arm, while Riley stood stoically, only his pale face giving any indication of how much pain he was in.  Satisfied that the bone wasnÕt out of position, Giles wrapped it against a splint and provided Riley with a rough sling upon which to rest it. He then handed him a pain pill and a small bottle of water.

 

ÒThank you,Ó Riley mumbled when Giles was done. Sweat beaded his forehead and he swayed on his feet.

 

ÒSit down, Riley,Ó Buffy said, then realized he had no hands with which to help himself to the ground.  She walked over to him and helped him lower his much larger body to the ground where he could lean against the earth wall.  He ignored the muddy roots hanging all around him, leaning his head back and shutting his eyes with relief.

 

ÒNot gonna get much out of him for awhile, Slayer,Ó Spike said quietly when she walked back to his side. ÒHeÕs about done for till he gets a chance to regroup.Ó

 

Buffy stared at him. ÒIs that your medical opinion, Dr. Bloody?Ó

 

He rolled his eyes and shook his head. ÒWas brought up by a master of torture  – or have you forgotten that? I can tell when a humanÕs past the point of being usefulÉ or entertainingÉ  Give the big git some time to rest before you start askinÕ questions and you might get some useful answers. Try to talk to him now, and heÕll shut down on you.Ó  He glanced from BuffyÕs frustrated glare to WillowÕs softer gaze and added, ÒAnd you might want to let Red take care of him for a bit. Give him somebodyÕs not trying to hurt him to focus on. HeÕll probÕly respond with better answers if sheÕs asking the questions.Ó

 

Buffy bit her lip, then nodded. ÒGood cop, bad cop?Ó 

 

ÒSomethinÕ like that.Ó

 

ÒIÕll think about it. Far be it for me to argue with someone who was Ôbrought upÕ by a crazy, torturing vampire.Ó Everything about her voice and body posture screamed her discomfort at the reminder of what he was and what heÕd been in love with for the past hundred years.

 

Spike cocked his head and gave her a sad smile. ÒWasnÕt speaking of Dru, Slayer,Ó he said. ÒSheÕs only what her sire made her. Was Angelus taught me how to read humans and how to judge what they had left.Ó  He turned his back and walked out into the tunnel, his vampire eyes having no need of a torch to light his way.

 

Buffy watched him walk away, startling when Giles said quietly, ÒAs much as I dislike thisÉ whatever it is you have between you, I think it is only fair to admit that Spike continues to prove that he is nothing like Angelus. Nor is he like any other vampire IÕve come across.  When we have sorted this thing out, IÕd like very much to spend some time with him talking about his early days as a vampire.Ó

 

ÒKnock yourself out,Ó she replied, still staring at the empty darkness into which Spike had disappeared. She shook herself and turned back to Giles. ÒSo, did you call 911 for those guys?Ó

 

ÒI did,Ó he said shortly. ÒAnd then I called London.  The Council seemed to be somewhat aware of Dr. Walsh, but had no idea she was operating in Sunnydale. They are most concernedÉ it seems she is in possession of some research materials dating back to World War II. Materials that came from Nazi Germany.  They will be getting in touch withÉ well, with whatever branch of the US government it is that they deal withÉ and they hope to make it safe for us to go out shortly.Ó  He held up an old cell phone, saying, ÒTheyÕll let us know.Ó

 

Buffy blinked at the mobile phone sheÕd had no idea Giles even knew about, let alone owned. His expression dared her to comment, so she shrugged and said, ÒGo tweedy, pain-in-the-ass guys.Ó

 

ÒThey have their uses,Ó Giles agreed with a wry smile. ÒAs much as they dislike us, and we them, we are on the same side, and they do not take kindly to having their slayers kidnapped by scientists with suspicious pasts.Ó

 

ÒWhatÕs that about a ÔpastÕ?Ó While they were talking, Spike had entered the room as silently as heÕd left.  He seemed to be over his anger at Buffy as he waited, one eyebrow cocked at Giles, who stared at him with newly respectful eyes.  ÒWhat?  Did I grow horns while I was gone or something?Ó

 

ÒGiles was just saying that the Council knows stuff about Professor Walsh and that sheÕs a Nazi or something.Ó

 

Instead of laughing, Spike narrowed his eyes and grew pensive. ÒIÕll be dammed,Ó he said softly, glancing at Riley. ÒBloody humans are still trying to use us.  DidnÕt learn a thing the first time.Ó

 

BuffyÕs Òsplainy?Ó and GilesÕs ÒBloody hell!Ó were simultaneous. ÒWhat do you know about this?Ó

 

ÒAbout this?Ó Spike gestured at Riley. ÒNothing. About Nazis and mad scientists and capturing vamps and demons?  Been there, done that. Got the salt water in my ears to show for it.Ó

 

ÒHuh?Ó

 

He quickly recapped his time on the German sub, the plans the Germans had for controlling vampires and using them in the war, and, with only minor reluctance, the role Angel had played in rescuing the crew.  When he got to the part where Angel had thrown Spike and the crew member Angel had turned out to swim their way to safety, he snarled, then shrugged.  ÒGuess from the point of view of you white hats, he did the right thing,Ó he growled. ÒBut it was a long damn swim to shore, and me with an unhappy fledgling to keep from dusting himself.Ó

 

ÒHe wanted to dust himself?Ó

 

ÒWas a real war hero, wasnÕt he? Angel turned him soÕs he could save the sub and all the men left on it. But he didnÕt want to be a vamp—Ó Spike stopped and stared at Buffy. ÒYou remember what I told you about some vamps and demons?  Sam was one of them. He knew he needed blood to live, but once he got over that fledge hunger, he didnÕt want to kill.  Took me a while to talk him out of offing himself.Ó

 

While Buffy frowned and absorbed the strange idea of a vampire that wasnÕt raving for blood, Giles asked, ÒWhy did you try to talk him out of it?Ó

 

Spike looked uncomfortable for a second. ÒWell, technically, he was family, wasnÕt he?  Old Peaches knew that when he sent us out. He knew IÕd look out for Sam until he could look out for himself.Ó He shrugged. ÒBesides, it was boring out there on the briny. I wanted the company.Ó

 

ÒWhere is this ÔSamÕ now?Ó

 

ÒNo idea. We split up after awhile and I went looking for Dru. He went back to the States; I went back to Europe.  Kept clear of any Nazi scientists, though, I can tell you that.Ó

 

ÒIÕll need to report this to the Council,Ó Giles said.

 

ÒWhy? So they can put me in one of their little cages and do their own ÔexperimentsÕ? I donÕt think so, Watcher.  IÕll tell you what little I know, but IÕm not going anywhere near those wankers.Ó

 

ÒIÕm with Spike. The less the Council knows about him, the better.Ó

 

Giles studied the two people in front of him wearing almost identical stubborn expressions.  ÒYou do understand that you will not be able to keep this from them, do you not? IÕm quite sure I am not their only source of information in Sunnydale. They will know that Buffy has taken up with William the Bloody within a very short amount of time.  I believe it is in everyoneÕs best interest that we cooperate with them as much as is possible.Ó

 

ÒDonÕt even know if thereÕs anything to keep yet,Ó Spike muttered, reaching for BuffyÕs hand. ÒSlayer and I havenÕt had time to even get to know each other better – what with nosy Scoobies and kidnapping soldiers.Ó He waved his hand at the humans staring at them. ÒAnd now weÕre stuck underground with all of you at the same time.Ó

 

ÒAnd I cannot tell you how grateful I am for all these distractions,Ó Giles said, glaring at the two linked hands. 

 

Buffy pulled her hand free, giving Spike a small smile of apology as she did so, and walked over to Riley who had visibly perked up and obviously been listening to their conversation.

 

 

 

Chapter Eight

 

ÒWhat do you know about this?Ó she asked, sitting down beside him. ÒIs Professor Walsh some kind of Nazi mad scientist?Ó

 

Riley shook his head. ÒMaggie is the brains. WeÕre just the brawn. We capture the demons and vamps for her, but she doesnÕt tell us what she does with them.Ó He stared at Spike with something approaching awe.  ÒWas he really around during World War II?Ó

 

ÒSpikeÕs pretty old,Ó she said with a noncommittal smile. ÒAnd AngelÕs older.Ó

 

ÒAngel? Which angel?Ó

 

ÒSorry. I forgot, you donÕtÕ knowÉÓ She shrugged. ÒWhat the hell. Angel is another vampire thatÉ that tries to be good.  HeÕs got a soul, and heÉÓ

 

ÒA soul? WhatÕs that got to do with—Ó

 

ÒThank you!Ó Spike said, throwing his hands in the air. When everyone stared at him, he said, ÒThatÕs just what IÕve been sayinÕÉ Some vamps need a soul to keep them straight, and some donÕt.Ó

 

Riley looked bewildered. ÒNoÉ I just meantÉÓ He trailed off as he realized he was the only person in the room who didnÕt understand the significance of a vampireÕs having a soul.  He went back to the original subject.  ÒAre you saying MaggieÕs aÉ a Nazi?Ó

 

ÒNo,Ó Giles said. ÒBut she appears to be in possession of notes on the experiments they performed on vampires and demons during the War.  I think we have to assume that she is continuing those experiments hereÉ or plans to at some point.Ó  He fixed Riley with a hard glare. ÒDo you know anything about it?Ó

 

Riley visibly struggled with his loyalty to his unit and his boss, and his distaste for anything resembling the kind of experiments the Nazis had performed on people. ÒDo you know what the experiments were?Ó

 

Spike answered for them. ÒI know that by the time they were done, there were only three of us left standing.  The idea was to use us as weapons somehow, but they couldnÕt figure out how to control us without killing us. So we ate them,Ó he finished with another shrug.

 

RileyÕs face had paled even more.  ÒThey wouldnÕt have had the technology back thenÉ.Ó He thought for a minute, then raised his eyes to Giles. ÒBut we do.  ThatÕs why she wants so many of them brought in aliveÉ. Oh GodÉ.Ó

 

ÒWhat do you know?Ó Giles and Buffy snapped the question out at the same time, causing Riley to flinch back against the mud wall. He stared at them, his mental conflict plain. 

 

ÒWhy are we taking the word of a vampire about this?Ó he asked finally. ÒHe could be lying through his teeth.Ó

 

ÒThe original information did not come from Spike,Ó Giles said tersely. ÒIt came from the Council of Watchers – my former employers and BuffyÕsÉ Ó

 

ÒBuffyÕs nothing,Ó she muttered. ÒI quit before you did.Ó

 

Giles sighed. ÒSo you did,Ó he said, Òbut thatÕs hardly the point. The point is that the Council is aÉ an institutionÉ that has been around for hundreds – perhaps thousands – of years in some form or another. They have extensive records on supernatural beings through the centuries.Ó He stopped and gave Riley a hard look. ÒAnd connections in many, many countries in quite high places. I suspect your clandestine organization is destined for a personnel change quite soon.Ó

 

ÒSo, because some organization I never heard of thinks they know what MaggieÕs doing, you expect me to tell you things IÕm not authorized to tell anybody?Ó

 

ÒWeÕre not asking you to tell secrets, Riley,Ó Willow broke in, her voice softer and kinder than any of the three people glaring at the injured soldier.  ÒBut anything you can tell us would be helpful.  Like, besides dusting vampires, what else do you guys go looking for?Ó

 

Riley gave Willow a grateful grimace. ÒI guess it doesnÕt hurt to tell people who already know about sub-terrestrials and hostilesÉ.Ó He took a deep breath and said, ÒWeÕve captured several vamps for Maggie to—Ò He broke off, looking at Spike, then away. ÒNot sure what she does with them, but she says she can make them harmless.Ó

 

Spike snorted and turned his back. ÒWonder how many sheÕs dusted tryinÕ to make that work?Ó

 

Riley stared at him. ÒIf you actually survived theÉ attemptsÉ back then, youÕd probably be a great subject for her.  You could volunteer to—Ó

 

ÒVolunteer to be controlled?Ó SpikeÕs eyes would have been bulging out of his head if they hadnÕt already turned yellow and deadly. ÒOver my deader than usual body!Ó

 

While Buffy tried to calm Spike down and Giles shook his head at RileyÕs foolishness, Willow brought the manÕs attention back to her.  ÒYou were going to tell me what else, besides vamps, you guys capture or kill.  Do you catch demons for her too?Ó

 

Riley shifted his gaze back to the gentle, intellectual redhead he knew from class.  ÒSometimes we do. Maggie has specific kinds of demons that she needs – wants – for herÉ work. We try to bring them in alive when we can find them.  And then, there are the other, less common creatures – werewolves, zombies, dragons—Ó

 

He broke off, flinching away when his gentle interrogator suddenly had sparks flying from her fingertips and hair standing straight out from her head. She leapt to her feet and backed away from him, breathing hard and staring at him as if heÕd turned into a hissing snake. Oz stepped up to Willow and murmured in her ear, stroking her arm and gradually calming her down until she was once again the shy, quiet girl Riley knew.

 

ÒWhat the hellÉ?  What did I say?  And how did youÉ?Ó  RileyÕs expression was suddenly the most fearful theyÕd seen it since theyÕd dragged him away from his fellow commandoes.  He looked around the room again, his eyes wide open and calculating. They went from the girl he now knew could probably break him in half, to the man who somehow seemed to be in a position to tell her what to do, to the vampire who had already demonstrated how much deadlier he could be than the younger vampires Riley was used to fighting – although even Spike seemed to defer to Buffy. 

 

And back to Willow, who, it seemed, was not the innocuous coed heÕd taken her for.  He narrowed his eyes at Oz, still stroking WillowÕs arm and murmuring to her. Oz stared back, his usual calm expression no different from anything Riley had seen from him yet. But something about the boyÕs eyes said that trying to harm Willow would not be in anyoneÕs best interest.  RileyÕs gaze shifted to Xander, who shrugged and shook his head, lifting his arms in gesture meant to show his harmlessness and normality.

 

ÒAre any of you human beings?Ó Riley asked.  ÒNormal human beings?Ó

 

Ignoring his question, Giles said, ÒAre you?Ó  While Riley stared at him, Buffy and Spike began nodding and pointing out that neither Riley nor any of the men in his squad seemed exactly ÒnormalÓ to them. 

 

ÒWhat the hell are you talking about?Ó Riley seemed genuinely indignant, glaring at them in confused anger.  ÒOf course weÕre normal.  All of us.  Maggie hand-picked us for our IQs, physical abilities and size.  WeÕre as normal asÉ.Ó he stared at the group watching him ÒÉ as anybody not part of your littleÉ whatever you areÉ is.Ó

 

ÒScoobies.Ó  All eyes turned to Xander.  ÒWhat? WeÕre the Scoobies. I mean, okay, maybe not fangface there, or Giles, but the rest of usÉ.Ó

 

ÒScoobies.Ó  Riley frowned.

 

ÒYeah, you know. Like ÒScooby DooÓ?Ó

 

ÒI got it,Ó Riley said with a grimace. ÒI just donÕt get itÉÓ He paused to look from blonde, occasionally ditsy, Buffy to red-headed, brainy Willow, and dark-haired, somewhat goofy-seeming Xander.  ÒOh.Ó  He glanced at Oz, Spike and Giles. ÒSo which one of you is the big dog?Ó

 

There was a lot of coughing and looking back and forth at each other before Spike rolled his eyes and growled.

 

ÒCould be whichever one of us wants to bite you,Ó he said.  ÒItÕs not a perfect metaphor.Ó

 

ÒAnd so not the point,Ó Buffy added.  ÒThe point is, Spike and I are used to fighting vamps and demons, and in his caseÉ.Ó She cleared her throat.  ÒAnyway, we both have enough experience fighting super strong things andÉ sometimesÉ bad humans, to know what is and isnÕt normal. And you guys are not normal.  YouÕre not as strong and fast as we are, but youÕre way stronger and faster than you should be.Ó

 

ÒWe take a lot of vitamins,Ó Riley muttered. ÒMaggie wants us to stay healthy.Ó

 

ÒYeah, well, you might want to ask her whatÕs in those vitamins,Ó Spike snorted. ÒThat punch I gave you should have knocked you down for an hour or two.Ó

 

ÒMaybe you just arenÕt as tough as you think you are,Ó Riley said.  ÒSeems to me youÕre pretty much being bossed around by a little girl.Ó

 

            There was an ominous silence as Spike went into game face and visibly struggled to hold back his snarls.  When Buffy tried to put a hand on his arm, saying, ÒSpike—Ó he shook her off and raised his hand to keep her back.

 

ÒIÕm alright, Slayer,Ó he said. ÒNot going to harm your hostage.Ó  He walked over to Riley, now obviously rethinking his impulsive words, and leaned over him.  Spike let the soldier look into his yellow eyes and made sure he got a good look at his fangs before he spoke.

 

ÒThat Ôlittle girlÕ is the closest thing to a killing machine youÕre ever likely to meet,Ó he said softly. ÒAnd I saw what she did to your boys – without half trying, IÕd wager – so I know you know what she can do.  DonÕt know how you got her down, but I know it wasnÕt because you or any other overfed wanker beat her in a fight.Ó  He looked over his shoulder at Buffy, seeing her frown as she wondered where he was going with his unexpected speech.

 

ÒBut the fact that IÕve never been able to kill her like I did two of the other slayers IÕve faced, isnÕt why I let her tell me what to do.Ó He licked his lips, running his tongue over one fang before continuing. ÒSee, I donÕt have a soul like Angel does to nag me to do whatÕs right.  And IÕm more than a mite out of practice at it. So the Slayer is myÉ conscience.  SheÕs what keeps wankers like you alive when all I want to do is rip your throat out and stuff your entrails down the hole.Ó

 

He stopped talking and stood up, shaking off his fangs and wrinkles.  ÒMock me all you want, soldier boy. You know, and I know, that youÕd be shitting your pants right now if she wasnÕt standing there watchinÕ my every move.Ó  He looked over at Buffy and spoke directly to her.  ÒI know I have to earn her trust. And I know IÕm going to make mistakes; but letting you goad me into something sheÕd have to stake me for?  Not going to happen. Not today, not ever.Ó

 

BuffyÕs breathy ÒohÓ didnÕt register on anyone without vampire hearing, but the smile on her face couldnÕt be missed.  Giles cleared his throat and interrupted the exchange of heated looks between Buffy and Spike.

 

ÒWell, I think we should think about getting some rest, if we can. ThereÕs no telling how long it will take the Council to get this sorted out, but it could be as soon as tomorrow. I will volunteer for the first watch, if the rest of you would like to get some sleepÉ.Ó His voice trailed off as Spike and Buffy held a whispered conversation, which was quickly followed by BuffyÕs, ÒWeÕre just going to check out some of these tunnels. You know, make sure there arenÕt any nasties lurking in them, ready to sneak up on us while we sleep.  But you guys go ahead. Find a comfy spot on theÉÓ she looked down at the packed dirt floor ÒÉ dried mud and rocks.Ó

 

ÒWeÕll be right back,Ó she caroled as she followed an impatient Spike out into the darkness. After a few seconds, she popped back in with an, ÒOops! Need torch!Ó She grabbed one off the wall and disappeared again.

 

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 

ÒWell, thatÉ.Ó

 

ÒWhere are they going?Ó

 

ÒIÕd rather not know,Ó Xander said, slumping against the wall near Riley.  ÒSo, what kind of cool weapons and stuff do you guys use?Ó

 

Riley just blinked at him for several seconds.  ÒThis from a guy who broke into our headquarters carrying a crossbow?Ó

 

ÒHey, what can I say?Ó Xander waved his hand at Giles.  ÒI work with a bunch of traditionalists.  Very conservative, those watchers. Very conservative.Ó He grinned at Riley. ÒMe, now. IÕm all about the manly weaponry and things that go ÔboomÕ.Ó

 

ÒRight.Ó Riley went silent, and after a while, Xander gave up and went to find a place to sleep. 

 

Willow and Oz were leaning against a wall, his arm around her and her head on his chest.  Xander watched with interest as OzÕs nostrils would periodically flare when interesting scents drifted into the room.  Giles, meanwhile, was doing as heÕd promised, putting himself where he could see all the tunnel entrances, a cocked crossbow close by his side.  For lack of anything better to do, Xander finally put his own head down and was quickly asleep.

 

 

Chapter Nine

 

ÒWhere are we going?Ó Buffy trotted beside Spike as he went through the tunnel, taking long strides and barely using the light of the torch she was carrying.

 

ÒWhere there arenÕt other people,Ó he growled.  ÒIÕm hungry.Ó

 

Her steps faltered slightly. ÒYouÕre hungry?Ó

 

ÒYeah.Ó He looked at her, seeming irritated at her surprise. ÒHavenÕt eaten yet today and didnÕt have time to grab any blood from my stash before we jumped down here.Ó

 

ÒOh.  Well, if you hadnÕt been so busy being mad at me, you could have taken the time, you know. I wasnÕt the one in a hurry to jump down there with everybody else.Ó

 

ÒKnow that,Ó he growled. ÒDoesnÕt matter. The point is, I didnÕt eat, and being around all that pumping blood wasnÕt doinÕ my disposition any good.Ó

 

ÒYour disposition is never good,Ó she muttered to his back. ÒAnd my blood is pumping too!Ó

 

ÒYes,Ó he said shortly. ÒIt is.Ó  He stopped and pointed to a crude ladder leaning against one of the tunnel walls.  ÒÓS why weÕre going up here.  After you, pet.Ó

 

Frowning, Buffy set the torch down and started up the ladder, squealing when she felt SpikeÕs human teeth on her ass. ÒStop that! IÕm not lunch!Ó

 

ÒNope,Ó he agreed, his disposition suddenly much improved. ÒBut you are delicious. Nom, nom, nom.Ó He buried his face against the inside of her thigh and pretended to chew. 

 

Buffy felt her temperature go up and her panties become wet as his mouth wandered places she was sure it shouldnÕt be going.  ÒStop thatÉÓ she moaned, keeping one leg raised to the next rung, even as she tried to push him away with her hand.

 

He surprised her by moving his head and replacing it with a hand on the inside of her supporting leg. ÒYouÕre right, luv. Not the time or place. But it will beÉ later. Gonna show you what it means to have a man who doesnÕt have to breathe... Here, let me help you up.Ó

 

He moved his hand so that it was cupping her from front to back, his fingers teasing her through her damp clothes, sending her heart rate up. She forced herself to take another step, limiting his access, but trapping his hand between her thighs.

 

 Instead of continuing to tease her, he suddenly pushed until she almost fell out of the opening at the top of the ladder. She squirmed out on her belly, rolling over to glare at him as he joined her on the grass.  They seemed to be in the newer part of Restfield; Buffy could feel the cushioning earth under her back and smell the clean scent of new-mown grass. The hole theyÕd emerged from seemed well concealed by surrounding shrubbery and tombstones.  Before she could express her objection to his method of Òhelping,Ó he was covering her body with his and pressing her into the grass.  Without discussion or hesitation, their mouths met and began the familiar give and take that was all theyÕd been able to manage for most of the time Spike had been in Sunnydale.

 

After several minutes of kisses that left them both wanting more than just the dry-humping they were doing, Buffy came to herself enough to realize that Spike was not as lost in the moment as she was. The moonlight showed that he was going in and out of game face, his kisses still as passionate as ever, but his attention clearly divided between her and something else.

 

ÒWhatÕs wrong?Ó

 

He sighed and rolled off to stare at the sky.  ÒIÕm sorry, luv,Ó he said. ÒJust canÕt keep the demon down right now.Ó He rolled his head over to meet her gaze. ÒI know you donÕt want to be lyinÕ out here with a vampire at your neck – even if he is only thinking about shagging you into the ground.Ó  He sat up abruptly and got to his feet, holding out a hand. ÒLetÕs go, Slayer. ThereÕs blood in my crypt.Ó

 

Buffy allowed him to pull her to her feet, releasing his hand as soon as she was standing.  ÒSo, this is about how hungry you are?  Your demon wants to eat me?Ó

 

ÒYou might say thatÉÓ He snorted, raising an amused eyebrow and waiting for her disgusted and embarrassed, ÒYou know thatÕs not what I meant!Ó before responding. ÒThatÕs some of it.  Not all, but some.Ó

 

ÒWhat youÕre saying is, IÕm not safe around you when youÕre hungry. Is that it?Ó

 

He whirled and grabbed her by the shoulders, shaking her lightly as he snarled.  ÒWhat IÕm saying is, my demon wants youÉ in ways IÕd guess you donÕt have any—Ó He exhaled sharply and dropped his hands. ÒI would never hurt or kill you, but your blood calls to meÉ and it always will. Neither one of us can change that; any more than you can change that urge to stake me that you have to fight whenever my mouth gets near your neck.Ó He smiled when she jerked in surprise at his knowing how her body reacted whenever he nibbled on her throat.

 

ÒItÕs what we are, luv. Born enemies. But trust me when I tell you that IÕm not thinking about food when my mouth gets that close to your throat.  Being hungry makes it harder to ignore the elixir thatÕs flowing there, but wanting to taste it has nothing to do with hunger or feeding.Ó

 

ÒI donÕt get it,Ó Buffy muttered. ÒMy blood is turning you on, but you donÕt want to ea—kill me?Ó

 

ÒIÕll explain it someday,Ó he said, halting before his crypt. He opened the outer door far enough to get in and put his shoulder against the one heÕd braced shut. With a minimal amount of effort and noise, he managed to push it open far enough for them to slide through.  Putting his fingers to his lips and pointing to the floor, he quickly closed both doors and came into the room.  Buffy nodded her understanding and followed him in as silently as she could.  There was just the faintest trace of a glow around one edge of the plywood covering the hole, not enough to give them away to anyone looking in the dirty windows, but just enough that she could follow him across the room without bumping into things.

 

Spike opened a cooler and pulled out several containers of cold pig blood. He made a disgusted face that she could just barely see before sighing and upending the first container of cold blood into his open throat.  He drained it in a way that would have won any beer-chugging contest Buffy had ever seen, then dropped the plastic container and wiped his mouth with the back of his hand.  He was reaching for the second container when he noticed that Buffy had looked away from him, suddenly very interested in the barely-visible contents of the dark space.

 

ÒIÕm sorry, pet,Ó he whispered. ÒMy manners arenÕt what they should be when IÕm hungry. Another one of those things IÕm going to have to work on, I reckon.Ó

 

Buffy shrugged and whispered back. ÒItÕs okay. I know what you are. I know what you live on. I justÉ Angel never let me see him eat, and I—Ó She stopped as a deep snarl erupted from his throat.  ÒSorry,Ó she said. ÒI wasnÕt comparing youÉ I was just explaining that IÕm not used to—Ó She stopped and shrugged again. 

 

ÒMy fault, pet. Need to stop over-reacting every time you mention him.Ó

 

ÒI think we both need to figure out how to stop making each other apologize all the time,Ó she sighed.  ÒItÕs not like us to be saying ÔsorryÕ. Not to each other, anyway.Ó

 

He gave a snort of agreement and opened the second container of blood.

There was an uncomfortable silence while he quickly finished it, then put the third one back in the cooler.  He walked deeper into the darkness and Buffy thought she heard water splashing before he reappeared in the gloom, once again wiping his mouth with the back of his hand.

 

ÒWhat was that? A water chaser?Ó

 

ÒThat was me rinsing the blood out of my mouth and off my lips,Ó he said. ÒFigure weÕve got some issues to get past and thereÕs only one way I know to do it.Ó

 

Buffy cocked her head and began to smile.  ÒIs it time for more kissing?Ó

 

He pulled her against his chest and lowered his head. ÒYou know any other way to forget about all the reasons why we shouldnÕt be doing this?Ó

 

She shook her head just enough to agree with him, then raised her mouth to his, meeting him more than halfway.  This time, when the kisses had made them frantic with need, the demon remained carefully put away as the man picked Buffy up and laid her on the large flat top of a stone sarcophagus. Instead of joining her there, he dropped his coat on the floor and toed off his boots before removing her shoes. 

 

BuffyÕs whimper brought him onto the makeshift bed beside her where he began to run his hands over her body, whispering to her the whole while.  HeÕd soon unbuttoned her blouse and opened it to allow him access to her pert, lace-covered breasts. After sucking on one nipple, and then the other through the lace, he slid one hand underneath her and skillfully unhooked the bra, pushing it up out of his way.

 

ÒAh, there they are,Ó he murmured. ÒPerfect, just like I knew they would be. And delicious.Ó He suited actions to words, taking a nipple into his mouth and sucking on it until Buffy was arching off the table into his mouth.  One hand caressed the breast he wasnÕt mouthing while the other crept down to unfasten the snap on BuffyÕs pants. Her gasp when his hand ghosted over the silken skin on her stomach brought an answering groan from him.

 

He pushed her pants and underwear down her legs, moving off the lid and pulling them the rest of the way off. He smiled his approval when Buffy threw her shirt and bra over the side of the stone bed. While he was standing up, he shed his own clothes until he was as naked as the girl in front of him.  He climbed onto the sarcophagus at the end near her feet and began to kiss his way up her legs, alternating between one and the other until he had his nose buried in her curls and she was squirming beneath him.

 

While Spike put over a hundred years of practice to use showing her what heÕd meant by having a lover who didnÕt need to breathe, Buffy concentrated on not letting any of the sounds bubbling in her throat come out her mouth and give them away to the people sleeping only a few feet below. She put her fist in her mouth when he nicked her clit with one fang and pulled it into his mouth to suck her into an orgasm that left her with tooth marks on her hand and a new appreciation for the advantages of having an undead boyfriend.

 

Spike gave a self-satisfied growl when she final stopped quivering and relaxed under him.  He kissed his way up her body, pausing to bring both breasts to rosy points again, before resting his weight on her and nibbling on her neck.

 

ÒDid you bite me?Ó she finally managed to say, annoyed that she sounded more appreciative than angry.

 

ÒJust a little nick,Ó he said into her neck.  ÒFelt good, didnÕt it?Ó

 

ÒSo not the point!Ó

 

She felt his chest move as he chuckled silently.  ÒAlright then, luv. I wonÕt do it again.Ó

 

There was silence as Buffy stiffened beneath him, the hand stroking his back suddenly stopped moving.  She arched her neck, allowing him better access to it, while she put her other hand on his ass, pinching one cheek.  ÒI didnÕt exactly say that, did I?Ó she finally whispered, pinching him again. Instead of wincing, as sheÕd expected, he moaned and pushed against her.  ÒOh, SlayerÉ.Ó

 

Buffy opened her legs, bringing them around his hips and holding him. She felt his cock nudging against her and wriggled her hips to make it slide through the moisture coating her lips. ÒAhhhh,Ó she gasped, simultaneously with SpikeÕs, ÒBloody hell, Buffy. Got to be in you, luv. Now. Please.Ó

 

Murmuring her assent, she stilled while he pushed his way into her, once again whispering his gratitude and appreciation of her body.  They began to move, slowly at first, then with more and more force as their powerful bodies began to learn each otherÕs abilities.  When Spike was gasping, ÒI canÕt hold off any longer, Slayer. Come with me, love. Let me feel youÉ. Ahhhh!Ó Buffy clenched around him, her arms and legs holding him a grip he couldnÕt have broken if heÕd wanted to. He sucked the skin of her throat into his mouth in an attempt to muffle his growling release, while she bit down on his shoulder to keep from screaming her pleasure to the world, and more importantly, to her watcher and friends.

 

SpikeÕs hips continued pumping long after he had spent, only gradually slowing until he was lying still upon BuffyÕs limp body.  He took his mouth off her throat, wondering briefly how much of a mark heÕd made and if sheÕd be upset about it. He startled when he felt Buffy kissing and licking his shoulder.

 

ÒBuffy?Ó

 

ÒI bit you,Ó she said apologetically. ÒI needed to be quiet, so I bit you.Ó

 

He rolled off, pulling her with him so that she was sprawled across his body while he held her against his chest.  Now that his pleasure centers were recovered, he could feel where sheÕd sunk her blunt human teeth into him. ÒIs it bleeding?Ó he asked.

 

ÒA little.Ó

 

He kissed the top of her head.  ÒThen weÕre even, yeah?Ó

 

She giggled softly. ÒI guess so.Ó

 

They rested quietly, Buffy nuzzling his chest and running one hand up and down his arm, while he held her in a loose embrace that tightened periodically as if he were afraid someone was going to try to take her away.  When Buffy shivered at the dropping temperature, he gave a sigh and reluctantly sat up, pulling her with him.

 

ÒI guess weÕd best get back before the watcher sends out a search party,Ó he said.  ÒAnd you need some sleep.Ó

 

ÒAre you okay now?Ó

 

He reared his head back and gawked at her. Even in the darkness she could see his astonishment.  ÒAm I okay? If I were any more ÔokayÕ IÕd have spontaneously dusted. Are you daft?Ó

 

ÒI meant, dumbass, have you had enough to eat? Is it safe to go back down with everybody else?Ó

 

ÒWas always safe, luv.  IÕd have to be starving before youÕd need to worry about me like that.  It just wasnÕt easy, and I knew where there was food, so it made sense to go get it.Ó  He kissed his way around her face, ending at her mouth, which he continued to kiss while he murmured, ÒBut to answer your question, yes, IÕve had enough for now. IÕll be fine.Ó

 

ÒThen we should start getting dressed,Ó Buffy said, continuing to kiss him.

 

ÒWe should,Ó he agreed, falling back onto the bed and pulling her down on top of him.

 

ÒAny minute.Ó  Buffy squirmed around until she could feel him between her thighs.

 

ÒRight you are.Ó Spike put his hands on her hips and positioned them over his cock. Buffy pushed up to her knees and lowered herself onto him, sighing in satisfaction when she felt him fill her up.  She sat there momentarily, staring down at the vampire whose expression she could barely read in the dim light. What little moonlight managed to get through the dirty windows was just enough for her to make out the soft smile on his face.

 

ÒMost beautiful thing IÕve ever seen,Ó he whispered, raising a hand to brush her cheek, then running the hand down her body to where they were joined. BuffyÕs skin quivered as his fingers slid past her breasts and barely skimmed her flat belly.  She glanced down to where he was staring at their joined bodies and watched in fascination as he began to move his hips up and down, pushing her into a rhythm much like riding a horse.  She began to move with him, and was soon slamming her hips down onto his to meet him thrust for thrust.  When she arched her back and threw her head back, he took advantage of the slight separation to move his thumb and rub her into a gasping, whimpering orgasm.

 

ÒOh god,Ó she breathed, slumping forward onto his chest.

 

ÒNo god here, love. Just me,Ó he murmured into her ear as he waited for her to recover.  ÒJust the vampire who loves you.Ó

 

BuffyÕs eyes widened at his words, and to distract him, she rolled them over so that she was underneath him and once again holding him with her powerful legs.  ÒYour turn,Ó she whispered, moving her hips and squeezing his cock every time she felt it fully inside.  She smiled when he began thrusting again, reaching his own release so quickly it was almost disappointing—until she realized that, in spite of his obvious satisfaction and willingness to lie there recovering, he was still hard inside her. She felt him twitch and squeezed back without thinking until she remembered that they had been planning to leave the crypt. She sighed and stopped squeezing, wriggling against him instead and saying, ÒSeriously?Ó

 

He laughed and rolled to the side, sliding out of her to the accompaniment of matching groans.

 

ÒCould keep this up for hours, Buffy.  But IÕm guessing you have another plan.Ó

 

She sighed and nodded, sitting up and looking around for her clothes. ÒYouÕll have to back up that brag some other time,Ó she said, poking him in the side. ÒWe need to get back before they send out a search party.Ó

 

Without comment, he rolled off the sarcophagus and pulled his jeans on, handing her the pants and shoes heÕd pulled off her legs.

 

ÒHey? WhereÕs my underwear?Ó

 

ÒHuh! No idea, pet.Ó  He pretended to look around.  ÒMaybe a mouse ran off with them?Ó

 

ÒOr a rat,Ó she muttered, glaring at him suspiciously.   He smiled back as innocently as a vampire could; she shook her head and laughed.  ÒYouÕre a pervert. You know that, right?Ó

 

ÒAh, but IÕm your pervert, Slayer.  And that makes all the difference.Ó

 

She just shook her head again and continued to dress, turning around for him to fasten her bra as if theyÕd been together for years.  He hooked it into position, dropping a kiss on her bare shoulder as he did so. She tipped her head back to look up at him.  ÒYou know, we didnÕt really settle anything here.Ó

 

ÒWe didnÕt. But we sure had a bloody good time ignoring our problems, didnÕt we?Ó

 

 

Chapter Ten

 

Moving as quietly as they had when entering, they left the crypt and hurried back toward the hidden entrance to the tunnels.  Only SpikeÕs vampire hearing kept them from running into a small squad of commandoes, clearly searching for any sign of Riley or the ÒgangÓ that had kidnapped him.

 

When the soldiers had passed them by, never noticing the heat signature plastered against a crumbling crypt and being shielded by the vampire and his leather coat, Spike signaled silently and they hastened to drop down into the tunnel.  Spike went first, holding his arms up for Buffy who, with complete trust, dropped into the inky space and the strong arms waiting to catch her.

 

Spike found the torch and, once theyÕd move away from the entrance, used his lighter to reignite it so that Buffy could see where they were going.  It took only a few minutes to work their way back to where they could see a dim illumination in the distance.

 

ÒHome again, home againÉÓ

 

Buffy yawned and said, ÒAs unhomey as that cave is, I think IÕm going to be glad to see it.Ó

 

ÒGive me a couple of weeks, Slayer.  Then tell me if itÕs homey or not.Ó

 

ÒWonÕt matter by then, will it?Ó

 

ÒIÕm planning to make it my bedroom,Ó he whispered in her ear, pulling her back against his chest. ÒAnd since IÕm hoping youÕll be spending a lot of time thereÉ yeah, it matters.Ó

 

ÒOh. Okay then.Ó  She looked around at the tunnel and its occasional smaller branches that led further under Sunnydale. ÒKinda open to the general population, though, isnÕt it?  I mean to the underground population, anyway.Ó

 

ÒI can fix that,Ó he said without explanation. ÒDonÕt worry. By the time its ready for you to spend much time in, itÕll be safe as houses.  And no worries about anyone hearing us,Ó he added with a smirk. ÒYou wonÕt have to bite me to keep from screaming. Unless you want to, of courseÉ.Ó

 

Buffy blushed and moved more quickly in the direction of the light. ÒCome on, bragger,Ó she said.

 

~~~~~~~~~~

 

They entered the underground room just in time to see Giles succumbing to exhaustion and slumping against the wall.  He straightened up when he heard them, blinking the sleep from his eyes.

 

ÒHave you made the world safe for earthworms and moles?Ó he asked, refusing to meet their eyes.

 

ÒPretty much. We didnÕt see anything ooky, did we, Spike?Ó

 

ÒHuh? Oh, no. Nothing suspicious out there. Nope.Ó

 

ÒNot even the dust of the vampire I shot some time ago?Ó  Giles asked, the edge in his voice countered by the fact that he still wouldnÕt look at them.

 

ÒVampire?  We didnÕt see anyÉ.Ó

 

ÒPerhaps you were looking in the wrong places,Ó Giles interrupted her, pointing over his head.  ÒIÕm fairly certain there was at least one vampire up there.Ó

 

BuffyÕs blush went unnoticed as she whirled on Spike. ÒI thought we were quiet!Ó

 

ÒWe were, luv. Watcher just has a vivid imagination, isnÕt that right, old man?Ó

 

ÒThe watcher is not so old that he cannot hear the sound ofÉ.Ó Giles seemed to be struggling for the proper euphemism. ÒÉ heavy breathingÉ when it is taking place only a few yards above his head.Ó

 

There was silence as Buffy hid her face and Spike smirked at the man now glaring at him.  Finally, with a deep sigh, Giles said, ÒThe timing could have been better, but I suppose this was inevitable.Ó

 

ÒActually, Watcher, I needed to get to my stash of cold pig blood before anyone in this room started looking good enough to eat. That was my reason for going there.  Anything else that happened is between the Slayer and me, and none of anyone elseÕs businessÉ including yours.Ó

 

ÒBuffy was my charge, and she is still very much like a daughter to me. Her choices in life are my business, as is her safety.Ó

 

ÒBuffy is a grown woman and makes her own choices. And IÕll wager sheÕs safer with me that she is with the man who was willing to cripple her for the sake of a worthless test.Ó

 

ÒBuffy is standing right here!Ó she said, stepping between the two glaring men and putting her hands on her hips. ÒYou,Ó she said, pointing to Giles. ÒDonÕt get to tell me what to do or who I can do it with.  And you,Ó she whirled on Spike who was just beginning to smirk. ÒYou need to stop baiting Giles. IÕve already told you that incident is over.Ó  She continued glaring back and forth until both men muttered apologies.

 

ÒWhat did you mean by Ôworthless testÕ?Ó she asked, refocusing on what Spike had said. ÒMost slayers would have been killed by Kralik. I think it was a pretty ÔworthyÕ test!Ó

 

ÒExactly what I meant.  Every vamp worth his salt knows thatÕs how the Council of Wankers rids themselves of troublesome slayers.  If theyÕve got one whoÕs easily pushed around, she gets a raw fledgling with the IQ of a gnat, as many weapons as she might need, and a playing field heavily weighted in her favor. SheÕs expected to win.  If the Council wants to replace a slayer with a more tractable one, that slayer faces something older, stronger, smarter and intent on killing her to earn its freedom. And sheÕs thrown in without warning, weapons or much chance of surviving. ItÕs murder by vamp.Ó

 

ÒGiles? Did you know that when you took my powers away? Did you know they were trying to kill me?Ó

 

ÒNo, Buffy! Of course not! Not until I found out what theyÕd put you up against.  It was too late then. All I could do was try to helpÉ.Ó

 

Smothering her disappointment, Buffy said, ÒBut what good would it have done them to kill me? Faith is in a coma, and sheÕs gone all evil on them anyway. They still wouldnÕt have gotten a new slayer out of it.Ó

 

ÒI doubt Faith would have survived much longer, had they succeeded in removing you. IÕm sure she would have passed quietly away in her sleep shortly thereafter.Ó

 

ÒWhatÕs a Faith?Ó Spike was frowning as he tried to follow the conversation. ÒIs there another slayer again?Ó

 

ÒFaith is what we got after your ex killed Kendra,Ó Buffy said shortly. ÒTurns out she wasnÕt what they were looking for either. She turned evil and began killing for the Mayor.  Long story. DonÕt want to talk about it.Ó

 

Ignoring BuffyÕs words, he asked, ÒWhat put the bint into a coma?Ó

 

ÒI did.Ó 

 

Buffy turned her back on his astonished face and sank down next to the wall, shutting her eyes and evening out her breathing, making it clear she was through talking about it.

 

In front of GilesÕs amazed eyes, Spike took off his coat, laid it on the ground, and gently lowered Buffy onto it.  He wrapped it around her, sat down next to Giles and pulled BuffyÕs head onto his lap.  She murmured her appreciation, curling one hand on his thigh and going to sleep.

 

ÒGo back to sleep, Watcher. IÕll take the next shift.Ó

 

Too tired to argue, Giles mumbled something that almost sounded like ÒthanksÓ and stretched out on the hard ground. He was asleep almost before his eyes were shut completely.  Spike leaned against the dirt wall and began mentally planning his bedroom while Buffy slumbered on his lap.

 

~~~~~~~~~~

 

The sounds of ÒGod Save the QueenÓ coming from the pocket of GilesÕs coat took several seconds to penetrate everyoneÕs drowsy brains.  It wasnÕt until Spike kicked the sleeping man and said, ÒOi! Watcher. Wake up. Mother England is calling,Ó that Giles woke up and fumbled for the phone.  He answered, listened intently, nodding from time to time and giving short responses when asked questions.  At one point, he glanced over to a now-awake and angry-looking Riley, speaking quietly enough that only Buffy and Spike could make out the words.

 

ÒYes, we do have him. He is fine; or as fine as can be expected of someone who tried to kill a slayer—Ó He broke off, turning his gaze to Spike. ÒYes. That is correct. It is William the Bloody.Ó  He listened for another minute before responding. ÒIt seems soÉ YesÉ No, IÕve seen no sign of thatÉ  Yes. I believe we must assume that is what has happenedÉ  Yes, I will.Ó  He paused and surprised both Spike and Buffy with a thumbs up sign.

 

ÒAnd his organization?Ó Clearly the conversation had gone back to Riley. ÒIÕve given him first aid. He could, of course, use more skilled medical attention, but I think heÕll be fine until we— Yes. If youÕre certain it is safe, we willÉ Yes. IÕll call you as soon as IÕm home.Ó

 

He snapped the phone shut and looked around at all the curious eyes waiting for him to speak.  ÒIt appears that the Initiative has had its leadership changed and the Army will take charge of Agent Finn here.  There are teams arriving to deal with the laboratory and with Dr. Walsh, although she has been placed under close supervision and house arrest until they can go through her files and decide if national security has been threatened by her work.Ó

 

He stood up and stretched.  ÒI am assured that we can safely return to our normal abodes, if we will drop ourÉ visitorÉ off at the ER where there will be a team of Army medics waiting for him.Ó  He turned his gaze on Riley.  ÒThere are apparently some potentially dangerous enhancements to your physique of which you are unaware.  You will beÉ I believe ÔbriefedÕ is the term, when you have been patched up.Ó

 

ÒLetÕs roll,Ó Xander said, stretching his stiff body. 

 

Spike held up a hand to stop the general movement towards the overhead entrance.  ÒBlindfold soldier boy, first,Ó he instructed. ÒNo need for him to learn all our secrets, even if he is going to be out of business.Ó

 

ÒAgreed,Ó Giles said, handing the blindfold to Willow.

 

As soon as RileyÕs eyes had been covered, his complaints ignored, Xander brought the ladder back from its place in the tunnel and Spike went up to slide the plywood off the opening.  Getting Riley up was not as complicated as getting him down had been, and it took only Spike behind him to keep him from falling and Willow instructing him which foot to raise. Buffy was waiting at the top and easily pulled him out and onto the floor.

 

They walked back to the hidden vehicles, deciding that Oz and Willow could go back to the dorms while Xander and Giles used his car to deposit Riley at the Sunnydale Hospital ER. There was an awkward silence, during which Spike and Buffy made no motions toward getting into either vehicle.

 

ÒYou guys go on,Ó she said finally.  ÒI never patrolled last night. I think IÕd better hit a few cemeteries before the sun comes up.  IÕll see you tomorrowÉ uh, later today, Willow.Ó

 

When theyÕd all driven away, Spike leaned against his car and pulled Buffy between his open legs. She rested her head on his chest, sighing contentedly as he held her and rubbed her back with one hand.  When she felt herself almost drifting to sleep while standing up, she groaned and pushed herself away from her comfortable pillow.

 

ÒIÕd better go,Ó she said. ÒI was serious about patrolling.Ó

 

ÒItÕs going to be daylight soon, love. YouÕre not going to find anything out there.  LetÕs just get you back to your room and see if you can catch some sleep today, yeah?Ó

 

ÒButÉ.Ó

 

ÒIf I see any nasties out and about on my way back, IÕll take care of Ôem for you, alright?Ó

 

ÒYouÕre not staying here?Ó

 

ÒAnd leave you to walk yourself home?Ó He was so genuinely affronted that Buffy tamped down the urge to snap at him that sheÕd been walking herself home in the wee hours of the morning long before she ever met him.  Instead, she just nodded and took his hand.

 

ÒLetÕs go then, William.  I might get in two or three hours of sleep before I have a class to go to.Ó

 

They walked through the deserted streets, their powerful legs carrying them at a speed that belied the casual strolling it appeared to be.  Buffy held onto SpikeÕs hand, enjoying the pleasure of having a boyfriend she could walk around with in the middle of the night without worrying about his safety.

 

ÒYou know, I could get used to this,Ó she said, nudging him with her arm.

 

ÒKinda the plan, wasnÕt it? To get used to each other?Ó

 

ÒI just thoughtÉ I expected it to take longerÉ and be harder.Ó

 

He laughed and squeezed her hand. ÒMuch as IÕd like to believe that one good shag has changed everything, we both know that weÕre going to be snappinÕ and snarlinÕ at each other about something before long. IÕd lay odds on it.Ó

 

Buffy nodded and leaned into his shoulder. ÒI suppose thatÕs right. Speaking of which, about this drinking habit of yoursÉ.Ó

 

ÒAnd there she goes. TryinÕ to turn me into the great poof.Ó 

 

ÒYou drink.  Are you denying it?Ó

 

ÒNope. One of the joys of life.Ó

 

ÒYou gamble.Ó

 

ÒNeed money, donÕt I?Ó

 

ÒYou smoke.Ó

 

He pulled out a cigarette and made a big show of lighting it and blowing smoke at her.  ÒYou complain a lot.Ó

 

Buffy waved the smoke away.  ÒYou kill.Ó

 

ÒPot, kettle.Ó

 

ÒI kill bad things. Your pot is much blacker than my kettle is!Ó

 

ÒThatÕs pretty thin, Slayer. Really not holdinÕ up your end of this argument very well.Ó

 

ÒWeÕre not arguing. IÕm just pointing out all the perfectly good reasons why this shouldnÕt work.Ó

 

Before Spike could respond, two very hungry and inexperienced vamps jumped out from behind a black van, snarling and waiting for their intended victims to scream and run.  Without discussion, Buffy took the one on the right; Spike stepped toward the one on her left.  Wasting no time on quipping, Buffy pulled her stake and drove it through the chest of her chosen opponent. As the dust settled, she put her stake into SpikeÕs outstretched hand, and he disposed of the one heÕd incapacitated with one punch.

 

He stood up, handed BuffyÕs stake back with a, ÒNicely done, kettle,Ó and continued as if thereÕd been no interruption.  ÒAh, Slayer. But there are so many reasons it should workÉÓ

 

ÒName one!Ó

 

He pulled her close and lowered his mouth to hers.  ÒHereÕs oneÉÓ

 

ÒMmmmphÓ

 

ÒAnd twoÉÓ

 

By the time Spike got to five, Buffy was caught between laughter and lust, finally pushing him away and trying to catch her breath.

 

ÒOkay. Point made. Our bodies donÕt care how wrong this is. But—Ó

 

ÒBut it keeps us from killing each other while we sort out the rest of it.Ó He started walking again.  ÒNot saying we arenÕt going to have our problems, Buffy. But as long as IÕd rather kiss you than kill youÉ And as long as kissing you keeps you from killing meÉ.Ó

 

ÒYou really think we can make this work?Ó She sighed and moved under the arm heÕd thrown around her shoulders, enjoying the way she just fit there. ÒI hope youÕre right.Ó She slid her own arm around his waist, smiling as he adjusted his long strides to accommodate her shorter legs.

 

ÒI can be a very hard worker when I need to be,Ó he said. ÒAnd I know how stubborn you areÉ.Ó He laughed when she pinched him in the side.  ÒAh, now, pet. You know what pinching me led to last time.Ó

 

She snorted. ÒI think everything leads there with you.Ó

 

ÒJust doing my share to make things work, love. ThatÕs all IÕm doing. ItÕs not like I actually want to—Ó

 

ÒYouÕd better be lyingÉ.Ó She started to pull away, but his arm tightened.

 

ÒThrough my teeth, Slayer.Ó

 

ÒI knew that.Ó

 

ÒI knew you knew it.Ó

 

ÒDid not.Ó

 

ÒDid too.Ó

 

ÒAre we arguing again?Ó

 

ÒDo you want to be?Ó

 

Buffy frowned, then snuggled in closer.  ÒNot right now. I just want my boyfriend to walk me to my dorm and kiss me goodnightÉÓ She glanced up at the sky. ÒSo he can get home before he goes up in flames.Ó

 

Spike stopped and gestured towards her building. ÒSee? Ask and you shall receive.Ó  He brushed his lips across hers.  ÒSee you tonight, love.Ó

 

ÒHurry home, Spike,Ó she said as he walked away. ÒI donÕt want to have to go looking for your ashes.Ó

 

He waved a hand as he broke into a jog. His voice drifted back to here. ÒWeÕre going to make it work, Buffy. I promise.Ó

 

She watched until he was out of sight.  ÒI hope youÕre right, Spike,Ó she whispered into the night before going into the building. ÒI really hope youÕre right.Ó

 

The End

 

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